Chapter 31: Lao Bai Calls
In the past few days, the dining friends have done a very good job! Both of them are very happy, but no one has said anything!
Bai Yi felt that she was a little off, she had always insisted on taking her own right track, it was Xu Ling's appearance, and now she was approaching step by step, which made Bai Yi deviate a little from the previous route. But Bai Yi enjoys this kind of deviation a little, and sometimes he has presumptuous thoughts, why not go crazy once? Let yourself go for a while? Isn't there a popular saying recently?
Don't go crazy!
After Bai Yi finished thinking about it, he shook his head and laughed to himself, he was really crazy! Could it be that the one who is close to Zhu is red and the one who is close to ink is black? Following Xu Ling, the crazy demon, it has become more and more unlikely, and he would have such an idea!
Bai Yi lived a stable life after the divorce, and suddenly felt that he didn't go home on weekends, and he had nothing to do! He didn't like to sleep lazy, nor did he like to go out shopping, and he had to clean up his house at home every weekend, wash clothes, read books, and cook, Bai Yi felt that he was really a bit like a nun! There was no modern entertainment life at all.
On Saturday morning, Bai Yi received a call from a person with the word "Dad" displayed on the screen of his mobile phone. Bai Yi frowned, how long had it been since she had received a call from Lao Bai!
After the bell rang three times, Bai Yi picked up the phone, for so many years, Bai Yi had never received a call from his father, and suddenly he didn't know what to say in the first sentence? "Hello!" "Hello, Dad!" or what? Bai Yi really didn't know.
After Bai Yi picked up the phone, he was not sure what to say, and remained silent, and Lao Bai over there counted them all at once, but he deliberately lowered his voice and scolded him.
"Bai Chanjuan! What do you think? You divorced without saying a word? Do you think my dad is an ornament? Do you think that there are no adults to discipline you? You feel that that family can't hold you after staying in Beijing for a few days? What a good child Cheng Qing is? What else do you want? What kind of do you want to find? What do you want to do?"
When Bai Yi heard these words, he still came out of his father's mouth, Bai Yi knew that Lao Bai didn't understand the situation, and he also thought that his social circle with Lao Bai was so big, and this matter reached Lao Bai's ears, even if Bai Yi was reasonable, it would become unreasonable! What's more, Bai Yi felt that he was always at fault, and it was not Cheng Qing's fault alone!
Wrong, wrong, wrong! When it comes to feelings and marriages, who can tell whether they are right or wrong?
"Dad...... Dad," Bai Yi felt that it was a bit difficult to call out. "Dad, don't say it! It's my fault!" Bai Yi doesn't care where Lao Bai hears about her, but it's the right attitude to admit her mistakes first, right? Bai Yi is not a person who wants to shirk responsibility.
Lao Bai didn't speak for a long time, he hadn't heard this brother call him for many years.
The father and daughter were silent for a while, and Bai Yi spoke first,
"Dad, the main reason for my divorce is me, I am too selfish, I have been gone for so many years, I have not taken good care of the children and Cheng Qing, and I have not done what I should do as a daughter-in-law, I admit that it is my fault. Cheng Qing cheated in marriage, and when I was away, I took other women to live at home, which was also acquiesced by his parents, so I knew that it was really unnecessary for me to keep this marriage and stay in that home! It's my fault!" Bai Yi will not evade this responsibility, she will bear it calmly! Because she thought it was her own reason from the beginning, when she divorced, she belonged to the pure house, and this marriage did not leave her any benefits, only her last pain, and the last betrayal of her relatives.
Lao Bai was still silent, and Bai Yi was also silent, but no one ended this conversation, Lao Bai suddenly sighed and said, "Chan'er, you have been wronged! It's not your fault alone! It's also our parents' fault! Dad has no ability, for you, I haven't fought for anything, even the last person to know." I really don't want to see you divorced! It's also hearsay, I have wronged you! I think you can marry Cheng Qing, and my heart is also stable, you have nothing for me to worry about! I haven't disciplined you much for various reasons! You... I've always been reassured!I ......" Lao Bai said a little choked.
"Dad, don't say it! You have your life, I'm happy for you! As for me, I know what I should do! It's happened, just let it pass! I've let it go, my only wish now is to treat Xiaoling well, and watch her grow up happily, Cheng Qing and I, no one is right or wrong, and no one is sorry for anyone, the reality is like this. The only thing we're sorry for now is Xiaoling! I hope she doesn't fall under our influence! Maybe it's just a wish. Bai Yi said that he was particularly helpless.
"Hehe, but I think I'm a bit of a fool, for a child, parents have the greatest influence on him! You say yes! No matter how old the child is?" Bai Yi said, tears couldn't help but welled up in his eyes.
Lao Bai was silent, he knew that Bai Yi was saying this to him. I felt a little guilty in my heart.
"Chan'er, Dad... I'm sorry for you!"
Bai Yi sniffed, exhaled, pretended to be fine, and said, "No, Dad, you are doing well, which is the greatest comfort to me!"
Lao Bai was still not good at expressing himself, and Bai Yi could only hear Lao Bai's heavy breathing.
At this time, Bai Yi suddenly heard a call and couldn't hear what was being said, but she knew that it was her father's current wife who was calling him, but the voice was a little abrupt, breaking the silence between father and daughter.
"Dad! That's it! Hang up! If I really don't want to see it because I affect your life, it's better if you don't call me!" Bai Yi silently shed tears, endured her grievances and said, she also felt sorry for her father, she knew that Lao Bai's good temper was a bad person! When her mother was alive, her mother often counted him down, but it was her own mother, but now that the people around Lao Bai have changed, and then count down her father, Bai Yi is really uncomfortable, angry and painful! But he can't say anything, because for Lao Bai, even if this position has changed, that role is still his wife!
"Chan'er, so is Dad!You live a good life!" In the end, Lao Bai finally said his own heart, Bai Yi heard Lao Bai's forbearance crying, and couldn't help crying.