The two didn't sleep all night, just stared at each other and saw the dawn.

Early in the morning, the two were like people in the temple saying goodbye, Xu Ling took Bai Yi to the old lama's room and said goodbye to him, the old lama looked at the two, smiled, and said to Xu Ling,

"Tie the knot with one heart and make the fate, although this life is short-lived. On the day of the reincarnation of Qing, Yushu is a young man in the wind. You are very lucky, you don't have to have any more obsessions, you can conclude a concentric relationship in this life, it is the fate of the previous life!"

When Xu Ling finally left, he put a lot of money in the merit box in the temple, and put all the money with him. Then he knelt in front of the Buddha and said something silently, Bai Yi didn't ask him, and waited for him to walk out of the Jokhang Temple together.

Originally, the two were going to go back to Beijing directly, but when they went down the mountain, Xu Ling found that Bai Yi's face was a little abnormal, and touched Bai Yi's forehead.

"Chan'er, how are you feeling, you have a little low-grade fever!" Xu Ling asked worriedly.

"I don't feel anything, I just feel cold!" Bai Yi said.

Xu Ling tightened Bai Yi's clothes, Bai Yi wore his clothes, hanging them on his body, although they were warmer than her own, but they were too big, and they were full of wind.

Xu Ling didn't take Bai Yi to the airport, and went directly to the health center below, to take Bai Yi to see a doctor first, here, a cold and low-grade fever will be fatal.

Fortunately, Bai Yi did not have altitude sickness, but had a cold and fever, the doctor hung up water for Bai Yi, Xu Ling settled Bai Yi, went out to buy her some food, and went to find a hotel to live temporarily for a few days.

In the evening, the two returned to the hotel to check in. Bai Yi was so pale that his face was still pale, and this abnormal red appeared on his cheeks. Xu Ling felt sorry for her, covered her with a thick quilt, stroked her forehead, and sat beside her and looked at her.

Bai Yi enjoyed spending time with Xu Ling so quietly. The two still couldn't get enough of staring at each other. Perhaps only by looking at each other intently in this way can we compensate for those thoughts in the past five years of separation.

"What did you ask for in the temple just now?" Bai Yi asked Xu Ling.

Xu Ling smiled dotingly, touched Bai Yi's face, and said, "There's nothing, just ask for the Buddha's forgiveness." I don't have to talk anymore!"

"What do you say doesn't matter?" Bai Yi asked puzzled.

Xu Ling thought for a while, and said to Bai Yi, "Do you remember the time when I came to Jokhang Temple three or four years ago and met you? I made my wish here, and I was the first in my life to pray for the Buddha. ”

"Well, remember, I came here and saw you in the crowd at first sight! You're so tall, unlike everyone around you, you're always standing out from the crowd. Let people see you at a glance!" Bai Yi thought back to the scene when he saw Xu Ling at that time.

"Here, in front of the Buddha, I asked for a wish that was inconceivable and ethereal at the time. It's an obsession of mine, a delusion!" Xu Ling recalled his state of mind at that time, and still felt a faint pain.

"What is it? Do you still have delusions?" Bai Yi asked him, in her opinion, Xu Ling has always been a very practical person, even if she has a dream in her heart, she has been walking towards her dream step by step.

"Well, when people reach despair, they will have delusions, I was at that time, I just wanted the Buddha to bless you alive, not dead, as long as you are alive, I no longer worry about where you are, who you are with, as long as you live, even if you leave me, not by my side, I am willing, I will never regret it. Xu Ling calmly told Bai Yi what he thought at the time, "However, I broke my promise, the Buddha fulfilled my delusions, but I didn't do what I said, I'm sorry for you, and I'm even more sorry for the Buddha!"

Bai Yi stared at Xu Ling for a while, and said to Xu Ling, "Then you know that I was not far from you at that time, and I also made a wish to the Buddha, which seemed to be an unrealistic wish at that time." Do you know what it is?"

Xu Ling shook her head, her eyes never let go of Bai Yi, like a sucker, wanting to suck Bai Yi deeply into her eyes and heart.

Bai Yi lay in the quilt, stretched out his hand from the quilt, grabbed Xu Ling's hand and held it in his hand, and said, "I beg the Buddha to let me break out of the cocoon and be reborn, and on that day I can renew the relationship with you, be able to stay with you for the rest of my life, and only be with you for the rest of my life! ”

Xu Ling held Bai Yi with his big hand and wrapped Bai Yi's little hands in his palm. looked at Bai Yi deeply, blinked a few times in his eyes, pursed his lips and did not speak.

When Bai Yi saw Xu Ling now, he didn't say anything about his mood, and he endured it patiently, Bai Yi couldn't help but feel distressed.

"The Buddha of Jokhang Temple, really spiritual! He fulfilled your wish, and also fulfilled mine, and finally let us meet here, everything seems to be God's arrangement, Xu Ling, after so long, many things have changed, and people's hearts will also change. You... Are you really sure you want to be with me? Even if the answer is no, I don't blame you! Because in this world, you can't just be together if you love each other!"

Bai Yi was lying in the quilt, wearing long clothes and trousers, and the first thing she thought of was her body, the terrifying scars on her body.

Xu Ling listened to Bai Yi's words, and was stunned at first, he didn't expect Bai Yi to be unsure of his thoughts at this time. Then I thought of something. Suddenly smiled, laughing very freely and calmly, thinking of a person with a heavy burden, suddenly put everything down. The light body is about to fly.

"Chan'er, I'm sure! I've fantasized about this more than once, for five years, I've been fantasizing every day that you're not dead, and if you come back, even if a lot of bad things happen to you, I'll be with you, share it together, bear it together! I'll be happy together, we'll be miserable together! I've never said anything to you about separating, and I've never had the idea of separating from you! Don't you still believe me?"

Bai Yi looked at Xu Ling in front of him seriously, "No, I believe in you! I have always believed it! I just don't believe in myself! But now, I believe it! I believe in myself, and I believe in you even more!" Bai Yi thought silently in his heart, I said, you are my faith, and I am the only person in my life who can fully believe in it!