Chapter 1 Graduation Commemorative Book No.7
Spread out my empty palm and looked at it, I actually lost my car keys in a hurry!
Qi Xin raised his arms very seriously, his big eyes stared at me for a moment, and my image was reflected in his black and white eyes. Everything seems to have returned to the day six years ago, Qi Xin was wrapped in swaddling clothes, and only her big fawn-like panicked eyes were revealed in the thick quilt, and she watched me leave without crying or making trouble...... If she could run, jump and talk at that time, she would definitely pull at the hem of my skirt like she did today, right?
Qi Xin's body was really thin and small, one hand stubbornly raised to ask me to take the set of keys, and the other hand held her father's blazer, which was really a heavy burden for her, but she hugged it tightly, and raised her arm up from time to time to prevent it from mopping the floor. I thought that there must be a warm smell of her father on that dress, so she was reluctant to let go!
"Qi Xin......" couldn't help but call out her name, and I slowly squatted down, hugged her thin shoulders and pulled her into my arms.
Qi Xin...... My Qi Xin......
Qi Xin struggled slightly, and then let me hold her motionlessly. "Auntie, why are you crying?" her little hand wiped my eyes and wiped it gently: "Auntie doesn't cry...... The grandmother and aunt are crying...... Dad said Xinxin should be a strong girl! Xinxin doesn't cry......"
Qi Xin's little hands covered my face coldly, and warm tears fell on the back of her hand.
"Xinxin, are you cold?" my big hand clasped her small hand and rubbed it gently. Qi Xin shook his head: "It's not cold, Dad wears his clothes for Xinxin, but it's too long, Xinxin can be a hygienist for this building if he wears it!"
"Hygienist?" I couldn't tell what she was talking about.
Qi Xin nodded, showed me Qi Shaoyao's clothes, and pouted exaggeratedly: "Auntie, my father's clothes are so long, Xin Xin will mop the floor when he wears them, isn't it like a little mop?
"So you're in your arms?" I gently ran through her hair, her childish words didn't make me laugh, and I lowered my head a little disappointed. What a good child, when others will only hide in the arms of their parents and be willful and coquettish, she knows how to comfort sad adults with her actions.
In order not to disappoint her, I tugged at her pigtails: "Xinxin is so beautiful today!"
Children are the easiest to coax, and when they hear my praise, they immediately raise their faces happily and shake their little heads proudly: "It's the clothes that my father bought for me, and my little pigtails are also tied by my father!"
Qi Shaoyao will also tie his daughter's braids? This new cognition shocked me a little, it seems that he is romantic, and he is still very good to his daughter!
From Qi Xin's bright smiling face when she talked about Qi Shaoyao, I could feel her deep feelings for her father, and the affection between father and daughter actually made me a little jealous, I shouldn't have left, and no matter how wronged I was, I shouldn't have left my daughter ruthlessly and left!
Leaning over and kissing her forehead, I heard her stomach growl. Twisting her face, I smiled, "Xinxin hasn't eaten yet, has it?" Auntie will take you to eat......
"Thank you, Auntie, I've eaten it!" Afraid that I wouldn't believe it, she nodded solemnly: "Dad just bought me a lot of delicious food! hamburger, fries, cola, and big chicken legs!"
Listening to her come one by one, my heart hurt slightly. was obviously hungry, but she was afraid that others would say that her father didn't take good care of her, so she tried her best to help him say good things......
Worried that she was hungry, I picked her up without saying a word, but she writhed in my arms: "Auntie, listen, Dad is calling me, I'm leaving!"
"Xinxin...... Xin Xin ...... "Sure enough, Qi Shaoyao's voice is getting closer and closer!"
As soon as my body stiffened, Qi Xin broke free and ran in the direction of Qi Shaoyao: "Dad! Dad, I'm here!"
A thought flashed through my mind - I can't let Qi Shaoyao see me, otherwise I won't want to see Qi Xin again!
I quickly got up and retreated to the corner of the hallway!
"Xinxin, why are you running around, causing your father to look for you everywhere!" Qi Shaoyao stood at the other end of the corner.
His voice was still so thick and deep, as it haunts every night in the dead of night. I always thought it was Xu Xiaoshan's voice, it was actually Qi Shaoyao! I thought I didn't love him, the person I loved was Xu Xiaoshan, but between love and bread, I chose bread to marry Qi Shaoyao. It turns out that not only that, I still have feelings for Qi Shaoyao, but in the years of firewood, rice, oil and salt, my love for Xu Xiaoshan is becoming clearer and clearer, but the relationship between husband and wife with Qi Shaoyao is becoming blurred day by day.
I met Qi Shaoyao as soon as I went to college, and today is the 11th year. 11 years, from the initial sweetness, to the dispute after marriage, and then to the end speechless. Every night when he didn't come home, I also hugged his pillow and wept silently, looking back on his warmth, I also had deep pain. That heart-wrenching bitter taste, after countless times of self-hypnosis, I told myself that it was all hypocrisy, and that I deliberately pretended to be attached to him in order to redeem him. After leaving him, I rarely thought of him, he gave me doting, gentleness, touching, happiness, everything, as if it was a previous life, but at this moment it is like a tide swarming, still so clear!
I covered my lips so hard that I couldn't let myself cry, tears running down the backs of my hands and dripping down my toes.
Qi Xin's thin voice came from behind her, and she must have lowered her head aggrievedly: "Grandma and aunt are crying, Xin Xin is so scared that she will come out to find her father...... Dad, Xinxin is hungry, Xinxin hasn't eaten in the morning......"
"I'm sorry Xinxin, Dad shouldn't have murdered you, Xinxin is obedient, Dad is too busy to take you to dinner. You see, Dad bought you a lot of good food, burgers, cokes, fries...... And big chicken wings!"
Qi Shaoyao patiently coaxed his daughter, Qi Xin clapped his hands happily, jumping and jumping: "It's great!
"Well...... Dad can't accompany Xinxin, Dad is still busy. ”
"Oh......" Qi Xin must have been disappointed: "It's okay, Xin Xin eats by herself! By the way, Xin Xin can also eat with Auntie!"
"Which aunt?" Qi Shaoyao asked! I bit my finger nervously, please, don't find me!
"Huh, it's gone?" Qi Xin looked back, but didn't see me turn around and pull my father's sleeve again: "There was an aunt here just now, Xinxin saw her crying, so I talked to her!"
"Good boy!" Qi Shaoyao must have regarded me as a family member of the victim, praised her, and then turned to a serious tone and said: "But it's better not to talk to strange uncles and aunts in the future." ”
"Why?"
"Why......? Because Daddy will be jealous!"
"Hee-hee-hee...... Daddy is so stingy......"
The voices of the father and daughter faded away, and I finally breathed a sigh of relief, let go of my palms, squatted down, and sobbed silently......