Chapter 61: A Sour Feeling

Fairy Xiaolan leaned against the trunk of the tree and looked at the flowing lake in front of her, why did the princess of Chaoyang jump into the barrel where Xiong Chen was bathing? Why did Xiong Chen get angry again and kill the six secret guards?

After a long time, she suddenly smiled, in fact, what does this have to do with me? He is no longer a slave of Jiudao Villa, no longer the ignorant young man who doesn't know anything, he came to the world to go this way, maybe he has his own purpose, and I just happened to meet him. 【Fengyun Reading Network.】

After so many years, why can't I let go of it in my heart...... Why does my heart feel sour when I see other women getting closer to him?

Maybe in my heart, I can't let go, he has lived in my heart, even if I have traveled for thousands of years, his image is still the same as in the past, holding my heart tightly?

In the bottom of my heart, I still miss the warmth he treated me in the past, and hope to spend this life with him? But after all these years, things are different from people, you and I have our own experiences, and this good wish to join hands is just a vain thought after all.

Now I just want a lonely quiet, alone in this magnificent and graceful land, watching the hustle and bustle of the world, and when the excitement comes, I also melt into it, absorbing some realistic but regretful liveliness...... Mingchen, you are already busy enough on weekdays, the netherworld is so big, the things you want to deal with must be as vast as the sea, why do you still incarnate as a teenager in the earthly world, come to this distant land, and disturb my purity?

Fairy Xiaolan crumpled the note in his hand and wanted to throw it into the water, but his hand stayed in the air for a moment, then retracted and reopened the note------ "Xiong Chen and Xiaoyaozi are now walking towards Jiudao Villa, and it is estimated that the journey will take ten days, I don't know what to do. ”

This sentence after the note was like a stone thrown into Xiao Lan's newly calmed heart, and her curved eyebrows twisted up.

"Why did you come here? Just go and experience your rivers and lakes, why do you want to come to Jiudao Mountain Villa?"

She turned the note in her hand into fine dust and dispersed with the wind, leaning idly beside the willow tree by the lake in a daze, tonight's lake water is surging and turbulent, and the lake after Zhao Yuxiang's young son's 100-day banquet two years ago is not much better, remembering the scene that night, Xiao Lan's quiet expression became excited, you came here, it seems that you are looking for some traces of the past, that mortal Xiaolan has turned into ashes, why do you still miss her?

Could it be ...... Have you come to seek me?

I...... I really don't want to see you.

She laughed at herself, her hands covered her eyes, and I was determined in my heart that I would not see you in this life, but why, I hope to get your information...... Although you have proclaimed yourself Lingtai and turned into a mortal, but the endowment inside is still the emperor of heaven and earth, I dare not get too close to you, for fear of being detected by you, I can only hide in Jiudao Villa, I hope that one day you will be disheartened and leave this peach paradise, but why are you so persistent, and do you have to do a hard pursuit?

You and I are already doomed, aren't we? You and I shouldn't see each other, and we can only ask for troubles when we meet.

The lake shimmered in the dark night, just like that day, Xiong Chen took himself to the lake, ready to venture across the lake, escape from Jiudao Villa----- what did he say that night?

"Silly girl, aren't you so hungry that your legs are weak, why don't you eat quickly?"

"What about you, you eat ...... too"

"Hmmm......"

"In the future, we will raise a flock of chickens in front of the house, and we can eat them whenever we want, okay?"

"Don't be afraid, I'm by your side, I will definitely protect you, Xiaolan, believe Xiong Chen, we still have a long, long way to go together in the future. ”

"Let's go together!. If you go far, find a place with beautiful mountains and rivers, build a house, grow vegetables and raise chickens in the open space in front of the house。。。。。 Okay, okay?"

β€œ......”

"Okay?"

"Won't the wood sink?"

"What is the ship made of?"

"Wood. ”

"That's right, as long as you hold on to the wood obediently and don't move, then it's fine. ”

"Ah, then you're so good, why didn't I think of it?" "Hehe, you don't have to think about these, I think it's just, you still want to think about what kind of fancy embroidery our curtains will be in the future!"

"I ...... Can't embroider, only do laundry, cook, sweep, feed pigs......"

"You can learn slowly...... It's been a long time, are you afraid that you won't be able to learn?"

"Good. ”

How long is the years?

In fact, the years have come a long, long way, and the long vicissitudes of life have changed countless times.

Xiao Lan raised her eyes and looked at the distant sky above her head, the night sky after the rain was exceptionally clear, this exotic sky was used to it, and she was used to it, when she first entered this space, she felt that her eyes were all gray mist, and at that time I felt that there was a difference between the Netherworld and the Heavenly Domain.

To be honest, the Netherworld gave me a very bad first impression, and I was bent on leaving the Netherworld.

Unexpectedly, there is a first time, there is a second time, and then a third time...... In the end, I am destined to die of old age in this land that Jin Ling'er looked down on in ancient times.

In ancient times, this land must have been hideous and smoky, and after the hard work of hundreds of emperors in the netherworld, it is now full of green shade and living creatures.

I still remember that year, the Immortal Emperor asked himself with a look of great anticipation, "How do you think this place compares to the Heavenly Domain?"

I honestly replied, "That's a lot worse......

At that time, the Emperor of the Netherworld's expression was slightly gloomy, but he soon smiled and said: "Although there are many places with poor mountains and bad waters in the Netherworld, there are many places with beautiful scenery like stars. ”

Hehe......

Later, after some turmoil, I finally followed my own wishes, pushed open the bronze ancient door made of ancient fire for the third time, and entered the netherworld, and on that occasion, I calmed down, under the guidance of the Emperor of Hades, and looked at this exotic space with a peaceful mood and fair eyes.

So I found that this outer land, like the Heavenly Domain, was full of vitality, but in fact, the Heavenly Domain and the Netherworld were almost the same space, but in the space where these two sides did not interact with each other, the creatures living in them did not know each other.

Yes, now I do appreciate the beauty of this space, but I am alone.

My old home, how are you now? Can that barren land grow green grass now? I heard that where Qing'e has always lived, started a family, had children, and lived a very nourishing life, she ...... Do you remember me? Do you remember such an unfilial sister who is unwilling to fulfill the family testament?

Fairy Xiaolan's heart twitched, and she only felt a dull pain slowly spreading from her fingertips to her whole body...... She clenched the rough trunk of the tree beside her tightly with both hands, and the past ...... Those past events that hurt my soul!

Thin clouds drifted by, blocking the mercury-like moonlight, and the back mountain fell into a thick darkness.

Fairy Xiaolan let out a long sigh, no matter what, those past events are too far away, and I have forgotten many of the details in the distance.

I can't go back to the land where I was born and raised, and the two passages connecting the two worlds have been destroyed by the Emperor of Hades and me...... But if I take 10,000 steps back, I don't want to go back.

There, there is already a woman exactly like me, she lives in the heavenly realm in my place, if I once owe the emperor and Xi, and live up to his deep affection for me, and disgrace him, but I also pay it back with my flesh and blood...... And he had another me in his own way, a woman with my past soul, a face that was not much different from mine, and when I saw that woman in the dark passageway, I almost collapsed, and oh my God, I saw another version of myself without a mirror standing in front of my eyes.

The woman said in front of me-----She is me! She has all the memories of my childhood, but there is no memory of me since I was sixteen, it is the deliberate work of the emperor, who finally has a love of his dreams, and I owe him nothing more.

In fact, everyone in the Heavenly Domain thinks that I have been feathered, and I have been feathered into dust a long, long time ago, the cousin Mei'er of the Ice and Snow Mountain Villa, and the eldest daughter of the Jinling family...... In that earth-shattering upheaval, the Jinling Sword transformed by Jin Ling'er committed suicide...... I have become a memory for them, an unbearable memory, the peaceful and tranquil world has been deeply hurt by the stormy waves I raised, and now I finally wait until the turmoil slowly subsides, why should I disturb that pool of spring water!

Therefore, for me, Tianyu is also a memory, Emperor and Xi, my sister Qing'e, and my cousin Xue'er, all of them are a memory of mine, a memory that belongs to my past life.

The woman who was shaped by He Xi's own hands begged me to destroy the passage, I think, destroying it also has the advantage of destroying it, at least in the future, people in the two realms will no longer be able to encroach on each other's realm by half a step, so as to save a lot of unknown disputes, so I took action to destroy the secret passage dug by Jin Ling'er himself.

In this life, I can only stay in the netherworld, the netherworld is very big, but there are not many places I am familiar with, there are already newcomers living in Mingchen's palace, and I have given birth to a son, I can't stay anywhere...... It can't add unnecessary trouble to you...... I must leave you!