Zhang Man is such a girl.

She was born white and pure, with large black and white eyes, a small face, and a pointed chin, so that her dry and yellowish hair due to malnutrition did not affect her loveliness.

She was born in a small southern town, with only one primary school and one junior high school, and many young people choose to go out to work, and her parents are no exception.

Later, factories were built here, and more and more people stayed to work, and Zhang Man's parents also came back, entered the factory, and worked as workers on the assembly line.

Because of the construction of the factory, a lot of land was occupied, and the government provided resettlement houses for farmers who lost their land, so Zhang Man's family moved into the building.

For Zhang Man, living in a building is not much different from living in the countryside, because there are still those acquaintances in the yard, such as the second uncle's family, who live upstairs from them, and they can meet from time to time.

The relationship between the second uncle and Zhang's father is very good, and sometimes they come to the house for dinner, and the two middle-aged men drink while doing homework.

Zhang Man found that the second uncle's gaze often fell on her, and sometimes she would bump into his gaze as soon as she looked up.

I don't know why, Zhang Man doesn't like the way he looks at her, it's slimy, like the marks left by slugs crawling across the floor, which is uncomfortable.

But she didn't dare to tell anyone, so she could only endure it in silence.

Once, my father was very happy and invited my second uncle to come to the door for a drink. From their conversation, Zhang Man knew that his mother was pregnant, and his father secretly asked someone to do a B ultrasound, which was a baby boy, so he was so happy, and he had already begun to prepare for the fine required for overbirth.

Parents want a boy, Zhang Man has always known.

Her mother had said to her face that it would be nice if she were a boy.

Why isn't she a boy?

Zhang Man also wanted to know.

Because she was so happy, her father and second uncle drank too much, and when Zhang Man put away the dishes and washed the dishes, and wiped the table with a rag, one hand suddenly put it on her back and kept touching it down.

Zhang Man stiffened, threw away the rag, ran back to his room and locked the door.

Fortunately, nothing like this happened since.

A few months later, the mother gave birth to her younger brother.

A tiny baby, crumpled and like a monkey.

At this time, Zhang Man had already entered junior high school, and he had to help take care of his confinement mother and newborn brother every day after school.

Her mother would scold her when she was in a bad mood, and she seemed to be in a bad mood throughout the confinement period.

Zhang Man grew up slowly under the scolding of his parents and the crying of his younger brother, entered puberty, began to develop his body, and gradually took on the appearance of a woman.

Every day when she came home from school, she had to do housework, then write her homework and read books until ten o'clock before going to bed.

The town's junior high school is very bad, there are only more than 20 people who can get into a good high school every year, she wants to go to high school, and she has to work harder to leave this town and leave this home.

Sixteen years old, she was in her third year of junior high school this year, and one day she didn't go home until 7 o'clock in the evening because she was helping the teacher correct the test papers.

It was already dark, there was almost no one outside in winter, and the lights in the neighborhood were dim, so I could barely see the road clearly.

When Zhang Man passed by the entrance of a corridor, someone suddenly covered her mouth and pulled her into the dark corridor. She struggled desperately to call for help but to no avail, the manpower pressing on her was much greater than hers, and she couldn't push him away at all.

Her clothes were torn apart, and she couldn't resist while the tears fell, so she could only bite the other party's arm hard.

Years later, Zhang Man recalled this moment, his stomach tumbled, and he still wanted to vomit.

She felt countless maggots crawling around her, burrowing into her body from her eyes, ears, and nose, clinging to her bones, sucking her marrow, eating her flesh, hollowing her out into an empty shell.

Filthy.

Here's how the man felt about herself after she left with her pants on.

will not forgive, can't bear it, and must be brave enough to stand up and call the police when encountering sexual assault, which is why she went directly to the police station and accused her second uncle of raping her.

She didn't see her face clearly, but she was sure that that person was the second uncle.

Those hands were all too familiar to her.

Took her chopsticks, fed her candy, touched her back when she was twelve.

Soon both families came to the police station and made a lot of noise in the police station.

The second aunt scolded her, one moment said that she was a bloody squirt to slander the second uncle, and another time said that she was a vixen who seduced her second uncle, and her words were unscrupulous and inconsistent.

The second uncle scolded her, saying that she didn't study well at a young age, because she didn't give him money last time, so she came up with such a way to slander him.

Her father scolded her, saying that she was not sensible, how could she run to the police station and talk nonsense, it was really shameful to say such things.

Her mother also scolded her, telling her that she should tell her family first if she had something to do, and she couldn't call the police casually.

In front of so many adults, Zhang Man was speechless, only kept crying.

A female policeman stepped in to stop the adults, reassure Zhang Man, and let her speak slowly.

Zhang Man said that she bit the second uncle, and the second aunt sat on the ground and splashed it, preventing the police from checking the second uncle's arm.

But it was useless, and the tooth mark that completely matched Zhang Man's teeth was still exposed to the public.

There will be a series of subsequent identifications, all in all, the second uncle's rape of her has been established, and there are already criminal facts.

The second aunt begged her, begging her not to hurt him for the sake of the second uncle being her elder and having been very good to her for so many years.

Recalling the way the second uncle looked at her in the past, Zhang Man only felt disgusted.

Because she refused, the second aunt scolded her, scolding her for being a disaster star, she was a rotten product at a young age, and she had to be beaten up when she went out to sell.

Her mother also cried and begged her, asking her to worry about the relationship between neighbors and relatives, not to hurt the second uncle, so that the second uncle could no longer be a man.

The mother said that it was not good for anyone to spread the news, so she changed her mind and asked her to admit that she was voluntary, and that reporting the rape of her second uncle was a false accusation.

Zhang Man was unwilling, her mother pestered her to cry and make trouble, and her father beat her, saying that it was embarrassing for her to make such a fuss.

Shame on you?

Under the high-intensity mental torture, Zhang Man finally couldn't bear it anymore and was willing to change his words.

She did it voluntarily, not that her second uncle raped her, she did it voluntarily.

But it was too late, the rape case was a public prosecution case, and she changed her mind at this time, and the prosecutors would not listen, and there was even a risk that she would be detained.

The second uncle was finally sentenced, and their family cut off contact with the second uncle's family, and the second aunt would spit at her every time she saw her, and her parents regarded her as an air person.

At the same time, there are rumors in the cramped community.

Many people are rumored that Zhang Man didn't study well at a young age and seduced her second uncle, because her second uncle didn't give enough money, so she falsely accused him of rape.

They said that this was admitted by Zhang Man himself.

So everyone pointed to Zhang Man's backbone and scolded, saying that she was shameless and not a decent person.

Even her three-year-old little brother learned to say something like that.

Zhang Man didn't speak, just studied very hard.

She's going to get into high school, and she just wants to get out of this place, out of this town, out of this home.