Chapter 36: Once loved, pained and relieved
A chic turn, a back that seems to be free and easy, seems to be strong, but at the moment of turning around, a teardrop rolled down from the corner of his eye.
seems to be strong, seems to be ruthless, but only she knows how painful she was when she was betrayed at that time.
The first thing she fell into her eyes when she entered the university was Xi Zichen, he led her into the campus, he led her to the dormitory, and he took her to familiarize herself with the campus.
Later, she entered the music club, and he happened to be the president of the music club, and they welcomed the new students together, held events together, and ran for the best club together.
Feelings happen naturally, even if the relationship has broken down at this moment, but when I think of it, but when he pursues her, those pictures are still vivid.
It's still the old routine of chasing girls, the preparation of three meals a day, the company of various self-study, and small gifts and surprises from time to time.
Until that day, he was downstairs in the dormitory, with more than 999 roses covered with a heart, and then held a guitar and sang "Cinderella" downstairs.
Everyone envied her, and even the forum of the campus network that night was blown up by the video of him courting me.
With such a big battle of courtship, it is impossible for her not to be moved.
A relationship arises.
During that time together, she was really happy, no matter what she did, there will always be someone by your side who will accompany you without regrets.
However, contradictions also quietly arise in getting along.
Xi Zichen has been worry-free since he was a child, and money is an external thing to him, but she is different, she is just an adopted daughter, and being able to have the opportunity to go to college is the tuition fee she used all her free time to do odd jobs.
He spends a lot of money, but she can make a bus for a dollar.
She doesn't love money, and even values dignity more than life.
Because of Xi Zichen's relationship, Gu Xiaoman has become a thorn in the side of many people, and many people are even saying that Gu Xiaoman is with Xi Zichen for money.
But since they were together, Gu Xiaoman didn't spend a penny on Xi Zichen's money.
Because of this, their relationship is getting more and more stiff.
Xi Zichen didn't care about the money, he never even counted what he spent, but Gu Xiaoman insisted on returning every penny to him.
Because of the money, because she was not often by her side, the romantic love at the beginning was occupied by quarrels most of the time.
Even if Gu Xiaoman repeatedly wanted to maintain this relationship, he was still broken by a joke.
At Xi Zichen's 20th birthday party, Gu Xiaoman was threatened by Xi Zichen so he put on the dress he had prepared for himself to attend his birthday party.
For their kind of boys, a banquet is definitely the best way to talk about all business.
The banquet hall was occupied by a group of people who came to the banquet for business, and their young people went upstairs to play by themselves, but it turned out that it was a puppet who was playing a game, Gu Xiaoman couldn't play with those sons, and when he wanted to tell Xi Zichen to leave first, he saw that scene in his bedroom.
Even though she has experienced many joys and sorrows in her life, that scene is still dazzling even after so long.
She was full of joy and wanted to say 'happy birthday' to him alone and leave, but when she opened the door, she saw him ** upper body, and under him was Tang Meijia who had been stripped off and only left her underwear!
Seeing Gu Xiaoman who suddenly rushed out, Xi Zichen suddenly got up, and when he wanted to explain, Gu Xiaoman had already kicked under him and turned to leave.
That night, she was hurt so much that even God seemed to sense her pain, and while she was walking alone on the road, it began to rain heavily.
The pouring rain obscured her path, and she didn't know how she walked back to school that night, until she locked herself in the bathroom, and the next day she was taken to the hospital when her roommate found her dead dead in the bathroom.
The lungs caused by high fever spoke, and it took a week to be hospitalized, but when she was sick, she was still scolded by her adoptive father Gu Hongfeng for losing money.
Because the cost of hospitalization was too high, Gu Xiaoman was taken home, and she finally recovered after lying at home for half a month.
A serious illness cost her half of her life, and since then, Gu Xiaoman has known a truth, no one in this world will love herself more than herself.
If she didn't love herself, no one would love her at all.
Therefore, from that day on, Gu Xiaoman began to consciously avoid Xi Zichen.
Whether it was going to the cafeteria to eat, or to self-study, or even the course, she applied for it herself, and then went to another class of finance to take classes in order to make up for the previous course.
Everything is done to avoid Xi Zichen.
If one person wants to avoid the other, he can really dodge without a trace.
What happened to Xi Zichen later, she didn't know, as long as there was anything about Xi Zichen, she deliberately avoided it, until finally everyone knew that Xi Zichen was not mentioned in front of her.
Until he dodged for 2 months, he was still blocked at the school gate by Xi Zichen's mother, Mrs. Xi.
In a high-profile, elegant and expensive café, when she didn't even have a chair to warm up, Mrs. Xi directly took out a bank card and threw it on the table.
"500,000 leave Xiaochen. ”
Half a million leave my son!
What vulgar lines, Gu Xiaoman never thought that one day he would be treated like this in person.
Sure enough, drama is like life, life is like drama.
Looking at the bank card on the table, the blue sea and mountains have been soaring seagulls, but at this moment, Gu Xiaoman is like a canary imprisoned.
Maybe at the beginning, she was in the atmosphere, dodging, and angry, but when Mrs. Xi took out her bank card, Gu Xiaoman's heart was 100% sure.
She and Xi Zichen were wrong from the beginning.
They shouldn't have started in the first place!
"Thank you, Mrs. Xi, for your appreciation, I can't afford to be high for your son. After saying this, Gu Xiaoman picked up the coffee in front of him, no matter how bitter the cup of American coffee was, he drank it all, there was not a drop left, and then took out two hundred yuan, put it on the table, and got up and left in Mrs. Xi's shocked eyes.
The sky was extraordinarily basketry, the sun was extraordinarily warm that day, and the mood that day was never smooth.
It turns out that it is not difficult to give up a person.
It turned out that the breakup was nothing more than that.
It turns out that love is nothing more than that.
Originally...... It turned out that her heart was still hurting.
The pain shows that he has really paid his feelings, and after the pain, he is relieved.
Because of the relief, the scenery in front of me became brighter and brighter.
That's nice......
From today onwards, she can give up on him without the slightest memory.
Wiping away her tears, the weather that day was like today, she could be alone, more free and easy, completely relieved.
And now what she wants to protect is herself, what she wants to do is to find out who she really is, to continue to complete her studies, to be a person who is useful to society, and to be a person worthy of herself.