Chapter 8 The Lifeline Lost No.7
"High Leap?!"
I looked at Gao Tengyue outside the door in astonishment, and was surprised for a long time before I spoke: "Why are you here?"
He shrugged his shoulders and smiled innocently: "Why can't I come?"
"No!" I was a little embarrassed to be asked by him, and I found that I was still blocking the door of the guests who came from afar, so I quickly turned sideways and let him in: "Come in and sit!"
He walked in unceremoniously and swaggered, sat down on the single sofa, raised his head and looked around at my house: "I've known you for so long or it's the first time I've come to your house!
"They went to the morning exercise...... "I rubbed my hands, the house was a mess, it was a shame!" I quickly cleaned up, "You see early in the morning, nothing is ready...... I'll pour you a glass of water first!" Holding the cups and plates on the coffee table in my hand, I turned around to pour water, passed by the room and knocked on the door, "Yue Yuanyuan is coming out, look who is coming!"
"Don't be busy, I'm not thirsty...... It's not that I shouldn't have bothered early in the morning......" he said quite politely, and then paused, and after I turned around, his smile froze, and then he stood up and saw Yue Yuanyuan push the door and come out.
Yue Yuanyuan raised his hand and scratched his short hair that had collapsed, and yawned very uncharacteristically: "Isn't it my mother?"
Gao Tengyue bowed slightly, and a pair of soft eyes stared at her with a faint sharp light: "Long time no see, Yuanyuan!"
Yue Yuanyuan was stunned and didn't speak, looking at him blankly.
When I came back with tea, I saw them quietly looking at each other. "What's wrong?" I didn't know why, and broke the silence with a smile: "Why do you look so affectionate?"
Gao Tengyue smiled softer, Yue Yuanyuan was startled, shook his head and took a step back: "No......! I, I'm going home!" After speaking, without waiting for me to speak, he hugged his body and bent his waist, and rushed out at a trot.
I looked at the door she had brought shut, and wondered. Gao Tengyue climbed his unkempt hair with his hand, and his tired face was also dazed: "What's wrong with her?"
"Nothing. I shook my head to dispel his doubts, but I was thinking in my heart that Yue Yuanyuan's recent emotional changes are always very sudden, if you don't hurry up and find a psychiatrist for her, if it continues like this, it will be difficult to ensure that there will be no big mess!
I looked up at Gao Tengyue's face, and he was leaning back on the couch with a tired expression.
"You came by car?" I asked him. There is only one flight from G City to Z City, and he arrived at 12 noon, and he appeared here early in the morning, he must have set off in the middle of the night yesterday and drove all night!
"Yes. He nodded: "I suddenly want to come and see you, you haven't even heard from you in the past few days!"
His tone sounded like a child complaining, and I glanced at him faintly and sat down on the couch next to me: "Who said that? Didn't you report your safety on the day you got home?"
"Is that enough?" he got up and moved next to me, "Xiao Gao, I'm worried about you......"
"What are you worried about me?" I sat down next to me. He was sticking too close to me, and the obvious attempt made me uncomfortable.
He didn't know if he didn't notice it or deliberately wanted to get close to me, so he leaned over again, lowered his head slightly, and breathed on my face: "I'm afraid you're in a bad mood...... Cold cheeks itched because of the warmth of his breathing, I tilted my head back and looked at him and smiled: "Why am I in a bad mood?"
"You ......" his expression froze, and he wiped his face embarrassedly, "It seems that I think too much, you don't know what day it is......"
"Today is Qi Shaoyao's wedding day!" I stood up and got out of the radiation range of his body temperature, "You don't watch the news when I am?" The news of Qi Shaoyao's remarriage has been known to everyone in the streets, and I don't live in the primeval forest, how could I not know! It turned out that he was afraid that I would not be able to think about it when I learned that my ex-husband had been married to someone else for a hundred years and would never be able to think about it!
He hugged me from behind, his chin resting lightly on my shoulder: "Xiao Gao, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have mentioned ......"
The so-called "new people enter through the door, old people go out of the pavilion", the next cousin will always arouse the sympathy of many kind-hearted people, but I am not an ordinary cousin, and I don't want to be an ordinary cousin, so I will not let anyone around me know that I am angry! I don't need sympathy, let alone Gao Tengyue to pursue the truth under the guise of sympathy.
He hugged me so tight!
I moved in his arms, "Old Gao, you let go of me......"
"Don't let go!" not only did he not let go, but he also rubbed my hair with his face even more boldly!
"I know you're sad and I want to comfort you......"
Did I have a hint of grief on my face, or a hint of emptiness, that made him feel that he could take advantage of it?
"I don't need comfort!" I told him loudly, slamming his hand away! "Do I look pathetic? I don't know how happy I am now, Qi Shaoyao's man has nothing to do with me anymore, who he marries and has children with is his business! I can't take care of it, and I don't bother to take care of it, I can't be busy with my own affairs, I don't have the leisure to care about him and feel sorry for him!"
A trace of distress flashed across his frowning brows, and he sighed softly: "You want to cover up!"
"I want to cover it? Your eye sees that I want to cover it? Isn't it good that I'm doing it now? Can't I live without him? Am I ......?"
He suddenly pulled me and hugged me into his arms: "Don't say it, don't say it...... I know ......"
From his eyes, I clearly saw that I was a sad cousin! I acted as if nothing had happened in front of my mother, I hid the fact that her father abandoned his wife and daughter in front of Xinxin, I told the world that I didn't care, only I knew that the brighter I smiled, the more my heart hurt, I was not the strongest, I also needed a support, I needed a hug. And this firm embrace, Gao Tengyue gave me, he made my vulnerability unhidden. I stopped struggling in his arms, my hands hanging limply: "What do you know? You don't know anything!"
Do you know my ambivalent feelings of anger and fear right now? I am angry, Qi Shaoyao actually left me again and again, he clearly told me that he loves me, how could he be so cruel to a person who had promised to love deeply? But I am afraid, I am afraid that the mastermind behind the scenes that Yue Yuanyuan said suddenly put the dark clouds of the end of the world over Qi Shaoyao's head at this moment when it seemed to be calm, and pushed him into the abyss! I was even jealous, jealous that Qi Shaoyao chose to let Zhong Tian go through the crisis with him, instead of me!
Gao Tengyue's thick palm went down my back: "Don't think about it, it's all over, you still have me ......"
What an ambiguous word! And I didn't react, I didn't listen at all, how could I care about what he said? I leaned quietly in his arms, I thought I was tired, pretending to be tired, and I needed to rest.
I don't know how long it took, there was a slight noise at the door, and before the person who opened the door appeared, the voice had already come in: "Baby, me and the little baby are back-"
It's my mom!
I was stunned, and reflexively got out of Gao Tengyue's arms!
"Mom. "I blushed a little and let her see me and a man hugging each other tightly at home!
My mother, who was afraid that the world would not be chaotic, was embarrassed for only a second, and then she became very interested in Gao Tengyue, "Who is this?" Her eyes seemed to be presumptuous, as if she wanted to marry me to Gao Tengyue in the next moment!
"He's Gao Tengyue, my former boss!" I tried to wipe out our relationship.
Gao Tengyue turned around and bowed ninety degrees to my mother: "Hello aunt, your daughter and I used to have a subordinate relationship, and now we are very good friends!"
"Xinxin, call Uncle Gao!" she pointed to Gao Tengyue and asked Xinxin to call someone. Xin Xin was originally shrinking behind her, but suddenly ran out and shouted at Gao Tengyue: "I don't scream! I hate him!"
Gao Tengyue was stunned, and his smile froze on his face!
"Xinxin!" I stopped her, squatted down and pulled her in front of me, "He's Uncle Gao, Shining Dad, didn't you like him very much before?"
Xin Xin actually shook my hand: "I don't like him, I hate him!" After yelling, a person ran into the room, and the door was slammed shut by her!
"Xinxin?" "What's wrong with the little one?" He was happy to go out, but suddenly he became willful. I glanced back apologetically at Gao Tengyue and followed Xin Xin into the room. Xin Xin sat on the bed sulking, and I heard my mother laughing with Gao Tengyue outside: "The child is not sensible, Mr. Gao, don't mind." ”
"It's okay," Gao Tengyue shrugged, "Auntie, just call me Tengyue!"
My mother immediately smiled as brightly as a flower! Gao Tengyue is really better than Qi Shaoyao will please the old man!
It's a pity that he can't please my daughter, in her heart, dad will always be irreplaceable. I closed the door, not wanting Gao Tengyue to hear our conversation.
"Xinxin, what's wrong?" I stroked her soft hair, sat down beside her, and found that her little face had been blurred with tears!
I picked her up and put her on my lap and gently wiped away her tears: "Little fool, why are you crying?"
She cried even more aggrieved, and the tears she had just wiped away came out like a spring again!
"Mother......" grabbed me by the collar, she buried her face in my arms, and her voice came in a muffled voice: "Don't you want to be scared too?"
I slowly lifted my breath and looked at what I had done, I actually misunderstood my daughter! She had not yet come out of the shadow of being abandoned by her father, and of course she was even more afraid of losing her mother! Suppressing the bitterness in my heart, I squeezed out a smile and pinched her round nose: "Little fool, you are your mother's baby, how can your mother not want a baby?"
She was still not at ease, "However, Dad also said that Xinxin is his baby......
"Of course, Xinxin is the treasure of father and mother...... I hugged her tightly, swaying gently, her small body nestled in my arms, her hands tightly around my neck, for fear that as soon as I let go, I would suddenly disappear.
"Will Mom stay with Xinxin forever?"
"Of course......" I leaned down and kissed the side of her cheek, scratching my nose at the strands of her hair. It's like there are only two of us in the world, I quietly hugged her, you can't do without your mother, and your mother can't do without you......
After a long time, Xinxin suddenly spoke: "Mom, Xinxin doesn't want Dad anymore......"
My movements stopped abruptly, and a tear ran down my cheek into her neck, and she couldn't say a word.
Qi Shaoyao, you really went too far this time, no matter how I make up for it, Xinxin just doesn't want to believe that you love her. It's as if I, no longer believe, that you love me.