Sitting in Xi Zichen's car again, Gu Xiaoman's heart did not have any waves, but more of a feeling of 'like a world away, things are not people'.

They have broken up, she is married, and he has his own person he likes, and they can be regarded as acquaintances at most.

The car drove into the traffic, and both of them had their own thoughts in their hearts, and neither of them noticed that they were chasing the tail behind them.

After sending the angry Xi Gege away, Tang Meijia got out of her own car, but took a new car, and followed Xi Zichen's car all the way to the elevated road.

Her fingers clenched into fists, she wanted to see what this Gu Xiaoman wanted to do!

Neither of the two people sitting in the car spoke, the awkward atmosphere was spreading, Xi Zichen turned his head to look at Gu Xiaoman who was sitting beside him.

"Listen to some music?"

From the moment he got into the car, Gu Xiaoman's eyes had been locked on the car window, and when he heard the sound, Gu Xiaoman turned his head and glanced at Xi Zichen, in the year of separation, he was still the same cold face, and he was still so unscrupulous.

looked at Xi Zichen, but the outline of another person appeared in Gu Xiaoman's eyes.

The thin lips are lightly pursed, the bridge of the nose is straight, the eyebrows are handsome and cold, and the soft mandible seems to contain endless strength and energy.

"Uncle?"

"What?" Xi Zichen frowned and couldn't help asking.

Realizing that he had muttered just now, Gu Xiaoman smiled awkwardly, "No...... Nothing, I said I could listen to music. ”

"Good. Nodding, Xi Zichen turned on the car stereo.

The man's voice came, accompanied by a faint sound of music, and from the first note, Gu Xiaoman recognized the name of the song - "Next Year Today"

Chinese name "Ten Years"

"If this chandelier pours down, or I no longer exist, even if you don't love, you don't need to separate, if at this moment I am seriously demented, I don't need to be loved at all, I will always dream in bed, and I will never be sad for the rest of my life......"

He's still listening to this song.

Gu Xiaoman's heart flowed with bitterness, not because of the loss of melancholy, not because of the sadness of separating from him, but because of the ...... That past.

Although Gu Xiaoman didn't want to admit it, she was really moved by Xi Zichen, and she had given her true feelings, but at that time they were still young, and they only knew a little about love, and it became a habit after staying together for a long time, and later they mistook habits for love.

Xi Zichen is the eldest young master of the Xi family, and he has received the most complete education since he was a child, and he has the demeanor of a son-in-law in terms of behavior and behavior.

At that time, Gu Xiaoman was exactly like many little girls who were just in love, and Xi Zichen would definitely be attracted when she saw such a gentleman.

He will not shy away from his feelings for a person, roses at the school gate, candlelight guitar downstairs in the dormitory, homework tutoring every weekend, dessert coffee for evening self-study......

Although what he did was all old routines, for Gu Xiaoman, who was not familiar with the world, those were the best means to attack the heart.

They quickly came together, but after being together, they faced unprecedented tribulations.

"People always need to be brave to survive, I still make a new wish, such as learning to bear the loss of love, next year today don't have insomnia, the mattress has changed, if you are lucky enough to meet, or at the wedding feast of your companions, waiting for you to appear in confusion, next year today, I haven't seen you for a year, who is willing to change and leave you for 60 years, I hope to be able to recognize your children, and I can hear you say goodbye at parting......"

The sound of the music gradually entered the chorus, and the man's voice was like an invisible blade, which seemed to be covered by the cold light, but it was invisible to hurt people.

It's like a gap between them.

He still goes his own way, and he doesn't care about money and possessions at all, but she is so busy every day that she can't even squeeze out the time to sleep.

He wanted to ask her out countless times, and she found various reasons to shirk it again and again.

It's not that she doesn't want him, it's that she doesn't have time at all, or she's squeezing out time to watch a movie with him, but she's busy dealing with customers who buy goods up.

A comedy movie, her face is full of guilt, and his face is gloomy.

That was supposed to be the first time he had lost his temper with her.

At the door of the crowded movie theater, he pointed angrily at her face, as if she was nothing more than his appendage.

"Gu Xiaoman, I've been waiting for you for more than two hours, even if you're late, watch a movie with me and still chat on WeChat, are you so unbearable to accompany me?

"No, Zichen, I didn't mean to be late, I'm stuck in traffic, so I'm ......"

"Traffic jam?" Xi Zichen sneered, "Gu Xiaoman, you just make excuses and find a decent one, you came by subway, where did you come from the traffic jam!"

There were more and more people around, looking at the two people in the quarrel, everyone was pointing fingers.

The feeling of being stripped naked and spurned by others came to my heart again, just like the picture of her being bullied by those villains when she was in the welfare home.

For the first time, she felt that it was really inappropriate to be with Xi Zichen!

Pushing away his strong oppression, Gu Xiaoman shouted sharply: "Xi Zichen, you are the eldest young master of the Xi family, you have had no worries about food and clothing since you were born, what do you know! You will never understand the hardships and helplessness of us poor people in the face of life."

You think I'm deliberately late, but do you know that I walked alone for three hours to be able to watch a movie with you!

You say I'm watching movies absent-mindedly, and do you know that if I'm not busy chatting with people who buy things, I don't even know where tomorrow morning's dinner is!

You think I'm not interested in you, but what about you? Have you ever known me? Have you really known me?

I'm not from your circle, I don't have a family background that I can be unscrupulous, I don't have the capital to act recklessly, I can only rely on my own hands, for three meals a day, for tuition!"

I thought she wouldn't cry, but tears kept rolling down the corners of her eyes.

"People always need to be brave to survive, I still make a new wish, such as learning to bear the loss of love, next year today don't have insomnia, the mattress has changed, if you are lucky enough to meet, or at the wedding feast of your companions, waiting for you to appear next year today, I haven't seen you for a year, who is willing to change Leave you for sixty years, I hope I can recognize your children, and I can hear you say goodbye at parting......"

She doesn't feel inferior because of her poverty, and she's not dissatisfied with her current situation, but ...... It's that she just feels uncomfortable in her heart.

She wanted to know why!

Why don't biological parents want her!

Faced with Gu Xiaoman's rhetorical question, Xi Zichen didn't react for a long time, until Gu Xiaoman rushed out of the crowd, until the figure she said quickly disappeared into the night.

When he wanted to chase after her, he had already lost the direction in which she was going.

After that time, he couldn't find her again.

Gu Xiaoman seemed to have evaporated from the world, until the freshman school started, he finally saw her, but she only regarded him as a stranger.

The sound of music came one after another, until the music gradually tasted the end.

"I was able to meet you in the moment of my life, and I spent all my luck, and only on this day did I realize that I had breathed air. ”

The music stopped, and Gu Xiaoman suddenly reacted.

Looking out the window with an embarrassed face, looking at the scenery that kept flashing, Gu Xiaoman hooked the corners of his mouth helplessly.

The past is the past, they can only be acquaintances, they can only be the relationship between seniors and seniors, that's all, nothing else.

A song evokes her memories, and he is also stuck in the past for a long time without coming back to his senses.

With a sharp car beeping, he reacted suddenly, and Xi Zichen immediately turned the steering wheel and almost collided with the car in front.