Chapter 447: A Journey of Self-Atonement

Chen Yun soon arrived in a strange town that she had never heard of, but as everyone expected, she pounced.

There was no trace of Sun Ruiyang in the train station, and he did not use his ID card to book a hotel, so he must have left as soon as he got off the train. Chen Yun wandered alone in this small city, and unprecedented helplessness welled up in her heart, and she cried again and again on the unfamiliar streets.

She doesn't care about her image anymore, and she doesn't care that she hasn't changed her clothes for a few days, she just wants to find her son's whereabouts as soon as possible. She could only rely on Qiao Nan and asked him to find her son's traces again and again. But Sun Ruiyang is likely to go to the countryside, and he doesn't need to buy an ID card to buy a ticket to take those country buses, and Qiao Nan can't help it.

"Aunt Chen, if I find you a place, you can rest first. If Sun Ruiyang has a record of using his ID card, I will contact you again. ”

"I'll just wait for him here, what if he takes the train here?"

"That's fine. Aunt Chen, I don't have any classmates there, and I can't find anyone to take care of you. You must take care of yourself and conserve your strength. ”

"I know. Qiao Nan, thank you so much. ”

"The two of us don't have to be polite at all, I regard Sun Ruiyang as my own brother, and I hope to get him back as soon as possible. ”

At least with Qiao Nan as the backing, Chen Yun is very down-to-earth. She texted her son again and again, whether it was the usual mobile phone number or the unfamiliar mobile phone number, she had sent them all many times.

She just wants to tell her son that his mother just wants to be with him, and no matter what kind of problems he encounters, his mother wants to solve them with him. couldn't wait for her son's reply, so she sent another text message: "You are worried that your sister will run away from home, and your father and I will not be able to stand it." But what about you, at least you're more sensible than your sister, but your father and I are worried about you!"

She didn't want too many people to know about it, including some of her relatives in Shanghai, and only the Qiao family knew about it at the moment. Professor Sun had not returned from a meeting abroad, so Sun Jiaoyang had no choice but to stay at Qiao's house.

Li Lanzhi knew her friend's thoughts, and specially told the baby: "If others ask, don't say that your brother has run away, just say that he wants to go abroad, and his mother will go to Beijing to help him, do you know?"

"Why can't I tell the truth? Why do I have to lie?"

"Baby, the purpose of many people's inquiries is not to help you, but to spread rumors or read jokes...... So, until Mom comes back, let's just say that, okay?"

Sun Jiaoyang agreed as if she didn't understand, as for why her brother ran away, she didn't understand, anyway, she didn't have a conflict with her parents like her. But she was also very angry, how could her brother, who had taught her to be sensible, be so ignorant?

After running for several days, Chen Yun was exhausted, but suffered from severe insomnia. She had thought that giving birth to an unhealthy child would be a punishment for disobeying her parents when she was young. Unexpectedly, this punishment has continued until now. In the face of the tricks of fate, she felt a deep sense of powerlessness. But she is also a mother, no matter how difficult it is, she has to be strong.

Chen Yun stayed in that small city for three days, and in the early morning of a winter rainy day, he suddenly received a call from Qiao Nan: "Aunt Chen, Sun Ruiyang bought a train ticket to Wuhan, at Hankou Station, you should rush over as soon as possible! ”

"Then I will go to Jishou Railway Station now, and I may meet him!"

"No......" Qiao Nan sighed: "He got on the train at a smaller station, but in terms of distance, you are closer to Wuhan." I must have remembered that it was Hankou Station. ”

Qiao Nan was like a commander who knew the map by heart, while Chen Yun was like a well-trained female warrior, she quickly packed her luggage and rushed towards Wuhan according to the route planned by Qiao Nan.

She was indeed very tired from the journey, and suffered a severe wind chill on that cold morning, and as soon as she got on the train, she found herself cold. Unable to buy medicine, she forced herself to go to Wuhan, looked at the time, and the train her son took had not yet arrived at the station, so she was waiting anxiously at the exit of the station.

She was obviously an elegant painter, and in this season, she should be sitting in a sunny studio, draped in a cashmere shawl, holding a paintbrush, and sipping a mellow Americano every now and then...... However, at this critical moment, she became a charging female warrior with explosive combat effectiveness. Mother's love is really amazing.

However, she is not a well-trained warrior after all, she is used to being delicate on weekdays, how can she withstand such a toss. Before her son could come out, she fainted and fell to the ground. It seemed that someone was saving her, and she said in a daze: "I won't go to the hospital, I'll wait for my son." ”

When she woke up again, she was already lying in the hospital on an intravenous drip, and to her disbelief, her longing son was sitting next to her.

"Yangyang ......"

"Mom, don't move yet, you kowtowed when you fainted, and you may have a slight concussion. Don't do strenuous exercise right now, and don't sit up all of a sudden. ”

is really a son, the son she has been thinking about for a long time. He was wearing a black down jacket, probably hastily shaved, and those beards were still uneven. The son has never been so "sloppy", Chen Yun has mixed feelings, and tears welled up again.

Sun Ruiyang held his mother's hand and couldn't express his self-blame. Chen Yun didn't blame him, she knew that there must be a reason for her son's sudden departure. She just asked softly, "Tell Mom, what the hell happened?"

"Something to be ashamed of......" Sun Ruiyang wiped a handful of tears and said: "There is a person who committed suicide, I think, I am an indirect murderer...... Mom, you can understand these things first, and you can ask the rest when I figure it out. ”

Chen Yun was dumbfounded, how could her son be so gentle and kind, how could he have anything to do with such a murder? She held her son's cold hand and asked, "Is it related to your mentor?"

Sun Ruiyang nodded weakly.

"Go back to Beijing with your mother, and let's go and ask your mentor for justice. ”

"It's not the time yet, Mom. Sun Ruiyang said: "You must know that some people are more scoundrels and shameless than we imagined, but I will not back down because of this." I want to convince her and be speechless, and I want justice for the dead. ”

What else did Chen Yun say, Sun Ruiyang hurriedly took out a storage bag from his schoolbag and said, "Look, there are asthma respirators and fast-acting heart-saving pills in here, and I have all these life-saving medicines with me." As I said, I'm definitely not going to fall until I've got these things done. ”

"Yangyang, mom can ...... with you"

"No, if I had asked for help, I would have told you a long time ago and asked you to ask your uncles for help. However, there are some things that I have caused and I have to be held accountable for. I also want to atone for my sins. ”

The son's gaze was very resolute, Chen Yun knew that he couldn't say anything about him, so he only cried: "Don't say that, you are the kindest child your mother has ever seen, you are not guilty, you don't always put those burdens that don't belong to you on your shoulders......"

"No, Mom...... I often thought that if I had been more resolute, I wouldn't have sent the paper, even if I hadn't finished it, and if I had replied faster, he might not have killed himself if he had received my email. These are my faults, and I take the responsibility. So, Mom, let me go! and you just think I'm on a long trip, okay?"

Chen Yun's face was embarrassed, and he couldn't do anything except tears. Sun Ruiyang almost knelt down, but she grabbed her son and said, "Okay, mom let you go." But there is one condition, you have to promise me. That is, everywhere you go, you have to give me peace. In case of danger, call your Brother Qiao Nan as soon as possible. Can you do it?"

“…… Yes!"

There may really be such incredible phenomena as "mother and son connecting hearts" in this world, Sun Ruiyang originally wanted to go to the bathroom and then leave the station, but the ghost came out with the flow of people. Even if it's a minute late, mom might be taken away by an ambulance. Seeing his fainting mother, he bit his lip with self-reproach.

And Sun Ruiyang's suffering is also visible to the naked eye. He was already on the thin side, but now his cheeks are sunken and his eyes are black. He hated his mentor and regretted his indecision, and he was almost atoning for his sins in a masochistic way. He refused to tell his mother about his plan, but said, "My purpose is to get her punished, and I don't want to see her defend herself anymore!"

Sun Ruiyang asked his mother to go home as soon as possible, after all, adolescent babies need her more. Although Chen Yun was saved by well-wishers, her bag was stolen. THE PRADA BAG HAS BEEN CARRIED FOR TWO YEARS, AND MAYBE IT'S WORTH A LITTLE MORE, AND THE WALLET IS WORTH A LITTLE MORE. There was less than a thousand cash in the bag, and it was just stolen. The biggest headache was that the credit card was stolen and the mobile phone was gone, and if she hadn't run into her son by chance, she wouldn't have been able to contact him.

Fortunately, the ID card and the ticket are carried in the coat pocket, and as long as the ID card is there, it is not a problem to go home. Chen Yun didn't want to leave very much, but her son insisted repeatedly, so she had to respect his choice. She is here, and her son can't do what he wants to do, so if it drags on like this, it can only drag on for longer and longer.

He didn't contact Jolene because he was afraid that he wouldn't be able to stand it when he heard her cry. This is a path of atonement, and he must walk firmly if he wants to complete his self-redemption.

Qiao Nan would find his whereabouts, which he had long expected. Qiao Nan would tell Qiao Lin as soon as possible, and he also knew this. As long as she made sure he was okay, Jolene wouldn't be too nervous.

Chen Yun asked worriedly, "You are so ruthless, aren't you afraid that Qiao Lin will ignore you?"

"I'm afraid, but if I can't finish this, I won't be able to face her. Sun Ruiyang picked his fingers and said, "After all, she is such a simple and immaculate girl......"