Xu Feiran looked at the familiar and unfamiliar street scenery outside the car window, and was a little surprised.

This is where she grew up, but then she studied and worked, and she came back three or twice a year. Every time she comes back, home and the countryside are the places where she spends the most. The development of Cloud City has been changing with each passing day in the past ten years, and in many places, she only vaguely remembers the terrain, but she is really unfamiliar with the building street.

When I came back before, strange and strange interesting.

But now, because of that indissolvable sadness, this strangeness has become loneliness and panic.

Fortunately, she still has Fei Heng by her side.

The scenery on the side of the street was circulating, some of which she had been to and some of which she was not familiar with at all.

But no matter what the scenery is, she always feels that this is not the city she is familiar with, as if Ningcheng is the territory she is familiar with.

Did my brother feel like this when he came back?

Leaving the friends and crowds he knew well from Kyoto, he must have been lonely.

Fortunately, he still has dreams.

Xu Feiran thought of Wang Shu all the way from his dream.

For so many days, there has been no news of her. She and Shen Feng are in the same unit, if she and her brother are so close, they must be in contact every day, her brother's mobile phone is damaged, if she can't contact him, she should inquire from the side, and her brother's obituary has already been issued, and it has almost become a hot search in the market.

Because he is the head of Deya, because he is young, because he is handsome, because he died unexpectedly, he is on the hot search.

An extremely sad and hot search.

In this era of information explosion, Wang Shu must know.

If you love, you have to fight to the death.

However, she did not come.

Perhaps, people can't be resurrected after death, so she chose to hide or even forget.

Xu Feiran was gloomy, the person her brother loved may not love her brother as much as her brother loved her.

However, if people are gone, what does it matter if you love or not.

Fei Heng saw that Xu Feiran had been stunned and didn't speak, so he took the initiative to chat with her: "Brother Liu Xiu helped hire a psychiatrist who came back from abroad, and said that he would arrange to come over and show his aunt in a few days." ”

Xu Feiran nodded.

My aunt has been stunned, and the degree is getting worse and worse, and there is no time to wake up.

But she remembered Xu Feiran's words to death: "Yiran is on a business trip, I listen to Feiran's words." ”

But in fact, Xu Feiran stood in front of her, she didn't seem to react at all, every day you feed her and she eats, you let her lie down and she will lie down, at first, even pulled to her body, and then the nanny began to help her go to the bathroom on time to put on diapers for her.

The doctor said that it was mental confusion under strong stimulation. The doctor came to talk to her every day, and also told her family to talk to her more and talk about everyday topics.

Before, Xu Feiran looked at her aunt's pain and felt that it was good for her to forget it for a while, but now that she is looking at her aunt's dementia, she feels more and more strongly that she would rather her aunt live in pain but sober than stupid.

My brother must have hoped for that, too.

People need to live with dignity.

Moreover, as time passes, there will always be a day when you hide your sadness in your heart and return to normal.

When I got home, the lively home was quiet and cold. No one seems to live.

Fei Heng led Xu Feiran into the house, and the aunt who was busy in the kitchen hurriedly greeted her: "The bandits are back." ”

Auntie has been doing it for many years, Xu Feiran is very familiar with it, she nodded slightly: "Aunt Wang, turn on all the lights." After that, when it was almost dark, all the lights would be turned on. What about me, mother?"

Aunt Wang nodded, looked at her kindly, and smiled gently: "Your aunt of the Gao family is here, Aunt Gao and your mother are listening to Buddhist scriptures with your aunt, and your father and uncle are chatting in the study." ”

Xu Feiran was stunned, the aunt of the Gao family refers to the aunt's sister-in-law.

My aunt's family has an older brother, Xu Feiran followed Zhao Yiran to call uncle, and privately called Uncle Gao.

The uncle of the Gao family works in the government department and has developed well, and he works in other provinces, and his family is in other provinces.

After graduating from university, Gao's elder brother also worked in the government department.

The Gao family's aunt's personality is a little high and low, before Deya was so vigorous, the Gao family's aunt had a very general attitude towards her sister-in-law's family. So my aunt has always been not very close to my sister-in-law.

After Deya developed, the aunt of the Gao family also mentioned to her aunt that she wanted to be in-laws with Zhao Zhiya.

Zhao Yiran secretly told Xu Feiran about this, saying that Gao Qian refused on the spot.

Brother Gao is not an outstanding child. There are a lot of bad habits.

This is also a reason why the relationship between the aunt and aunt of the Gao family is not good, and the aunt of the Gao family feels that her sister-in-law does not have the Gao family in her heart.

Gao's aunt's surname is Yuan, Yuan Hongqi of Deya Real Estate Yuan is her younger brother, Yuan Hongqi has a son named Yuan Jun, who is also in Deya, and he used to come to his uncle's house and even go to Xu Feiran, and said that he wanted to chase Xu Feiran, and was later beaten by Xu Feiran and Zhao Yiran before stopping.

After Zhao Yiran's accident, the Gao family's uncle and aunt arrived early the next morning.

However, they basically came to accompany them, and then instructed the staff who received them to eat and drink.

Xu Feiran didn't expect them to be able to appease his aunt, just casually.

The uncle of the Gao family stayed in Cloud City for three days and then returned to work, and the aunt of the Gao family went to her mother's house.

Xu Feiran nodded: "Then let's eat in 30 minutes." ”

Aunt Wang nodded and continued to go to the kitchen to get busy.

Xu Feiran and Fei Heng went to the study first and knocked on the door to enter, and their father and uncle sat on the two circle chairs facing the floor-to-ceiling windows in the study and looked at the plum tree outside. The two of them looked empty and contemplative.

Xu Feiran raised his voice: "Uncle, Dad, we're off work." ”

Xu Feiran is very filtered in her speech now, she doesn't want to say that we are back, a reply word, she can't help but think of the fantasy in her heart: It would be nice if my brother could come back.

She would think so, and the rest of the family would probably think so.

She carefully avoided it.

Fei Heng also walked over, saw the teapot and teacup on the small table, attached himself and touched it, and said, "The tea is cold, Dad and Uncle don't drink it, I'll make you a pot of tea after eating." The bandits taught me. ”

Before going back, Professor Lin specially told him to treat the elderly at home more closely than before, to be closer and considerate than Yiran and Feiran, not only to rely on the old people but also to give their children and grandchildren the joy of knee-to-kne.

He is a brilliant husband, and he has to take responsibility for the son in the family.

Uncle and father looked up at him, and the vicissitudes of life were full of kindness.

Uncle spoke: "Okay." You are tired for a day, you went to change your clothes and eat, and your aunt and uncle of the Gao family came over. ”

Xu Feiran was a little surprised, this was the first time in these days that his uncle had taken the initiative to bring up food.

These days, he's just talking about a bowl of soup. In the end, Aunt Wang thought of a way to make pimple soup and let him drink it.

Xu Feiran smiled and nodded: "Okay." ”

Fei Heng also nodded: "Uncle, the bandit has never managed such a large company before, the volume of 'Fei Life' is not in the same order of magnitude as Deya, and the business scope is completely different, many business problems, you have to give her more guidance, I have never done real estate, it is okay to guide her to look at the financial statements, and I don't understand the business." ”

The uncle looked at them and nodded slowly: "Okay." We've really grown up, and we're going to have to take care of the family in the future. ”

The uncle's voice was hoarse, and his puffy eyes were filled with tears.

Xu Feiran nodded, trying to raise a smile, but his voice couldn't help but choke slightly: "Uncle, we will live together in the future." Fei Heng is already looking at the house, let's change to a bigger house, downstairs to do a restaurant to meet guests and grandparents to live, they like the first floor, upstairs suite, you and aunt, my parents, me and Fei Heng, an empty set of guest rooms for my parents-in-law. ”

Uncle nodded a little blankly: "Okay, okay." ”

Dad looked up at her: "Go, hurry up and change your clothes." ”

Xu Feiran stood still and reported by the way: "Uncle, I want to change Deya to Yifei, is it okay?"

Uncle and father were stunned, and for a long time, tears appeared in the uncle's eyes: "It's good for you to call the shots." Feiran, in the future, these are all your decisions. ”

Xu Feiran nodded and said in a low voice, "Thank you, uncle." ”

Xu Xueli didn't know what he was thinking, he wanted to speak, but he paused and took it back.

Fei Heng took Xu Feiran by the hand: "Then let's go change clothes first." ”

came out, Xu Feiran and Fei Heng went to their aunt's room to take a look.

There was a Buddha horn in the stereo in my aunt's room, Zhao Zhiya sang along in a low voice, my aunt listened in a daze, and my aunt of the Gao family looked at my aunt with a sad face.

Xu Feiran nodded to her mother and aunt of the Gao family, approached her aunt, took her hand, and said softly and gently: "Auntie, I'm off work." Fei Ran got off work. ”

My aunt was immersed in her own world, and her eyes never turned to her.

Xu Feiran helped her cut her hair, and hugged her again: "Auntie, I'll be angry if you ignore me." Auntie, my brother is out, you have to pay attention to me. Otherwise, I'd be really angry. ”

said to Xu Fei that his aunt was another mother. Since I was a child, I spent no less time at my aunt's house than at home, and I often slept with my aunt when I was a child.

My aunt whispered: "Yiran is on a business trip, I listen to Feiran's words." ”

Xu Feiran's eyes were hot, and he faced her face to face: "Yes, you have to listen to Feiran's words, you have to listen to my words." We'll wait to eat. ”

My aunt's eyes were empty and blank, she was facing Xu Feiran, but she didn't seem to see Xu Feiran at all.

Xu Feiran was so distressed that he didn't overdo it.

After saying hello to Zhao Zhi Yagao's aunt, Fei Heng also squatted in front of her aunt: "Aunt, I'm Fei Heng, you must know me, I'm your favorite son-in-law." ”

My aunt still didn't respond.

Fei Heng patted Xu Feiran and pulled her up.

Zhao Zhiya's face was still pale, and she raised her head and whispered to Xu Feiran: "Go change your clothes." ”

Xu Feiran nodded. Aunt Gao didn't say anything, just looked at them.

After changing clothes and going downstairs, my uncle's father, mother and aunt, and the aunt of the Gao family were already sitting at the dining table.

The silence of a table, the loneliness of a room.

Xu Feiran's heart was sour, and he and Fei Heng walked over quickly: "In the future, we will get off work a little earlier, and our family will have dinner a little earlier." Mom, sit down a little bit, I'll be next to my aunt. ”

Zhao Zhiya got up and moved a position, and Xu Feiran sat down: "Then let's eat." My aunt likes to eat fish the most, and my aunt and I will give you fish. Xu Feiran picked up a chopsticks fish, carefully picked off the thorns, put them in a spoon, and fed them into his aunt's mouth.

The uncle watched silently, suddenly lifted the chopsticks, and ate with vegetables.

Zhao Zhiya held back her tears and picked up chopsticks to eat.

Fei Heng took the most thornless meat on the fish belly and put it in her aunt's bowl: "This piece has no thorns." ”

Xu Feiran, who had always pretended to be cheerful alone, held back her tears and smiled at Fei Heng, fortunately, she still had Fei Heng.

Fei Heng simply took another chopstick steamed pork and put it in his uncle's bowl: "Uncle, you like to eat this." ”

took a chopstick of shredded beef into Dad's bowl: "Dad, you can eat it too." ”

Zhao Zhiya took the bowl and caught the green vegetables that Fei Heng coerced her, looked at Zhao Zhide and Xu Xueli, who were eating silently with their heads bowed, and choked up: "Yes, my mother likes to eat vegetables the most at night." ”

Fei Heng smiled apologetically at the Gao family's aunt: "Auntie, I'll serve you whatever you like to eat." ”

The aunt of the Gao family kept frowning and looking at Gao Qian, occasionally looking at everyone, and reluctantly smiled when she heard this: "You sit down, I'll come by myself." ”

Xu Feiran has been trying her best to be happy with all kinds of vegetables to feed her aunt.

Halfway through feeding, my uncle finished the rice in the bowl with a few clicks and stood up: "Feiran, you also eat yourself." Uncle came to feed. ”

Xu Feiran lowered his eyes, then raised his head and smiled slightly: "Okay." You need to talk to your aunt more. ”

Uncle looked at his aunt sadly and nodded.

He took the bowl, sat on the chair that Xu Feiran let go, and faced Gao Qian: "Wife, let's eat." ”

Uncle was silently feeding spoonful by spoonful, silent and depressed.

Xu Feiran quickly ate a few bites and got up: "Fei Heng, you go and make tea for your uncle." ”

She reached out and took the bowl from her uncle's hand: "You go to have tea, or I'll come." ”

After the meal, the aunt of the Gao family said to Zhao Zhiya: "Gao Qian's appearance, thank you for your hard work." ”

Zhao Zhiya shook her head slightly: "Sister-in-law, this is what I should do." One is my brother and the other is my sister-in-law, both of which I should. ”

The aunt of the Gao family sighed slightly in her heart, the two brothers and sisters of the Zhao family are really rare, they have been a family for decades since they got married, and the two younger ones are also close, and there is nothing to do with their Gao family.

Hey, if only the Xu family's Nizi had married into their family. This is a matter of course.

The aunt of the Gao family said to Zhao Zhiya: "I have to go back tomorrow." Gao Qian, I worked hard for you to take care of it. If there is a need for us, just say it. ”

Zhao Zhiya nodded gratefully: "Thank you, sister-in-law." ”

Xu Feiran sighed secretly while feeding his aunt fruits: If the Gao family knew that his uncle had an illegitimate daughter, it would probably be ugly, and he would definitely not be able to settle the situation without a little weight.

Shao Rui said that the mongrel surnamed Bao had arrived in Yuncheng, and he didn't know if he had contacted his uncle.

But the uncle has changed today.

Xu Feiran's heart throbbed uncontrollably.

The aunt of the Gao family lives in her mother's house, and it is estimated that she is not willing to live in the Zhao family, after all, this atmosphere is too uncomfortable.

Xu Feiran arranged for the driver to send away the Gao family's aunt, and just wanted to go in to find his aunt, but was stopped by his mother in the hall.

Zhao Zhiya said in a sad and tired voice: "Auntie, Aunt Wang and Aunt Li are accompanied, Feiran, come with me, I have something to tell you." ”

Xu Feiran was stunned, followed behind Zhao Zhiya, and entered Zhao Zhiya's room.

Zhao Zhiya waited for Xu Feiran to come in, and then closed the door with her backhand.

Xu Feiran looked at her, there are only a few people in the family, do you need this? What is it that makes Zhao Zhiya so anxious and cautious?

Xu Feiran had a vague bottom in his heart.

Zhao Zhiya sat down and motioned for Xu Feiran to sit down as well.

In the past, if it was in her mother's room, Xu Feiran would basically pounce on the bed, if she changed her clothes, Zhao Zhiya would follow her, and if she didn't change her clothes, Zhao Zhiya would pat her ass and make her numb.

Her coquettish and willful time in her mother's house left with the departure of her brother.

Xu Feiran sat next to Zhao Zhiya on the lounge chair by the window as he said.

Zhao Zhiya looked at her, these days, she hadn't taken a good look at her Feiran.

Zhao Zhiya stretched out her hand distressedly: "Bandit, why did your lips become like this, you must be careful, don't leave a scar." Mom didn't pay attention to you in these eyes, why are they still swollen like this. ”

Xu Feiran gently held her mother's hand, looked at her mother's haggard and pale face, and had tears in her eyes with a smile on her face: "It's okay, Mom." Lips grow quickly. I've been taking medicine for my eyes. ”

Zhao Zhiya nodded tearfully: "Okay." You have to take care of yourself. ”

Xu Feiran nodded: "Yes, Mom, don't worry." ”

Zhao Zhiya held Xu Feiran's hand with her backhand, looked at her and hesitated: "Feiran, if, if," she couldn't say anything.

Xu Feiran looked at her quietly.

Zhao Zhiya sighed deeply and endured the discomfort in her heart: "If, your uncle has a daughter outside." ”

Xu Feiran said without hesitation: "We don't recognize it." ”

The tone was cold and decisive.

Zhao Zhiya looked at her daughter who was instantly cold, and was stunned: "Bandits?"

She wanted to explain, but she couldn't continue, and she was very uncomfortable.

In the morning, when I heard my brother say that he had an illegitimate daughter, she had been suffering.

She hated the betrayal of her marriage, even her brother. No, especially her brother, who has always been regarded as a spiritual pillar, this is as difficult for her to accept as Xu Xueli saying that she has an illegitimate daughter.

Moreover, she and her sister-in-law are like biological sisters, and they can't stand such a thing anyway.

Zhao Zhiya's tears flowed in a daze.

If it was in the past, she would definitely be furious, and she would have dealt with the mistress and the mongrel herself, and if she was far away, she would definitely force her brother not to see them for the rest of her life.

However, now that Yiran is gone, she doesn't have the slightest confidence.

This is my brother's only bloodline in the world. This is a ray of hope in a desperate situation.

She also saw her brother's guilt and hesitation, but she saw that it was more that her brother would take the initiative to bring up the matter.

This is for my brother, and I have this thought.

The elder brother said that the child followed his mother's surname Bao, named Bao Xinran, who is 19 years old and is studying in a university abroad. said that it was very similar to Yiran Feiran, and said that the child had sent him a message for the past few days, worried about him. I also arrived in Cloud City and has been staying in the hotel.

The brother also showed her the text message, and the child said, "Dad, I know about my brother, I am shocked and sad." Daddy, you have to hold on. My mom and I are worried about you. I have already arrived in Cloud City, if it is convenient, let me meet you, accompany you, and aunt, aunt, I heard that my aunt is like my own son to my brother, and I also want to meet my aunt. For so many years, I just enjoyed what you gave, and never paid, Dad, I want to do my filial piety in front of you. Take care, we love you. ”

Zhao Zhiya couldn't say how she felt after reading the text message, she just felt depressed, and she was so depressed that she raised her voice and asked Xu Xueli to give her nitroglycerin, which scared Zhao Zhide and Xu Xueli.

When Zhao Zhide said this, Xu Xueli was also there, and Xu Xueli didn't speak. It wasn't until Zhao Zhiya asked for medicine that he anxiously took out the medicine he had been carrying with him these days to comfort: "Zhiya Zhiya, don't worry." ”

After Zhao Zhiya took the medicine, she didn't speak for a long time, Zhao Zhide didn't speak, and Xu Xueli couldn't speak.

They are close relatives, in fact, they are in the same state of mind. It's just that they are embarrassed by each other and want to give each other hope.

In the end, Zhao Zhiya said: "Brother, you can see you if you want." It's just that you also have to think about your sister-in-law, if your sister-in-law knows, she will be even more unbearable. Zhao Zhiya thought of her sister-in-law and nephew, and tears flowed.

Zhao Zhide nodded bitterly: "Now that Gao Qian is like this, I will see her." ”

Zhao Zhiya insisted on the last request: "Don't come to the house, you go outside to see her." ”

Zhao Zhide looked at her in a daze and nodded for a long time.

Xu Feiran looked at her mother, who was in tears and full of suffering, pulled the tissue and handed it to her, and sighed suppressedly: "Tell me what your uncle said." ”

Zhao Zhiya wiped her tears and retold the morning's events to Xu Feiran.

In the past, she thought that her girl was a clever master who looked clever but could not worry about everything.

But in the past few days, she feels that her bandit has grown up in an instant, and he can be her backbone, and he is already the backbone of her family.

She had to tell her such a tormenting thing.

Xu Feiran listened calmly, and his bones were cold when he heard it.

What is human nature? Selfishness is human nature.

My brother's bones are not cold, even if it is a family member, those who should be looking for hope start looking for hope, whether this is what my brother wants to see or not.

Would my brother be willing to comfort my uncle with that bastard?

Xu Feiran shook his head firmly.

No, my brother won't want to.

My brother will definitely say: What are you Xu Feiran doing to eat, and what do you want the mongrels outside to do. Isn't there still you Xu Feiran!

Xu Feiran held his mother's hand, gritted his teeth and said, "Mom, let me tell you, unless I'm no longer there, I don't care if you want to find mongrels." But as long as I'm here, the mongrel will never want to come into our house. This is the home of you, Dad, Aunt and Uncle, Brother and I, and Fei Heng. ”

Zhao Zhiya looked at Xu Feiran in a daze, suddenly raised her hand and slapped her, pointed at her with trembling hands, and glared at her with tears: "You, you, what stupid things are you talking about." How dare you say such a thing. We only have you now, only you. Zhao Zhiya was so angry that her face flushed abnormally.

Xu Feiran suddenly woke up, quickly held her mother's hand to help her put it down, and stroked her chest: "Mom, Tong Yan Wu Ji Tong Yan Wu Ji, I won't talk nonsense next time." Don't be angry, don't be angry. ”

Zhao Zhiya recovered for a long time, but her tears never stopped.

Xu Feiran looked at her calmly and ordered: "Mom, don't think too much, it's good for you to do that." When my uncle wants to see him, he will go and see him outside. But at home, we resolutely do not allow it. Even if my aunt is not sober, but we are sober, and we have to think about my aunt. ”

Zhao Zhiya nodded slowly and did not speak.

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