Chapter 2 Your Breath Your Temperature No.9
I have a junior high school classmate who works as a nurse in the People's Hospital, and I asked her to help me check if there was a patient named Chang Xiao in August this year. She quickly replied to me, there was indeed a person named Chang Xiao who was admitted to the VIP ward of the obstetrics and gynecology department of the People's Hospital in early August, and gave birth to a son on August 5!
Chen Feifei!
This name is known to everyone in Z City. He is the most famous corner brother in Z City, and there are ninety-nine streets in Z City, of which ninety-eight are his territory, and one is where the Public Security Bureau is located!
Of course, a good boy with good conduct like me did not have the opportunity to witness Chen Feifei's true face of Lushan, but only knew that he was an old man in his seventies and eighties. Chang Xiao is young and beautiful, even if he doesn't mix well in the modeling circle, there is no need to commit to an old man, right?
I wondered all day, and finally when I was about to get off work, I received a call from Xu Xiaoshan, who asked me to have dinner together.
"So, the person who forced Chang Xiao to give birth to him was Chen Feifei?" he said after listening to my statement, taking a sip of wine.
"Force?" The word he used was a little scary, wasn't Chang Xiao voluntary?
"She did it voluntarily," Xu Xiaoshan drank the wine in his cup, "but she was deceived!"
I frowned slightly: "Xiaoshan, you never drink." "Compared with often laughing and being deceived, Xu Xiaoshan's drinking surprised me even more.
Xu Xiaoshan smiled bitterly: "How can you do it without drinking?"
"You're still modeling?"
Xu Xiaoshan actually lit a cigarette!" Didn't you say that I could be a world supermodel? But now it seems that there is no play, and it is good to be able to feed my belly!"
"You...... You smoke!?"
Seeing my surprised look, he smiled again: "Upset!"
I think it's for work! Xu Xiaoshan's debut time is not short, but he has not come out.
"I'll look for you next time! I'll use models here a lot!" I volunteered.
Xu Xiaoshan nodded, looking so disdainful!"Thank you!" He picked up his glass: "I respect you!"
"Oh......" I said, holding my glass.
"Actually, I have something I want you to help with......" he said after drinking his cigarette again.
"What does it have to do with Chang Xiao?" he said so desperately back then, he said that he didn't want to see me again when he died, and now he actually begged me for Chang Xiao!
"Yes!" he nodded, and said, "Chang Xiao is my sister!"
"Sister......" I couldn't help but tug at the corners of my mouth, he does have many sisters!
"Do you remember what I told you about our family?" he smoked silently with his head down, and I couldn't see his expression in the smoke, but I knew he must be feeling bad at the moment.
I nodded, "I know." ”
"My mother is his first wife, and his second wife is ten years younger than him, and I call her Auntie. Auntie is actually a good person, although she robbed my mother's husband. I was 8 years old that year, and my aunt was pregnant and smiled. During that time, he was not at home all day, and my aunt suspected that he had a woman outside, and she didn't dare to catch the rapist alone with a big belly, so she asked me to accompany her to strengthen her courage...... I didn't understand anything at the time, I just knew that I was a man and was supposed to protect women...... My aunt and I went to the hotel, and when we opened the door, we saw him in bed with a woman......"
He paused at this point and took another hard drag on his cigarette. I saw that his eyes were a little red, and they quietly covered the back of his hand: "Little Mountain ......" He had never told me about it, so you can imagine what a cruel experience it was for him. An 8-year-old child accompanied a woman who had become a third party to catch an adulterer, and then found another third party...... This must have caused a lot of trauma in his heart.
Xu Xiaoshan wiped his eyes, never shed tears, and continued: "Auntie cried and made trouble, and after giving birth to Chang Xiao, she suffered from postpartum depression and committed suicide. ”
"Less than half a year after my aunt died, he married that woman home, and that woman was twenty years old, and I didn't know whether to call her aunt or sister...... Then the woman gave birth to another daughter, and Chang Xiao and I seemed to have become superfluous people......"
"Chang Xiao has been withdrawn since she was a child, and she is only willing to talk to me alone, and later I went to G City to study, and Chang Xiao often called me, saying that the woman beat her, and she didn't want to stay at home anymore. But she was still studying, and I told her to stick with me until she graduated from high school and came to G City with me. Chang Xiao was very obedient, she really stayed up until she got her high school diploma, but she couldn't hold on until the end of the college entrance examination, she came to G City. At that time, I was modeling, and I introduced her to the modeling industry...... But I didn't think of harming her......"
Seeing that he was in pain, I couldn't bear it, so I clenched his hand and held it in my palm: "Don't do this, it's not your fault...... There are a lot of temptations in this line of work......"
"It's my fault!" he withdrew his hand suddenly, and my hand was empty, and I didn't know what to do, so I had to put it on my lap.
He noticed my embarrassment, looked at me, and lowered his head again: "You know, I can't speak, I can't get any good work, and for a while we couldn't even eat. But she often laughed and said that as long as she was with me, she was very satisfied, and then I knew that my own sister was in love with me! How could this be, I rejected her, I said that it was not normal for her to do this, and even sent her to see a psychiatrist. After seeing the doctor, she got better, she was not so attached to me anymore, she liked to draw, she said she didn't want to be a model anymore, she wanted to be a designer. We can't even do a model, what kind of designers are we talking about!"
"Later, I met Bai Jiajia during a catwalk, as a fellow countryman, Bai Jiajia often introduced us to work, and our income gradually increased. Bai Jiajia and I got closer and closer, but Chang Xiao became more and more unhappy, until one day she cried and climbed into my bed...... She didn't realize that we couldn't love each other at all, but she suppressed her feelings because she was afraid that I would be angry! I scolded her again, and she ran out crying, and I was so angry that I didn't go to her. The next day she came back by herself, and she was very happy that day, she said that Bai Jiajia introduced her to a fashion designer, she asked her to participate in her fashion show, and said that the pictures she drew had great potential......"
"2007 AJLA Summer Fashion Exhibition?" This is the only large-scale fashion show Changxiao has participated in.
"That's right, AJLA, that designer's name is Yue Yuanyuan. ”
"And then?" I couldn't help but ask.
Later, I often laughed and said that Yue Yuanyuan was going to send her to study and left G City, she didn't contact me after she left, I was worried about going to Bai Jiajia, Bai Jiajia said that she was very good now, and they have always been in contact. I thought I might not want to see me...... Then it was August 8th, I got that picture on my phone, she was holding a baby in a hospital gown, I still don't know the situation, she came back a month later, and happily said that she could be a designer! But after a few days, she was depressed again, and I found out that she was in a relationship with a modeling agent, and I questioned her but she wouldn't say anything, until she died, and she didn't tell me why......"
Xu Xiaoshan finally cried when he said this. I couldn't help but walk over and press his head into my arms, and Xu Xiaoshan hugged me and sobbed sullenly. My heart throbbed, this is the man I loved, after I left him, he actually went through so much pain......
"Why are you telling me this?" I asked softly, holding his face.
"I want to ask for justice for Chang Xiao!" he looked at me quietly, that look I will never forget for the rest of my life, so fragile and helpless......
"Why didn't you call the police?" I ran my fingers across his cheek, moving across his thick lips, really, really wanting to kiss him, his kiss was so tender, so nostalgic...... But now is not the time......
He smiled sadly: "I have no evidence, will the police help me?"
It turned out that the birth of a child was his guess......
"So what can I do?" I'll do as long as I can...... I can't see him suffering, and I will be more sad than him when he is sad......
"Get the news out!"
"Breaking the news?"
"Yes!" he nodded firmly, with an unfamiliar cruelty in his eyes. "I'm going to ruin them!"
"Bai Jiajia and Yue Yuanyuan?"
"Yes!" he nodded again, suddenly hugging me as if I was the only straw he could hold onto!
"Fei'er...... Only you can help me, the paparazzi are too unreliable, they will hurt Chang Xiao...... And you, I know you're looking into this too, I trust you, you know what to write and what not to write......"
I gently patted him on the back, as if comforting an injured child, "Good ......"
"Remember to read the headlines of the entertainment section tomorrow!"
Xu Xiaoshan, do you know, what kind of torment has I suffered in my heart when you have not been by my side all these years? I was so ignorant and hurt you back then, my heart has been tormented by guilt, how I hope that God can give me another chance, let me make up for you well, let me love you well...... Today, you are finally back, your breath surrounds me, I am drunk, I seem to be back to the campus seven years ago, the fresh evening breeze, the stars in the sky, we walk hand in hand on the romantic lover's bridge...... You said you would always love me, and I said I would love you forever......