142. Do not bear its weight but be subject to it
Li Fei listened carefully, and later realized that Zhao Yanheng said a little louder, pulled his arm, lowered his head and said shyly: "I know...... Don't you take it out and say it......"
Li Fei grew up in the southwest, but he grew up under the knees of Mrs. Li, and was contaminated with some Wu Nong's soft glutinousness, such an accent is especially prominent when he is emotional, and the voice is naturally soft and sweet, which is really soothing and beautiful, and it is extremely graceful.
Zhao Yanheng grabbed Li Fei's soft hand, put it on his arm, and lowered his voice a little: "Look at it, there are pairs of people here, all of them are under the acacia tree, and they can accommodate others in addition to each other in their eyes, who is so idle or deliberately paying attention to what we are talking about." ”
lowered the voice, and it was just enough for Zhu Miaohua to hear, Zhu Miaohua and Zhao Yanheng were standing in a parallel line, Zhao Yanheng's feet, his heels did not move, the soles of his feet slowly moved over little by little, and his body was not traced, and he turned sideways unconsciously, and the corner of his eyes just caught Zhu Miaohua's panicked and evasive demeanor.
Sure enough, Zhu Miaohua was listening intently, she was listening, and she was trying to cover it up.
"You are wearing a skirt, I will tie the marriage line, you think about what you want to pray for now, and the two of us pray together, so that it will be more effective. Zhao Yanheng went to untie the red silk on Li Fei's wrist and said: "Mother-in-law is kind, sister-in-law is kind, husband is considerate, and heirs are blessed, you don't have to pray for these, these things can be done by manpower, and they are all on me." If we pray for a covenant of three lives and three lifetimes, we can also do this in the next life, and meet in the best of years. ”
Li Fei's breathing was dry and hot, but in this mood fluctuating stall, she was still assertive, and said softly: "Seriously, this life has not yet begun to live, so I tied this red ribbon in the next life? Your previous sentence is very good, share weal and woe, and keep each other together. ”
"Share honor and disgrace, stay together!" Li Fei read it again in a deep voice, held Zhao Yanheng's arm tightly, and looked at Zhao Yanheng with an indescribable prayer in his eyes, and said: "In this way, my life will be complete, and when we are dying, we will come to the next life under the locust tree." ”
The surrounding chaotic sounds seemed to be all quiet, only the wind was moving, blowing the treetops gently swaying, and the snow on the fork of the tree fell a piece, just about to hit the top of Li Fei's head, and finally smashed into Zhao Yanheng's palm, and the hot palm instantly turned the broken snow into water.
Zhao Yanheng shook off the water in his palm, wrapped half of the red silk around his wrist, and half on Li Fei's body, lowered his head, and Zhao Yanheng kissed Li Fei's forehead.
"Share honor and disgrace, always keep together. ”
"Good!"
Zhao Yanheng's voice was gentle, gentle, and calm with perseverance!
Zhu Miaohua was already standing opposite to Zhao Yanheng, and in front of her was Fan Shen.
Fan Shen's rough big hands held her hands as treasures, his face was as red as a monkey's ass, he just couldn't tolerate others in his eyes, and at the moment he was holding his enthusiasm, and said awkwardly: "When I was fifteen or sixteen years old, I saw that you were different from other girls, and you were reserved and dignified at that time...... I really want to be close to you, and I think you're still young, I'm afraid of scaring you......!
Behind him, the gentle love words changed into a blade slashing at his heart, and Zhu Miaohua's vision blurred in pain.
Fan Shen thought that Zhu Miaohua was moved, so he opened his mouth and smiled: "Miaohua, don't worry, I will treat you very well!"
"Okay, you say it, you have to do what you say. Zhu Miaohua's body was a little stiff, and she said a little choked: "You have to love me, protect me, and don't let others ...... Bullied me!"
Looking up, two unusually brightly colored red silks fluttered softly on the tall branches, Li Fei and Zhu Miaohua stood quietly next to the two men, Zhao Yanheng and Fan Shen said a few words, and the two sides separated, escorting Li Fei and Zhu Miaohua back to their homes.
It's the same mansion back, but there are many roads, of course they won't be invited at this time, and they have to avoid each other's gifts. Zhao Yanheng and Li Fei went around to Chunming East and West Market, bought a lot of half a carload of all kinds of dim sum and folded it over.
In the carriage, Li Fei's hand rested on the food box, thinking about the distribution, Zhao Yanheng chuckled in a low voice: "I didn't see it earlier, but now I realized it, your appetite is still quite strict." ”
In an instant, Li Fei blushed like a face that had been exposed, vomited after suffocating his breath, and pretended to be angry and said: "Kunming City is compared with the capital, it is compared to a small city, many of the food has never been seen, the little girl is shallow, let you see the joke." ”
Zhao Yanheng hugged Li Fei's shoulder, lowered his face and asked, "Where did you hear these words?"
"Whoever doesn't talk about people behind their backs, and who doesn't talk about anyone behind their backs. Li Fei leaned on Zhao Yanheng and said: "One sentence at a time, it is not clear to investigate, and there is no need to pursue it too much, anyway, if I stand up by myself, these gossips will eventually be eliminated." ”
Zhao Yanheng held Li Fei's hand, one finger by one, the nails were moist, the fingertips were soft, this was a clean hand that had not been stained with a drop of blood. Zhao Yanheng held such a hand and said: "Zhu Miaohua Yuanyou was born on the fifth day of October in the tenth year of Zhu's eldest girl, and it is said that she was born in July, do you know that this is really born in July?"
Li Fei shook his head, let out a long breath and said: "In the past many years, the nurse, mother, and eldest aunt, so no one has mentioned this matter in front of me, even Zhu Miaohua, if it weren't for you, I would have to go to the capital, and I wouldn't have mentioned it." Originally, what does it have to do with me when she was born, if we are both boys, there is a dispute between the young and the old, but the order of the girl's eldest and youngest is not so important, and when she is old, a dowry will be sent out, and there is always a limit to the thickness of the matter, so there is really no need to worry about her for such an idea. ”
No one has ever told Li Fei, Li Fei will also imagine it, think about it, this kind of thing, there is really nothing to worry about.
"How can you not care, have you ever thought that if she wasn't seven months, she wouldn't be a concubine at all, and if you weren't surnamed Li, she wouldn't be the eldest daughter at all. Zhao Yanheng pursed his lips and said slowly: "Don't accept its weight but be controlled by it, the eldest daughter of the mansion, it's not that she can enjoy more glory and wealth, she enjoys it, and there are more eyes gathered on her, but she can't stand scrutiny, put it on her, there are more strange eyes, she lost her confidence first and inevitably lost her proportions, gradually shifted her heart and went into the narrow!"
has been a husband and wife, Zhao Yanheng knows Zhu Miaohua's pain, knows Zhu Miaohua's distorted arrogance, she is the eldest daughter of the Xuanguo Mansion, this mansion and that Hou Mansion, and countless eldest daughters, in that circle, she was not less looked at with scrutiny when she was a child, and occasionally there would be a few words of cynicism, but who could help her? What she minded the most was herself, which forged her sensitive and fragile heart and extreme desire for power.
There are many eldest daughters, and there is only one queen.
When you climb to the top, you can look down on all the women.
In another life, her obsession will not be reduced by a single cent, so the first step when she is reborn and returns first takes the opportunity to destroy Li Fei, who is still in the southwest, and then becomes the princess of Xiang according to the trajectory of her previous life? Such a simple and rude style is also her style. Zhao Yanheng silently calculated the distance between the capital and Kunming, three thousand miles away, and had to make the final decision back and forth to plan the layout, this is the timeline is really dangerous!
Zhao Yanheng really didn't feel afraid, but this time he really felt afraid.
"People can't choose their own birth, and they can't choose the time of their birth, if as you said, Zhu Miaohua's birth is problematic, what did she know back then, she hasn't changed into an adult, it's just a ball of blood. From the beginning, wasn't it my father who was wrong?" Li Fei didn't know Zhao Yanheng's mood at the moment, and talked about his views on Zhu Miaohua for the first time in a playful tone, his eyes were unusually clear: "But what if you are wrong." When I was a child, the elders taught the children, saying that if you know your mistakes, you will change them, and if you know your mistakes, you should realize that when you grow up a little, you should realize that many times when you are wrong is wrong, you are wrong, and even a string around you are already tired, you change, the direction is turned, and a large number of scratches are scratched, and if you change the mistake, you have to hurt others. So many times, once you make a mistake, it's hard to change it, and you can change it because of the mistakes, and you have to bear all the consequences of your mistakes. didn't have that ruthlessness back then, a bowl of abortion pills killed her, so she had to admit this life and give her the best identity. For my father, this is a kind of compensation. ”
"As for what you said, she didn't accept her weight but was controlled by it, and gave her the identity of the eldest daughter, she couldn't bear the responsibility of the eldest daughter, and she couldn't even bear the slightest suspicion from others, so she gradually changed her mind and went into narrowness. That's the problem of her heart, back to the www.biquge.info of Biqu Pavilion. Li Fei sat up straight, stared straight into Zhao Yanheng's eyes and said: "Give her the identity of an adulterous son, this is not a little suspicious, full of contempt, ridicule, contempt, and spit, she can only live in a dark corner of the Xuanguo Mansion, what will she grow into?"
"The world praises the noble character of the mud without staining, and a lotus flower is worthy of praise, not because of the mud wallowing in the mud, basically everyone has to be stained with stinky mud. Therefore, Zhu Miaohua, who is burdened with the identity of an adulterous child, should not be expected to grow into a lotus flower in a dark corner. I hope she thrives, it's time to move her into the sun, sometimes the sun will be covered by dark clouds, a little wind and a little rain, if it is broken by this idea wind, it is broken by this idea rain, this is not her fault for moving to the sun, this is the bone is broken!"
Missing nearly three years of experience in his previous life, Li Fei still said such calm, even a little cold, Zhao Yanheng didn't know whether he was happy or worried, and a smile barely appeared on his face, and said: "You're right, I'm biased." A girl, if she is not valued by her father, her concubine can also be inferior to her concubine; she has been valued, but she always feels that it is not enough, she has to be a little more than others, in order to feel as high as others, this is a problem of her qualifications. ”