Chapter 66: The Crowd of Memories, the Lonely Genius

Sitting in the car, Gu Xiaoman kept holding Jiu'er's information in his hand, and took his mobile phone Baidu to give a specific explanation of 'hyperamnesia'.

"The causes of hyperamnesia are generally not innate, some of them have this ability due to unexpected events, some occur inadvertently, and some are triggered by special events, in short, the cause of hyperamnesia is not scientifically determined for the time being. ”

Throwing away the phone angrily, Gu Xiaoman was entangled with his upper and lower teeth, "I understand this second, I can't see it at all, what is this all about." ”

Pouting, Gu Xiaoman said angrily, "Uncle, isn't there a way to treat Jiu'er's disease?"

Looking at the way she looks, her face is full of 'unhappy'.

Reaching out and hooking the corner of her mouth that could almost hang a teapot, "You are so interested in Jiu'er?"

"Of course!" Gu Xiaoman nodded again and again, "Actually...... When I was a child in a welfare home, I was similar to Jiu'er, no one played with me, and no one talked to me, even if someone came to ****, no one would look at me. ”

Thinking of that time, she was like a discarded ball, kicked over and stepped on.

"I have been in poor health since I was a child, and I have been malnourished for a long time, so I have been bullied since I was a child, so I can really feel what Jiu'er feels at this moment.

It's not that she doesn't want to play with the kids, but she ...... I don't know how to fit in with them, and ...... And she was actually scared and didn't know how to explain it, how to say it.

I wanted to take care of these poor children at first, but I didn't have the ability, uncle, if you really want to adopt Jiu'er, she will be fine, we will definitely treat Jiu'er, right?"

After listening to her, Du Shiyan felt distressed for a while.

Looking at such a lively chick, it turns out that there are so many painful memories.

Stretched out his hand to take her into his arms, and patted her shoulder gently with his big hand comfortingly, "Little girl, don't be afraid, with me in the future, I won't let anyone hurt you again." ”

"Uncle~" Straightening up from his arms, Gu Xiaoman grabbed Du Shiyan's shoulders tightly with both hands, and nodded heavily, "Uncle, you are so good!"

Lin Yanzhi, who was sitting in front of him, felt a violent vibration in his heart, what did he hear just now? Gu Xiaoman actually said to his family Mr. Du, "You are so good!"

It's just a typical good guy card.

One day, Mr. Du of his family was able to get the 'good guy card'!

Pursing the corners of his mouth in disbelief, Lin Yanzhi could only silently choose to hide himself.

After saying this, Gu Xiaoman didn't seem to be able to fully express his thoughts, and then lowered his head and kissed the corner of his mouth, "Uncle, you're the best!"

Let his little girl take the initiative to kiss herself, although the kiss has a kind of gnawed meaning, Du Shiyan sighed helplessly, "Okay, sit down, this is in the car." ”

Sit down obediently, Gu Xiaoman still doesn't understand what this 'hyperamnesia' means.

"Uncle, have you ever heard of hyperamnesia? Is it really so rare as it says?"

Glancing at the information in her hand, she sighed helplessly, "I heard about it when I was treating PTSD in the United States before, but that person's description was too pessimistic, so I can't guarantee whether it can be cured." ”

"Too pessimistic?" Gu Xiaoman repeated, "That'...... What the hell did that guy say?"

"It's been a long time, and I've forgotten that he seems to be in pain. ”

That was when Du Shiyan first went to the United States, and he met a person with hyperamnesia who was treated at the best psychological clinic in the United States.

"Ten years ago, when I was in therapy, I met a man who had been attempting suicide because of his hyperamnesia, his name was Bob, and he was now working in artificial intelligence in Silicon Valley.

I went to Bob before I went back to China, and he told me that he had been miserable for more than 20 years before he learned to control his hyperamnesia, because he could clearly remember every detail that happened every second of every day, and he could remember the make, make, and model of all the cars that passed in front of me.

Even when he walked through a crowded shopping mall, he memorized every person who had only caught a glimpse of each other, remembered every conversation that had happened, and when he was circulating those things in his mind, he was not recalling, but reliving them, for him, memories were as real as the present, and it was difficult for him to distinguish between what was memory and what was reality.

I thought it was incredible, and I did the tests, but he could really remember the sensations, the smells, the sounds, the tastes, everything he had seen, every thought that flashed through him.

Time has no meaning in front of him, because it doesn't really feel real unless he really experiences something completely new and doesn't exist in his memory.

Because there is no time limit, he doesn't need to study, he only needs to read the textbook once, and he will never forget it, so he can spend all his time constantly seeking new information and new experiences, so the field of artificial intelligence is the direction he has been concentrating on research recently.

It's just that because people are too weird, they are named by geniuses and at the same time they are a lonely soul.

I think it's different from anyone around me, and I feel very lonely and painfully lonely even in a crowded room.

Like a vicious beast trapped in a cage of memory, alone and fighting a never-ending tug-of-war with life. ”

Hearing Du Shiyan say this, Gu Xiaoman became more and more worried.

patted Lin Yanzhi in the front row, "Assistant Lin, please go on another trip tomorrow, you must handle Jiu'er's adoption, okay?"

Through the rearview mirror, Lin Yanzhi nodded, "Madam, don't worry, I will definitely do it!"

When he returned to the villa, Gu Xiaoman ran up to the second floor non-stop, inspected the other side of the room from room to room, and finally decided to arrange Jiu'er's room on the opposite side of their bedroom.

As a result, just when Gu Xiaoman was about to arrange the layout of the room, Du Shiyan's tight body was pasted up.

"You want to leave this room for Jiu'er?"

"Hmm. ”

"Are you sure?"

Twisting his brows suspiciously, Gu Xiaoman turned his head, "Uncle, is there any problem?"

The dark eyes locked her eyes, and the hand holding her waist reversed, and Gu Xiaoman was bullied by his nails and pressed against the wall, and the heat hit her cheeks.

"Girl, are you sure you put a kid across the street from our bedroom?" he asked.

Before he understood what he meant, Gu Xiaoman blinked and asked stupidly: "Of course, if Jiu'er has anything to do, it will be good to have a response." ”

"Take care of?" Helplessly chuckled, Du Shiyan's hand suddenly squeezed heavily on the thin waist behind her, and Gu Xiaoman instinctively exclaimed, "Ah!"

Before he could say a word, he buried his head in her ear, his teeth gently biting her earlobe, and the stinging exclamation just now turned into a coquettish mutter.

"Do you understand this time?" the magnetic voice sounded in her ears, like little ants, tickling in her ears.

Instantly understood, Gu Xiaoman covered his mouth with both hands.

Turns out he was referring to this!

Thinking of his amazing physical strength, Gu Xiaoman's face turned pale.

Revealing a slight gap, Gu Xiaoman asked in a low voice, "Uncle, are you ...... You can't bear it. ”

"I ......"

A mouthful of old blood almost didn't spurt out, and Qin Qing's big hand rubbed the throbbing artery in her neck every time, and her voice was ghostly, "You let a man in the prime of life abstain?"

wanted to nod, but when she met his grim eyes, she had to shrink her neck silently.

In the previous physiology and hygiene class, the teacher said that the structure of men and women is different, and women will not be so easily emotional, but men are different, maybe a word, an action, or even a look may arouse their enthusiasm.

Therefore, looking at his determined eyes, Gu Xiaoman knew that he had to let himself be forced to compromise.

"I was wrong. After speaking, Gu Xiaoman took advantage of his unpreparedness and successfully escaped from his shackles with a turnover.

Standing at the door and looking at him, "Uncle, it's okay for me to let Jiu'er live downstairs, right?"

As soon as he took a step with his feet raised, Gu Xiaoman was like a simple beast, and he ran towards the staircase.

Looking at her lively back, Du Shiyan couldn't help but chuckle, his eyes were full of doting looks.