Chapter 133 Ma Yan returns
Ma Yan was stupid when she heard this, she never thought that this could be understood in this way, but why did she accept his explanation? Is it really like what he said? It is his own self-esteem that is doing the trick? No! He is talking about self-awareness, not self-esteem, so what is the difference between these two things?
"Self-awareness is not self-esteem, self-esteem is your subconscious evaluation of other people's attitude towards you, self-awareness is your subconscious protection of yourself a layer of false clothing, the two are not equal at all, others insult you, that hurts your self-esteem, you disdain others, that is your self-consciousness is troubled, the difference between the two lies in this. β
When Xiao Ke saw Ma Yan's blank expression, he knew that she must not have turned this corner, so he explained to her again.
"Well, you're hurting my pride. β
Ma Yan now understood what Xiao Ke meant, but her next response left Xiao Ke speechless.
"Why? can't you explain it?
Ma Yan hugged the quilt and asked with a playful look in her eyes.
"I can't explain this, everyone has his bottom line, more than this bottom line, it hurts his self-esteem, this is a matter of principle, but I don't know how I hurt your self-esteem, maybe my behavior is a little too self-conscious, so that you feel hurt your self-esteem, I have nothing to explain, wrong is wrong, right is right, if you think so, then I am wrong, so I can only say sorry! As for whether I can make you forgive, I don't know, and I don't want to know, if you are wrong, you must put an end to continuing to make mistakes, so I will leave you, because I dare not guarantee that I will not make a second mistake, because my heart tells me that I am not wrong, so in my cognition, even if you say that I am wrong, I will still do it according to my heart, and only by leaving you can I stop my mistakes from continuing. β
Xiao Ke's explanation is actually very tangled, this is indeed the guidance of his heart to say, but he has just entered the door of the heart and has left the influence of the world, so he is a little unsure of the credibility of his words, such a concept is not tolerated by the world after all.
"Why are you so troublesome? What's right or wrong? People just want a psychological balance, so you won't coax people? Comfort people?"
Ma Yan looked at Xiao Ke's serious appearance, she was suddenly a little scared, she knew too well what kind of person Xiao Ke was, and he definitely did what he said, although this guy has become more domineering, but he has also become more humane, no matter what, he personally admitted that he likes himself, which is enough, as a child of the rivers and lakes, although he does not attach much importance to chastity, but he can dedicate his purest side to the person he loves, this is happiness, and everything else is floating clouds.
"Whew!~"
"I'm relieved that you're like this! I'm actually very worried that you won't be able to accept my explanation, I know that my explanation is difficult for you to accept now, and I also know that this is simply a kind of compulsion for you, but I have to say it according to my heart, otherwise it will be a hidden danger to you and me, maybe now you don't feel that this hidden danger is any danger, but after your realm has improved, you will find that this is the hidden demon in your heart, I am not alarmist, but this must be your willingness, if you do not accept my explanation, then I really have to leave you, and I have to find your own happiness for you, so that I can use time to kill this demon, but I can't guarantee that I will be able to get rid of it, so my heart is actually always on the go. β
After Xiao Ke took a long breath, the heart that he had been carrying finally landed, as long as Ma Yan could accept himself, then he would prove that his judgment was right, so that he would not have to worry about leaving any heart knots, heart knots are the precursors of heart demons.
"I'm hungry!"
Ma Yan also trembled in his heart after understanding Xiao Ke's hard work, it was so dangerous! If he really kept making trouble with him, it was likely to make him feel that he had fallen short, and then it would really become his own heart knot.
This coquettish moan made Xiao Ke's face finally show a happy smile.
"I'll get you something to eat, and tell me what you want to eat. β
Xiao Ke knew that Ma Yan only said this to reassure herself, and for her, who was already able to open the valley, the word hunger had nothing to do with her.
Ma Yan's side is finally fine, Xiao Ke can finally settle down, his own small universe has to evolve slowly, and it seems that cultivation can only be in the void realm, because the chaotic spiritual power absorbed by himself on the earth is almost negligible, but the flesh and blood meridians can always transform these mixed spiritual powers into yin and yang true qi, and his physical body still has a slight improvement.
Xiao Ke now doesn't know when his physical body can also become a golden divine body such as meridians and dantian Zhihai, and only when his physical body is transformed into a divine body, Xiao Ke can be regarded as having a divine body, and when he is facing the exotic gods, he can also face the head attack without inferiority, saving himself like last time, and he has to be possessed by the remnants of the Dao Ancestor, almost turning himself into a mad demon.
The earth is no longer an invincible fortress without danger, the disappearance of the remnants of the Dao Ancestor is equivalent to stripping off the only protective film of the earth, and he may face the invasion of the exotic demon god at any time, Xiao Ke wants to say that he is not in a hurry, it is false, everything here is something he can't give up.
Caizhu has also absorbed almost half of the Shenyuan power of the Colorful Divine Stone here, and the body of Caizhu is also looming in the Colorful Divine Stone, it seems that it won't be long before Caizhu will have a new body, and the origin of this Colorful Divine Stone will also be absorbed by her.
For three days, Xiao Ke has been by Ma Yan's side, Ma Yan's body is basically no problem, the only seriously damaged is her Jindan Yuan Shen, Jin Dan has been repaired by Xiao Ke, and because Xiao Ke is unilaterally paid, so although it is a double cultivation, and it is Ma Yan's first time, but Xiao Ke has made up all the power of Yuan Yin and Yuan Yang into Ma Yan's body, and has comprehensively repaired his Jin Dan from the inside out, and he himself has not received the slightest help, and therefore consumed the little bit of Shen Yuan power absorbed from the Void Realm again, so Ma Yan is now not only fully restored, but also only has that layer of window paper left to break through the Jin Danγ
Ma Yan is naturally very clear about her situation, and she also knows that this is all due to Xiao Ke, so in three days, she is like a well-behaved cat, obedient to Xiao Ke, which makes Xiao Ke a little surprised by Ma Yan's changes, Ma Yan at this time is simply no different from her sister Ma Rong.
In three days, Ma Yan took the initiative to double repair with Xiao Ke twice, and then Ma Yan asked to return to the ground, although the last memories of her girl were left here, but because she was worried about the situation of her sister and Jiuyun Group, she insisted on returning to S City, and after seeing her sister, she went to Shanghai Jiuyun Group, and the matter of cultivation was in her own apartment in Shanghai, and the Ma family didn't know if her sister had gone back to see, and I hope that everything is fine in the Ma family.
Originally, Ma Yan had been entangled in the matter of Xiao Ke's doppelganger, but Xiao Ke had already explained to her that the doppelganger had been taken back by him, but it had been integrated into the small universe of his dantian, and Xiao Ke basically explained his situation to Ma Yan, since he accepted Ma Yan, he accepted it without reservation, and Ma Yan finally knew how perverted Xiao Ke was, but she liked it.
It is said that young men and women who fall in love will have endless love words, and glue-like entanglements, Ma Yan is the same, in a few days, it is like a different person, and the water-like tenderness makes Xiao Ke a little doubtful that this is the elf and weird little swallow he knows.
Xiao Ke still has to take care of the colored beads that are about to end the transformation, and on the other hand, he also has to satisfy the greasy entanglement of Ma Yan's aunt, this girl is simply 100,000 whys, every day the problems are constant, and the cultivation is also watching the climb day by day, Xiao Ke even feels that if Ma Yan can rest assured that he can practice here for another half a year, there will be no difficulty in breaking through the late stage of Yuan Ying.
Ma Yan appeared in the Lin family villa but found that the Lin family villa had been empty, Lin Qingyuan's family really moved away, Ma Yan called Lin Mei to find out that their family had moved to the Xinyiyuan community in the city, Xinyiyuan is an industry of the Lin Group, Lin Qingyuan had already left a three-leap luxury residence here, but he had not lived in it, this time he was resolutely not living in the Xinhu villa, Yu Ruotong also felt that too many incredible things had happened in the villa area recently, so he agreed to the decision to move.
Knowing that Ma Rong had already gone to Shanghai Jiuyun Group, Ma Yan did not stay at the Lin family for a long time, and after accompanying her godfather and godmother and Lin Mei for one night, she also set off for Shanghai early the next morning.
Ma Rong has inquired about the Ma family, everything is fine at home, and has officially joined hands with Jiuyun Group, and now the Ma family ranch and meat processing plant have been changed to the brand of Jiuyun Group, and the old man Ma has to go to Shanghai to see the headquarters of Jiuyun Group in person, Ma Rong rushed to the headquarters in advance to familiarize himself with the situation, saving the old man from not being there, and it is not easy to explain why he is not there.
Ma Rong has been in a trance recently, received a call from Ma Yan, her mood is really stable, came to the headquarters for two days, the operation of Jiuyun Group is quite stable, Ma Rong checked the financial statements, the overall situation does not fluctuate much, but there are a few large expenditures, she originally wanted to verify it, it just happened that Ma Yan was fine, she simply waited for Ma Yan to come and then said, after all, from the opening to the later operation, Ma Yan was single-handed, because of an accident, resulting in nearly two months of isolation, the specific situation I don't know at allγ
"Sister, isn't she in a good mental state?
Seeing her sister who came to pick up the airport, a touch of sentimentality and doubt flashed in Ma Yan's eyes, her sister's complexion was not very good, her face was a little sickly pale, outsiders couldn't see it, but she could still see it at a glance.