I've seen Zhong Tilt on TV, and the belly is flat under the tight white gauze dress. I don't care why her child died, as a mother, as a mother who has also lost a child, I think I can understand her feelings. Zhong Tian's first and only job after graduating from college was given to her by me, I took her for a year, and I knew that she was not bad in nature except for quick success. The events of that day, I thought back many times later, she knelt down and begged me for those words, she said, she loves Qi Shaoyao, Qi Shaoyao loves me, if I leave, Qi Shaoyao will hate her. Maybe she loves Qi Shaoyao too much, and loves a man who doesn't love her, which makes her lose her mind. I also wondered if she had deliberately pushed me downstairs, but even if she did, she was only trying to get revenge on me. To say that she killed my child is an injustice to her, something that I don't even know, how can she know? And what can I do with her?

Zhong Tian was pregnant earlier than me, and that child was an accident before Qi Shaoyao and I reconciled. Even if they had that kind of relationship because Zhou Yu beat Huang Gai, one was willing to fight and the other was willing to suffer, even if Zhong Qian first violated her promise and broke the condom to get pregnant. What can I say? If we were separated for six years, Qi Shaoyao would be a physical betrayal to me, and I would be a mental derailment to him. Falling in love with him happened unconsciously, before I suddenly realized, I despised him and spit on him, I was thinking about Xu Xiaoshan, what I loved more than Xu Xiaoshan was his family's money. He just turned a blind eye, he just loved me, he wanted to give me the best, and he didn't even care if I could give him anything in return. In the first year I married him, did I ever really care about his transformation and understand his feelings? I left him without my heart to protect him. If you really want to find out who is right and who is wrong, it is unfair to blame Qi Shaoyao.

When he gave the money to Zhong Tian, he added a "but", what was the end of the twist? I didn't listen to it. I was so angry that I thought only of the tradition of their family's amorous nature, his father, his brother were all mistresses, and even he himself came from this, and he had the same blood in his body as theirs, so he had the same genes as them. When I calmed down, I thought about it, if he really planned to keep Zhong Tian and that child outside, why did Zhong Tian kneel down and beg me? If he wanted to bring that child home, then he didn't have to hide it from me in the first place. Qi Shaoyao himself is not a vicious person, his ruthlessness towards Qi Shaoyi was forced out, and he is indifferent to other people at most, if that child is his, it is reasonable that he can't kill his life, if he doesn't even want to think about it, he will wipe out this child along with his relationship with Zhong Tian, he will not be Qi Shaoyao. He just wanted to keep that child, maybe he felt that he could cut himself in half, half of it would stay at home and continue to be his good husband and father, and the other half would care for that child, give him the best education, and give him a good life. But can he give him a complete home? Can a child who is left behind to take responsibility receive his complete father's love? When the child grows up, can he guarantee that his personality is healthy? If he can't, he will be unfair to that child.

It's unfair to me and to Xinxin.

Why would he do this if it wasn't fair to everybody? Because he didn't understand. He didn't understand that the power of one person was too small after all. The family that grew up in him did not welcome him, his sister was bullied, he had to stand up to protect her, and his mother was too weak, so he had to do his best to please his father and fight for a better one for them. He is the only man, and he naturally regards himself as the patron saint of his family, always thinking that he can carry all the burdens alone. It's a pity that the pressure of life is heavy, his shoulders are too weak, everyone's life has its own track, he can help others take a step, but he can't carry him and everyone to the whole journey. He made himself more and more tired, more and more tired, and finally he was overwhelmed, and gave everything, but it backfired, hurting everyone, including himself.

When I really understand his mind, I can't help but feel sorry for him, he is actually sad, he doesn't know how to love, it's just that the way of love is wrong.

I sighed, Gao Tengyue was still waiting for my answer, and I realized that I had really been pondering for a long time. With a faint smile, I looked firmly into the distance: "I know what to do......"

I want Qi Shaoyao to know that love is not simply one person to give, one person to get. Silent devotion is not the fairest love for another person. I showed up to help him share the weight of his life, not to add to his load. Since two people have decided to spend their lives together, they must have the consciousness of taking responsibility for themselves and each other. Life is like a two-person three-legged race, it is inevitable to stumble, and if he is about to fall, he unties the rope, then I will not feel good even if I stand. He underestimated my courage to love him, and I had the courage to fall down with him and get up again.

After three days like this, Gao Tengyue was driven back to G City by me. As soon as Gao Tengyue left, Yue Yuanyuan appeared, in a rather weird way!

"Oh my God—" I opened the door and looked at her standing at the door, and I couldn't help but cry out! On a cold winter night, she was wearing thin pajamas and holding a pillow, and her cloak was just like that!

I pulled her in, rubbed her cold arms, and couldn't help but nag: "What's the matter with you? I don't sleep in the middle of the night, what are you crazy about?" What should I do if I'm sick?"

Her expression was blank and she let me fiddle with it, perhaps because the contrast between the heating inside the house and the cold outside was too great, and she shivered.

"What about Qi Shaoyao?"

"Inside. I pointed to the inner room, and watched as she turned around mechanically and walked in like a puppet with a pillow.

"Qi Shaoyao. "Even the sound looks like it's made by a machine!

Qi Shaoyao was sleeping soundly, and was suddenly woken up by her scream!

Yue Yuanyuan didn't seem to care at all, and just asked to himself: "What you told me that day, can you say it again?"

"What...... What words?" Qi Shaoyao stammered. What is so important that I have to come to hear him say it again?

Yue Yuanyuan didn't look at Qi Shaoyao at all, his eyes fell on the corner of the wall blankly, "You said everything would be fine......"

Qi Shaoyao was intimidated by her nervous appearance, and said intuitively: "One ...... Everything is going to be fine...... "Is that so?

"What else?" she was really not satisfied: "There is another sentence in front of ......"

"Give up...... Give up Zuo Qinglong......" Qi Shaoyao replied, he seems to have said this, right?

Yue Yuanyuan's numb face suddenly bloomed with a relieved smile: "Thank you......"

Then he lowered his head, turned and walked out, holding the pillow tightly all the time.

"Yuanyuan?" I threw down Qi Shaoyao, who was speechless because of incredibleness, and followed Yue Yuanyuan out. I had a strange feeling in my heart, she was right in front of me, but it seemed to be very far away, there seemed to be a transparent wall around her, and she was locked in it, and when she walked there, the wall followed there. This feeling made me suddenly inexplicably frightened, and rushed up to hug her!

"Yuanyuan, what's wrong with you?"

"Hey...... I'm fine......" She chuckled softly, twisting her slender body out of my embrace. She was thin again, and her back was as weak as if a gust of wind could blow it away.

She lay down on the sofa outside, her pillow as a quilt, hugging her chest tightly: "Can I sleep here?"

I nodded, crouched down in front of her, "Tell me, okay?"

She didn't answer, she slowly closed her eyes, and after a while her breathing became heavy, and she fell asleep.

I gently touched her forehead and brushed away the hair that was scattered across her face. Her hair had grown a little longer, and with the fact that she didn't take care of it, she had long since lost her previous flying style. What makes a girl who has loved beauty since she was a child become unkempt? Is it love? Is it Zuo Qinglong? Or is it herself? My heart is aching faintly, poor Yue Yuanyuan, when will you break free from this wall that imprisons you?

Or she doesn't have to do anything, and as soon as the day dawns, this transparent wall disappears automatically!

Yue Yuanyuan has become the girl I remember who loves to laugh and be lively again. gave us Zhang Luo breakfast, after breakfast, she shook her head and went home with her pillow!

Qi Shaoyao and I looked at each other.

"Yue Yuanyuan has a problem!" he nodded his head with his slightly improved hand.

"Wouldn't it?" I opened my mouth slightly in surprise, he meant that Yue Yuanyuan was mentally ill? I shook my head in disbelief, Yue Yuanyuan has been optimistic and open-minded since she was a child, she used to come to me in the middle of the night with a pillow in her arms, at that time it was because her parents worked at night, she was afraid of staying at home alone, this time maybe she was just out of love and couldn't think about it, and she needed to find someone to talk to her, so as not to understand that it was so serious as mental disorder.

Thinking like this, there was still an extra layer of hidden worries in his heart, and after observing it attentively for a while, this layer of hidden worries became clearer and clearer! For several days in a row, Yue Yuanyuan knocked on Qi Shaoyao's door in the middle of the night, asking him to repeat the words of that day, and when he finished speaking, he turned around and went to sleep on the sofa outside with a pillow in his arms. At first, she fell asleep easily, but then she always pulled me to talk about some of the previous things, and the longer and longer she talked, and finally she stayed up all night and wouldn't let me sleep. Yesterday, she didn't even allow me to get up and go in to see Qi Shaoyao, and even cried and made a fuss!

"I can't go on like this!" Taking advantage of Yue Yuanyuan's early morning and enthusiastic preparation of breakfast, I motioned to Qi Shaoyao: "I'll take her to the psychiatric department later!"

Qi Shaoyao acquiesced, "Be careful, don't irritate her......"

After breakfast, I told Yue Yuanyuan to accompany me to a friend, who was actually a psychiatrist I had contacted beforehand. The elevator reached the floor of the psychiatric department, and I subconsciously took her hand.

"Ding-" As soon as the door opened, I led her out. After only two steps, she suddenly stopped, and she couldn't pull it anymore!

"Let's go?" I took her hand, "My friend is still waiting!"

She looked at me with an unusually cold expression: "I'm not a psychopath!"

I was stunned and found that she was staring at the words "psychiatric" on the wall, my heart tightened, and I hurriedly reassured her with a smile, "Who said you are mentally ill? My friend is a psychiatrist!"

"I'm not insane!" she couldn't listen to me, just repeated the phrase vigorously, "I'm not insane! I'm not insane!"

The more she spoke, the more excited she became, and her voice became more and more miserable! Finally, she simply shook my hand, held her head and shook it vigorously, and shouted hysterically: "I'm not a psychopath!

I was overwhelmed by her madness, and I didn't want to stimulate her, but I didn't expect her to be so sensitive, and I had already guessed my purpose just by seeing the word "psychiatric...... No more fuss, no more fuss......" I patted her on the back like I was coaxing a child.

She finally quieted down, leaned into my arms, and said pitifully, "Shall we not go to your friend?"

I sighed and forced her to see a doctor now, not only would it not help, but it might be counterproductive. I could only follow her: "Okay, let's not go, I'll take you home?"

"Yes. She nodded obediently and followed me.

At this time, a guy in a hospital gown suddenly came out of the corridor, blocking in front of me and Yue Yuanyuan!

Yue Yuanyuan shrank in fear. I put my arm around her shoulders, intending to get around the man. Who knew that he suddenly stretched out his hand and pointed at Yue Yuanyuan, "Hehe...... God, scriptures, sickness!"

Yue Yuanyuan was stunned, and his emotions that had finally calmed down suddenly exploded!

"I'm not insane!" she grabbed the patient by the hair and hit him!

How could the person who was beaten let her do whatever she wanted? After a long time, she resisted, "You are a psychopath!" He also grabbed Yue Yuanyuan's hair, and the two of them twisted together!

"Yuanyuan!" I screamed in fright! Yue Yuanyuan was no match for that man at all, and he kicked him to the ground in three or two strokes! The doctor and nurse were alarmed, and hurriedly ran over to help me separate the two people.

"Yuanyuan, are you alright?" I rubbed her swollen face in distress. She dodged abruptly like electricity: "Don't touch me!"

"Yuanyuan?" scared her, so I kept my voice as soft as I could, reaching out to pull her over. Like a frightened bunny, she ran farther away! Cowering in the corner, her hands in front of her!

"Don't come! Don't come...... I know you look down on me! You all look down on me!"

She cried out and cried, tears the size of beans rolling down her black and white eyes, I had never seen her so sad. The most painful time for a person is when she is sober and knows that she is not sober. She had known that she was sick, but she had been running away and hiding herself carefully, for fear of being seen as flawed.

"Fool, how could I look down on you?" my heart was also clenched fiercely, and my eyes were warm, and I cried with her.

You're doing this, it's only going to make our hearts hurt even more......

She held her head, slowly slid down, sat on the ground, and whispered, "You all look at me...... Everybody looked at me...... Fei'er, they're all looking at me...... Am I ugly......"

I approached her step by step, and seeing that she didn't react, I squatted down boldly and gently rubbed her hair: "How come......?

"No, no......" she shook her head unconsciously, slapping her face hard!

"Look, my face is so dirty!

"Nonsense!" I grabbed her hand so hard that she wouldn't hurt herself again, "It's so beautiful......

"You're lying to me!" she screamed, her hand grabbed by me, and her body slammed restlessly against the wall!

"I'm so dirty...... My face is dirty, my hands are dirty, and my body is dirty...... I'......m going home to take a shower! Take me home and take a shower...... I don't want to be the ugliest person in the world! I don't want to be the ugliest person in the world—"

"Yue Yuanyuan!" I shouted her name and rubbed her into my arms violently, "Everything will be fine!

Don't be presumptuous, round, you have always been such a strong and confident child, just took a wrong step, life in the world for decades, it is just a small mistake, it is not worth your memory, let go of it, forget it, look forward, everything will be fine, everything will be fine......

Yue Yuanyuan finally calmed down again, obediently leaned into my arms, and kept repeating: "Everything will be fine...... Everything will be fine......"