Chapter 193: Love and Doubt
Cui Jieyu collided with the concubine in the morning, became Cui Guiren at noon, and became a dead person in the afternoon.
For a while, the harem had a deep understanding of the majesty of the concubine.
"No wonder others say she's a demon concubine. The concubine didn't even have the slightest pity for Cui Guiren, and only said to the people around her, "Your Majesty has always been kind-hearted, and now she has beaten Cui Guiren to death for her." ”
"Tut-tut. ”
"The concubine is still pregnant, and people are killed in front of her, isn't she worried about retribution?"
"Although the concubine is known as a domineering concubine, for so many years, it seems that Cui Guiren is the only one who died directly because of the concubine. The palace maid said, "The slave maid also can't understand that the concubine was so tolerant of Cui Guiren before, why not only did she clearly say that she was involved with Cui Guiren today, but even watched Cui Guiren die?"
"If the concubine is a ruthless and unrighteous person, then Cui Guiren will be unlucky when she first enters the palace, but she has a good life with smooth sailing, but I didn't expect the concubine to suddenly be unbearable, and she will be gone directly. ”
"I don't know what she said in Ronghua Palace today?" The concubine also felt strange, "Just one collision, demoted to a noble person and killed on the spot, impossible, it must be what she said in Ronghua Palace again." ”
"It's a pity we can't find out. Gong Ren said.
"That's all about it. The concubine said, "Shui Sheng also saw her master, and asked her to go to the concubine again in the next two days, especially when Cui Guiren died." ”
"If she still feels a little guilty, she should not be able to sleep at night. ”
Qin Yunyi really didn't sleep well, and it was also because of Cui Guiren, not for apology, but for the last two words of Cui Guiren.
His Majesty is really too good to her, is there really no other willingness?
Such as apologies, making amends, and so on.
Qin Yunyi knew that she shouldn't think so, but, but she had just arrived at the Seven Princes' Mansion, and His Majesty was so good to her, from then to now, it has never changed, and before, she and His Majesty had never met, is it really as His Majesty said, just a quick glance when he was young, he was deeply in love and did not change his original intention?
It was also after a long time that she discovered that there was love in a complex emotion mixed with gratitude and apology to His Majesty, that is, His Majesty was good to her, and she loved His Majesty.
Why does Your Majesty love her?
The more Qin Yunyi asked himself not to think about it, the more he thought about it, and the more he thought about it, the more he couldn't get out.
Miao An heard her tossing and turning voice outside in a hurry, and persuaded softly, "It's late at night, Niangniang sleeps, Niangniang doesn't sleep, the little prince will sleep too." ”
Qin Yunyi was silent.
But he didn't sleep, he just opened his eyes and looked at the top of the tent, and stopped turning over and over.
When she got up early to get dressed, Miao An looked at her dark eyes and said, "Niangniang didn't rest well last night, today."
Don't go anywhere else, but rest in the temple. ”
"Let's go out for a walk. Qin Yunyi said, "I'm tired from lying down all night, and I'm panicking when I sit, let's see if it's better to walk." ”
"The slave maid went to invite Dr. Yuan to come, and the mother asked the doctor to see it before going out for a walk. Miaoqing came in and said, "You don't need to go out of the palace, we have a small garden in the palace, anyway, it's the same everywhere in winter, and the slave maid asks the flower room to put a few pots of flowers." ”
"When Dr. Yuan comes, I won't be able to get out. Qin Yunyi said in a low voice.
Doctor Yuan took Qin Yunyi's pulse, and counted her down fiercely, he didn't take care of his body, he didn't rest well, and he thought about it, but he didn't stop Qin Yunyi from going out, Qin Yunyi wanted to go out for a walk, or she was happy.
Qin Yunyi was wrapped into a ball, and it was extremely difficult to walk, because of her special situation now, she couldn't drive everyone away, so she was guarding everywhere she went.
As Miaoqing said, the winter scenery is like this, Qin Yunyi came out to breathe two breaths of cold air, his cloudy brain was not clear, and his mood was even worse.
Before he reached Ganquan Palace, Qin Yunyi said that he wanted to go back, returned to the palace and took off the thick coat, sat on the edge of the fire in a daze, and sat uncomfortably, and he silently shed tears.
Miaoqing is in a hurry, but she can't persuade her, and her mother doesn't speak, so if she really wants to ask if she is in a hurry, she will say that she is uncomfortable, this is not comfortable, and that is not comfortable.
In the end, Dr. Yuan prescribed tranquilizers, Qin Yunyi drank the medicine, and only fell asleep when the effect of the medicine came up.
"Be careful to arrange for your mother these days, and don't let her stay alone. Dr. Yuan said. "It's up to her what she wants to do, she doesn't want to do anything, just sit and you can talk to her so that she can distract herself. ”
Doctor Yuan came out of Ronghua Palace and went to Tianqing Palace again, "Niangniang is just a little unstable, just wait for a few doses of tranquilizers." ”
After Dr. Yuan left, Qi Zongwen sank his face suddenly, "She believed the words of that crazy woman, and she was suspicious." ”
"Your Majesty. Han Xing could only say, "The woman is pregnant, and she is already emotionally unstable, and the mother does not mean to doubt His Majesty, but she can't help herself." ”
"I was so good to her that I was there, she didn't believe it, she was going to believe what a madwoman said at will. Qi Zongwen said, "I am an iron heart, and I should be sad." ”
Even so, in the dead of night, the sad Qi Zongwen still sat in a sedan chair and entered the Ronghua Palace, Qin Yunyi didn't sleep, but when he heard that His Majesty was coming, he didn't want to see him, but he was worried that his legs would not be seen.
Let Miaoqing, who is on vigil, disperse the rest of the people.
After doing all this, I still didn't want to see him, so I lay down quietly and turned my back to the outside.
Qi Zongwen leaned on Han Xing before moving his body to Qin Yunyi's bed, he didn't like this, like a cripple with inconvenient legs and feet, so he couldn't move if he could in Tianqing Palace.
But he still came to Ronghua Palace.
Qi Zongwen waved his hand to let everyone go down, and just sat next to Qin Yunyi.
He didn't speak.
Qin Yunyi couldn't help but turn his head to look at him when he saw that he hadn't moved for a long time, and just happened to collide with Qi Zongwen's eyes, the heartache and helplessness in those eyes made Qin Yunyi cry in an instant.
Qi Zongwen reached out to touch her tears, "I didn't say it, why are you still wronged?"
Qin Yunyi shook his head.
Qi Zongwen asked her again, "The palace people said that you don't sleep or eat, so you don't care for yourself or the child in your belly, do you want me to feel distressed?"
Qin Yunyi shook his head again.
"Yesterday I was not thoughtful, you are pregnant, I should have someone drag her out of Ronghua Palace and then execute, so as not to scare you. Qi Zongwen said, "I have asked people to invite senior monks to come to you to chant sutras and dispel obscurity, so you don't have to fall asleep." ”
Qin Yunyi shook her head and choked, "It's not because I can't sleep for her." ”
"Yun'er. Qi Zongwen suddenly asked, "I remember that I asked you, do you love me? But you love, why do you still toss and turn over the words of others?"
"Or do you say you love me, it's just an empty word. ”
Qin Yunyi shook her head, she asked with a trembling mouth, "Your Majesty, I also dare to ask Your Majesty." ”
"Does my Qin family have anything to do with Your Majesty?"
Qin Yunyi's expression couldn't say whether it was hope or despair, and even the end of her question was light, if it wasn't for the silence of the night at this moment, I am afraid that it was
I couldn't hear what she was saying.
Qi Zongwen showed such a wry smile, he looked at Qin Yunyi, "How do you want me to answer, will you still believe me?"
"As long as Your Majesty tells the truth, there is something, and there is nothing. Qin Yunyi grabbed her hands with both hands, "I have been thinking about it in my heart without asking, but I asked, Your Majesty answered, and I believe Your Majesty." ”
"That's good. Qi Zongwen looked at her and said, "I didn't." ”
"Even if the crown prince fell, it would be impossible for me to be the emperor, how could I design the Qin family, design your father, your brother and my friend, to do such a thing. ”
"But His Majesty's Chastity Division already had it at that time. Qin Yunyi asked, she was in a daze at the time, and Qi Zongwen didn't hide everything from her, so outsiders thought that His Majesty started to gather his own people after the fall of the Three Kings, but she knew that the Zhen Zhi Division existed long before the fall of the prince.
"The Zhen Zhi Division was not allowed to be reused by the first emperor, and only two people were left, and they existed in name only, and I just gave them at that time
They eat a bite of food and do not starve to death. "I admit that they have been around for a long time, and that Weihu came to me before the fall of the crown prince. ”
"But what does it matter?" Qi Zongwen said, "The three kings and the five kings are powerful, and there are more than one or two princes who have been killed. ”
"I was just trying to protect myself. ”
Qin Yunyi looked at him, "Is that really the case?"
"Really. Qi Zongwen said, "Also, you think I hurt your whole family, that's why I spoiled you to heaven because I apologized for being so good to you." ”
"But have you thought about it, you think I will be sorry, because you look at me from the perspective of my concubine, and what you see me is unreal. ”
"If I harm your whole family, why should I keep you, leave a hidden danger by my side, I also gave her the right to hurt me, I still look forward to her giving birth to my child, I still want to make her son the prince, I want to be buried together after death, born together, died together. ”
"Why should I?"
Qin Yunyi cried, she pounced on Qi Zongwen, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't doubt you, I just can't help it, my brain always has to think about it." ”
She slammed her head hard, "Your Majesty is so good to me, I still suspect that I am really a pig's brain." ”
Qi Zongwen grabbed her hand, "I'm good to you, it's not a reason why you don't doubt it, you doubt all this, don't you just don't believe why I love you so much?"
"I'm an unfortunate person. Qin Yunyi said, "I shouldn't have been happy." ”
"Do you believe I love you so much?" Qi Zongwen asked. "Believe it or not, I can do anything for you. ”
Qin Yunyi cried and nodded, "It's my fault, I shouldn't doubt Your Majesty, I made Your Majesty sad." ”
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