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Bai Yi walked over and sat in the same place, refilled some tea for Xu Ling, and said to Xu Ling, "Have you had breakfast?"
"No, I won't eat! if you're hungry, can you cook something at home?" Xu Ling said.
"Then I won't eat it anymore! I haven't cooked for myself for a long time, and I don't know how to cook it now!" Bai Yi smiled.
Xu Ling's heart ached, wondering if she was the same as herself, she also had a psychological shadow about the fire caused by the explosion, so like herself, she no longer wanted to cook.
"You... Can you talk to me now? I know I'm not qualified to question you! But... Who is that man?" Xu Ling couldn't bear it anymore.
Bai Yi took a sip of tea and said calmly, "He Qiao, He Nan's younger brother!"
Xu Ling was furious, "Are you saying that you have lived with He Nan and them all these years?"
"Well, I have always lived with He Nan and He Qiao, and at that time, it was He Nan who rescued me in the end!" Bai Yi was very calm, as if he was talking about someone else's business.
"The police came to the scene and didn't find you!How did he get you out?" asked Xu Ling.
"I don't know! I was in the hospital when I woke up! He Nan was also injured! I asked him, but he couldn't say why, and since he had already rescued me, I didn't ask him again!"
"Okay! Then what time did you wake up? Why didn't you take the initiative to contact me when you woke up? Don't you know that I can't live without you? I want to know that you are not dead, you are still alive, and I will not want you? Don't you know how I have spent the past few years? I thought you were dead! After five years of The Walking Dead, I used my work to numb myself for five years, and I thought I was dead, but you invited me to the American band at my concert again, which made me unprovoked and hopeful, and you didn't come back to me! Do you think I Xu Ling is stupid? Will you keep waiting? Aren't you afraid that I will die with you at that time?Bai Yi, you are so ruthless!" Xu Ling said and stood up excitedly, the tears in his eyes couldn't help but flow down, he forced himself not to be so unproductive, raised his head and looked at the ceiling, not wanting the tears to fall.
"I'm sorry! I was also injured at the time, and I didn't have the ability to go back to you! Later, I was taken out of the country by He Nan! I never had a chance to find you! I admit that it was my fault!" Bai Yi's calmness made Xu Ling even more angry.
"Do you just have no chance? Five years, you won't have a chance to return to China in five years? How did you pick up Xiao Ling? How did you go to France to work? I know that He Nan has been living in the United States, and if you can go from the United States to France to work for three years, can't you go back to Beijing and tell me that you are still alive?" Xu Ling angrily circled around underground, "Okay! If you don't come back, it's okay! Then you can at least give me a call, contact me, let me know that you are alive, and I will go to you! Why are you?" Why don't you tell me! Let me act like a fool and don't know anything! What about Cheng Qing? He knows you're alive! He won't tell me! You've already arranged it, right? And that Liu Jiali! I've been working together for so long, and I know you're alive, but I haven't even revealed a word to me! Okay! You really can! No! It's you Bai Yi really good! Hide it from me, and live with He Nan's dead for five years!" Xu Ling was so angry that he wanted to overturn the roof!
"Don't get excited! I said, it's my fault! I didn't live with He Nan for five years, in the third year I left them and went to France to work, these three years, because of Helen's relationship, I have today, I have never known how to come back to you, obviously the person who has died, and I want to stand in front of you alive, and it's been so long, I don't know if it will disturb your normal life, I don't know if I will bring you any more harm! Xu Ling, I... I can only say that I have no choice!" Bai Yi's calm face finally had a trace of expression, frowning painfully, and his brows twitched.
"Hehe, I have no choice! Will it disturb me, will it bring harm? You always think so much! Then have you ever thought about how much damage you have caused me when you die? Have you ever thought about how I have spent the past five years?" Xu Ling felt that all the strength in his body had been drained, and he sat on the sofa limply, looking at the ceiling with unfocused eyes.
Bai Yi didn't speak, she didn't know what to say, how she had spent the past five years? Xu Ling would definitely be sad, distressed, and sad to death if she knew! Let him know what was the use? It's already in the past! Besides, if these gratuitous causes of sadness, it's better not to say it!
Xu Ling took a deep breath and continued to ask Bai Yi, "What is the relationship between you and He Nan now? Have you agreed to his conditions? Are you married to him?"
Bai Yi didn't know how to answer, and she couldn't tell what her relationship with He Nan was, obviously He Qiao was still there, what relationship could she have with He Nan?
"What are you thinking? What do you think you can do if you talk about a relationship? What if you say you're married to him? What do I think you can do with a dead? Hehe, who is that kid? Don't tell me it's your and He Nan's child!" Xu Ling kept smiling bitterly.
Bai Yi heard him mention the child, and he didn't know how to say it, but in order not to let Xu Ling misunderstand, he could only bite the bullet and say, "I and He Nan are not as married as you think! I'm Bai Yi, I haven't done anything to be sorry!"
"Does it matter if you call me right? Do you think that you and He Nan are married, do I still have any illusions about you? Bai Yi, when I was chasing you, you told me that you were married, and after you divorced, the years you were with me. I wanted to marry you again and again, but it didn't work out! You came back five years later! You sued me that you and He Nan were married, and you took his lover and children with you, hehe... Bai Yi, it's not that no one wants my Xu Ling, it's not that I can't find someone who loves me, I can also find someone I love again, I can re-invest in another relationship, am I Xu Ling so cheap in your heart? You didn't do anything to be sorry for me? Tell you, I don't care now! You are someone else's daughter-in-law, and it has nothing to do with me Xu Ling!" Xu Ling felt that she was about to die of pain!
"Bai Yi, since we met today, and you also told me these things, I should also think about it! It's enough to see you alive! I no longer worry about what has happened to you in the past few years and who you are with. Today, after I walked out of your place, I will never have any unrealistic illusions about you Bai Yi again! Eight years ago, I Xu Ling was willing to be a "little three" for you, waiting for you to divorce! Now, the master is not happy! How you live with He Nan and what relationship you have is no longer important to me! I don't want to know anymore! I don't have to say anything! Thank you for not telling me the truth, for not treating me as a fool, deceiving me, and making me still have expectations for you, I am 33 years old, and it is time to start a family! For you, I haven't been able to let my grandparents see me get married and have children! Enough! I've done enough! I'll go on a blind date tomorrow, accept other people's love for me, and live a good life! I wish you happiness too!" Xu Ling finished speaking, and got up to leave.
Bai Yi sat on the sofa, didn't know what to say, wanted to keep Xu Ling, but when he heard Xu Ling's words, he felt that he had indeed been delaying him, and now Bai Yi was almost 40 years old, although age did not leave any traces of time on her face, but her heart was also old, if she was entangled with Xu Ling like this, it hurt too much, and if Xu Ling was really like what he said, she could live a good life and invest in another relationship, Bai Yi would be at ease! In his current situation, being with Xu Ling again will bring him a lot of pain, she has always understood how Xu Ling loves her, let Xu Ling know her current situation, Xu Ling will blame herself endlessly. It's been five years, a lot has changed, they are no longer simply happy together, they only feel sorry for each other, blame each other, and learn everything that happened to each other, which will only add to the pain in each other's hearts, and they will no longer be as happy as before. With his body with broken clothes, he can't face Xu Ling anymore!
Even if they can barely be together, in the face of each other, there is only a broken love left......