Ambulances, hospitals, death certificates, morgues.

Every step is heavy, every step is suffocating.

The clear sky suddenly darkened, the streets were lit up, and the red color of the New Year's festivities became shocking.

When Yue Yuanyuan was pushed into the freezer drawer, Aunt Yue's pale hand grabbed the cold edge of the drawer and spread it weakly on the ground, and Uncle Yue let out a suppressed and pathetic whimper one after another.

I lost my sense of proportion, holding Aunt Yue with one hand and Uncle Yue with the other, staring at Yue's round face numbly......

"Yue Yuanyuan, it's class!" I kicked open the door of her house with my schoolbag, and she was still standing in the living room in her pajamas scratching her hair!

"I was wondering what I would wear better today......"

"Wear a school uniform! I'm going to raise the flag on Monday today!"

"I know, I brought the uniform...... What do I wear in my school uniform, I took off my school uniform after raising the flag......"

"Are you bothered?"

"It's alright...... The school uniform is so ugly......"

……

"Yue Yuanyuan, I was admitted to G University, and we will be separated in the future......"

"What? You're in love with me?"

"The devil is in love with you! You'd better marry me quickly, don't pester me!"

"Yo, you want to get married, right?"

"You don't want me to get married, are you in love with me?"

"The devil is in love with you!"

……

"Yue Yuanyuan, congratulations on falling out of love again!"

"Thanks, cheers!"

"Cheers!"

……

"Gao Fei Fei!"

"Is there something wrong?"

"Why are you doing this to me?" she slapped me! "Hmph, I can't win against you, and you can't win against me!"

"Come here, Yuanyuan......"

"Smack!" I slapped her back!

……

"I'm not a psychopath! I'm not a neurotic......! My face is so dirty, my hands are dirty, and my body is dirty...... I'm going home to take a shower! Take me home and take a shower......"

……

Why did you leave like this? Don't we still have a lot of things to do? Aren't there still a lot of things to finish? Are you really willing to walk through the world in such a hurry?

Her body has long been cooled, but she is still very angry, why will her closed eyes never open again?

Leaving quietly, leaving me with doubts, where can I find answers?

Late at night, we went home, and Yue Yuanyuan was left alone in the freezer. The two elderly people who had just lost their daughters were much older in an instant, their white hair trembling under the dim street lamp, and they did not dare to go home, there were too many memories of their daughter's growth.

My mother came to open the door, and when she saw Qi Shaoyao, she was in no mood to drive him away. She placed Aunt Yue and Uncle Yue in her room, in my room, Xin Xin fell asleep, and there were tears on her face.

Qi Shaoyao sat down at the head of the bed and gently wiped her crying face.

He hadn't seen her for more than a month, and she seemed to have grown taller and fatter a little bit.

His baby daughter, his most intimate little padded jacket, the proudest little princess, he always wants to give her the best. What is the best? In the past, he thought that it was enough to have a rich family, but now he realized that what a child really needs is a sound personality, a cheerful, open-minded, bright and pure heart. When he is old and can no longer do anything for her, she can still live confidently, independently, happily and strongly.

The two old men who lost their beloved daughter made him truly understand the great significance of the word father to him. How much effort does it take to raise a child? Since she fell to the ground, there is an extra responsibility on her shoulders, and the hearts of parents in the world are the softest and toughest, they can tolerate the disobedience of their child, and they can forgive him for not being productive, but how can they bear the pain of losing their daughter to the heart that they have endured hardships and suffering?

He sighed, his warm fingertips gently caressing Xinxin's full forehead, leaning over, his lips imprinted on her crimson little face. This child, there are traces of him in the corners of his eyes and eyebrows, she is the continuation of his life, the hope of his life, how can he forcibly strip hope from his life?

He doesn't want her to be beautiful, he just wants her to be healthy. I don't pray for her to be vigorous, I just hope that she is safe. Just let him stay with her, watch her, and thrive.

"Xianxian ......" his eyes were still looking at Xinxin, and his lips and teeth slowly opened and closed to call my name.

"When Yuanyuan's matter is settled, you ...... Come home with me, okay?"

Go home? He told me to go home? Should I be happy? I was never the dispensable woman he had left out. When he appeared in the warehouse in rags, when he pounced on me without hesitation, when the iron rod hit his head, he smiled and helped me wipe away my tears, "Don't cry...... Don't cry ......", all the mistakes he made before have been forgiven.

But why, when he said the word "go home" today, I couldn't be happy?

There are five mixed tastes in the heart. I began to suspect that I wasn't as shrewd, as strong, and invincible as I thought. Qi Shaoyao forced me back to a safe distance, and the impermeable protection really didn't make any sense? Even if he told me all the truth, even if I stayed, what could I do for him? I would only shout loudly, I had the courage to face the crisis with him, but did I have the ability to fight side by side with him?

I will be deceived and framed by the most trusted subordinates around me, I will be easily kidnapped by Qi Shaoyi, knowing that Yue Yuanyuan is sick, I still watch her disappear from the world! I can't do anything! Looking at her cold corpse, my limbs have been paralyzed, and my head has been bombarded into a blank! I can only rely on Qi Shaoyao.

He was immobile, his legs in a plaster cast, dangling heavily in front of my eyes, and the sound of his crutches hitting the ground was dull and clasped on my heart. I just realized that I can't help my husband, I can't help my friends, I can only talk, but I can't even do a thing!

"Immortal?" Seeing that I didn't speak for a long time, he raised his head, his eyes flashing with a bright light.

I can't bear to refuse him, but I can't bear to let myself become a burden to him.

"Haruka, I'm ......" just opened his mouth and was interrupted by a scream!

"I don't want to go with him!"

Xinxin sat up! She had been pretending to be asleep all the time!

"Xinxin?" Qi Shaoyao smiled, it turned out that his daughter had been awake all the time. He reached over and wanted to hug her on his lap, Xinxin liked this "throne" the most......

And yet—

"You go away!"

A snow-white pillow smashed his smile!

He looked at his daughter in disbelief, and her resentful eyes glared at him, which suddenly made his heart half cold!

"I'm a father...... "I seem to have understood something" in his heart, but he still tries hard to make his daughter understand him, because he is the father who loves her the most in the world......

"I don't want you! I don't want you!" Xin Xin covered his ears, closed his eyes tightly, screamed arrogantly, kicked his legs desperately, and kicked Qi Shaoyao on the shoulders and back with every blow!

"Go away, go away, don't sit on my bed!"

The more she kicked Qi Shaoyao, the more she let go, and finally was deported.

He stood blankly on the edge of the bed, the expression on his face stiff, and he tried to barely pull out a wry smile, but finally found that he couldn't even smile. Pulling the corners of his mouth slightly, his heart was filled with pain. He couldn't imagine that his daughter, who had relied on him the most since he was a child, would suddenly one day stubbornly kick him away!

Xinxin's eyes were red from crying, and her little hands were rubbing hard! I couldn't accept it for a while, she always mentioned my father in front of me, I thought she missed him very much, but it turned out to be ......

"Don't ......be like this," I took her into my arms: "If you say that, Dad will be sad......"

"I don't care! I don't care!" Xin Xin cried willfully, wiping all the tears and snot on the placket of my clothes: "Xin Xin is also sad! Dad don't want Xinxin, Xin Xin doesn't want Dad either!"

I raised my eyes to look at Qi Shaoyao, he actually smiled, covered his face, took a step back in a trance, and turned his back......

He did it wrong, really did it wrong. The act of throwing her out of his arms was too cruel and hateful for her, and for himself......

His little princess doesn't want him anymore......

"Hmph! This is called self-inflicted!" My mother suddenly appeared by the door, mockingly hugged her arms, and sprinkled another handful of salt on Qi Shaoyao's wound!

"Mom!" I glared at her disapprovingly! She didn't see Qi Shaoyao's body that had not yet recovered, it had been shaken by the blow, and she couldn't stand on her feet!

Qi Shaoyao really shook it! Fortunately, there were crutches to support his armpits, and he insisted on standing firmly.

"I'll go out first......" his voice sounded like collapse. Step by step, slowly staggering out. When I turned around, I saw Xin Xin staring at his back.

"Mom, if we go home, will Dad still want us?" she asked in a low voice, "Xinxin is scared ......"

My lips moved, and I couldn't speak.