A joke that was abandoned by one's own parents, not wanted, or even disgusted.

gave birth to her, but was not responsible for her, at that time, I was often bullied and laughed at, heh!

Xia Jin took the envelope in his hand, his eyes were red, he reached out and threw the letter into the trash.

yes, what are you going to do with it? Keeping it will only make her feel sad.

A letter, how ridiculous, now is the information age, every mobile phone, everyone has one, if you really have her in your heart, why not call her yourself?

Why did the woman need to write letters in his place?

For so many years, there has been no news at all.

Although sometimes, when Mom feels that Dad is not promising, she will defend Dad.

But, there is a lot of resentment in her heart, even though so many years have passed, even though she is already thirty years old, the hatred and hatred in her heart have not decreased much.

Even when I can always dream back at midnight, I dream of my mother dragging the head of the suitcase and not returning.

I can even dream that after my father divorced, he never looked at himself.

They don't love her, they don't love her, this is obviously their child after they love each other and get married.

"It's really unproductive, after so many years, you still have something to cry about. He reached out and wiped his tears.

yes, what's there to cry about, it's long gone, isn't it?

At least, the pain of childhood and the lack of parental love, grandma gave it all to herself.

Xia Jin, compared to many people, you are already very happy, really, at least, with grandma's love by your side, what is there to feel wronged.

But the tears were wiped away and slipped from his eyes.

Even if he kept himself busy, he never stopped the sadness in his heart.

After cleaning, it was already three o'clock in the afternoon.

returned to the room, cleaned up her heart, and prepared to go to the hospital, her life is her own, she will not joke with her life.

In case you wait for the future, you will meet your grandmother below. Grandma must be distressed again.

So forget it, she can't go to meet her grandma so early, she can't.

Although, she really, really wanted, missed the loving old man.

After throwing away the garbage, Xia Jin, who was sitting on the sofa, continued to be in a daze, looking at the TV that was not even turned on.

In a trance, he stood up suddenly,

Rushed out of the house.

Luckily, the garbage doesn't come until after 9 p.m.

found the garbage bag she had discarded, and took out the letter she had thrown away, and when she got it, she was secretly relieved.

Sure enough, heh, I still care.

"Just, take a look at what's written in it. What the hell did the woman write? ”

I took the letter and went home, trying to rudely tear it up, but in the end I carefully cut it with scissors.

I took out a piece of stationery that was very popular when I was a kid when I went to school.

A line of not-so-beautiful handwriting catches the eye.

Oh, yes, that woman is a woman who didn't go to school much and worked on a construction site.

- Xiao Jin, Zhan Xinjia.

"Oh, the old-fashioned way of writing letters. ”

Xia Jin raised a sarcastic smile, but her eyes turned red.

- Xiao Jin, I know that you hate me and don't want to receive my letter, but I still have the courage to write it to you. Because I'm in the hospital now.

I am writing to you for nothing else, it was your father who had an accident and was hit by a falling object from a high altitude on the construction site, and he wanted to see you, and when he was unconscious, he was babbling and talking about you.

He doesn't have your phone on his phone, not even your mother's.

I can only vaguely write to you according to the address he mentioned when he drank too much wine, and I don't know if the person who received it will be you.

Xiao Jin, can you come and meet your father?

He really loves you.

The reason why he hasn't contacted you for so many years is because he feels that he is useless and has no way to give his daughter a good living environment.

It's because he thinks that you should be doing well now that you are living with your mother.

He doesn't want to embarrass you because of himself, a down-and-out father, and he doesn't want you to feel sad when you see him.

He's not good at words, and you know that.

If I don't say some things, he won't tell you if he grits his teeth for the rest of his life.

So, Xiao Jin, can you come and meet your father?

He's really ...... now

Traces of water droplets can still be seen on the envelope.

That woman, when she wrote this letter, must have shed a lot of tears on this letter.

Some are even blurred themselves.

It's just that, why, she didn't hold back her tears?

The handwriting that was once soaked in tears, again.

I took the tissue and hurriedly blotted the tears from it.

Xia Jin didn't collapse, holding the letter in his hand, he couldn't cry himself.

She didn't want to cry, not at all.

But many, many memories that have been sealed for a long time have jumped out of my mind one by one.

That honest man, the face that he couldn't remember for a long time.

Every time I come back from the construction site, I wash myself first, and then carefully take out the snacks I bought on the way home and give my daughter a small snack.

Everything, sometimes an apple, sometimes some oranges and bananas.

Sometimes, there are spicy strips, as well as some toys that cost one or two hundred yuan at the time on weekdays.

At that time, the price of meat was only much, and her father was willing to spend so much money on toys for her.

He said and said that other people's children have, as long as my Xiao Jin wants it, he will give up this life and buy it for Xiao Jin.

Every time his mother blamed him for spending money indiscriminately, he just smiled and replied, "I bought it for my daughter."

Every time, when she was happy, she would kiss her father's cheek.

When Dad was happy, he would let her ride on his neck.

will turn into a horse for her to ride,

Yes, that's a father who loves him.

She, she was hated by her parents after the divorce, her own sadness, and the father's love.

Xia Jin, who was crying out of breath.

Standing up violently, she, she wanted, she wanted to see her father, she wanted to see her father.

At the very least, at least say sorry to Dad.

She, she is obviously a child, but she has been waiting for him, as a parent, to explain to herself, but why, why didn't she take the initiative to find him?

They're all cowards, they're all cowards.

She's sorry for her dad, she's really sorry.

Grab your phone, turn around and run out of the house.

"Xia Jin, Xia Jin, where are you going? ”

Si Xiao, who was originally standing outside Xia Jin's door, saw Xia Jin open the door violently, crying into tears and rushing out.

He didn't know what was wrong with her.

But he can't let her rush out alone like this.

When Si Xiao chased Xia Jin, he saw Xia Jin standing at the intersection, constantly waving his hand to stop a taxi.

The taxis passing by here are all carrying passengers, and they don't stop.

The taxi driver who was free didn't dare to stop and pick up passengers when he saw Xia Jin's appearance.

"Stop, stop, please, please, stop one, I, I'm going to see my dad, I'm going to see my dad!"

Hearing Xia Jin crying, she was heartbroken, and shouted that she was going to see her father.

Si Xiao's heart chuckled, isn't it, something happened to Xia Jin's father?

"Xia Jin, I'll take you to find Dad,"

Reaching out, he grabbed Xia Jin's wrist, and his car was parked in the garage.

Xia Jin didn't care who was dragging her, she only heard the man say, I'll take you to find your father, and she obediently followed the person.

That letter was sent to her a few years ago, why, Xia Jin, why didn't you read it at that time?

Why don't you take a look.

If it was because of the resentment you had against that woman at the time, and in the end, if you didn't see your father, she would never forgive herself for the rest of her life.

At that time, my father had an accident at the construction site and kept calling her name when he was unconscious.

It was serious, it must have been serious at the time, otherwise the woman wouldn't have written to her.

Dad should be fine, Xia Jin, Xia Jin, Dad is fine.

It should be already.

Otherwise, the woman would have written another letter to herself.

Or is it true that the address at which she wrote the letter was incorrect?

How can there be such a stupid woman, why, how can there be such an unfilial daughter.

Xia Jin, who got into the car, couldn't cry herself.

Si Xiao's eyes were full of distress.

That's not the way to go.

Stretched out his hand, leaned forward towards Xia Jin, and held her in his arms.

There was a pause in the slap of Xia Jin's back.

"Xia Jin, it's okay, it's okay, I'm here, I'm here, can you calm down? Otherwise, I don't know where my uncle lives, and I can't take you to see him." ”

Si Xiao's voice was very gentle, gently, and comforted Xia Jin one by one.

Slowly, Xia Jin was able to listen to some of the voices a little.

The mood has slowly recovered a little.

Raising his red and swollen eyes, he looked at Si Xiao,

met that gentle and good-looking face, and at this moment, there was only pity in his eyes except worry.

"Xia Jin, are you better?"

Xia Jin nodded and moved his body back, wanting to keep his distance from Si Xiao.

Si Xiao sighed and sat back in the driver's seat.

"Brother, I'm sorry. I ...... "Xia Jin didn't even know what to say."

"It's okay, do you remember where your uncle lives? I'll take you to see him. ”

Xia Jin opened her mouth.

At that time, she was too young, and she really couldn't remember the address of her father's hometown.

But fortunately, the woman left the address, yes, the address.

I pulled out a crumpled piece of letter paper from my pocket.

Xia Jin told Si Xiao according to the address above.

Si Xiao turned on the navigation, and the car was started.

Looking out the window, I slowly changed from the metropolis to the highway.

In a trance, I entered the highway rest stop again.

Whatever Si Xiao buys, she eats.

After going to the toilet, he continued to walk towards his destination.

It was completely dark, she said to stop, and Si Xiao didn't mean to stop.

At one o'clock in the morning, the two arrived in her father's town. Si Xiao parked the car in front of a small hotel.