Shangguan Qiuhan suddenly lowered his head, staring at the orange-yellow liquor in the transparent glass with his eyes distracted, and under the glow of the colorful neon lights, all kinds of light bloomed, and his eyes gradually became confused.

When Shangguan Qiuhan was deep in thought, Sister Mei glanced at Shan Ying, who was sitting on the other side without a trace, and looked hostile to Shangguan Qiuhan, and motioned to her not to make trouble here, to the side to find fun by herself, and not to get in the way here.

"It's boring. ”

After muttering quietly, Sakura put down her glass and reluctantly left the bar, and then, she also rushed onto the dance floor, becoming one of the crazy men and women on the dance floor, unleashing their fanaticism.

Sitting quietly in front of the bar, due to the presence of Sister Mei, the other beauties who wanted to come over and talk to Shangguan Qiuhan, after seeing Sister Mei sitting next to Shangguan Qiuhan, could only sigh one by one, and they also had a lot of complaints about Sister Mei.

After all, a handsome guy like Shangguan Qiuhan who wants to look good and have money is still rare in bars, especially people who are even interested in Shan Ying and Sister Mei, he is definitely not a simple man, if he can have a relationship with such a man, it is not a matter of brand-name bags and fashionable clothes.

But for those beauties, Sister Mei doesn't dare to provoke, even the bar is someone else's, so how can they compare with Sister Mei.

Shan Ying is also a frequent visitor to the night bar, and many people know that Shan Ying and Sister Mei have a close relationship, and they are also a well-known gold medal barrister in the East China Sea Gui circle.

These two women have stayed by Shangguan Qiuhan's side, which shows that they are definitely interested in this handsome man who is drinking alcohol at the bar, and Rao is those beauties are red-eyed, and they can only lament that it is not that they do not work hard, but that the opponent is too powerful.

They sat silently for about ten minutes, and both of them drank silently without saying a word.

Finally, Shangguan Qiuhan spoke.

"She's gone, gone forever, and I won't find her again. ”

"What do you mean? Your woman, since she's gone, wouldn't it be nice if you could get her back?" Sister Mei smiled faintly.

"You don't understand, she's not going to come back, they all say she's dead, and there are no bones, even the police have made a conclusion, but I don't believe it, I just don't believe it, but all the facts seem to tell me that it's true, and I don't know what I'm going to do. Shangguan Qiuhan poured a sip of wine into his mouth bitterly, and said sadly.

"Since even the police have made up their minds, it means that the person is really dead, why do you have to cling to your own thoughts?" Sister Mei's eyes flashed with surprise, and she was a little helpless.

"I just don't believe she will die, I hate myself, when she needs me the most, I am not by her side, let her suffer so much, and be forced to die by others, I am really useless, I am just a waste, I said that I would always protect her.

However, I didn't do it, no matter what it was, I didn't do what I promised, I really damned, the person who died should be me, not her, but, now, I really can't find her anymore, when I woke up from the chaos, everything changed, the people around me were lying to me, they were hiding from me, they didn't tell me anything, I hurt her, I really damn it!"

As he spoke, Shangguan Qiuhan picked up the wine bottle on the table and poured it into his mouth, but his face was already wet, blurring his eyes, and he couldn't tell whether it was wine or tears.

"Maybe that's not what you want to do, you're just unintentional, it's not your fault. Sister Mei sighed and comforted sympathetically.

"No, it's my fault, if I wasn't with her, she wouldn't have to suffer so much, suffered so much innocent torture, all this suffering was brought to her by me, she was hurt so much because of me, if I hadn't been with her at the beginning, she should still be living happily now, busy with various part-time jobs every day, although she will be more tired, but she will still live happily and will not lose her life.

It's all my fault, it's me who is too arrogant, too conceited, I thought I could protect her, I could really protect her, but why did it end up like this, I really don't know what to do. ”

"You know what? She is a very kind and simple girl, pure and flawless, just like the world's most brilliant diamond without impurities, even ordinary life can not hide her dazzling light, her smile is so sweet, when she laughs, there are two shallow dimples on her face, clear and bright big eyes will squint into a line, as if she is an angel's smile, always able to make people feel warm in the heart, wash all the troubles and sorrows, the time with her is the happiest, happiest, most satisfying time in my life, but that time is too short, short I want to spend a lifetime to keep it。 ”

"If you want to describe her, I think, only the purest and most flawless angel can be worthy of her, but it is such a girl who is as pure as an angel, but I hurt her, and when she was the most sad and in danger, I didn't stay by her side, and I didn't even see her last side of leaving the world, do you think I deserve to die?"

Suddenly, a pair of red and moist eyes stared at Sister Mei tightly, and Shangguan Qiuhan's resolute face, which was sad and couldn't tell whether it was tears or wine, was facing Sister Mei, with a hint of pleading in his eyes.

"Hearing you say this, I don't know how to comfort you, but I can feel the pain in your heart, and I can understand your feelings, although the girl you like is gone, but I think she must not want you to hurt herself like this, she must hope that you are well. I don't think you are a ruthless person, but you are a kind and righteous person, do you have any hardships, otherwise you shouldn't have left that girl alone, can you? Can you tell me your story?" Sister Mei seemed to be affected by Shangguan Qiuhan's emotions, and her voice couldn't help but choke a little.

"Bitterness?hahaha, my bitterness?" Shangguan Qiuhan shook his head, abruptly withdrew his melancholy gaze that was staring at the medium, and then picked up a bottle of spirits again and took a big sip.

As the big gulp of strong wine hit his taste buds and throat, constantly stimulating Shangguan Qiuhan's nerves, Shangguan Qiuhan felt a little calmer about his excitement.

"Fuck amnesia, fuck it for me!"

"You know what? Just because of my amnesia, the people around me, even my dearest family, they all lied to me, hid from me, let me do things to hurt her in a mess, and they didn't know what they had done, and they even tried their best to smear her relationship with me, you know?

What a kind girl she is, I have never seen a kinder girl than her, no matter what grievances she has suffered, she always bears it silently alone, she never complains to me about any sad grievances, she is always happy in front of my buy you, I know, she doesn't want me to be embarrassed, but I am not afraid of embarrassment, I am afraid that she will be hurt, I am afraid that she will be sad, I am afraid that she will be wronged!"

"How could such a kind-hearted girl who thinks about others everywhere plagiarize papers, how can she become a money worshipper for money and enjoyment, how can she hurt others in order to satisfy her selfish desires, and do all kinds of illegal things, these are all slanders, they are all dirty water poured on her, and they are all shameless framed by those people against her!"

"But that's it, you know, she still defended me, didn't want to make me sad, and even for my sake, she preferred to be separated from me, and bear all the pain and suffering herself. ”

"But, why are those people so ruthless, even so they still don't want to let her go, they still keep hurting her, during the time when I lost my memory, they actually forced her to death, all of this is my fault, I hurt her, I am the murderer, I am the culprit who killed her, I deserve to die, I deserve to die!"

Speaking of this, Shangguan Qiunan painfully slammed her head on the bar, banging, Sister Mei hurriedly used her hand to block Shangguan Qiuhan's head that was about to make contact with the bar again, but was smashed hard.

"Hiss~"

"What are you doing, why are you holding me, damn me!"

"Even if you think you deserve to die, do you think that if you do this, she will come back? You are just escaping by doing this, as a big man, looking for death here, do you think that if she is still alive, she will feel good to see you like this?

Although I don't know exactly how deep your relationship is, I can see that you must love her very much, and she loves you very much, and it may seem to you that you killed her, but how do you know that she is not trying to fulfill you? If you are still a man, then you should not be so willing to degenerate, what you should do should be to cheer up and seek justice for her, don't you say that they poured a lot of dirty water on her? Then you should wash away all the dirty water that was thrown on her, and at least don't let her go to heaven with a stigma, right?"

"You..." Shangguan Qiuhan raised his head, his eyes were full of confusion, but there was a hint of clarity.

"Let me ask you, do you love her?" Sister Mei asked seriously, her expression very solemn.

"Love, I have never loved anyone other than her. Shangguan Qiuhan replied affirmatively.

"Then can you bear to watch her leave with a stigma on her back, and what are you going to do with those who hurt her?" Sister Mei continued.

"I will never let anyone who hurt her!"

"That's right, since you know what to do, then you should do it according to your own ideas, why bother with the question of whether you should die or not? You feel guilty about her, you blame yourself for her, you feel sorry for her, then you use your actions to prove your love for her, don't you?"

"I, I know how to do it!"

After all, Shangguan Qiuhan still didn't continue to sink, but there was still a deep sadness in the depths of his eyes.