"Do you have an issue with me?"

Hearing Daokou say this, Su Qiong was not happy, and stretched out her hand to the Daokou and pouted her neck.

Obviously, a boy who is so big at the entrance of the road, but he was bullied by Su Qiong, Xia Jin couldn't tell whether this was friendship or love.

But given that they are all their friends, if the two of them really develop into such friends, well, hehe, when they get married, she can pay one less money, what a compliment.

Of course, the main thing is that if they really like each other, she is still very supportive.

After all, for so many years, Su Qiong said that she likes handsome guys, with long legs, good looks, and abdominal muscles.

But she didn't actually have a boyfriend,

As for Daokou, his life has always been very simple, work, and then these two friends.

He was not good at expressing his emotions, so he ......

Xia Jin sat next to him and watched his two friends fight.

The corners of her mouth raised, this kind of life is so good, she wants to live to watch them together, marry a wife and have children.

She wants to live, and she also wants to live the kind of life that can be warmed and loved by others.

At that time, if the conditions are allowed, she still wants to give birth to a healthy baby, a family of three together, and she wants to taste the ups and downs of life.

Maybe that's the real life, so it can be perfect.

At least not to leave yourself with regrets.

Daokou and Su Qiong quarreled for a long time, and in the end, Su Qiong said that she would let Xia Jin go to bed early and get up early, so the two of them left together and went back to their rooms to sleep.

Of course, during this period, Su Qiong also turned back and wanted to sleep with Xia Jin.

was driven away by Xia Jin, and before leaving, he muttered that Xia Jin didn't like her anymore and didn't want to sleep with her.

Xia Jin smiled bitterly and shook her head, she didn't want to sleep with Su Qiong, she was afraid, afraid that her mood would be unstable at night.

I was afraid that Su Qiong would find out about her condition.

I'm afraid I'll cry when I fall asleep at night.

Recently, she found that she didn't cry when she fell asleep, but every morning when she woke up, her pillow was wet, and she was afraid that she was crying in her sleep.

Such a Xia Jin will make Su Qiong worried, so ah, don't want it.

Smile wryly and go back to bed and sleep.

It's just that this night, Xia Jin still has insomnia.

In the next half month, Xia Jin was at home and at the company.

Occasionally, I will meet Si Xiao standing at the door of her house.

After seeing it, he didn't dare to go home, how far away, waiting for Si Xiao to leave and go home, or go to the nearby supermarket to spend some time.

Half a month has passed, and Si Xiao rarely appears at her doorstep.

It was a lie to say in her heart that she was not lost, because she found that Si Xiao was no longer sending her messages.

Yes, I hate her, I gave up.

I don't like her anymore.

Forget it, that's fine.

Every time she comforted herself like this, the tip of her nose was sour, but she told herself that if she couldn't cry, she would never cry.

Force yourself to eat every day, force yourself to exercise, and force yourself to be in a good mood.

Say hello when you see a colleague.

Occasionally, you can see Dr. Si who has just returned from surgery and is too tired to be able to do it himself.

She would also buy yogurt for Dr. Si and leave a note saying that she had worked hard.

Then I went to a forum in the hospital.

As an anonymous person, he complained about his recent misfortune with another avatar and another avatar.

Anyway, I didn't know each other, so Xia Jin spoke freely.

said that he liked a boy very much, but because of physical reasons, he couldn't be with him.

She's seriously ill, but it's well under control now.

The boy confessed to her, but she began to avoid him, not because she hated him, but because she didn't want to trouble him.

That boy is a very beautiful boy, and he deserves a better future and a better her.

He also said that the boy seemed to have given up recently and was no longer waiting for her at the door of her house.

She was sad in her heart, but she was also happy for the boy, at least, he could forget the throbbing, face his life, and find the girl he liked.

The avatar was a bad old man, but the person who only had one point asked her rhetorically.

If it's unrequited love, it's a person's business, if two people like each other, and she makes a unilateral decision like this, will it be unfair to that boy.

At the very least, give that boy an answer, an answer that knows the truth.

Let the boy make the choice.

After all, how did she know if that boy had been happy lately, and if he had really let go?

Why didn't she choose to keep that boy by her side?

In this way, if you are in a better mood, it may also help your condition.

If you are alone, you are depressed in your heart. That's just too cruel to yourself.

Xia Jin's answer was that he didn't want to harm the future of a good young man for his own reasons.

Because she knew that the boy would definitely stay by her side.

Whether it's because of his kind of personality or because of his profession, he will definitely stay by his side, and they will definitely be together.

That's why she doesn't want to, so she doesn't want to be so selfish.

What's more, the boy was the only boy in the family, and his mother didn't like her.

She can't make trouble for that boy because of herself.

And the man with the old man's avatar continued to reply, why only think about that boy, why not think about it for yourself?

It's really distressing for her to be like this.

and suggested that Xia Jin let her sit down with the boy and have a good talk.

After all, there is such a thing as feelings, and if you miss it, it is really a lifetime.

The disease is cured, and the beloved is gone, even if it is a lifelong regret.

Xia Jin thanked him and quit the website.

"Hey, Xia Jin, what's the fuss?" Sheng Li patted Xia Jin on the shoulder.

After getting along during this time, Xia Jin found that Sheng Li liked Dr. Si, so he was unhappy because he joined the company because he was helped by Dr. Si.

Later, Xia Jin explained clearly, and the poisoning incident happened again.

Sheng Li's view of Xia Jin slowly changed, and now, the two of them get along very well.

"What's the matter, is there anything else?"

During work hours, Sheng Li looked for her. There must be something.

"What else can it be, it's just that Doctor Che is looking for you and asking you to go to his side, there's nothing wrong here anyway, you can go first." ”

Xia Jin sighed, I forgot, I went down yesterday to take the time to do an inspection, and I am going to get the list today.

Previously, Dr. Che said that his condition was stable, and he didn't know what happened this time.

Well, if it's still stable, if it's getting better, she, she decided, to talk to her little brother.

Yes, she doesn't want to have regrets, if she can recover, then why not?

Thinking like this, the corners of his mouth rose slightly.

It's just that when she walked to the door of Dr. Che's office, her mood became inexplicably nervous.

It's like when I was a child, the head teacher asked me to come to the office to find her.

The door took several deep breaths before boasting into the office.

"Doctor Che," Xia Jin still greeted him habitually.

Doctor Che looked up at Xia Jin, let out a long sigh, his brows furrowed slightly, and Xia Jin sighed in his heart.

"Doctor Che?"

"Xiao Xia, you sit down first. ”

As usual, he found Xia Jin's list, and then handed it to Xia Jin.

"Xiao Xia, I personally suggest that you stop all your work first and be hospitalized. For your own body. ”

Xia Jin's gaze fell on the list, and she understood the display data on it.

Your cancer cells spread very quickly, no, it should be said that it is very fast.

"What, that's going to happen?" obviously took the medicine, obviously it was stable before.

So, why is this happening again?

From the evolution of kidney lesions to early cancer, it seems that it is about to enter the middle stage, and during this period, it has only been a month.

Why?

Xia Jin's hand holding the report sheet trembled slightly.

Is it a problem with her physique? So it's not working?

Do you really want to let her live?

"Xiao Xia, I really recommend that you be hospitalized for observation, don't be stubborn?

Doctor Che is bitter, if it continues to be serious, Xiao Xia's body will really not be able to withstand it.

Now at least she can see a glimmer of hope for recovery, if she is still so obsessed, she is afraid that she will really be ruined.

"Got it, Dr. Che. ”

Hearing Xia Jin say that she agreed, Dr. Che also secretly breathed a sigh of relief, this stubborn girl finally agreed to be hospitalized for observation.

As long as she is willing to be hospitalized for observation, he will do his best to treat her.

Although I dare not say that she will be cured immediately, at least it will definitely not let the cancer cells in her body spread again.

"Then I'll give you a list of hospitalizations now, you go to the inpatient department to pay the fees, and you will be hospitalized today, and let your family help you take your daily necessities to the inpatient department, and your sick note needs my official seal, after you write the sick note, I will stamp it for you." ”

Dr. Che is about to start approving the hospitalization list.

"That, I, my family doesn't know about it yet, and I don't want them to know, so I want to go back and pack my things myself, Dr. Che, three days later, I'll be back in the hospital. ”

She has other things to do.

"Hey, you, do you know that early treatment is good for your body, who can guarantee that your cancer cells will spread again after three days? ”

Xia Jin didn't know how she got out of the hospital.

She just felt like the world was spinning.

just walked all the way, all the way, and when she came back to her senses, she was already standing at the door of her own community.

And the sky was completely dark.

"Xia Jin!"

A warm, familiar embrace enveloped her tightly.