Chapter 456: I can't see the direction

After Zheng Xiaowen sang the song "Helpless", the friends in the background were a little confused. Because no matter who writes songs, friends usually write about themselves or start from their own thoughts.

In this song, there is no name of the lyricist on the subtitles, and Zheng Xiaowen sings so sadly, friends don't know who is writing about this content, and the audience doesn't know. Friends and the audience only heard and saw, Zheng Xiaowen sang sadly, but he didn't know where the root of the meaning of the words came from.

After this song was sung, the applause in the audience was a little sparse, no one applauded, some just kept sighing. The people in the background didn't care a lot about these, so Zheng Xiaowen continued to sing her second song.

She sang: "When the moon is in the sky, her soft light is so bright, and the sun hangs in the sky, and his torch is so brilliant." Yesterday the sun looked at the moon and saw that she was so warm, who expected the earth to be quietly blocked between them.

"The sky and the earth are dark, the moon wants to see the sun, she can't see it, although she has a form and a shadow, she has no face. I am the moon that can no longer see the sun, and since then my moon has been hazy and dizzy.

"The sun was running as usual, and he said he wanted to see the moon. The red line between the moon and the sun has been going on for thousands of years, hoping that the sun will soon give her a shining circle!

"Ah, the moon says, she doesn't matter which side of the sky she appears, she is a sunflower day and night and the sun rises forever!

"Ah, Sun, you are the only love in the heart of the Moon, I hope you will try to invite the earth to the other side of the sky!"

After Zheng Xiaowen sang this song, she tried her best to bow to the audience with a smile as usual. But the audience is different from usual, and the audience is still the same as when she sang the first song, only sparse applause......

At this time, Gao Peng, who was sitting in the front row of the audience, stood up, and then most of the people in the back seat stood up. Zheng Xiaowen saw this rare 'formation', she bowed to the audience very calmly and naturally, and then turned around and walked backstage, followed by deafening applause from the audience.

In the backstage, when Zheng Xiaowen sang these two songs in a row, Qiao Xiang, Su Chen, and Qin Zixi looked at Yang Yilin's frowning face from time to time, and they didn't know what was going on. The other friends could only look at each other, and they were even more confused.

Zheng Xiaowen returned to the backstage, only Yang Yilin sat still, and the others rushed up and surrounded Zheng Xiaowen.

Qiao Xiang just said: "Xiaowen, you ......" Su Chen took the guitar in Zheng Xiaowen's hand, didn't say anything, pulled Zheng Xiaowen to sit on the sofa, and asked.

Yang Yilin looked at Su Chen and Zheng Xiaowen, frowning, he usually had so much intelligence and didn't know where he had gone, and all that was left for him at this moment was a look of helplessness.

When the song party ended, Gao Peng was waiting for Zheng Xiaowen outside the gate of the wood factory, and he saw that Zheng Xiaowen and Yang Yilin had both gotten into Jiang Feng's car, so he got on his bicycle and went home.

Jiang Feng was waiting in the car outside the gate of Zheng's house, Yang Yilin followed Zheng Xiaowen to the courtyard, Zheng Xiaowen didn't want Yang Yilin to enter her west wing again, and the two entered the study.

In the study, Yang Yilin held Zheng Xiaowen in his arms and kept crying, and kept saying: "I didn't! I didn't! I never did anything to be sorry for you! I never lied! I never forgot you! As for the ball you compared to, I will kick him away sooner or later!"

After Yang Yilin finished speaking, he regretted it a little. The third uncle and third aunt are elders who treat him very closely, and he said it casually when he was annoyed, and he felt uncomfortable for a while after speaking. Besides, he couldn't kick the earth, so he thought of football and said the ball.

At this moment, Yang Yilin thought that the relationship between him and Zheng Xiaowen, whether it was external or internal, had always been unclear and unclear, and when he thought of it, his heart was panicked.

In addition to this incident, in the past few months, his work has been very busy, and the third uncle and third aunt have repeatedly attacked and beaten him in his marriage, which is mixed with the matter of his parents meeting Li Xinning, plus what the men said at the wine table that night, and when he went to the third uncle's house that night, the third uncle shouted at him, he already had a headache!

Now, Zheng Xiaowen has sung these two songs again, others don't understand, he does! This time, his mind is even more confused!

At this moment, in addition to tears, he would say, 'I have never done anything sorry for you', and in addition, he really didn't ask Zheng Xiaowen to confess.

Zheng Xiaowen listened to what Yang Yilin said, and after seeing Yang Yilin's tears, her mind was also confused.

She heard what the third aunt said so true, and now Yang Yilin said it again, Yang Yilin cried so much that she wiped her tears over and over again, she couldn't find the north, and she didn't know how to talk to Yang Yilin. Yang Yilin cried, she cried too, and both of them cried into tears.

Yang Yilin suddenly thought that Jiang Feng was still waiting outside the door, he wiped his tears and said to Zheng Xiaowen: "Xiaowen, there is a business in the field, I have to do it a year ago, and I have to do it a year ago, and I have to do it, and I have to go on a business trip tomorrow." ”

He looked at Zheng Xiaowen and said, "I have to go for about a week, and I will call you." I'll be back as soon as it's done, you can wait for me at home, don't think about anything else. Okay, you can rest, Jiang Feng is still waiting for me outside. Before he went out, he said, "Remember, nothing happened, wait for me to come back!"

Jiang Feng looked at his Director Yang's eyes so red, he only knew the first one tonight, he didn't know the other two and three, he didn't dare to ask anything, and drove to Yinghua Xili.

Zheng Xiaowen watched Yang Yilin leave, her mood was still very heavy. When she returned to the West Wing, Yang Yilin's words to her, she had long forgotten about it. Her mind was so confused that she didn't feel sleepy, so she lay on the bed with her clothes, thinking that Yang Yunhan shouted at Yang Yilin in such a loud voice, but Yang Yilin didn't say a word.

She thought to herself: Could it be that Yang Yilin was afraid of his third uncle? He went to see Li Xinning because of pressure? She thought about what Yang Yilin said about 'kicking football' just now, and said in her heart: Then, what the third aunt said, could it be that the two of them arranged and pinched it?

Zheng Xiaowen thought about all the words that Yang Yilin said to her, she felt that Yang Yilin had not changed, but the things around her were changing. She shouted in her heart: Oh my God! The self is not changing, the outside is changing, and the outside world is also difficult to resist!

Zheng Xiaowen had just figured out a little clue, and suddenly, she remembered Meixiang's words at the card table that night, and then she remembered the words of the men at the wine table and Yang Yunhan's words:

"What's four years older, it's not seven or eight years older!'", 'Why do you have to go to a girl seven or eight years older than you!', 'If you find a big wife, in the eyes of others, you will find a mother!', 'Are you looking for a daughter-in-law, do you still want to find a mother?'

Zheng Xiaowen had these words in her mind, and she was already in tears before she knew it. There was a heating stove in the house, which was warm, but she was very cold. She pulled the quilt over her body, her eyes open, she felt a headache and sleepy, closed her eyes, she couldn't sleep again.