076 The Past Is Hard to Go Back (2)

Qin Xuyang didn't want to say anything more about his former lover, but he really hoped that his life could be calm from now on, he and Guan Xiaoqun became a family, he didn't want any changes, and Shu Yun, what he was worried about was her extremism, he saw the other side of her, he didn't want her to become a stranger who didn't even know him for him, but he hoped like this, but Shu Yun still had an opportunity.

A drinking party, both the Guan family and the Su family attended, at that time Guan Xiaoqun was already pregnant, he went to the banquet alone, it was difficult to avoid drinking too much wine at the banquet, he only remembered that the road was still a little unsteady when he came out, but he couldn't remember what happened later, Shu Yun may have been waiting for him there, he woke up the next day in a cold sweat.

Shu Yun slept next to him, he opened his eyes and saw her so frightened that he immediately sat up, his mind was blank, but the fear in his heart took him straight down, he had never been so afraid. She also woke up, opened her eyes and looked at him with a gentle smile, she didn't seem to see his frightened look, and said softly: "Xuyang, you are awake." ”

She must be crazy, he thought. He didn't know her, and he was going to leave immediately. He turned around in a panic, the ground was a mess of clothes, he didn't dare to think about anything, he just wanted to get out of this terrible place quickly, he scooped up his clothes, his hands trembled and put them on one by one, he didn't know what her expression was behind him, until he walked out into the street, he felt that the seeping chill in his heart had dissipated a little.

He sat on a park bench for an afternoon, and he regained some of his thoughts, and he felt that it might be a trap, perhaps, that nothing had happened.

He is not a man who is in a hurry, and he is drunk, although he doesn't remember the situation behind, but if he really has anything to do with Shu Yun, he can't have no impression at all, he has also been drunk, Guan Xiaoqun said that he slept soundly, and pushed him to call him without reflecting, this state can't have changed when Shu Yun is here, he is not such a person.

Thinking of this, his tense nerves relaxed a little, he walked home, he didn't go back all night, Guan Xiaoqun must be anxious, he had to go back quickly, but he had to think about it, Guan Xiaoqun was pregnant, should he tell her about this? He didn't want to hide it from her, but he was a little afraid, in case he was stimulated, but he didn't say it, Shu Yun would take advantage of this matter, he couldn't be threatened by Shu Yun, and he couldn't let Shu Yun tell Guan Xiaoqun. He should have told Guan Xiaoqun himself. He believed that Guan Xiaoqun would also believe him.

Two months have passed since this incident, Shu Yun strangely did not appear again, although Qin Xuyang felt a little strange, but Shu Yun did not come to him, he also felt relieved, he still hoped in his heart that Shu Yun could figure it out by himself.

On that day, he accompanied Guan Xiaoqun to the prenatal checkup, and met Shu Yun in the prenatal checkup department.

She was holding a prenatal checkup sheet in her hand, she showed the prenatal checkup form to Guan Xiaoqun, Guan Xiaoqun read it, and then she returned the prenatal checkup form to Shu Yun, with a smile on her face, she said very calmly: "Miss Shu, Xuyang has already told me about this, I believe in Xuyang, he is a very good husband." She stroked the child in her belly: "I have two months to give birth, Miss Shu's baby in her belly is still young, take good care of your body, Xuyang and I will go to work first." ”

The smile on Shu Yun's face froze on her face, she probably didn't expect Guan Xiaoqun to react like this. Qin Xuyang has never come back to his senses, although he analyzed with himself what he had not done, but after all, he can't be 100% sure, Shu Yun's prenatal checkup list made him confused. He looked at Shu Yun with his eyes open, motionless, his face pale, until Guan Xiaoqun pulled him out of the hospital.

Half a month later, Guan Xiaoqun was born prematurely, the child didn't have time to see the world, he didn't hear his loud cry, only the doctor's cold words echoed in his ears.

He sat on the stairs, which were wet and had just rained, and he sat staring at the puddle of water on the ground, not knowing anything.

Until the stagnant water reflected a woman's face, he stared at that face, he raised his crimson eyes to look at her, he had never hated a person so much, but she could still appear in front of him so calmly, she actually appeared in front of him at this time, she stepped up the stairs, what else did she want to do?

He was in a lot of pain at that time, he didn't want to see this person, he just wanted her to leave his sight immediately, because when he saw this face, he thought of Guan Xiaoqun who was still in the ward, thought of his child, he felt that she was terrible, he immediately stood up, he just wanted to leave, he didn't want to push her.

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The sun shone warmly on Qin Xuyang, he closed his eyes, sighed tiredly, and then stood up and walked towards the exit of the hospital, Guan Xiaoqun wanted to eat some sweets, there was a shopping mall nearby, he walked there to buy her some snacks, just to dissipate the depression in his heart.

There are not many people in the supermarket, he pushed the shopping cart row by shelf and looked at it, Guan Xiaoqun usually likes to eat some small biscuits, so he took a few packs of biscuits with different packaging and different flavors and put them in the shopping cart, he was about to turn another row of shelves to look, only to see his son Qin Zhenzu pushing the shopping cart past him.

"Zhenzu. He immediately screamed, this kid was actually near the hospital, why didn't he go up to see his mother?

Qin Zhenzu heard his father's shout, pulled the shopping cart and took two steps back: "Dad, why are you here?" He couldn't help but be a little happy.

"I also ask you, what are you doing in this supermarket?"

"I'm shopping, what else can I do when I come to the supermarket besides shopping," Qin Zhenzu smiled, and then turned his head sideways to explain to Shu Wei: "My dad, it's really a coincidence." ”

Qin Xuyang frowned slightly, Qin Zhenzu blocked his way, and he didn't see his friend, so he had to say helplessly: "You come to buy things with your friends, and go up to see your mother at night, she was still talking about you just now, you bastard, you only know how to wander around all day long." He pushed the cart out a bit.

"Got it," Qin Zhenzu looked at his shopping cart with a smile, "Fruits, snacks, mom is slandering? Then buy more, come, move all these snacks in my shopping cart, tell my mom that I bought them, and make her happy." ”

"It's not serious. Qin Xuyang said angrily, pushing the shopping cart out.

Shu Wei met his gaze, a little at a loss.

Qin Xuyang was also a little stunned, only then did he know that his son had taken his girlfriend out to shop, no wonder he didn't go to the hospital, but he wondered why this girlfriend was not Zhuang Yuran?

Qin Zhenzu looked at Shu Wei's nervous and helpless appearance, and hurriedly smiled: "It's not a big deal, this is my dad, and it's not a man-eating tiger, what are you nervous about." As he spoke, he stretched out his hand and pulled Shu Wei over, and said to Qin Xuyang: "This is Shu Wei, the 'Shu' of 'Shu Chang', the 'Wei' of 'Breeze', the name is good, and the person is also good-looking." ”

When Shu Wei heard this, she couldn't help but be even more at a loss, she looked at Qin Zhenzu, Qin Zhenzu's words would make Qin Xuyang misunderstand, "Don't make trouble." She said in a panic, suddenly meeting Qin Xuyang, she hadn't prepared for this yet, she only felt that her heart was beating fast.

Qin Xuyang was slightly stunned.

His expression was a little grim, looking at the young girl in front of him who was about twenty-four or five years old, she was also surnamed 'Shu'? He couldn't help but suspect that this surname was too coincidental, and it was too consistent with the message Shu Yun sent him, and it was too coincidental to appear next to Zhenzu.

"Dad, what's wrong with you?" With this look, Qin Zhenzu couldn't help but look sideways at Shu Wei.

Shu hung her head slightly, she felt the man's gaze, and it fell on her face with scrutiny, why? Could it be that he heard her surname "Shu", so he knew who she was...... She looked up slightly, he really knew who she was?

Qin Xuyang looked at this girl, her eyes were clear and her appearance was delicate...... He didn't say anything, just retracted his gaze and said to Qin Zhenzu: "Your mother should also wake up, Dad will go back first, and your mother will be discharged from the hospital in two days, you can come over and help." Qin Zhenzu responded.

He pushed the shopping cart past Shu Wei's side, and the two met their eyes for a moment. He remembered the situation that day, Shu Yun grabbed his hand, he hated it in his heart at that time, and shook off her hand with his backhand, and she fell down the stairs and bled ...... The kid ...... He felt his heart falling, how could it be?

Qin Zhenzu looked at his back thoughtfully, then turned his head sideways to observe Shu Wei's expression, and then said with a smile: "Let's go over there and have a look." ”

Shu Wei looked at the back of that person, he left, did he know who she was? When he heard her name, he was surprised for a moment, she should not have read it wrong, did his mother tell him?

"Okay, let's go. Hearing Qin Zhenzu's words, Shu Wei didn't dare to look at it anymore, she just thought, maybe she should ask her mother, if her mother has a connection with him, then what does her mother want to do?

The wind by the river is still so strong, Qin Zhenzu leaned on the railing, turned his head to look at Shu Wei, she sat on the bench, the sun was shining on her, she tied up her hair, the wind blew her hair, it was not too messy, she was wearing a long black coat, this kind of coat will look thinner if a person is a little fatter, but a thin person will look thinner, so her already thin figure is even more single.

He leaned against the railing like that, just looked at her like that, she was motionless, like a sculpture, he also remained motionless, letting the strong wind blowing by the river make his face hurt, in fact, he didn't understand what he was thinking, just looked at her, as if he saw himself, and suddenly felt a little distressed, and wanted to comfort her.

He took a cigarette and a lighter out of his pocket, lit a cigarette against the wind, and then he smoked it, and in the thin smoke he looked at her. He suddenly understood. She approached him, paid attention to him, listened to him intently, and it turned out that it was only for this reason. He turned around slowly, looking at the river, and at the few pleasure boats floating on the river.

Shu Wei raised her eyes and looked at him, when she came out of the mall just now, he didn't drive back, she agreed to him to invite him to eat at home, it's nothing, in her heart, she is willing to eat with him, go to the mall together, go for a walk together, close to him She feels a sense of closeness, she used to feel that she was not close to the city, but now it is a little different. She stood up and walked over to him, smiled slightly, and said, "Let's go back, I'm a little hungry." ”

Qin Zhenzu also smiled and turned to look at her: "I thought you didn't want to go back, so I took you out for a walk," he paused, "Are you really okay?"

Shu Wei looked at him, a little surprised in her heart, he gave people the appearance of a game world, but her heart was delicate and insightful, she just shook her head and didn't speak, but somehow, she always felt like he already knew her thoughts, but I don't know why he didn't ask and was not surprised.

The two stayed by the river for a while before driving back to their accommodation.

Qin Zhenzu was tinkering with the TV in the living room, and he asked Shu Wei for the password of WIFI, obviously planning to watch a movie here to kill time.

The TV Shu Wei never turned on, so he didn't even plug in the power supply, hearing his words Shu Wei was slightly stunned, she washed her hands and walked out of the kitchen, the TV was turned on, a very beautiful screen, she glanced at him, and then took the remote control from his hand, pressed it a few times and then handed it to him, didn't say anything, and turned around and went into the kitchen.

Qin Zhenzu looked at her back and smiled, he took off his coat, there was a high-necked white sweater inside, he pressed it back and forth in the remote control, and the option box in the TV also jumped off one by one, and then he picked out the film, took the package and leaned back on the sofa to watch it.

Hearing the sound of the TV, Shu Wei had a very special feeling in her heart, this feeling was also felt at noon when she and Fu Yu were cooking together that day, it was a feeling that made people feel at home, the sound of TV, the sound of cooking, were all lively and warm sounds, which made her feel stable.

Then she inevitably remembered Fu Yu. She hadn't seen him since that day, and although she knew he lived across the street, she felt that maybe that was the end of their connection. Two nights she had typed out to look at the stars outside, and saw the lights on in his house, when it was past twelve o'clock.

She was thinking about it when she heard the sound of the mobile phone, she hurriedly put down the knife that cut vegetables, dried her hands and went to get the mobile phone on the dining table, it was Fu Qing.

Fu Qing said that she was coming over now, and Grandpa Fu asked her to send her something.

Shu Wei was a little stunned, she couldn't help but turn her head and glance in the direction of the living room: "Are you coming over now?"

"That's right, I'm going out, grandpa said you're too thin, drink more soup to make up, you should be at home, right?" The voice of the TV passed a little, and Fu Qing smiled: "I heard the sound of the TV, okay, it's so leisurely, I won't tell you, I'm driving now." She hung up her phone.

Fu Qing looked ahead, she went back to the old house with her brother on Saturday, and her grandfather quietly asked her about the matter, of course she didn't have to hide it from her grandfather, and maybe grandpa had some other way to promote the progress of these two people, so grandpa has orders now, of course she has to do it.