Chapter 534: Guilt
That dream was really amazing for Lu Manqing, and the impact was also very great, so even if these days passed, as if it still happened yesterday, Lu Manqing didn't forget it at all, and even every little detail in the dream could be remembered clearly.
She can even clearly remember every feeling and action she felt at that time, every word she said and every expression of the original owner, which was imprinted in her mind very clearly, as if they were all engraved into her soul.
Waiting for Gu Yan to park the car in a café, the two found a private corner, Lu Manqing ate ice cream, drank milk tea, little by little, and told Gu Yan about the things in his dreams.
Including the so-called misplaced soul, including the original owner getting along with his family, and the original owner asked him to come to see Dean Su, etc., that dream was very long, Lu Manqing said it in detail, the two sat for nearly two hours, and Lu Manqing finished talking about this dream.
Gu Yan didn't say anything during the whole process, just listened to Lu Manqing silently, and the expression on his face didn't fluctuate too much, but only he knew how shocked he was.
He always thought that Lu Manqing's double soul problem had been out of the scope of science to explain, and even beyond the cognition of ordinary people, if he hadn't known about this situation earlier, and now someone suddenly told him about this kind of thing, he was afraid that he would think that the other party was a madman.
But Gu Yan never expected that what he saw, knew, and came into contact with was only the tip of the iceberg, he didn't expect that his girl came here, and the original Lu Manqing went to another world, she did not dissipate, but made an exchange with his own girl.
What he didn't expect was that two people, or two souls, could actually achieve a conversation across time and space in a dream, and even his little girl could clearly "see" everything that happened during this time.
This made Gu Yan's heart really shocked, but at the same time, it also made him inevitably feel a little worried, but more of it, he was relieved.
In fact, since knowing that the main soul of this body, that is, the original Lu Manqing, has left, Gu Yan's heart has also experienced a lot of impact, from the initial ecstasy, to unbearable, to guilt, not only Gu Yan, but also Old Man Gu, and his heart is not so comfortable.
They are just ordinary people, not executioners, a young girl, just leaving this world, how can they have no waves in their hearts, even if they all like Lu Manqing more now, and they only have more feelings for her, but they still can't change, her arrival means the departure of another life.
Over the years, the original owner has not had much contact with them, and her temperament is extremely sensitive and fragile, Gu Yan and Old Man Gu also deliberately avoided getting along with the main soul after knowing that there were two children living in this body, but this could not be covered up, the departure of the original owner actually caused a certain impact on them.
Although, the original owner took the initiative to give up her body, her departure had nothing to do with the Gu family, and even Gu Yan was ready, if his little girl could never come to this world, he would also take into account the consequences.
Unexpectedly, Xie Yunhuan's blow and Lu Meihong's heavy blow made the original owner finally choose to give up on himself and give up everything in this world, but no matter what, Gu Yan always felt a little indebted and sad in his heart.
It is precisely because of this that Gu Yan took the initiative to mention letting Lu Manqing come to see Dean Su, although this does not change anything, but he feels that at such an important moment for a girl, marriage, "she" must want to be accompanied by someone close to her.
Even if "she" can't see it or feel it, Gu Yan still made such a request, perhaps, he just hopes to relieve the guilt in his heart through such behavior.
After Lu Manqing finished narrating the entire dream, Gu Yan made an appointment with Mr. Sun for the first time after seeking Lu Manqing's consent.
"If she's doing well over there, I think we can all take it easy. Lu Manqing sighed and said faintly, "Although, I miss my family too much......
"Qingqing ......" Gu Yan's voice suddenly tightened, "If you miss your family, you won't be exchanging, right?"
Lu Manqing's words made Gu Yan suddenly realize this possibility, and all of a sudden, his still somewhat dull mood just now disappeared, people are selfish, no matter how much guilt and sadness there is, it can't replace the pain that he loses after getting it.
If he hasn't gotten it yet, then even if he loses it like this, although he is painful and sad, but that's all, maybe he can live by himself for the rest of his life, or maybe in the future, he can find someone who can live with him, maybe there are many maybes, but none of those happened, his little girl came to him.
No one can know and understand how he longed, how he looked forward to, how he suffered, and in the waiting day after day, night after night every year, he was worried and afraid of the day when his little girl arrived.
How much he cherished those days, how much he looked forward to the infinite continuation of time, when he knew that his little girl was coming, how ecstatic he was, these days of getting along, their sweet love, this kind of satisfaction after getting, so that Gu Yan had no way to paralyze and coax himself at all.
He couldn't accept it anymore, the days of losing Lu Manqing, if before, he was just passively waiting for the two souls to make their own choice, then now, his little girl will leave, Gu Yan is sure, he will do everything he can to keep her soul and not let her have another chance to escape.
"Not anymore. Lu Manqing's words made Gu Yan's more and more narrow thoughts under control, Lu Manqing's voice was a little low, but the tone was affirmative, "She lives very well over there, and she gets along well with my parents, even better than when I was here." ”
"At that time, I was very willful, leaving my family aside, just chasing my dreams, but what about her, she knows how to cherish my family more, love them, and have her company, my parents are very happy and satisfied. ”
"It's the same dream to come true, but she can take care of the family, and I'm far inferior to ......"