After Zheng Xiaowen wrote her heart-to-heart diary, she began to blame Yang Yilin for not keeping her promises, and at the same time she also complained about the third uncle and third aunt, and broke up Yang Yilin's love and marriage with her. The more she blamed and complained, the more resentful she felt. The more resentful she became, the more uncomfortable she became.

Zheng Xiaowen's thoughts turned back and forth, thinking about herself and making her uncomfortable, full of sorrow and resentment, and full of her love past.

She had wanted to go to sleep, but her mind was so troubled, where would she still be able to sleep? She sat still, and continued to write her heart in the diary, and she wrote two small words in succession: "Helpless" and "Sun, Moon, Earth."

Zheng Xiaowen looked at the words she wrote, thought about it, shed tears, sighed, and muttered to herself: "Alas!

She got up and turned on the bedside lamp and turned off the light on the desk. She was about to go to bed, and when she raised her eyes, she saw a photo of Mount Tai above the head of the bed, of her and Yang Yilin.

She looked at Yang Yilin's expression in the photo, her thoughts unconsciously churned again, tears welled up in her eyes again, and the words in her heart also surged up, she returned to the desk and wrote her heart at the moment.

Zheng Xiaowen couldn't help but write to himself in his diary: ""Tearful Eyes Look at Photos": Tearful eyes touch your photos, your like, and also touch your people and your appearance. I can't touch your clothes, your chest, but I can't touch your heart, your thoughts.

"Tearful eyes touch your handsomeness, your pretty, and also touch your coldness and your smile. I can touch your look, your appearance, but I can't touch your heart.

"Tearful eyes touch you like you all the time, do you know that there is a heart that is telling you? Do you remember having someone with you at sunrise and sunset? Do you remember walking hand in hand for three years?

"These teary eyes can only touch your photo, but you are a person that really makes it difficult for me to guess! Have you forgotten that you and I are happy in spring, happy in summer, happy in autumn, and happy in autumn? Have you forgotten that you and I share the exhibition paper, take a pen and write poems and songs? This love that is hard to find in the world are so willing to give up? Looking at you and thinking of this, my tears have flowed into a river......

Zheng Xiaowen wrote to herself, she wiped the tears on her face, thought about it in her heart, and unconsciously sighed and said to herself: "Alas! Forget it, don't talk about him in the future, and don't blame him anymore." Yilin's finding Li Xinning is private, which is of great benefit to his future.

"From the perspective of Yilin and Li Xinning's natural conditions, it is also a very good match. I can't compare with Li Xinning in terms of age, looking at this matter from the psychology of the public and from the public's point of view, Yilin and Li Xinning are suitable anywhere, and Yilin was right to choose Li Xinning.

"The point is, the only thing he Yang Yilin did not do right was that after he found Li Xinning, a person who was more suitable for him, even if he hid it from me, he should not break off the connection with me Zheng Xiaowen again. He should be clear and put an end to this relationship between the two of us, so that it is right.

"Alas, I turned a corner and thought about it again, Yang Yilin left me, I Zheng Xiaowen shouldn't have any resentment towards him, it is said that I should thank him Yang Yilin, if it weren't for him, how could I experience ......"

Zheng Xiaowen muttered to herself, another thought in her mind was pumping straight out one by one, one by one, and she muttered to herself and wrote in her diary:

"Thank You When I Cry": Thank you from the bottom of my heart even if I cry with sadness. Because, it was you who made me draw out a long thread of emotional color light in your colorful light cluster and decorate the universe space of my life. Even though the space was darkened, I used to have it.

"It was you who made me in your place, taking out endless emotional nectar and moistening my arid heart. I have the light that I have drawn from you, the seven colors become ten colors, and the light shines on the filaments, and my body and mind have an unprecedented, sudden warmth.

"I have the nourishment of long-term nectar that I took out from you, and it is only in the space of my life that I germinate, sprout, and give birth to an eternal and immortal soul.

"This soul, it roams sweetly and freely, in its colorful light and erotic world, happily watching, the flowers blooming on the earth, watching the dazzling and emotional beauty of the bright silk threads hanging in the air.

Suddenly, this eternal and immortal soul, it flew up gently, it smiled, and kept jumping up and down, left and right on the bright thread of emotion. Seeing the way it smiles makes people so happy!

"The years are long, but they don't feel that they have flown by, this lively and smiling, eternal and immortal soul, it has unconsciously grown a pair of angelic wings, it is up and down the emotional bright silk thread, it leaps emotionally, dances happily.

"This soul, it flies, dances, inadvertently, the tips of its beautiful wings, touches the bright silk thread of emotion, and suddenly, the silk thread of love shines brightly, and then, a set of mysterious and beautiful music, through the air. The colorful light that filled the universe and the strange and beautiful melodious music made this soul enjoy it, dancing and smiling like a drunken dream.

This soul was immersed in the blissful enjoyment of beautiful color and soft sound, and suddenly, a beautiful angel from the outside world directly broke into the cosmic space of this soul's life. Moreover, the angel of the outer world actually has the same preferences as this soul.

"The angel, it sees the beauty of this soul space, hears the music in this soul space, the angel, it is so happy, it is so happy that it immediately dances, it is surrounded by the bright silk thread of emotion, it flies, it dances, it is excited, it is already very happy.

"That angel, it is the same as this soul, it is flying happily, dancing, accidentally, its beautiful wings touched, belonging to this soul of emotional light bright silk thread, a different situation happened, is blooming love silk thread, the moment dimmed, the melodious music also suddenly stopped, this soul's cosmic space, suddenly dark, cold pressing.

"The angel of the outer world flew away, and the soul was dazed in its gray and cold world, it stopped dancing, it had no smile, it hid in a corner, curled up, crying silently, crying...... The springs of its eyes flowed into countless streams, and the streams bent several times and merged into a long river of sorrow for this soul's life......"

Zheng Xiaowen finished writing by herself, these words from the depths of her heart, she wiped the tears on her face, smiled with a crying voice, and said: "Wen Nini, you, you, you can't even face this bravely, it seems that in your life, don't think about being heroic, send you two words: cowardice!"

After she finished speaking, she knew that she couldn't think about it anymore, so she stood up, stretched out her arms and kicked her legs, and took a few deep breaths before saying to herself: "Go to sleep, don't go to sleep quickly, I want to wait until dawn to sleep!"