Zhao Pengfei, what do you mean by that? Don't you think about it yourself? It's absolutely wrong for you to think like this?"

Zhao Juan was completely overwhelmed, sat in her position, looked at Zhao Pengfei, whose face was becoming more and more pale in front of her, and said with some anxiety

"I know that you can't accept such a thing at all, but this is not the reason why you asked me to pretend that your girlfriend asked Bai Jinglan to leave you, you also know how seriously Bai Jinglan takes you, if you really do this, Bai Jinglan will definitely not be able to accept it, do you understand?"

"In contrast, I think the best way is for you to tell Bai Jinglan honestly, your relationship is so good, at least the two of you don't have any regrets together. ”

"No, no, absolutely not like this, absolutely not"

Zhao Pengfei's head shook like a wave, his eyes were raised, and his face was covered with tears

"Zhao Juan, you are Bai Jinglan's best friend, then you should know Bai Jinglan's character very well, she looks soft and weak, but she is very stubborn in her bones, and quite single-minded, if she knows that I have cancer, she will definitely not leave me Yes, I can indeed be with Bai Jinglan in the last period of time, but what can the result be?"

"I'm afraid that in the end, we will part ways, I will die of a serious illness, leaving Bai Jinglan alone, what do you think will become of him, how long will it take him to recover from this pain?"

Zhao Pengfei's head shook like a rattle.

Obviously, he had thought about this matter many times, had a lot of thoughts and speculations, and raised his head and said word by word

"What's more, with Bai Jinglan's character, if such a thing really happens, I'm afraid he will not be able to get out of this shadow for a year, two years, three years, five years, she is still young, she still has a future, she still has a long way to go, she can still find a man who loves her, she can get married and have children, and she can have a happy life, but if I let her be imprisoned in this past forever, do you think this is fair to her? Do you hope that your best friend Bai Jinglan will become like this in the future?"

"No, no, isn't that a bit too extreme for you to think like that?"

Zhao Juan shook her head and muttered to herself, feeling cold all over her body.

Although she said things that she didn't believe, she knew very well in her bones that Bai Jinglan was indeed like this, and sometimes she would be a person who would get into the dead corner.

"Zhao Juan, you should know very well that the living will never be able to compete for the dead, if I really tell Bai Jinglan about the cancer, he will stay by my side, but when I leave, I will stay in her heart forever and forever, even if she meets a man who is good to her later, she will not easily open her heart, and even have her own good life, I can't do this, this is really unfair to her. ”

"How so, how so?"

Zhao Juan's eyes were full of tears, her mouth was wide open, and she looked at Zhao Pengfei in front of her with tears streaming down

"But it's completely unfair to you"

"How can it be unfair, if a man can't give his beloved woman the happy life he wants, then it's better to leave her far away and let her find her own happiness"

Zhao Pengfei said with a smile, a bright smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, but tears flowed down his face, and the smile he showed felt like a cup of bitter coffee, which was so bitter that he couldn't even accept his whole body and mind.

"Zhao Juan, you should know very well that breakup and death are completely different concepts, saying that it is a breakup, even if it is said that I am empathetic and don't fall in love, Bai Jinglan will be resentful, will hate me, and even hate me, even so, he will only be able to last for a year or two at most, and he will survive for three years, and he will slowly come out of the pain, compared to his eternal life immersed in sadness, hindering her happiness, don't you think this is the best choice?"

"As for fairness, I'm afraid that I will have already turned into a cup of loess by then, and what kind of fairness do I need, but if it is really unfair, it can only be unfair to you. ”

Zhao Pengfei muttered to himself, raised his head, looked at Zhao Juan and said word by word

"I know, my approach is very wrong, it is very unfair to you, and it will even make you misunderstood by Bai Jinglan, but this is the best way I can think of, I don't know what to do next, and I don't know how long I can hide, even if I play missing, even if I break up with her, if there is no clear answer, Bai Jinglan will not give up at all, maybe I can get away with other women pretending to be girlfriends, but I don't want any accidents, I just want Bai Jinglan to live well in the future, as long as she is good, everything is worth it for me, Zhao Juan, please help me, is that okay?"

"How could it be like this, how could it be like this?"

Zhao Juan's eyes were red, and tears flowed down.

She had thought about many possibilities, but she really hadn't thought that such a thing would happen in reality.

But there's no denying that sometimes the reality is more bloody than that.

Looking at Zhao Pengfei in front of him, Zhao Juan lowered her head, took out a napkin, and gently wiped her tears.

She could feel Zhao Pengfei's deep attachment to Bai Jinglan, but it was really because of this attachment that he made the most difficult choice.

Even if he can't be with Bai Jinglan at the last moment of his life.

Even if you endure boundless pain and misunderstandings, you will not hesitate.

In order to be able to return Bai Jinglan a complete life, a life without shadows.

After all, who wouldn't meet a scumbag and a scumbag these days?

It's like recognizing the wrong person, and you can forget about it after a good night's sleep.

Time was passing little by little, and Zhao Juan was drinking cup after cup of coffee, doing a fierce ideological struggle

suddenly

Zhao Pengfei on the other side coughed violently, and the blood coughed up from the handkerchief covering his mouth

Zhao Juan hurriedly stood up and said excitedly

"I understand, I promise you, I promise you, Zhao Pengfei, I promise your request, pretend to be your girlfriend, we will definitely let Bai Jinglan break up with you"

Time flies, 30 years pass in a flash.

In the rest room of Bai Jinglan's art exhibition, Bai Jinglan's hands trembled uncontrollably, and the tears in her eyes fell like pearls to the paper

Holding a thin piece of paper in her hand, it was as heavy as a thousand gold in Bai Jinglan's hands.

"How so, how so, why is this happening?"

"Zhao Juan, Zhao Juan, 30 years, a full 30 years, why didn't you tell me earlier, why didn't you tell me earlier?"

"Why?"

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