078 I'm Waiting for You Here (2)
The night was like water, and the moon was surprisingly bright tonight, half-bent like a small boat sleeping in the embrace of the deep blue sea.
Out of the community, there is a large shopping mall diagonally opposite the road, and then a crossroads, it is even more lively, libraries, concert halls, book cities, hospitals, etc. are not far away.
Qin Zhenzu responded to his father's words and wanted to go to the hospital to see his mother, and Shu Wei also wanted to come out and walk around alone, and go to the library to return two books that were about to expire.
"You really don't want me to send you there? Qin Zhenzu put his hands in his coat pockets and said to Shu Wei with some anxiety.
"No, I often go out for a walk, and there is a big square on the other side of those concert halls, and it's very lively, and there are people singing in the streets, and there are aunties dancing in the square, so I walk along the road and go to the library to return the books. ”
Shu Wei now feels that he and Qin Zhenzu are getting along more and more easy-going, and his mentality is very relaxed, and Qin Zhenzu seems to be very quiet when he is not making trouble, the two have a feeling that they are getting closer and more tacit, Shu Wei feels that this is probably because they are also related by blood, the two don't have to say it too clearly, but they can both feel this very wonderful feeling.
"Okay, you'll go home early when you're done with the book, and I'll go see my mother first, and I'll have dinner with you another day." ”
Shu smiled, "Okay, then you should also go to see Auntie early." Her hands were also shrunk in her coat pockets, her face was even colder from the light on the road, and she looked at him with a slight smile.
Qin Zhenzu looked at her for a long time, then glanced in the direction of the library, and said with a smile: "Okay, you go, I'll go drive." ”
Shu Wei smiled and nodded, and then slowly paced forward, she looked at her shadow stretched by the light, and there was a sense of peace in her heart that she hadn't seen for many days.
Qin Zhenzu stood in place and watched her for a while, until she walked a hundred meters away, then turned around and got into the car.
There are still a lot of people in the square next to the concert hall, although the weather is cold, but there is never a lack of liveliness in a cultural center like this, Shu Wei stood in the crowd of onlookers and watched the street performers playing guitars and singing folk songs for a while, and slowly turned around and walked, there were many children running and playing in the square, and the adults did not dare to leave their eyes for a moment to chase after them, lest they bump into it, and now the children are really happy, her eyebrows and eyes are crooked, and she also has some warmth with the laughter of the children.
She didn't realize that while she was watching the excitement in the square, someone was following her in her footsteps, watching her silently, and then she would look back, and she would be able to see him at a glance in the crowd, because he was so different.
He was dressed in a tailor-made high-end suit, with his hands in the pockets of his trousers, and his excellent appearance and composure gave people a sense of coldness, so that those who noticed him were slightly surprised, but they did not dare to come up and talk to him. His gaze was on her figure, always so deep, she stopped, he stopped, she walked, he walked, always no more than twenty meters apart.
It wasn't until she entered the library that he watched her out of his sight.
Then he withdrew his gaze, turned and walked back slowly. He had been eating near the concert hall, and when he saw her across the road, he involuntarily followed her. He didn't want to disturb her, no matter where she went, he would involuntarily follow her direction all the time, he just obeyed his heart, no matter how she felt about him.
He walked back to the square next to the concert hall, stopped where she had just stopped, listened for a while to the folk songs sung by the singers, and bent the corners of his mouth with those cute and lively children, and then he walked through the square, came to his own car, took out the car key and pressed it, and got into the car with great grace.
Since he got drunk that day, he has had two drinks in Zhao Hengcheng's bar almost every day in the past few days, but most of them went after nine o'clock, he worked overtime in the company, stayed until everyone was gone, and he was there for a while, before he went out to find a place to eat, and then drove to Zhao Hengcheng's bar, and there were two nights when he was invited by a friend to eat, and then went to Zhao Hengcheng's bar a little later.
He just didn't really want to go back sooner.
In the past, when a person had no distractions, he didn't feel lonely in the face of a lonely room, but now when he has a figure in his heart, he doesn't know why he will be cranky and always linger when he calms down. He would think about what she was doing across from her, and he couldn't help but go to the balcony to see that her light was always dark at night, and his heart was gradually sinking like ashes.
The bar is still as lively, there seem to be more customers in the lights, and the music is louder.
Zhao Hengcheng was wiping the bar table, raising his eyes to see Fu Yu rubbing shoulders with someone and walking in, his brows were still slightly furrowed as if he had seen him in the past few nights.
He looked at him disapprovingly: "Why are you here again? In the past, I asked you to come out for two drinks, because I knew that you were alone, it was very convenient, and of course you came to drink two drinks for a pastime, and everyone could also talk about it, but now that you come every day, my mood is a little heavy." ”
Fu Yu looked at him, put his hands on the bar and put his fingers together, and said: "I'm still alone now, I'm still here to drink two drinks at the bar, and I'm still here to talk to you, is there any difference between my current state and before?"
Zhao Hengcheng put a glass of wine in front of him and said very seriously: "Do you think it's the same now? You are here to escape now, I just told you that Shu Wei and Qin Zhenzu came to the bar for a drink or two together, and the two of them are not in love, are you so discouraged? If you have anything to say, you can tell her, I didn't see that you are so indecisive." ”
Fu Yu raised his head and took two sips of the wine, but did not speak. He knows very well that he is not indecisive, he understands Shu Wei's feelings very well, but Shu Wei doesn't understand his feelings, he doesn't want to force her, let alone embarrass her.
Zhao Hengcheng looked at him drinking and being depressed, and thought to himself that it seemed that he was going to drink too much tonight, and there were guests over there who were shouting and drinking too much, so he had to sigh helplessly and walked out of the bar to go over there to have a look.
A long, straight-haired woman wearing a pink skinny low-V-neck sweater with a super tight light blue denim under it walked over and sat down next to him. She looked at Fu Yu with a wine glass for a while, and then said with a smile: "You're not happy, I'm also a little worried, why don't we have two glasses?" The woman's delicate voice was like a cello singing in a low voice, and there was a bewitching charm.
Fu Yu was immersed in his own world as if he hadn't heard it, and the woman didn't speak again, just looking at him with her beautiful chin, as if she was out of a trance.
Fu Yu drank the wine in the cup, stood up and walked in the direction of the bathroom, the woman looked at him until he disappeared around the corner, she lowered her eyes in amazement, and looked preoccupied.
Zhao Hengcheng came back to appease the guests who had drunk two more glasses and wanted to make trouble, but saw that Fu Yu was no longer there, but there was an extra woman with a bit of grace sitting there, but he didn't feel strange, but he just sighed that there was another woman who ate his closed door, and couldn't help but shake his head.
The woman raised her face and also glanced at Zhao Hengcheng twice, seeing that his eyes were only busy with the things in hand, she frowned slightly, touched her face involuntarily, and looked down at her carefully matched clothes, thinking that something was wrong.
"You men often hang out in bars, do you have immunity if you see too many beautiful women?" she turned the wine glass in her hand and looked at Zhao Hengcheng drunkenly.
Zhao Hengcheng raised his eyes to look at her, and saw that this woman looked delicate and couldn't help but be windy, she was the kind of woman who most men would involuntarily rise up with a sense of protection and pity when they saw it, and this was a sad woman with a story.
He thought for a moment and said, "On the contrary, most of the men who come to the bar and don't return are here to hunt for beauty, how can there be any reason to refuse beautiful women? Although wine cannot solve the problem, it can make people rely on it temporarily, they think that wine can relieve their worries, but in fact, it is the complete opposite, except for drinking a stomach full of bitter wine to make themselves more troubled, drunk until the next day, and disrupting their daily schedules, there is no other benefit. ”
"If you're trying to find a good man in a crowded bar, you're in the wrong place. Get out of the bar, search on the Internet, find a place with beautiful mountains and rivers, find a quiet resort, walk around the ancient temples in the deep mountains surrounded by incense, and maybe you will know what you want when you come back. ”
The mountains and rivers are beautiful, the quiet resort, the ancient temples in the deep mountains, and the woman looks melancholy and thoughtful. After Zhao Hengcheng finished speaking, he was busy with his own affairs, he moved two boxes of wine out of the back, unpacked them and put them on the wine shelf, today there are two resting ones, two people on sick leave, and one person on personal leave, he is so busy that his feet don't touch the ground, but he doesn't have the spare time to act as a mind-reading and worry-solving expert for others.
Fu Qing arrived at the bar at ten o'clock, when she came, Fu Yu had drunk two more glasses than usual, but not to the point of getting drunk, he was in a depressed mood, and when he heard Fu Qing sitting next to Zhao Hengcheng and asking for wine, he only glanced at her sideways, and then said, "Didn't you go to dinner with Hanchen, why did you come back?"
"I'm in a bad mood, come over and have a drink or two and go back to sleep. Fu Qing's voice also sounded low and bored.
"What's wrong? Quarrel with Hanchen again?"
Fu Qing didn't say anything for a while. Quarrel, no. Now it is the opposite of before, if she was angry in her heart, she would immediately confess to Su Hanchen and ask him to explain to her, but now it will not be, she hides her heart in her heart, she doesn't even have the heart to mention it, and even she doesn't know why there is such a change, maybe she is tired, she always quarrels for the same thing and the same person, even if she has the energy, she will feel tired of it one day.
"Brother, does it make people so tired after talking about a love for a long time? Obviously, two people love each other, but why are there always unsolvable contradictions, and there are endless problems? Am I too careful? I should believe that there is no love between men and women between them, but just let Jiang Ying always wander around us, I feel stupid, and I am unwilling. ”
"I don't think we're going back to the way we used to be. Even if the two of them stay together back to back now, it's not the pure feeling of the past, I always feel unsteady, I always feel insecure, and I feel tired of guessing. You said that the person is still the same person, and the feelings are not necessarily a little less, but why is there a sense of distance between the two?"
Zhao Hengcheng stood in front of the two brothers and sisters, gently pushed a glass of wine in front of Fu Qing, he looked at Fu Qing's appearance of being haunted by his heart, and did not speak.
The two brothers and sisters seemed to be immersed in their own emotions, ignoring Zhao Hengcheng, when the wine came, they reached out and raised their heads to drink, Fu Qing talked to himself, and did not ask Fu Yu to answer her questions that she couldn't even figure out herself, those things she didn't mention in front of Su Hanchen, and those troubles that she felt were very dull on her chest, all without reservation in front of them.
Should a couple of lovers who are still in love with each other continue to walk if they have this feeling of getting along more and more tired? Will they eventually end up with a pair of resentful couples?
Fu Qing used to think that her personality was quite straightforward and refreshing, what to say, but now she didn't dare to say it or ask again, so she didn't care about it and messed up, like a ball of hemp that made people's heads hurt and stuffy, it was really self-inflicted, she thought, drank the wine in the cup with her head up, and joked with Zhao Hengcheng: "It seems that I want to trouble you to send me back tonight, I said you better hurry up and find a girlfriend, otherwise I will always get drunk in your bar so fearlessly, so people will misunderstand, so when will you be able to get off the list?"
Zhao Hengcheng glanced at her with a faint expression, reached out and took her wine glass, then lowered his head and did not speak. Fu Qing looked at the brother next to him, and said, "Don't drink anymore, Shu Wei, she doesn't like men who drink, and besides, it's not like you to borrow wine to kill your sorrows, be careful that your mother and grandfather will nag you if they find out." She doesn't care about herself, she's used to it for the past three years, but she hasn't seen her brother drink so much wine.
Fu Yu was stunned for a moment, and then looked at Fu Qing, who was already a little more drunk than him, and said uneasily: "You drank too much, call a substitute driver and I'll send you back first." ”
Fu Qing waved his hand: "Don't go back, if I don't get drunk, I'll be drunk and crazy when I go back, I don't want to see my house tomorrow like a bad thief, I don't want to clean up." ”
Fu Yu and Zhao Hengcheng glanced at each other, Zhao Hengcheng moved the wine over and said to her: "Drink two more glasses, otherwise I won't care about you, I'm very busy today, you two don't mess with me," he nodded Fu Yu emphatically: "Especially you, I sent you back last time, I was so tired that my back hurt for two days, I don't feel like I have to carry another one when I come back." ”