Chapter 122: What I Don't Know
Bai Yi sent Xiao Ling a lot of gifts and new clothes, delicious food. gave Cheng Qing some money again. Cheng Qing wanted to leave Bai Yi at home for the New Year, but Bai Yi refused.
"After all, our identity is special! It's not very convenient! I understand your good intentions! Cheng Qing, we are still relatives, friends, and good classmates!"
"Well, you can't change it for a lifetime! You are my child's mother!" After speaking, Cheng Qing smiled, suddenly remembered something, and said, "I blamed you for Xiao Ling's incident last time, and Xu Ling, he found Xiao Ling, and he also had a fight with the kidnapper Xiao Ling, and then he was injured, so he notified the people on his side to save Xiao Ling! I didn't know before, but then I heard what the person who was watching Xiao Ling said!"
Bai Yi's face changed, and he said, "Why didn't you say it earlier!"
"No, you didn't ask me! Your situation was not good at the time! I didn't say much! Now that I think about it, I'll say a few more words to you! If I wasn't your ex-husband, I really think Xu Ling was really good to you! I still resented Xu Ling when you happened before, and then I thought that he also suffered a lot because of the child and you! So ......"
Bai Yi didn't wait for Cheng Qing to finish speaking, she left in a hurry, she didn't care if you Cheng Qing wanted it or not, your ex-husband, why did you participate in my current relationship? Not to mention that you don't tell me so many things, I really give you a lot of good face!
Bai Yi kept thinking about many things during this time on the way back to Beijing. At that time, he was only sad, and he didn't see what Xu Ling did at all, he told himself that he must bring Xiaoling back, but Bai Yi showed up in the end, and always thought that the police saved the child, because it was Cheng Qing who brought the child in, and then he was in a bad mood, and he never had much contact with Cheng Qing, let alone have time to say something face-to-face, until today.
At that time, she didn't know what Xu Ling did, she only remembered that she thought a lot of useless, thought of suicide, thought that everything would be solved when she died, Qi Xiaoxi would let go of the child, and Xu Ling didn't have to worry about who to believe. After waking up, she knew that she had been rescued, and she didn't ask Xu Ling how she was rescued and how she came to the hospital, what she thought was that Xu Ling went home and saw her and sent her to the hospital, everything was so natural, but she didn't know that Xu Ling was injured, she didn't know how Xu Ling sent herself to the hospital after she was injured, and she didn't know how Xu Ling spent those few hours when she was in the operating room.
She only cared about the child coming back, but she didn't ask how the child came back! She only knew that she had bitten Xu Ling, but she didn't know how she had injured Xu Ling, and how Xu Ling endured it, and she didn't show it in front of her. She only knew that she was sad, and she didn't think that Xu Ling had put down the whole crew and ran back to accompany her, comfort her, and help her save the child. She didn't know what happened between Xu Ling and Qi Xiaoxi.
Later, he was once immersed in sadness, entanglement, and pain, and just wanted to blindly avoid Xu Ling, but he didn't know that Xu Ling would also be sad, how he loved himself so much, how did he endure grief and stay away from himself. Also, what does it mean that he puts the key here for himself? He never explained what it means from beginning to end? He has never said what it means to break up with himself? It was all Bai Yi's own thoughts, and it was Bai Yi who put a self-righteous shell on Xu Ling, but he didn't know what Xu Ling thought in his heart!
There are many things that Bai Yi doesn't know, and she can only think of this. She didn't know that Xu Ling took great pains to find Jia Yi and doctors to help her tide over the difficulties, and she didn't know how much Xu Ling cared about her life. She didn't know how Xu Ling insisted on filming the entire TV series after she was injured. She didn't know how much responsibility Xu Ling had. She didn't know that even if she lived in her own home, Xu Ling would stand in front of her house for hours every night. She didn't know how worried Xu Ling was about her, but she couldn't walk in to comfort her. She didn't know that the soup brought by the psychiatrist was stewed by Xu Ling herself, and she didn't know that Xu Ling had asked the chef to learn new dishes in order to make her not suspicious, just so that she could eat the meals happily and with the drugs for treatment.
She didn't know that the weather was cold these days, Xu Ling was suffering from pain into her bones every day, and she didn't know that Xu Ling would think about her silently when she was in pain. She didn't know that Xu Ling worked hard to numb her heart and forcibly endure herself not to go to her, she didn't know that Xu Ling wanted to work hard and become a better version of herself, it became more meaningful because of her Bai Yi's existence, she didn't know that Xu Ling loved more deeply, she didn't know that Xu Ling was no longer the young big boy who put love in his mouth every day.
Because she Bai Yi has never been injured since she was a child, Xu Ling, who has suffered, has really borne a lot and experienced a lot, bit by bit, let the sunny boy step by step towards the world of mature men, he no longer loves to laugh, no longer coquettish to Bai Yi, the simplicity and purity that belong to Bai Yi have been wiped out by Bai Yi......