095 I'm Waiting for You Right Here (19)

Listening to Du Yueyang's voice on the other end of the phone, Shu Yun suddenly felt a little dazed. Time whizzes in front of her like a train through a tunnel, she looks at the tail of the train, standing on the tracks, she can no longer sit on it, she can only watch, watch, reluctantly watch, until it disappears in front of her eyes, never to drive back. She's the only one, she's the only one left.

It turned out that in the end, he was the only person she could entrust to her, yes, she would be very relieved if her son handed it over to him.

Du Yueyang leaned on the bed, listening quietly on the other end of the phone. Shu Yun never called him when he had nothing to do, and it was normal for him to leave home for a few days without a phone call like this, so he subconsciously frowned when he saw the call just now, and picked it up and said "Hey", as he expected, Shu Yun didn't make a sound for a long time, and he knew that she had something to do.

"What's the matter, you didn't speak. He asked, his tone a little helpless. Although he and Shu Yun have been husband and wife for more than ten years, the two usually quarrel a lot and communicate less, coupled with Shu Yun's cold temperament, he can see that she always has something on her mind, but as for what she is thinking, she doesn't say how he knows.

Shu Yun still looked at the rain hitting the window, the water slid down from a high place, leaving various states of water on the glass window, like a piece of glass falling to the ground and breaking out of ice-like cracks. The corners of her mouth pulled out a smile, with an indescribable sadness, she said: "Du Yueyang, you have worked hard all these years. ”

Du Yueyang was stunned when he heard this, this was so abnormal, he couldn't help frowning, and said, "What's wrong with you?

Shu Yun didn't answer him, she felt that all the strength in her body seemed to be withdrawn, and a deep sense of exhaustion enveloped her heart. She knew that her time had come, but she felt down-to-earth, that state of suddenly waking up from a nightmare in the middle of the night, and she would never have it again, she still missed it, so she still said: "I'm tired, Du Yueyang, I want to rest, but I miss my son very much, I really want to see him grow up, how happy this is, why haven't I noticed it before."

Du Yueyang heard that something was wrong, but he couldn't imagine what was going on, so he had to say: "If you want something, just say it, don't keep it in your heart." He paused and said, "I know that you have always thought that I am a rough person and do not want to communicate with me, I usually talk to you in a hurry, but isn't that a hurry? We have both been in trouble for so many years, if you have something difficult, who else can you tell me?"

It's too late, Shu Yun said to Du Yueyang in her heart that if she has the next life, she will have a good time with him.

"Du Yueyang, you have to take care of yourself, take care of my son, don't let him always play and delay his studies, tell him that I will always love him. Shu Yun smiled slightly and said, "Okay, I just feel tired, so I'll tell you, don't think about it, I'm hanging." ”

Shu Yun held the mobile phone in her hand, the sound of the wind and rain, and the sound of distant cars passing over the waterlogged road, she clearly heard it, it should come eventually, and no one could escape. So she went downstairs and waited for the one who was supposed to come, for the debt she was supposed to pay.

There was a knock on the door, Shu Yun was very calm, she looked at the closed door, she knew that as soon as the door was opened, fate would come to her verdict. So before she stood up, she naturally remembered the study that afternoon, she, Qin Xuyang, and Tao Ying, what a beautiful sunset, through the window, shining on him, what a good time and how young the years, she must at least have the courage to face it calmly now.

She stood up, ran her hair from head to end with both hands, and then walked over and slowly opened the door - Tao Ying, standing right in front of her.

After twenty-five years, they finally met, in this stormy and rainy night, at the beginning of this year's story, and also the end of today's story, they are standing in front of each other, seemingly calm, but in fact, they are scarred inside, full of holes, and unrecognizable.

Tao Ying looked at her, clenched her fists, clenched her fists tightly. The person standing in front of her was once the little sister who had followed her since childhood, and was her old friend, and she had lamented her little changes, but now she preferred that she had never known this person.

"It's you, who took my daughter, isn't it?" Tao Ying used all her strength to stand here and ask this sentence. The pain in her heart was tumbling, this pain was hatred, resentment, and remorse.

The separation between her and her daughter for 25 years was caused by the people in front of her. But she is not a stranger, they know each other, if she had done such a thing on impulse back then, she might not hate her so much, but for twenty-five years, every day in these twenty-five years, she could have given her daughter back to her, as long as she called, she would have rushed over. But she didn't, she didn't.

A "snap" sounded. Tao Ying reached out and slapped her in the face, which was the greatest restraint she could do.

She said, "Do you know how I feel now? I want to eat your flesh, drink your blood, bite you, and let you taste what it is like to be in pain." In the past twenty-five years, I have imagined countless possibilities, but I have never thought of you. I hate it in my heart, and I regret it in my heart. Am I sorry for you at any point, you want to take revenge on me, you can come at me, openly, but why do you want to take my child? You are also a mother, you also have your child, you should know how painful I will live after you take my daughter, you have had so many opportunities, but you have never wanted to give her back to me for a moment, Shu Yun, your heart is really indifferent. ”

Shu Yun looked at Tao Ying very calmly, she deserved this slap, she was very calm, she didn't even take her eyes off a point, she didn't have any arguments, and she wouldn't argue, because she wasn't her, how could she understand what kind of desperate state of mind she was in back then? That child, although she didn't love it, on the other hand, she also gave her hope to live. She had nothing back then, and when you have nothing, you can only think of yourself, and human nature is selfish.

"Do you want to say anything?" Shu Yun said calmly, she didn't want to stimulate her, but chose to accept it calmly.

"If you still want to fight, if you still want to scold, you can beat and scold. I know what kind of pain you have suffered for the past twenty-five years, and I have nothing to say. I have done such a thing, and I have thought about the consequences in my heart, and I have been afraid, but I will still come, and I will accept the judgment of the law against me, and give you justice. ”

……

In the hotel room, Shu Wei sat on the bed with her knees hugged, and Fu Qing accompanied her to sit on the edge of the bed. In fact, she didn't know what to say in her heart. These past events of the previous generation, just listening to Aunt Su say it, she already felt very tired, love is only one word, and it is easy to do stupid things if she can't see it. She easily thought of the relationship between herself and Su Hanchen.

In fact, I can't tell what's going on, when she saw Su Hanchen and Jiang Ying together in the afternoon, she didn't feel much anger in her heart, but she was a little heart-wrenching, after all, she was used to it, what a terrible habit.

It's not the first time that this kind of heart-cutting and patient-inpatient pain has been, he and Jiang Ying can't clean up and mess up after all. In fact, she had been wondering many days ago if she shouldn't hold on any longer. She was so tired of this relationship that she always felt that she didn't have the idea of taking another step.

Especially after listening to the past of Aunt Su and Mother Shu Wei today, she felt even more that it was better for her to let go now than everyone became unrecognizable in the end. She also thought about whether she had this kind of thought, whether it was because she was tired and no longer dared to believe in the innocence between them, or whether she was no longer as deeply in love with Su Hanchen as she was back then.

There was a knock on the door, Fu Qing glanced at Shu Wei, walked over to open the door, and then said, "Is Aunt Su's mood better?"

Just now, Aunt Su insisted on going to see Shu Yun alone, and when she left, Aunt Su tentatively asked Shu Wei if she could go back with her today, Shu Wei just shook her head, although Aunt Su was disappointed, she did not force Shu Wei, after all, this matter, for Shu Wei, the blow is the biggest.

"It's nothing, Hanchen let Aunt Su take medicine and go to sleep. ”

Fu Yu walked in with his feet raised, Shu Wei raised his eyes and looked at him, his face was not good, but he knew that she must not have been able to accept it all at once.

Fu Qing looked at them, smiled slightly, took the bag and said to his brother: "That's nothing, I'll go up first," and then said to Shu Wei: "Rest early, it's a new day when you wake up tomorrow, in fact, for everyone, it may be a new day, don't think too much." ”

Shu Wei nodded, she knew that Fu Qing had already worried a lot about her affairs, she smiled slightly: "I'm fine, you go and rest." ”

After Fu Qing closed the door, Fu Yu sat next to her, held her for a while, he hugged her in his arms, held her hand with the other hand, and said softly: "Are you still worried about your mother?"

He put his arms around her, bowed his head and kissed her hair, his heart full of pity. Shu Wei leaned into his arms and said softly: "I feel that I am very conflicted, facing ...... I was actually very resistant to Aunt Su in my heart, although my mother didn't like me very much since I was a child, but she has been my mother all these years, how can I not hate her like Aunt Su. ”

Even if Shu Yun did such a wrong thing, Shu Wei was raised by her, and if she changed anyone, she couldn't accept that her parents turned out to be the murderers who separated her from her biological parents for 25 years.

Fu Yu smiled: "I know, but you always have to bear the responsibility when you make mistakes." When people are happy in their lives, they feel that time flies quickly, but when they are painful, they count every minute and every second. In the past twenty-five years, Aunt Su has not thought of you for a day, this torment is not something that a mother can bear, of course she will hate. And you, you may not be able to accept Aunt Su all of a sudden, it's okay, let's just take our time. ”

Shu Wei didn't speak, she thought of Aunt Su, she still couldn't say the "mother", she understood her feelings for herself, but she could understand it, she still couldn't adapt to it all, she thought, she should be very disappointed in her heart.

Fu Yu sat quietly with her around her for a while, and then said, "You sleep inside, and I will accompany you." ”

Shu Wei was slightly stunned, raised his eyes to look at him, he only smiled, "I watched you fall asleep, otherwise I wouldn't worry, when you fall asleep, I'll go up and rest." ”

Shu Wei's face was slightly red, Fu Yu looked at her and smiled: "Good, I'll leave when you're asleep, otherwise I won't be able to sleep tonight." ”

Shu Wei wanted to speak and stopped, he wanted to say something, but he insisted, so he had to lower his head and whispered, "But I haven't taken a bath yet." ”

Fu Yu looked at her with a smile, and said with a smile while taking off his shoes: "You can go and wash, I'll wait for you here." ”

Shu Wei looked at him a little surprised and a little overwhelmed, his face was as hot as burning, he said this, just like ...... It's like flirting, and it's not at all like what he usually looks like.

Fu Yu took off his shoes, put his feet up, sat cross-legged, looked at her slightly red face, laughed all of a sudden, pinched her face, and said with a smile: "Okay, don't tease you, you go to the bath, anyway, I must watch you fall asleep today, otherwise I won't worry." ”

Shu Wei looked at him, he smiled slightly, and didn't mean anything else, although they have now confirmed their relationship, Shu Wei is still a little shy.

Fu Yu knew that she was thin-skinned, but when she looked like this, she couldn't help but say: "Let's get a marriage certificate when we go back, go back with me to see my parents, grandpa will be very happy to see you, and you know how much he likes you." In fact, he really didn't say this casually, he wanted to say it when he said those things to her yesterday, he knew his character very well, he identified her, he recognized her.

Shu was slightly stunned, she didn't expect him to say this suddenly, there was a light in his eyes, so that she couldn't take her eyes off, was he serious?

Fu Yu looked at her, and couldn't take his eyes off, her face was so seductive in the soft light, his throat couldn't help but roll, he slowly leaned over, lowered his head, and kissed her on the lips.

The next day, after Shu Wei woke up, she remembered what happened last night, and she couldn't help blushing slightly, she suddenly remembered her mother again, turned on her mobile phone, and originally wanted to call her mother, but found a text message from her mother on her mobile phone.