Chapter 61: You are my sunshine
After Xu Ling got in the car, she began to be coquettish with wine, "Uh... I'm a little dizzy!"
Bai Yi doted on his head.
"Hmm... I'm sick!"
Bai Yi touched his back comfortingly.
"I'm thirsty and want to drink water. ”
Bai Yi took out the cup he carried with him to drink water with concern.
"I want to throw up!"
"Hold on, it's time to get to the door of the hotel!" Bai Yi rarely patiently and gently comforted Xu Ling.
In fact, Xu Ling is not drunk at all! he just wants to be coquettish! he doesn't want to vomit, he wants to see Bai Yi take care of him! He rarely enjoys Bai Yi's careful care, he wants to enjoy it all at once!
The two got out of the car, Bai Yi helped Xu Ling into the hotel, and while waiting for the elevator, Xu Ling suddenly said to Bai Yi with bright eyes, "What are you going to say to me?"
Bai Yi looked at Xu Ling, after drinking, Xu Ling's eyes were blurred, but the black eyes were very bright and her cheeks were slightly red, but fortunately, Xu Ling's complexion was white, and now she looked particularly cute and attractive, Bai Yi really wanted to go up and take a sip. Xu Ling is still wearing that black suit, dark purple shirt, densely packed with beads, especially abstinence. Bai Yi, who was watching, wanted to tear off those beads, tear the shirt, and wanted to see Xu Ling's large full and powerful chest.
"Let's talk about it later!" Bai Yi only said this, and dragged Xu Ling into the elevator.
Xu Ling noticed that Bai Yi was different, and looked at Bai Yi's rapidly rising chest. He didn't know what was wrong with Bai Yi yet! He didn't know that his performance on stage today and his charming appearance now had aroused the lust of this wolf-like woman!
As soon as he entered the door, Bai Yi took the initiative to kiss Xu Ling when he turned on the lights before he came, Xu Ling felt Bai Yi's enthusiasm with a little wine, and his heart was excited to death. He hugged Bai Yi's waist and enjoyed Bai Yi's kiss of taking the initiative to attack.
Bai Yi kissed for a long time, panting and letting go, staring at Xu Ling's bright eyes in the dark. Of course, Xu Ling also took advantage of the faint light outside to see the desire in Bai Yi's eyes. There is also a deep love.
"Don't you have something to say to me?" Xu Ling wanted to tease Bai Yi playfully. He had never seen such deep desire and love in Bai Yi's eyes.
Bai Yi calmed down, "That's good!
Before Bai Yi finished speaking, Xu Ling hugged her horizontally, and his powerful long arms lifted Bai Yi and walked to the bedroom inside.
"Yes, I must say it!, but now let's get down to business!" Xu Ling smiled evilly.
"What's the matter?" Bai Yi asked deliberately.
"What do you say?" Xu Ling teased Bai Yi playfully, "What do you want to do most now!"
Bai Yi remembered that Xu Ling said that he wanted to make up for all the love she had lacked for more than 30 years!
Xu Ling leaned on his head to smoke, picked up his mobile phone and prepared to play a game, when he saw it, Bai Yi's WeChat had been sent, when was this sent?
Bai Yi: Xu Ling, first of all, I'll say I'm sorry to you! We have been together for more than a year, and I haven't told you about our relationship seriously. It's not that I don't want to admit you, it's that I dare not admit it!
What is the relationship between me and my family? The natural relationship is that of parents and children, but my mother has long since left, and my father has remarried and has not been in touch, so what about Ren having a natural relationship?
Cheng Qing and I used to have a legal relationship, so what? It has not yet reached the point of divorce? My divorce and his family have also dissolved all relations, and as soon as they get married, my child has a stepmother's relationship in his name! I hate this kind of relationship! It is a kind of responsibility imposed by this society! But no one can really do a good job! All relationships are actually very fragile. I'm a little scared of this relationship!
If you have to prove your position in my heart, what is the relationship between me and you? In order to calm your heart, then I will say! You are the sun in my heart, my sun! Illuminate my dark heart, illuminate my unbearable past, you say that I am your goddess of the moonlight, but if there is no sun, the moon will not shine! Because of you, I can take off my disguise in front of you, because of you, my life is no longer lonely and cold, because of you, I can see the sunshine and feel that the next road is better and smoother. I'm more energetic!
When I think of you, I can't help but raise the corners of my mouth, seeing you, my heart is very warm and reassuring, with you, I feel the love and pampering that I have never felt, let me forget the hurt I have suffered. In the past, I felt that I was a lonely person, wandering alone, always trying to prove myself! Now with you by my side, I feel that I have a sweet burden, I am no longer alone, I will think about you, what I do for you, I will do things with you in mind, you may not understand this feeling. But I feel that having you fills my heart. It's always the feeling of being alone is that my heart is empty, but now I feel that you and I are one, and I am both prosperous, looking at your excellence and your success, I am very beautiful and proud in my heart!
As for the relationship, I really don't know how to define it, forgive me for my helplessness! If I have to have a definition, I can only leave the problem of this definition to you! No matter what the relationship, no matter what the definition, I will gladly accept it! Even if you don't get tired of me after a long time, and you still want to go down slowly with me and bring me a marriage shackle, I am not afraid, no matter the wind and rain, face it calmly! I don't want to make any commitments, but I will try my best to delay the time of our love with you. I am willing to accept your sunshine and rain, and you will accompany me out of my dark and narrow nature. Time, relationship, nothing to me, as long as there is you, everything is fine!
Xu Ling didn't even know when Bai Yi wrote these words, how could Bai Yi, who couldn't express himself, say what was in his heart? Xu Ling's eyes were a little wet! He knew that these words were forcing Bai Yi to death, and Bai Yi couldn't even say it to him in person, so he could only say it to himself in this way! Xu Ling was already satisfied, and now his heart was full of Bai Yi's words, and he was full of love that Bai Yi was not good at expressing! It was like falling into a honey pot.
Xu Ling doesn't know why she loves Bai Yi so much, she really can't explain the emotional matter, she feels right, and she can decide for life at a glance. It doesn't feel right, you can't live together every day for long. Xu Ling is such a person, she has had a girlfriend before, but she always feels wrong. Although Xu Ling has a good family background and a cheerful personality, in terms of emotion, he is not only not a philanthropic person, but also a person who is particularly fond of it! He is not a person who is overflowing with feelings, if you want to talk about overflowing, it is now only aimed at Bai Yi overflowing.
Bai Yi stayed in the bathroom for a long time, and she didn't go out after taking a shower, she gave Xu Ling enough time to read her heart, and also wanted to give Xu Ling some time to digest. Bai Yi is not good at expressing herself, and she is ashamed to express it to Xu Ling, she still makes a mistake in her heart, for Xu Ling, Bai Yi has an inferiority complex from the beginning, even if Xu Ling loves her to death, she can't get rid of this inferiority complex, she just pretends to be good!
Maybe it's because of the environment in which Bai Yi has lived since she was a child, for fear that others will treat her coldly, for fear that others will look down on her in their hearts, so Bai Yi has been studying hard, always pretending to be proud, not admitting defeat, and everything is better than others. In fact, she is very tired, she always wants to prove that she is not the same heart as anyone, she is born insecure, and she feels that everyone in this world will not be sincere to her, and she is hurt a lot by her relatives.
However, she feels now that it is good to have Xu Ling here! She doesn't dare to expect Xu Ling to be like this to her all the time, but she will be very satisfied if she can have one more day! At least, in this life, she Bai Yi has also been loved by others!
Bai Yi walked out of the bathroom, pretending to be nothing, and urged Xu Ling, "You go take a bath!
Xu Ling was lying on her head, and when she saw Bai Yi coming, she was in a good mood, showing her big white teeth, and said with a smile, "Come here, baby, let "Brother Guang" hurt you well!"
After speaking, he pounced on the frightened Bai Yi like a hungry beast!