"Waste money, I'm so old, children, I can't drag you down, burden you. ”

In the hospital, Zhang Xingxing no longer cooperated with the doctor's treatment, like a candle in the wind.

He used his last strength to carry out the last stubbornness of his life.

But he wanted to go home before the candle went out.

The family has no money to waste, and he can only wait for his life, what are he afraid of when he is old, although he has really come to this point, he is really afraid of death, but he has to be tough and must not say it.

And it's better to die at home than to die in the hospital, it feels too cold to die in this hospital, it is better to die at home and be relatively warm.

He knew that this time the heavens were going to take him away.

Recently, many past events often come to mind, and some friends who died when they were young have jumped out.

They were dragging themselves with them.

You can't hide.

He has maintained liver disease for most of his life, and he has cirrhosis of the liver in ancient times, and he can reach the age of sixty-nine, in fact, he is content, and he has lived to the same age as a normal person!

Because of himself, he always thought that he could live until he was fifty years old, but now that he has lived for nineteen more years, what is there to be dissatisfied.

Can't drag down the son and grandson, they are not easy, they are very busy.

Those who go to work have to go to work, and those who go to school have to go to school, many of them are far away, and many of their children are in other cities.

So they can come to accompany them on the last journey, which is the greatest filial piety.

My illness is terminal, it costs a lot of money and it can't be cured, so why bother.

So he wanted to go home and wait for death, accept his death, and let himself walk more dignified, although he wanted to cry, crying that he didn't want to die, and wanted to live a few more days, and his grandson said to take him to see the big city.

"Old man, let me see you again. ”

The middle-aged doctor with glasses did his last duty to give the old man some final examinations.

"Nope. ”

Zhang Xingxing shook his head vigorously.

Seeing the stubborn old man, the doctor also shook his head to express helplessness.

"The old man doesn't accept oxygen. ”

"Ask a family member to come with me. ”

Zhang Xingxing's eldest son, Zhang Guoguo, went out with the doctor.

"Patient's family, you get ready, the old man is a matter of the past two days, and he may not be able to stand it even today. ”

The doctor took off his mask and said with a very calm mood.

The elderly refused to treat this kind of operation, and their doctors were used to it.

This is not the case with family members.

Knowing the old man's limit, how much I hope he can still live for a few days, so that they can fulfill their last bit of filial piety and continue for one day.

Although some unscrupulous descendants were difficult to wait for when he was sick, he had no filial son for a long time, and he wished that he would not die and leave quickly, wasting too much of their time, this bad old man has been very bad, but people are dying, and at this time they cried so much that he Zhang Laohan still has a nostalgia for the world.

At this time, Zhang Guoguo's tears flowed "brushing", but the corners of his eyes were too dry, and the tears were not very obvious.

……

At this time, the old man's children and grandchildren all knew that the old man had only been in the past two days, and the old man could not eat or drink now.

For example, the eldest son felt very regretful and regretful.

Even if the price of pork skyrockets, he should buy two more catties of pork for his father a few days ago.

The old man is not in good health, and he can't eat a few pieces of meat every time, even if he doesn't eat meat twice, he will scream and curse.

Lao Tzu hadn't seen meat for three days, even if he had eaten it the day before yesterday.

At this time, in the ward, the children and grandchildren were muttering, and most of them already knew that the old man was not good.

It's a bit buzzy.

"Old woman, I'm sorry, I always dislike you for not being literate, disgusted that you can't do things, disgusted that you take care of your children and grandchildren and no longer care about yourself, always lose your temper, and there are a lot of others, I shouldn't ...... I shouldn't have picked my nose at you. ”

"You should get some oxygen. ”

At this time, Zhang Laohan said to himself in his heart, feeling that his consciousness was a little vague, and he wanted to finally confess to his wife that he had hidden some private money and hid it in the ......

I opened my mouth but couldn't spit it out.

It's not like that kid is forcing himself to get some oxygen.

These bastards.

After feeding them for so many years, I'm really blind, I refuse, you really watch me die, don't be a descendant, don't just cry.

Clench your fists and cry in the afterlife, and let go in the cry of others.

"Whew!"

"Whew!"

It was like a drowning man breathing air again, and Zhang Xing happily sucked greedily.

Sit up from the bed with a butt.

This action.

The scarlet left him dumbfounded.

"Why is my old man so neat. ”

Looking around again, Zhang Xingxing's pupils constricted, this is not a hospital!

And his arms and legs, why are they so strong, not bone firewood.

"Oh my God, what's wrong!"

"I'm Zhang Laohan, is this a rebirth, isn't that something in my own voyeuristic grandson's novel?"

Look around.

It seems, it seems, that this place is somewhat familiar, with its own "ancient" memories.

It seems that he was an apprentice in the Pengbu Town Farm Tool Repair Society.

There is a line in the movie that my grandson watched, and Hu Hansan is back.

At this time, Old Man Zhang seemed to be a little stunned.

……

Squeak, the door opened.

"Glad you're awake. ”

"Huh?"

"Isn't this the second dog of the year, I actually saw him again. ”

The second dog's name is Zhou Yaotian, and the countryside calls the second dog, this kind of nickname is easy to give birth to.

Ergouzi was also an apprentice in the woodworking factory together, but this guy's life was short, and when they went to the mountains to cut wood together, a worker on a big tree judged the wrong direction of the fall, he found it, pushed the other party away, and he directly opened his head.

That year was 1976, he remembered clearly, that year, his old dog in the family did not give birth to cubs for several years, and that year he called it Ergouzi, and the dog later accompanied the old Zhang family for more than 20 years.

Speaking of which, the death of these two dogs had something to do with him back then, it was the urine that made the two dogs a hero for themselves.

That was the beginning of his first regret.

"Ergouzi, it's good to see you again. ”

When people are old, tears are not valuable, and they are old tears.

At this time, Zhang Xingxing was trembling when he saw his old friend like an old man.

Those young people think that the most beautiful thing is to meet, and in the eyes of these old guys, the most rare thing in life is actually reunion.

Everyone is old, and the old guys around them have gone one by one, only to know that many people are saying goodbye after seeing each other, what glory and wealth and colorful flags are fluttering, they are all fleeting, and only reunion is the most beautiful.

"II...... Dogs. ”

Zhou Yaotian is a spirit.

"Ma Stalk, you call me so kindly, I have goosebumps. ”

Ma Straw, this is Zhang Xingxing's nickname, when he was in school, he was as thin as Ma Straw, thin and long, although he is strong now, but the nickname of Ma Straw has not been waved, in his previous life, he was very distressed by this nickname when he was young, and he felt ashamed.

However, after getting married, I began to gradually lose this nickname, and now I am called so, which is very affectionate.

"You're not dead yet, I'm so excited......"

Originally, Zhang Xingxing was about to blurt out this sentence, but he just stumbled and said you, and then he was interrupted.

"Why are you in tears. ”

Ergouzi asked with a concerned face.

"There's a bug that just got in the eye. ”

Zhang Laohan said with tears in his eyes, really, really...... I don't know how to express his mood at this moment in words.

"Ergouzi, what year is this?"

"You're sleeping stupidly this night, hemp, this year is 1975!"

"In 1975, I was sixteen years old this year, and it was really the second year that I came to the building club, and the year before the second dog's head was opened. ”

When he left in his previous life, he said that he had no regrets in this life, in fact, it was just to let his children and grandchildren feel relieved, in fact, he had too many regrets in his life, so much that he chose to carry it silently alone, and now when he returned to the sixteen-year-old boy, he really didn't expect that he actually had a time when he was hit by the jackpot, and at this time, he immediately saw his former childhood friend, he was so excited.

"Ma Straw, you are still trembling, your disease is getting worse and worse, you have to go to the People's Hospital to take a look, you can't delay it any longer. ”

"Am I sick?"

"Yes, Ma Stalk, you work too hard, you are tired and dizzy, the day before yesterday you urinated blood, today you worked shirtless from six o'clock in the morning to twelve o'clock, and you didn't rest halfway...... You're so that you fainted. ”

Zhang Laohan is honest when he is a child, in this era of big collectives, how others are lazy and how to come, and he is shirtless and desperately working, and he finishes all the things that others can't do, that is, he has five years of urine and blood drying, he has a problem with kidney failure, and then he has been seriously going to the hospital for blood transfusion, that is, that time, this era is not clean to transfusion blood vessels, he was infected, so that he was accompanied by chronic diseases all his life, and finally died on sclerosis.

Unlucky, my last life was an unlucky life.

Thinking of that sad life.

He...... I cried, and the tears flowed a little uncontrollably.

In the future, you can leave that burden, because at this time, this is the first time I fainted, I haven't had a blood transfusion, I haven't been infected, this work can't be done stupidly, but also have a brain, young don't take the body as anything, this is not right, when he is old, he constantly admonishes his grandson who plays games all night, he is not good at his body when he is young.