(Not I wrote it)

In May, it suddenly rained in the capital, and the dim yellow light emitted by the street lamps could not illuminate the entire community at all, but in this drizzly night, it could bring a trace of warmth to people's hearts.

A few missed calls, most of them were assistants' calls, and one was from an agent, but there was no expected call, the maid sat on the balcony chair gloomily, holding the pillow she bought when she first entered the Chinese opera, and stared blankly at the rain outside the balcony.

The mobile phone has been on, but his phone has not waited, since the performance of "Outwitting Tiger Mountain", Ya Xiao has never received any calls from Lu Xiaoran.

The song came from afar, and it seemed that someone was playing an old record, an old song, "Diamond And Rust."

Joan Baez's voice was full of sadness, as if regretting why love could not withstand the erosion of time.

Today seems to be the day of his marriage, and since noon, it seems that the entire entertainment industry has begun to discuss this matter, and then, he has been troubled a little.

Just now, several entertainment reporters who had been waiting near the community stopped her.

"Regarding Lu Xiaoran's marriage today, what is your mood?"

"Will you still cooperate with Lu Xiaoran in the future?"

The girl said "no comment" to the reporter with a blank face, and then hurried back to her residence as if fleeing the plague.

When did we start and when did we end, she asked herself.

I chose Beijing, was admitted to Chinese opera, and then I met him in Beijing.

He is funny, humorous, confident, as if there is a magic, he said that he wants me to be his girlfriend, I said no problem, I went to a foreign land alone to develop, in fact, I also need such a boyfriend, to give myself encouragement and support.

“…… Ten years ago I brought you some cuffinks,You brought me something."

"We both konw what memory can bring it brings dlamonds and rust......"

Joan Baez's voice came slowly, when was the diamond stained with rust?

Maybe his temper was a little strong at that time, he liked to play petty, and he often looked at his mobile phone...... But you can't just let me order it.

I didn't get in touch for three weeks, so I really didn't contact again.

When she knew that there was a distant aunt, who was Lu Xiaoran's mother's colleague and superior in the dance troupe, she asked for this aunt, but in the end she couldn't meet again.

In the time that followed, she closed herself off with indifference, perhaps telling herself that she also had her own pride. But she herself knows very well that Lu Xiaoran has left an indelible mark on the trajectory of her life.

She constantly wants to use her busyness to make herself forget Lu Xiaoran's figure, forget Lu Xiaoran's memory, she was confused at the graduation ceremony, she began to forget the words during the rehearsal of the stage play, and several times the agent took her to fight for the role of the new film, but her performance was not very good.

Lu Xiaoran didn't know any of this.

Looking at those reports of Lu Xiaoran and Tangtang's love, her mood became very bad, she warned herself to give up and give up her memories of Lu Xiaoran, but she really didn't know what she should do.

The rain outside the window drifted into the balcony from time to time, the pillow in her hand became tighter and tighter, the light in the house was never turned on, this night, the rain will accompany her, and she always looked at the sky, as if there was a person named Lu Xiaoran.

Under the night sky of the capital, a girl named Ya Yi was in a daze.

“…… Hearing a voice i'd konwn a couple of light years ago, Heading straight for a fall......"

Joan Baez's singing voice came from afar, and from the song came a nostalgia for the good old days.

"Lu Yu has an appointment", when I saw Lu Xiaoran holding Tangtang's hand, I really hoped that it was myself who was held, but unfortunately time could not be turned back.

In 09, I spent the Spring Festival with him and watched fireworks together, but at the same time there was his girlfriend, who invited me to be in the crew by the way, but how I wish he invited me to be the only one.

"Time and Space Traveler" is about to be released, but I don't dare to go to the cinema, he attended the premiere with his girlfriend, why does my heart hurt so much. The movie was a crazy hit, and they were known as the "national CP", a title that should have belonged to me.

"You from the Star", they have become a symbol of Jin Jian in the entertainment industry, perhaps, it's time to forget him.

There is finally a collaborative movie, "Outwitting Tiger Mountain". Unexpectedly, he actually remembered that I once told him that he liked "Little White Dove" very much and wanted to play this role once.

After filming "Outwitting Tiger Mountain", he seemed to be deliberately avoiding me, maybe he really shouldn't have contact with him anymore.

Maybe it's time for it to end, maybe it's just beginning.

Let's start forgetting Lu Xiaoran from today, maybe it will be difficult, maybe the passage of time will make her mature, and one day in the future will make her face these things calmly.

Everything will be calm, all stories will be calm, all the past will be relieved, and all emotions will be happy......

“…… It all come back too clearly, Yes I once loved you dearly."

"And if you free diamonds and rust,Called on the plone......"

Joan Baez's singing gradually became calmer, as if she was sitting in the garden behind her house on a warm winter day, sipping coffee and looking through old photos. When I saw the figure of someone in the photo, I smiled slightly, oh, I loved this man at the beginning.

Getting up, moving, the girl sighed faintly, looked back at the sky one last time, and then walked back to the living room. Behind him, the fine rain sprinkled down, and under the background of the street lamps, it seemed to wrap the sky and the earth with a layer of yellow curtain.

The song is still coming:

“…… It all come back too clearly，Yes I once loved you dearly……”

“And if you free diamonds and rust，Called on the plone……”