Murphy said that his daily life is meaningful, but Yang Yi doesn't see it that way, because in his daily life, except for watching Xixi grow up day by day makes him feel fulfilled, other things are not meaningful.

Writing books and songs, Murphy feels that he is creating in the study, but Yang Yi himself knows that these are not his own works, even if sometimes, in order to conform to the setting of this world, Yang Yi needs to process these works artistically, but according to the copyright logic of this world, these works are still plagiarized by him!

Of course, no one in law can hold Yang Yi responsible, who knows that these works come from another plane of Earth?

But for Yang Yi himself, even if he is cheeky and doesn't care at all, it is undeniable that the value of his life has not been reflected.

The sense of responsibility for taking care of his wife and children covers up Yang Yi's inner emptiness!

In the past, Yang Yi thought that if he lived a new life, he could take advantage of the fact that there were no more killers to organize hunting and killing, enjoy the life of ordinary people, and sleep until he woke up naturally. Then there is a beautiful and simple wife in her arms, and a lovely and sensible daughter crawling on her back, not envious of mandarin ducks or immortals. At most, write something from your previous life in exchange for living expenses, it seems that this kind of life is enough, just live a dull life!

However, this is not the case.

Yang Yi can't sleep until he wakes up naturally, he still maintains the same early getting up habit as in his previous life, insists on exercising, and keeps his body at a good level.

He was not able to retreat bravely like Yang Guo, who was willing to retreat from the rapids, and could stay in the ancient tomb with his beloved little dragon girl for decades.

Murphy pulled him to sing, Yang Yi went, although he was forced by the situation, and he did not enjoy the stage like Murphy, but I have to say that singing under the gaze of tens of thousands of people, Yang Yi got a lot of satisfaction in his heart, as if he had reached a milestone achievement in his life.

Yang Yi felt that he didn't like to show his head, and it was better to hide behind the scenes, doing what he could, but Murphy told him that he liked to make movies, so he went for it.

Of course, Yang Yi later found out that he was not like Guo Ziyi, who had a deep obsession with making movies, but he did like to play his favorite movie roles, played "Rudy" well, restored the original cold but kind big man, and even integrated his own understanding, acting better, Yang Yi felt that his heart could also be satisfied!

There is nothing wrong with a plain and happy life, Yang Yi does not dislike it, and he will not change his face from now on, and live a life of running around and working without regard for his family!

But Yang Yi feels that he should also find what he wants to do, so as to fight for it and create his own value.

Otherwise, the emptiness in his heart will one day burst out.

But what does Yang Yi want to do?

There is no answer to this question if you think about it directly.

Yang Yi began to dig into the memories of his previous life, what did he like to do in his previous life?

Singing doesn't count much, after all, his voice and face in his previous life were destroyed, and for pop music, he can only appreciate at most, not hum.

Writing, or creating your own, is a bit difficult, Yang Yi likes to read, and his writing is also good - the successful adaptation of those in this life can be seen. But if he was really asked to write, Yang Yi lacked the inspiration to create.

Then what he really likes may be pure music!

Once upon a time, he sat in the middle of an empty shelter, wearing super HIFI headphones, listening to Sojiro's "Original Scenery of Hometown", in the beautiful sound of the ocarina, as if the soul floated out, as if he could feel the author's nostalgia, that scene, his soul took a high-speed speeding train, shuttling through the endless fields, passing through the mountains and rivers...... When he took off his headphones, he didn't know when he was already in tears.

Yes, although he didn't know where his hometown was in mainland China, musically, it didn't prevent him from emotionally resonating with this piece!

Of course, there are not only music performed with special instruments such as "The Original Scenery of Hometown", but also many others, such as Mr. Hisaishi's "With You" (which is mistakenly known as "Castle in the Sky"), the beautiful and romantic "Canon", the faint but gripping "The Mark of the Rain", etc., of course, there are also domestic "Piano Music of the Night", violin version of "Liang Zhu" and so on.

There is too much pure music, played with instruments, and it is breathtakingly beautiful!

Yang Yi would also try to play the works of these masters by himself in his previous life, although he played several basic instruments well, but his picky ears could still hear a little gap, so he kept practicing, knowing that he was in this world.

In this world, he has less practice playing pure music, perhaps because of Murphy, he focuses more on pop music, of course, being able to sing, and being able to freely control singing in different vocal ranges, is still something that makes Yang Yi more excited.

But now that I think about it, Yang Yi still likes pure music, but he hasn't taken this path yet, even if Murphy gives him a violin.

However, in this regard, how can Yang Yi reflect the value of his life? Or is it the same as before, copying and writing, and moving those classic pure music from his previous life?

But in this way, what is the difference from what he has done before, and how can he create value and realize meaning?

Yang Yi thought about it in bed for a long time that night, and finally, he made a decision.

"I'm going to compose my own music!" Yang Yi told himself.

Composition is not a simple matter, and it is not necessary to become Hisaishi by talking about it, and even if you are a student from a professional class, you may not be able to write a piece that you can barely listen to!

And Yang Yi wants to compose, it's not an ordinary song, he wants to create classics like "The Mark of the Rain" and "Liang Zhu"!

This ambition seems to be a bit too big to be boundless, and it also seems a little self-sufficient.

There is only a wall between a genius and a madman, he is not a genius, it is estimated that he can only be a madman or a fool if he thinks so.

Of course, Yang Yi will not move the classics of his previous life in order to create his own classics, what a pity, he still wants to play and play by himself!

But Yang Yi felt that no matter how difficult this crazy idea was to realize, he should also give it a try.

Starting from learning basic composition, starting from the creation of broken pieces, starting from the simplest piano or violin instrumental music, Yang Yi has already thought of the path to take for himself.

Writing a piece may not be too difficult, but creating a piece that has been passed down through the years is definitely not a goal that can be achieved with hard work.

Yang Yi even plans to take it as his life goal, he doesn't need to be in a hurry, he doesn't need to cut off his life, and he doesn't need to toss himself like Beethoven like that.

It doesn't matter, Yang Yi can use his leisure time, such as Xixi going to school, and then Murphy going to work, or even in ordinary life, in the travel with his family, slowly learn, slowly accumulate, listen to more music in this world, absorb nutrients, embrace this world and life more, and get inspiration from it.

In my lifetime, as long as I can create my own classic music, it will be considered that my dream has been realized!

Of course, even if it can't be created in the end, Yang Yi feels that it doesn't matter, this creative process will definitely make him grow and create value, which is also a manifestation of making his life meaningful.

Yang Yi felt that it was necessary for him to go to the campus for further study!