160 habits

Bai Yi took the children back to his residence, and He Qiao and He Nan also lived together. When they all fell asleep at night, Bai Yi lay on the bed and thought about Xu Ling quietly.

Over the years, she has lived like this, every night, she will quietly think about Xu Ling in the dead of night, which has become her habit for so many years. It's like chasing a TV series every night, and you can't sleep without watching it. I have to take a shower when I go home every night, and I can't sleep without washing. She thinks about Xu Ling unscrupulously every night, and she can't sleep if she doesn't want to. Only by thinking about Xu Ling and thinking about the time when the two of them were together, Bai Yi could fall asleep peacefully.

Xu Ling still lives in the temple, it has been snowing for the past few days, Xu Ling does not go out, the little lama brought him some Buddhist scriptures, so that he can have time to copy it, he can meditate. It helps him let go of his obsessions. Xu Ling also copied a few articles with peace of mind, but he kept thinking about the lover monk in his heart, so he went to the old lama and went to his room.

When the old lama saw Xu Ling coming, he told him to sit down first, get up and go to the back, not knowing what he was looking for. Xu Ling waited for a while, and saw the old lama walking back from behind, holding a shabby cloth bag in his hand. Hand it to Xu Ling.

"Take it! I haven't taken it out for decades! I give it to you! Maybe it will help you!" the old lama sat quietly on the ground and looked at the Buddhist scriptures.

Xu Ling opened the cloth bag, there was a yellowed book inside, Xu Ling glanced at it, it was a collection of poems from a long time ago, it was a collection of poems by Cangyang Gyatso, and the precious one was still in Chinese. I don't know how many times this book of poems has been turned over, the corners of the book are slightly rolled up, and a lot of paper is glued together. But it can be seen that the people who read it have taken good care of the book, but the time is too long, and the paper is already worn out, and it is still wrapped in this cloth bag and placed in the storage room at the back. But the old lama quickly found it out. It can be seen that the old lama cares about this book very much.

"I'm not a local, I came here to become a monk when I was young, so I'm actually Han!" the old lama said to Xu Ling.

Xu Ling didn't say anything, thanked him briefly, left the old lama's room, returned to his room, carefully opened the book of poems and flipped through it, suddenly, he saw a poem, smiled, picked up the pen, and began to copy on a blank piece of paper.

Xu Ling thought, maybe this old lama from other places is also a person with a story! But who knows?

Xu Ling has been reading this poetry book for the past few days, and he can memorize the poems in it, and every night before going to bed, he will read the poetry book for a while, and he can't sleep if he doesn't read it these days.

Xu Ling thought, the old lama must also read this book every day, or how to understand the poems in it so thoroughly, so thoroughly? Maybe the old lama also had an obsession in his heart when he first became a monk, and after a long time, he understood it thoroughly, relieved, and let it go!

Once a habit becomes a habit, it is very difficult to change it, and even if you force yourself to change it, you still have a sense of certainty in your heart. It's as if he has always loved Bai Yi, kept thinking about Bai Yi, kept waiting for Bai Yi, and kept fantasizing that the delusional dead can come back to life.

Even if it changes in real life, he doesn't want to change it in his heart, such thoughts have become accustomed to so many years, and it is difficult for him to change, just like in the past five years, he has become accustomed to Bai Yi not being around, just thinking about her quietly, which has also become Xu Ling's habit.

The annual leave has ended, and they all go back to work, Li Qing has lost contact with Xu Ling since the second day of the Lunar New Year, his mobile phone can't get through every day, and there is no one in the studio, he called Xu's family and said that he didn't see anyone, Li Qing wanted to call the police, this person finally couldn't hold it anymore? Missing or committing suicide? Go to Bai Yi?

I had no choice but to let the staff go to work normally first. Wait for the boss to come back and pick up the job!

Early that morning, Li Qing thought that he had not woken up yet, and saw a figure that he hadn't seen for a long time coming to the studio, Li Qing felt that he had seen a ghost, no, he was going to worship the Buddha!

Bai Yi walked into the studio and saw that everyone else was so frightened that they looked at her, and they didn't dare to make a sound, only Li Qing lowered his head, didn't look at her, and silently chanted "Amitabha".

"Li Qing, what are you doing, where has Xu Ling gone?" Bai Yi and Li Qing said.

When it's over, the ghost can still speak, and only to him. Mom! Xu Ling, come back quickly! Your daughter-in-law thinks that what you want has turned into a ghost and is looking for you! Don't you want to see her? Now the ghost is coming, but you don't see anyone!

Li Qing not only lowered his head, closed his eyes tightly, and kept chanting "Amitabha Buddha Amitabha Bodhisattva bless me", "Heavenly Spirit, Earth Spirit", "Mommy, Mommy, Boom!"

Seeing him like that, Bai Yi couldn't help laughing, "Li Qing, don't be afraid! I'm Bai Yi!"

Li Qing was helpless, "Grandma, I know that you are Bai Yi! I am afraid that you are Bai Yi! Why are you looking for me if you have nothing to do? Do you want your man to go to him!" Li Qing was so frightened that his face was sweating, and it was cold outside, and Li Qing felt that the studio was cold and cold when the air conditioner was on.

"Li Qing! Don't make trouble! I'm really Bai Yi, I'm not dead! I'm back! I have something to find Xu Ling, you can help me contact him!" Bai Yi said patiently, it was really funny to see Li Qing like this.

"No, you can't find him if you're a ghost. How can I know where he is? I'm looking for him, too! I can't get in touch with him since the second day of the Lunar New Year! Really, he's not here! You should leave quickly!" Li Qing wanted to send the great god away quickly.

Bai Yi thought about it, he couldn't get in touch with him in the second year of junior high school? Did what he said to He Qiao hit Xu Ling, Xu Ling has not had a good time these years, Bai Yi was distressed and anxious.

"Don't make a fuss, seriously, Xu Ling is really not here? I have something urgent to find him! If you know where he is, tell me quickly!" Bai Yi said anxiously.

"Auntie, I really don't know! You have great powers, you should know where he is now! I really don't know! There's a lot of work here waiting for him to decide! I can't find him!"

Bai Yi didn't say anything more, he was really about to ask Li Qing Xu Ling didn't have any other contact information when the time came, the third brother, Yangzi, and Xiao A came in, and they were a little surprised when they saw Bai Yi there, but fortunately, they had seen it before, and they were still in public, at the company's banquet, but they didn't suspect that they were hell.

Yangzi's mouth was fast, and when he saw Bai Yi, he hurriedly went up to speak, "Sister-in-law, are you here?

Li Qing couldn't help but tremble when he saw Yangzi like that, "Yangzi, you can really do it! You can see her too? I thought I was the only one to see the hell! Then you can tell her! I don't dare to speak, she has been pestering me for a long time!"

Yoko raised his foot and kicked at Li Qing, "I said, what nonsense are you talking about? Bai Yi is really not dead! This is a living person, we have met at the cocktail party a year ago! Bai Yi is now the CEO of M&L in Greater China! Why didn't you wake up? Didn't you clean your eyes when you came out in the morning?"

Li Qing was scolded and woke up, and asked in surprise, "You... You're not dead?"

Bai Yi nodded, and Li Qing boldly went over and touched Bai Yi's hand, it was hot. Suddenly, like a shrew, she cried loudly, regardless of his image in the eyes of everyone.

"Oh my God! You don't know if you're not dead, you don't know how to come back early? But you torture me badly! You don't know what your man has become, don't talk much, it's work, I've lost weight with him several times, and I've been with him day and night, am I easy? I often play missing, or just say a phone call, and disappear for months. Also, no, I don't go home, I just stay upstairs every day, and I have to take care of the studio every day! I still have to wait, coax, and worry about him every day! I really offer him as an ancestor!"

When everyone saw this posture, they all retreated and went to do their own thing, leaving Bai Yi alone to watch Li Qing cry as if venting. Bai Yi listened to Li Qing's words, and felt a faint pain in his heart, seeing Li Qing sad like this, and the situation was Xu Ling.

Li Qing cried for a long time and finally got tired, got up to wipe away his tears, and said to Bai Yi, "I really don't know where he is, why don't I take you upstairs to have a look! He has been living here for the past few years, maybe you can see something and know where he went!"

Bai Yi followed Li Qing upstairs, she also wanted to see what kind of place Xu Ling lived in now.