Chapter 68: Farewell

"Uncle, Xia Jin usually giggles, but she is really not good at expressing her true thoughts in her heart. Don't blame her. She actually cares about you. ”

Although he didn't know why Xia Jin's parents divorced, he could see that Xia Jin really cared about his father.

It can be seen from the heart-rending appearance of her crying.

So he hoped that this time he could help Xia Jin solve the hurdle in his heart.

At least, she can be hospitalized for a period of time in the future, and she can have family affection to warm her heart.

"What kind of work is she doing now? Is the work going well? When will you and her get married?"

Xia Hai didn't know how to care about his daughter.

What he thought in his heart was always different from what he had shown, and he couldn't figure out why it was happening.

But he really cares about Xiao Jin and hopes that Xiao Jin can be happy.

Previously, he thought that he had lost Xia Jin's face, so as long as he didn't appear in Xia Jin's life, he would give Xia Jin the greatest love.

But now I find that it doesn't seem to be the case.

Xia Jin's boyfriend said so much, how could he not understand.

Growing up without father's love, my mother became a family again, a little girl, growing up with my grandmother, except for the love that my grandmother gave her, there was no other family affection.

Xiao Jin, who grew up in such a situation, is she really happy?

Is it really his fault?

You shouldn't just think that what you think is good, that's good.

He should ask Xiao Jin what he wants.

He was a failed father.

Even if he wants to make up for something now, Xiao Jin has become estranged from him.

She didn't know how to make amends.

Perhaps, you can start with Xiao Jin's living habits.

"Your daughter is very powerful, now she works as a dispenser in the central hospital, and once she used her knowledge to save the comfort of hundreds of people. She also loves to draw and works as an illustrator. There are two very good friends around him, and they sincerely accompany Xia Jin to grow up. ”

Speaking of this, Si Xiao paused.

As for when he will get married, he still really wants to, it depends on Xia Jin, when he agrees to be his girlfriend.

But that girl will definitely not want to drag herself down because of her condition.

It turns out that she did the same.

If it weren't for his dead face, she might still be hiding from herself and not wanting to see each other.

"Uncle, I really like Xia Jin, and I really want to live with her for the rest of my life, as for marriage, as long as Xiao Jin agrees, I don't have any opinions on my side, I want to work with you to protect Xia Jin. ”

Si Xiao looked at Xia Hai, and Xia Hai also tried to see something from Si Xiao's something.

Fiddling with the phone in his hand, he nodded.

"You get married...... Remember to let me know. If so, if Xiaojin's mother doesn't agree, please tell me secretly. All you need to do is take a look at it from afar. ”

Xia Hai lowered his head and looked at the phone screen.

Si Xiao suddenly understood Xia Hai's helplessness as a father.

divorced, Xia Jin followed her mother.

But my mother remarried, and it can be seen from coming to Xia Jin's side on weekdays that my stepfather doesn't like Xia Jin.

Xia's mother has a new family and a younger brother.

So it's not convenient to see Xia Jin often.

As for Xia Jin's father, he thinks that not seeing Xia Jin is the best thing for Xia Jin.

His helplessness is a compromise on life.

In the adult world, where there is two words: easy.

"Uncle, don't worry, at that time, I will definitely come over to send you an invitation in person, I hope that when the time comes, it will be you who will personally entrust Xia Jin to me. ”

This can be regarded as Si Xiao's promise.

Xia Jin, who was originally standing in the kitchen and was about to serve food outside, stood behind the door curtain, her face slightly red.

The words of both of them reached her ears.

This Si Xiao, the relationship between the two of them has obviously not reached that level, and now she is telling her father about marriage seriously.

I like it in my heart.

But this liking and shyness were dragged back into the darkness by reality. There was no light to be seen, there was darkness.

Put the dish on the table and go back.

Until Gu Cai made dinner.

"It's time for dinner, what are you two whispering?"

Gu Cai is happy today, not only because Xia Jin doesn't hate her anymore, but also because her man is the happiest day in the past ten years.

The dinner was very rich, and Gu Cai took out all the housekeeping skills to entertain Xia Jin and Si Xiao.

It's just that at the dining table, Xia Hai drank a glass of wine.

Seeing that his cheeks turned red all of a sudden.

"Lao Xia, why are you patronizing yourself and drinking, drink less. ”

In case you drink too much, how to send Xiao Jin to them if you are delirious.

Gu Cai didn't say this.

But none of you here are stupid, how can you not hear it.

"Woman's family, know what. ”

Xia Hai covered his head and drank again.

"Uncle, drink less, it's not good for your health. ”

"Hey!"

Xia Hai agreed, and the speed slowed down, but in his heart, it was really uncomfortable.

It's just been reunited, why are you going to be separated?

He was reluctant to let his daughter go, but he had no reason to stop him, because his daughter already had her own life, and she was not suitable for here.

Her home is in a big city.

After eating and drinking, Si Xiao and Xia Jin sat for a while, then got up to say goodbye and went back.

"Hey, wait, Xiao Jin, your father has prepared some local products for you, all of which are pickled at home, as well as fresh vegetables that have just come out of the field, saying that the vegetables and fruits in the city are not fresh. I'll get it for you. ”

Gu Cai hurriedly put the prepared things in the car.

Xia Jin didn't dare to look at Xia Hai, who was still sitting in his seat drinking.

Gu Cai put the things away, and Xia Jin turned around and walked outside.

This time, it's really going to be goodbye, goodbye, I don't know if it's going to be the year of the monkey, perhaps, if the cancer cells in her body continue to spread, this is probably the last time in this life.

"Xiao Xiu, go over to send my sister, and you, Lao Xia, don't drink it, get up and send it to Xiao Jin." ”

Gu Cai urged Xia Hai.

Xia Jin, who was walking out, slowed down, she thought a lot, she was listening to her father call her Xiao Jin.

But after waiting for a long time, she didn't wait for the footsteps behind her and the sound that she cherished in the depths of her memory.

Well, that's it.

stepped forward and opened the car door, just as Xia Jin was about to get into the car.

Behind him, the sound of the bench falling to the ground sounded.

Xia Jin turned around, and saw a man with slightly white hair, his eyes slightly red, just like that, standing in the hall, the wine glass in his hand trembling slightly.

I saw Xia Jin looking at him.

Stiffened and took two steps forward, these two difficult steps seemed to have exhausted the strength of his life.

He opened his mouth, but not a single tone came out of his mouth.

He was really reluctant. But I really don't know how to keep it.

Seeing that Xia Jin didn't move, Xia Hai took another step forward, holding the wine glass in his hand, the anticipation and reluctance in his eyes. Xia Jin's heart hurt uncomfortably.

Tears burst all at once.

She didn't understand the pain of her father's life, but she seemed to have forgotten that a man who was not good at words could only be saved by the actions of a man who was not good at words, as in the present.

If it weren't for the depth of this love. If it weren't for the millions of reluctance in my heart, I would never be like this.

Dad loves himself, yes, he has always loved and loved him.

It's that she doesn't understand, it's that she doesn't understand.

It's that she's too awkward, she can take the initiative, why do she have to force her father, who is not good at words, to keep her first?

Even if I can't hear that voice my baby girl, my little Jin, what about my little girl?

Her dad couldn't call her that anymore, because she's grown up.

She's no longer the little girl who chased after her father's ass.

Xia Jin let go of the hand holding the car door.

"Dad!"

That dad made Xia Hai's eyes red, and he couldn't hold back his tears.

The wine glass in his hand fell to the ground, and the whole person trembled violently.

His Xiao Jin, did he call him Dad?

"Dad. ”

A belated hug is something Xia Jin feels owes to her father.

"Dad, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Sorry ......"

I'm sorry, she's late, I'm sorry, so many years, to understand.

Sorry too much, too much.

Xia Hai reached out and gently patted his daughter's back.

He didn't dare to push too hard, for fear of hurting Xia Jin.

"Xiao Jin, don't cry, Dad is here!"

Listening to Xia Jin's cry, Xia Hai's heart was about to break.

After thinking about it for a long time, I didn't know how to comfort Xia Jin.

can only coax Xia Jin with the words of coaxing Xia Jin when he was a child.

Hearing the familiar voice of Xiao Jin, Dad is here.

All emotions collapsed in an instant.

Gu Xia on the side secretly touched her tears, great, great, this father and daughter finally relieved the knots in their hearts after so many years, great.

Xia Xiu stretched out her hand and hugged Gu Cai's waist, and tears fell to the ground one by one.

Si Xiao looked at the father and daughter who were hugging each other gently, and his eyes became red.

That night, Xia Jin and Si Xiao did not leave, but decided to stay for one night.

Gu Cai tidied up the room, Xia Jin and Xia Xiu slept together, and Si Xiao slept in the room that Gu Cai sorted out.

At night, Xia Hai grabbed Xia Jin's hand, as if opening a conversation, and said many, many words.

Tell her about some things on weekdays.

As for Xia Jin, he added chat friends with Xia Hai, Gu Cai, and Xiaoxiu, and then taught Xia's father how to call him, how to video, and how to leave a message.

Teach it over and over again, and then ask Dad Xia and Gu Cai to send messages to themselves over and over again.

Until it's confirmed that they've learned.

In this way, if Xia's father misses his daughter in the future, he can also send a video to watch it.

Xia Jin can do it if she misses her father.

After Xia Hai learned it, he touched the dialog box with Xia Jin in his new phone over and over again.