26. I have a dense phobia, and I have seen so many people in my heart
It was half past ten when I got home.
In the living room, Ji Zexi and Dongfang Yunle worked opposite each other. Seems to be talking about something.
"I'll go up first, Zehigo. ”
"Wait a minute. Yaoyao. ”
Listening to his voice, he was a little tired, recently he followed Dongfang Yunle to do a special show, every day except for rehearsals and performances, his body and spirit are tense.
"But I ......"
"How long has it been since you practiced?"
Thinking that he was going to ask something, Xiang Yao sighed. She could also clearly feel that Ji Zexi's mood was wrong.
"It's been two and a half months. ”
"Tomorrow we will start training intensively. ”
"I don't have time. ”
"Xiang Yao. Ji Zexi suppressed his anger, "Are you worthy of your ten years of hard work?"
"I went to sleep. ”
Xiang Yao didn't want to explain, what he said, fifty percent was right, she wanted to give up, but she didn't know what to do yet!
"Is the bar so fun?Is singing so fun?If Uncle Xiang and Aunt Qin know what you're doing?see if they don't break your legs!" Ji Zexi stood up, "Don't let me make this call!"
"Brother Zehi, you just fight. I went to sleep. ”
Xiang Yao didn't look back, walked directly to the room, and closed the door.
It's really a good thing not to go out, but a bad thing to spread thousands of miles.
Xiang Yao's anger came from Dongfang Yunle, who had been smiling, and when he saw him, he wanted to fight with him. Of course, there is Ji Zexi who doesn't ask the reason, and he doesn't ask what's wrong!
Forget it, wait two days, and apologize to him!
In the living room, Ji Zexi sat down slowly, and Dongfang Yunle opposite was very calm.
"It's the first time I've had such an atmosphere! ”
Dongfang Yunle handed the water to him.
"You're so anxious! A girl as big as Yaoyao will have a rebellious mentality, and talking like this is raising the bar. ”
"You say, how could the impact of that song last time be so great! I said you were in a hurry, and you still don't believe it. ”
"I was not good that time, but isn't it more urgent now? I have a solution......
For the next few days, nothing happened.
In addition to the number of people in the bar, there are more and more.
In addition to singing, she has to deal with strange fans every day.
"Sister Xiang Yao, can you sign for us?"
"Sister Xiang Yao doesn't look big, what are you doing now?"
"Does my sister have a boyfriend?"
……
Zhang Yichu took Xiang Yao's hand and escaped from the encirclement. Dong Huaian took a taxi and told them to get up.
"Anyway, why are there so many people, it seems that there are twice as many people as yesterday. Moreover, they are all women. ”
"That's right! Moreover, today is Wednesday, it shouldn't be! Dong Huai'an, it's not you who called someone!"
"What do you mean by a person?"
Xiang Yao looked at Zhang Yichu, wanting to find the answer from her face.
"Nope. I didn't ask Yaoyao, I didn't dare to do this!"
"What do you mean by a person?"
Xiang Yao looked at Dong Huaian again, wanting to find the answer from his expression!
"Isn't that weird?"
"Let me ask you, what is a person?" Xiang Yao forcibly turned Zhang Yichu's face and looked at her thinking eyes, "Tell me, what are you two thinking?"
"Actually, we want you to sing very well, play the piano, and look good. Why don't you go to my company as a trainee? You don't have to work as hard as you do now!" Dong Huai'an said more and more quietly, he didn't want Xiang Yao to be a trainee.
It's not impossible!
Xiang Yao's brain was running rapidly, calculating the pros and cons of being a star.
"Well, that's it!"
"But I didn't say it, I didn't do it. ”
"How can that be? Could it be that Yaoyao is already about to become a first-line singer!"
"Are you dreaming?"
……
Xiang Yao looked out the car window, and at night, the city was a little different. People seem to like to turn their desires into lamps, and then they look for souls that resemble them.
What are my desires?
Xiang Yao thought.
Perhaps, it is precisely the absence that is so troublesome.
"Be careful when you go back. ”
"Yaoyao, see you tomorrow. ”
Xiang Yao waved at the taxi. Then, he looked at the big boy standing in the doorway.
Speaking of which, Dongfang Yunle is only three years older than her, how can she feel ten years older than her! Giving others a sense of maturity and stability has nothing to do with age and appearance.
"Is this time of day?"
As soon as he opened his mouth, his voice evoked memories of her for nearly ten years. She didn't say anything and walked towards the house.
It's one thing to like, but not to be a third party is the bottom line.
"Won't you give Ji Zexi an explanation? He's worried about you?"
"Oh. I have a dense phobia and look at the heart of so many people. ”
"Why are you coming at me?"
"You're looking for those girls today, aren't you?"
Xiang Yao turned his face and looked at him. Between his eyebrows and eyes, there are peach blossoms, and there is also tenderness.
"How so?"
"First of all, they have slender hands, and they look like they play the piano all year round. Then, they called me sister, apparently knowing my age and being younger than me, younger than me, how could I go to the bar. Finally, what they have in their hands is a special signature paper for your studio. Xiang Yao finished speaking in one breath, and his eyes calmed down a lot.
"That's right. Dongfang Yunle clapped his hands, "You can be a detective with your ability!
"Oh, children can go to bars and drink, or do children from abroad have the habit of going back to China to listen to concerts?"
"I'm more curious, Ji Zexi said that you are very gentle. Can you tell me that you are gentle there. You're a powder keg!" Dongfang smiled and straightened his cuffs, "The last time I collaborated with "Shape", there were a lot of fans, and they not only liked me, but also liked your handling method. ”
"Oh. So what?"
"Play the piano anyway! ”
"It's a bit blunt, there is no necessary connection between the two! They like it, it only means that they haven't arrived. Besides, you didn't say you were going to give up! You sentenced me to death without asking!"
"You know that, too. You sentenced me to death without asking me?"
"Huh?"
"That woman is not my girlfriend, she is my teacher's daughter, and it is difficult to say too much. ”
The little three stones in Xiang Yao's heart fell. I feel that I have been depressed for a few months, and I don't have it all at once!
"What's the matter with me, it's that the phone was knocked off the ground by that woman and broken. Xiang Yao lowered his head, afraid that he would see that he was happy, "Also, can you take care of my business?" Brother Zexi, come out!"
Ji Zexi walked out from behind the statue, holding his forehead with his left hand and looking at Xiang Yao.
"Brother Zehi, I'm sorry for the incident a few days ago. I shouldn't have been that fierce. Xiang Yao apologized seriously, "Brother, if you're worried about me, can you ask directly?"
"Well, what's going on with you lately? Why are you still singing in the bar?"
"Well, I saw an orphan fainting on the road the other day, so I took her to the hospital and paid her for the hospitalization. I borrowed this money from my friend. ”
The two of them looked at each other, and then, they both showed the expressions on your lying faces.
"That's it, believe it or not. I've made more than 10,000 and I'm halfway there. ”
Xiang Yao returned to the house and turned off the lights in the house.
She remembered the pictures of the girl's parents and the girl she saw that day in East Hong Kong Bay, and she probably had parents who loved her! As you can imagine her experience, she had no memory when her mother died. However, when she came to remember, her mother's hollowness could not be remedied.
What does that feel like?
Incomplete.
You don't know what's wrong with you, you don't know where this hole is coming from, it's like a black hole that sucks everything up, you can't stare at it, because it's really going to fall into it, it's going to make people think you're emotionally unstable. Can't try to fill it, really can't fill it. Over the years, Aunt Ji has probably done this!
It's just, it's still there.
It will always be.