"I'll give it to you. Xia Jin hurriedly avoided Si Xiao, but Si Xiao only thought that Xia Jin was shy.

hurriedly followed Xia Jin out of the door.

"Xia Jin. Xia Jin's footsteps are fast, and they can't be faster than the man with long legs.

Si Xiao grabbed Xia Jin's wrist.

"That, it's very late, brother, I'm quite tired, go back to sleep. ”

Xia Jin didn't dare to look at Si Xiao's eyes, didn't dare to look at Si Xiao's face, because she was afraid that she wouldn't be able to control herself, that she would cry, and that she would tell Si Xiao that she really, really liked him.

There was really no way she could give up on him.

However, if you really do that, you really can't forgive yourself for your selfishness.

"Xia Jin, what's wrong with you? Why do you feel like you're avoiding me? ”

Si Xiao frowned slightly, if he couldn't see that Xia Jin was deliberately hiding from him now, then he really didn't want to say anything about himself.

"I, I didn't, brother, you should be very tired, go back to sleep, rest early, we'll see you tomorrow, okay?"

Xia Jin wanted to shake off Si Xiao's hand, but was still reluctant to look up.

"Xia Jin, I have something to say to you. Si Xiao suddenly had the illusion that if he didn't say it, he was afraid that he would not have a chance in the future.

"Brother, I'm really tired today, okay, I have something to say another day. ”

Xia Jin struggled desperately, she didn't want to listen, she really didn't want to listen, she would, she couldn't help it.

Breaking free, Si Xiao grabbed his wrist, turned around and ran towards his house.

Si Xiao behind him was in hot pursuit.

"Xia Jin, I like you, I like you. ”

Si Xiao's voice was isolated by Xia Jin.

From here, she could still see Si Xiao standing outside the courtyard.

Tears rolled down her cheeks.

Why do this? Why do this to her.

What exactly did she do wrong?

There was no murder and arson, and the old man would give up his seat on the bus.

I will help those who I can.

But why do you treat yourself like this, why?

This damn sickness, this.

Xia Jin forcibly let herself cry out and sat limp in the hallway.

Si Xiao outside the door stood quietly on the periphery of the courtyard, looking at the closed door.

Xia Jin, what's wrong?

But obviously, before, he could understand, and he could understand Xia Jin's heart for himself.

Obviously, she also likes herself, so why does she confess herself, but she avoids herself like a plague?

Si Xiao couldn't figure it out, and in the end, he just thought that Xia Jin might not have heard it.

took out his mobile phone and sent a message to Xia Jin.

- I've worked hard today, have a good rest, and I'm sincere.

After sending it, I waited quietly for ten minutes, but still didn't receive a reply from Xia Jin.

With a deep sigh, he turned around and went back to his home.

Perhaps, when we meet tomorrow, we can say it again in person.

In this way, Xia Jin is afraid that he feels that he does not have any sincerity.

……

Xia Jin was lying in the hallway, I don't know how long she had been crying, her eyes were red, and the sky was already bright outside.

When I got up, my legs and feet were already numb.

Turning around, he was startled by another person sitting at the top of the stairs.

"You ......" When did Lu Xuan sit there, how long had he been sitting?

"It's ugly when you cry. Lu Xuan stood up violently, but his feet were a little awkward when he went up the stairs.

Xia Jin's eyes were red from crying, but the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, this guy actually still cares about himself.

She didn't know whether to be happy or sad.

She didn't want to be sympathized with by Lu Xuan in such a situation.

Most importantly, don't want mom to know.

"By the way, my mother called and said that she would be back the day after tomorrow. ”

Lu Xuan walked to the staircase and suddenly spoke.

Xia Jin was stunned, oh, yes, let's go?

Xia Jin, who snorted, also went upstairs. Wash up.

I fell asleep on my bed.

Well, because I was sick, I took a vacation for a while.

Although her illness has worsened, she can't give up her current job, otherwise, where will she get the money to treat her illness?

Back to the room, crawled on the bed, and heard Si Xiao's voice I like you.

Xia Jin's tears broke the embankment again.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm too, I like you, I like you, but what should I do? What should I do? I like you too, but, but I can't, I can't ......"

The heart is blocked.

The feeling that you know that the person you like also likes you, but you can't be together, only those who have actually experienced it can understand that feeling.

Deeply tortured.

Xia Jin didn't know when she fell asleep, only that her pillow was wet when she woke up.

I went to the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror with red eyes, and tears fell all at once.

Xia Jin, Xia Jin, obviously only thirty years old, but actually only twenty-nine, why did he live his life so badly?

Why is this happening?

Why is it a lesion, why is it serious, and why does it evolve into kidney cancer?

In the past, I only felt that life was unfair, why did she want her parents to divorce, why did she have to live without her parents by her side.

At that time, she wanted the love of her parents, wanted their care, and felt that she was the most pitiful person in the world.

But now I understand that in the face of life and death, everything else is just some bruises.

"Xia Jin, you have to cheer up, cheer up, as long as you cooperate with Dr. Che's treatment, you will definitely get better, by that time, if the little brother has no object, he will be cheeky to pursue it. ”

Xia Jin, who secretly cheered herself up.

On a new day, there must be a new atmosphere, cheer up Xia Jin.

Don't you have to go to work tomorrow, you'll get better.

So, Xia Jin hid in his studio with swollen eyes.

Until Su Qiong, who woke up at Si Xiao's house, knocked on the door of Xia Jin's house.

"She's upstairs. Lu Xuan glanced coldly at Xia Jin's two fox friends and dog friends.

To be honest, if it weren't for the fact that he couldn't bear Xia Jin to cry like that yesterday, he really didn't want to let the two sleepy-eyed people in front of him come in.

The two of them entered the house, and Lu Xuan's eyes fell on Si Xiao's house not far away.

I don't know how Liu Jin's sister is, whether she drank too much yesterday, whether she went home at night or stayed at the man's house opposite.

However, the person named Nan Xuan shouldn't let Sister Liu Ying suffer.

Sometimes I don't understand that the person named Nan Xuan obviously likes Sister Liu Ying more than the person named Si Xiao.

I like it so much that I have given up my original personality to imitate the personality of the person she likes.

Why is Sister Liu Ying just unwilling to look back.

Maybe happiness is actually in the moment of turning around.

Man, sometimes it's just strange why those who have lived so many years longer than him don't understand the truth that even a sixteen-year-old man understands.

It's like he knows that he likes Sister Liu Ming, and this liking is sincere.

However, it is impossible for the two of them, so he can let this liking continue, but he will never tell Sister Liu Ying that he likes her.

will definitely not let himself develop to the point of confessing to Sister Liu Jin, and he will not have a relationship.

This is called self-knowledge.

Like Xia Jin, Sister Liu Ming, and Nan Xuan, if you don't listen to a word, it is not good to stop it.

Gee.

"My Jin, where are you, I'll go to your room and sleep for a while. Su Qiong entered Xia Jin's room.

As for the crossing, it was to go to the guest room.

When I woke up at Si Xiao's house, I was really embarrassed to sleep again, so I came to Xia Jin's house to make up for it.

Xia Jin didn't respond, they found the room by themselves, and fell headlong, drinking too much.

Xia Jin, who was hiding in his studio, heard Su Qiong's loud voice.

But where did she dare to go out, these red and swollen eyes, if Su Qiong saw them, she would definitely get to the bottom of it.

And she's sure to show any clues.

The person at the crossing was silent, but he really didn't have the power to observe.

If it were then, I would definitely not be able to hide my illness.

So, no.

It's good to pretend you're not at home.

Right.

Send a message to Su Qiong, just say that they have something to do when they go out, they are not at home, if they wake up, they will go home by themselves, and don't conflict with their younger brother.

Well, after doing all this, she locked herself in the studio.

Didn't go out all day.

"Open the door. Outside the door, it was Lu Xuan's voice.

Xia Jin didn't want to speak, nor did she want to respond, pretending that she wasn't there.

"If you don't open the door again, I'll go next door and ask Si Xiao to come over. Lu Xuan's voice was cold.

However, soon, a crack opened in the door, popping out Xia Jin's head, already with a pair of crying red and swollen eyes.

Lu Xuan frowned slightly, this woman, he said that she did it, there was nothing wrong with it.

Oh, although I don't know why I cried like this, I don't have to think about it to know that it must be because of the man named Si Xiao.

Rejected right?

Oh, I don't know what to say, people are like that, she looks like this, she doesn't match when she stands together, it's really wishful thinking, now it's okay.

But Lu Xuan didn't say it.

Stuffed a bowl of warm porridge in his hand to Xia Jin.

"When you're full, you can continue to be a shrunken turtle. ”

Rolled his eyes at Xia Jin, turned around and left.

"Hey, don't tell Su Qiong about them, I'm at home. ”

Xia Jin explained to Lu Xuan, who didn't reply, that she really couldn't see her two bad friends today.

It wasn't until Lu Xuan's back disappeared from sight that Xia Jin looked at the warm preserved egg and lean porridge in his hand.

My heart was warmed by Lu Xuan's stinky boy's actions.

In the end, do you still care about yourself?

Just why, the nose is a little sour. Tears are going to fall.

Xia Jin, you unproductive goods.

Reaching out, touching his tears, he entered the studio.

Eating the porridge given by Lu Xuan, for some reason, he was sad. Wow cried out, heartbreaking.