On the day of the eleventh inspection, Shen Nanyan still followed their car and followed them all the way.

Dr. Orlant first looked at the results of Eleven's previous examinations and then arranged for her to go to the hospital for a check-up.

After the latest results came out, Orlante communicated with Teacher He, Ye Xingchen and others as soon as possible.

Eleven sat outside, not far from the corridor, where Shen Nanyan was standing.

After a long time, the people in the office walked out.

No one spoke, just looked at Eleven, but his expression was a little dignified, although he couldn't see anything, but what such a dignified atmosphere represented, Eleven understood everything.

She smiled and slowly got up from the bench.

"Sister, Teacher He, Doctor Orlante. ”

Ye Xingchen walked up to her and held her hand, with obvious sadness on his face: "One by one." ”

Eleven's other hand covered it: "Sister, is the result out?"

"Hmm. ”

Doctor Orlante took the initiative to speak at this time: "Miss Ye, I shouldn't have told you at this time, but after thinking about it, you also have the right to know." ”

Eleven knew in his heart: "It's okay, you can say it." ”

"Because of the car accident, you have a bad lump left in your head, and the location is quite special, and now the success rate of surgery is only 30%. ”

It was the same result as Dr. Luo's, and Eleven already had a certain understanding in his heart.

Is it a disappointment?

No, she had guessed that this would be the result from Dr. Luo's side before.

Her situation is so complicated, and the car accident is so tragic, it is not a complete surprise that there will be such a result.

"Thank you. ”

"I'm sorry that it didn't bring a good result to Miss Ye. ”

Eleven smiled faintly: "How come, you can come here, I am already very grateful, as for natural and man-made disasters, all kinds of predetermined endings, as long as we work hard in the process." ”

Her considerate appearance made Dr. Orlante feel very moved: "Miss Ye, you can have such a mentality, I am surprised, you have a good personality, easy to get along with, and you can have such thoughts when looking at this matter, I believe that you will definitely have a good future." ”

Eleven accepted it calmly: "I will accept your blessing." ”

"Don't worry, when I go back, I will also communicate well with the people around me, hoping to give you a good feedback, after all, the current result only represents the present, and there are infinite possibilities in the future. ”

Eleven hugged Dr. Orlant superficially: "Thank you, I will wait for your good news." ”

"Good. ”

After saying goodbye to Teacher He and Dr. Orlante, except for Shen Nanyan, who had always refused to face the appearance, Eleven was the only one left by Ye Xingchen's side.

Ye Xingchen has always been silent, she can't be as indifferent as Eleven.

Before coming to the hospital, she had great hopes, she felt that since she was a friend of Teacher He, a person with high moral standing might be able to be better than Luo Zhi and give Eleven a good answer.

But now, as much as there was hope before, there is as much disappointment as there is now.

She asked herself, were Eleven's eyes really like this, how could she accept this, her sister, who would be like this for the rest of her life, and how painful and sad her heart must be.

Compared with Ye Xingchen's depression, Eleven's mood was much calmer.

On the way out of the hospital, she spoke slowly, seemingly casually, but in fact she was thoughtful.

"Sister, let me tell you a story. ”

"What?"

"When I was in school, there was a classmate in the dormitory next door who had a boyfriend, and he was a very good boyfriend and would often buy things for the girls in their dormitory, but one day, he didn't buy anything, and there was a girl next door who felt that the boyfriend was not a qualified boyfriend, and felt that people's feelings had changed. ”

After hearing this, Ye Xingchen frowned: "What is the reason?"

Eleven asked rhetorically, "What does my sister think?"

"I'm probably used to being treated like that, and once I leave, I feel like it's a change of feelings. ”

Eleven smiled slightly: "This explanation also makes sense, but I have another understanding." ”

Ye Xingchen turned his head to look at Eleven, Eleven smiled, and his red lips opened slightly.

"That's because those roommates have expectations. It is precisely because they are used to being treated like that that that they will look forward to it every time, and the greater the expectation, the greater the disappointment. That's why they feel that their relationship has changed later, but is it?"

went around in such a big circle, just to say such a truth.

Ye Xingchen has a sharp mind, and when Eleven says this, she knows what she wants to express.

She was worried that she had been remembering this incident all along, and that she was sad, so she let such an example appear in their conversation and use it in this way to soothe her depression.

"Eleven. Ye Xingchen stopped and looked at Eleven solemnly.

Eleven looked at her back: "Sister." ”

"You remember what I said now, I am your sister, and the relative I want to protect in this life is you, no matter whether your eyes are good or not in the end, I am always your dependence. ”

Eleven lowered his head and smiled lightly, holding Ye Xingchen's hand, with reassurance: "I know sister." ”

……

Walking out of the hospital, Ye Xingchen suddenly realized that Shen Nanyan followed them all the way.

She lowered her head, and was about to ask Eleven if she wanted to talk to Shen Nanyan, but Eleven opened her mouth first.

"Sister, is Shen Nanyan still there?"

"In. ”

Eleven clenched his palms for half a second: "Sister, I want to talk to him, is it okay?"

"Of course. ”

Ye Xingchen took Eleven to Shen Nanyan, and when he saw Shen Nanyan, he said, "I want to talk to you one by one." ”

Shen Nanyan nodded politely to Ye Xingchen, who left.

He withdrew his gaze, his eyes softened: "Have you seen the doctor?"

Eleven mumbled.

After a pause, I felt that such an answer was a bit perfunctory.

"I finished reading it earlier. ”

"Okay, have you eaten in the morning?"

"After eating, Mr. He also brought me my favorite thing from the breakfast shop at the school gate. ”

Speaking of which, Eleven had a bright smile on his face, clearly satisfied.

Shen Nanyan's well-defined face had a hint of other expressions.

He thought of the notice that Simon had just given.

- Mr. Shen, I called and asked Dr. Orlante, and he said that he couldn't do anything about Madame's eyes, and Madame and others also knew.

Back and forth, Dr. Orlant still had no choice.

Originally, he thought she should be sad.

But along the way, he looked at her indifferent appearance, watching her talk and laugh with Ye Xingchen.

He suddenly felt that she was really far stronger than he had imagined.

"If you like it, I'll ask Simon to buy it for you often. He stared at her face, and his words were full of affection.

Eleven's expression was stunned for a moment, and then she smiled.

"Nanyan is joking, Xin Tezhu has so many things to do every day, and my school is so far away, how can I have time to buy it for me. ”

Shen Nanyan stared at her for a moment, and there was an indissoluble tenderness between her eyebrows.

"He doesn't have time, so I'll go. ”

The corners of Eleven's lips moved slightly.

After being silent for a long time, she suddenly said to Shen Nanyan, "Let's go for a walk together." ”

Shen Nanyan wanted to say that her eyes were inconvenient and it was not safe to walk.

But when the words came to my lips, I felt that it was redundant.

With him by her side, what's not safe?

There was a small park outside the hospital, where Eleven and Shen Nanyan were walking, and not far behind them, Xin Meng was waiting there in a car.

Shen Nanyan has always taken care of Eleven carefully, whenever there is something wrong with Eleven, he immediately stretches out his hand, but every time he doesn't touch Eleven, he turns the corner.

She's really good at walking.

On the contrary, Shen Nanyan felt panicked in his heart, the groping in Eleven's hands, and the strange eyes cast by passers-by from time to time.

If he could, Shen Nanyan hoped that he would bear these for Eleven.

"Eleven, shall I hold you?" Shen Nanyan said tentatively.

Eleven paused, surprised when Shen Nanyan also learned to ask like this first.

She stood there without answering, and after a long time, she said, "No need, Nanyan, let's talk." ”

was rejected, and Shen Nanyan didn't feel sad or anything.

He replied softly, "Yes." ”

The two continued to walk forward, and Shen Nanyan was still carefully taking care of Eleven, for fear that he would bump into it.

Eleven was in a sparse mood: "Are you busy with your company's affairs these days?"

"It's fine. ”

Eleven chuckled: "It shouldn't be okay, the Shen Group is up and down, there are so many things, big and small, you should be very busy." ”

Shen Nanyan's eyes kept changing, but there were not too many ups and downs in his words.

"I'm the manager of the company, and I can do a lot of things to my people. ”

Is it?

Eleven smiled and said nothing.

No, if it was really as easy as Shen Nanyan said, then she wouldn't have been worried about whether he would be in bad health because of Shen Nanyan's busy work.

She and Shen Nanyan haven't known each other for a month, two months, and they have known each other for nine years.

How could she not know the weight of the four words of the Shen Group falling on Shen Nanyan for such a long time.

"Nanyan, is it worth spending so much time on me?"

In the end, she still said it.

Shen Nanyan looked at her for a long time: "It's worth it." ”

"If I don't agree to be with you again in the end, will you regret spending so much time?"

Shen Nanyan's chuckle came into Eleven's ears, she stopped, tilted her head slightly, obviously she couldn't see Shen Nanyan, but she still made a look as if she was watching.

"Why are you smiling?"

The hand hanging by his side was held by a pair of warm big hands, followed by Shen Nanyan's deep voice.

"Eleven, the thing I regret the most in my life so far is that I didn't cherish you in the first place. ”

Eleven felt that this was a bit exaggerated, and said the ridiculous words without even thinking about it: "Yes? I thought that the thing you regretted the most was agreeing to divorce me." ”

"No, if I do it again, I still want you to file for divorce, and I promise it. ”

Eleven was shocked by the meaning of Shen Nanyan's words, did he also want a divorce?

So what is the tossing and turning for so long?

There were all kinds of thoughts in his heart, but the smile on Eleven's face was still the same: "Really?"

Shen Nanyan had a smile in his eyes, and his words were loud: "Eleven, if you hadn't mentioned it, I wouldn't even know that in your heart, our marriage had so many obscure unbearable, and I didn't know that I used to be so bad to you, divorce, it seems to be our end, but in fact it is our beginning, Eleven, I never think that between us is the previous stage, now or later." ”

He called her name several times in a row, but the smile on Eleven's face gradually froze.

"Nanyan, do you know why I proposed to go with you?"

"You say I'll listen. ”

"Because I want you to know very clearly that I am not the same now, that I am a blind person, that I can't see with my eyes, and that many things that seem trivial to others are very difficult for me to do. You are the president of the Shen Group and the heir of the Shen family, if you still decide to be with me, do you know what you will face in the end?"

"What do you have to face? 11, love or not love is my business, what do others say, I love you, I love you when you walk like flying, I love you when you are blind and your steps are difficult. ”

"But we don't deserve it. ”

"It's up to me whether it's worthy or not. Shen Nanyan's voice was firm.

Eleven heard him say, "You can't see that I can be your eyes, you are afraid that the road ahead will be bumpy and difficult, and I will accompany you." ”

……

Ye family.

Eleven returned to bed after washing, and just lay down when he received a call from Xu Qing.

"Eleven, are you still in Jiangcheng?"

Xu Qing's voice came from the phone.

Ten kept getting up and leaning against the head of the bed, and then he spoke: "Well, it's still there." ”

"Then what do you look like, what do the people recruited by Teacher He say?"

Mentioning her eyes, Eleven paused, although it was not good news, but since Xu Qing asked, she should also say it truthfully.

"It's the same as the previous takeover given by Dr. Luo, the success rate of the operation is too low, and I don't dare to rush into surgery. ”

Xu Qing on the other end of the phone spoke again, and his voice was more comforting than just now.

"Eleven, don't take this matter too seriously, believe me, God is fair, you are so good, your eyes will definitely be better in the end. ”

Eleven held the phone in one hand, and raised the other hand in front of his eyes by feeling.

"Xu Qing, don't worry, I'm almost used to the matter of eyes, and I rarely get into the horns of a bull, since things are like this, all I can do is live a good life. ”

Thinking like this, Xu Qing's heart was a little less worried: "Then do you still want to go back to Prague?" ”

Xu Qing's words fell, and Eleven didn't say anything for a long time.

Xu Qing probably also noticed something: "What, don't you want to go back again?"

"It's not. ”

"Then why hesitate?" he asked.

Eleven's hand that didn't hold the phone fell on her temple, and she asked slowly, "Xu Qing, do you think I love Shen Nanyan?"

"Why did you say such a thing all of a sudden?"

"Or rather, what do you think love is?"

The topic jumped too much, and Xu Qing on the other end of the phone didn't say a word for a long time.

Eleven was not in a hurry, she maintained a movement and waited patiently for Xu Qing's answer.

"I used to think that love was a feeling, but later, I found out that it was not. True love is a kind of giving, continuous effort for the sake of the loved one. ”

"And do you think you're in El now?"

"Love. ”

In less than a year, Xu Qing did not hesitate to give this answer.

"In the early days, I felt that I loved you, and I even felt that if I couldn't be with you, I might not be happy in my life, and then when I went to the Hidden Country, you asked me to meet, tell me how you feel, and tell me your feelings for Shen Nanyan. At that time, I knew that true love was like you did to Shen Nanyan, when you said that you would never love others again in your life, there was affection in your eyes, and from that moment I understood that I should not go back to you, or even come to the hidden country with you. Eleven, it was your deep affection that made me understand that I can't change you, even if I can't let you have that kind of affection for me in my whole life. ”

Speaking of this, Xu Qing suddenly laughed to himself.

"Of course, I may think that I am not firm enough when I say these things, but Eleven, life is a long time, and choosing a new life and loving other people is a very realistic thing for me. ”

In a long paragraph, Xu Qing talked about a lot of practical problems.

If Eleven has loving feelings for Xu Qing, then he will definitely feel heartache.

But no, after so many years, her mind is on Shen Nanyan.

Even if you are really disappointed and really decide to divorce, it has nothing to do with love.

She always felt that if she divorced Shen Nanyan, she gave up marriage. It's not Shen Nanyan.

She loves Shen Nanyan, starting from the fire funeral nine years ago, to the long time later.

"I see. After Xu Qing's words fell for a long time, Eleven's voice finally came from the silent room.

Gentle and calm.

Xu Qing didn't know why she suddenly asked these questions, but she could probably guess that it was because of Shen Nanyan.

"What, what happened to you and Shen Nanyan?"

"It's not a very special thing, it's just that there are some things that I always thought were unimportant, but now I suddenly feel that what I thought was in his place may need countless changes and decisions to be presented. ”

Shen Nanyan said that Xu Qing had no contact, but he knew something about both public and private.

Shen Nanyan is the president of the Shen Group, who excelled in the mall at a young age, and the best mate selection standard in the minds of many women in Jiangcheng.

On the other hand, he is a man that Eleven has loved for many years, and he is a person who Eleven will never let go of in this life.

Now Eleven Zai has some thoughts in Shen Nanyan's heart, and when Shen Nanyan is sincere, Xu Qing supports it.

"You love him so much, and there are many things that you really need to think about. ”

Eleven replied inaudibly.

Yes, after so many years, she really should think about it and sort out a lot of thoughts.