2010.9.5

Sun Ruiyang:

I'm settled in now, my roommate is a Turkish girl, we communicate in English and we get along okay now.

I have also chosen all the courses, and now this subject is called "East Asian Regional Studies", I have never heard of this major in China, and I don't know what I am studying, so I have chosen it randomly.

All classes were in English, with foreign teachers and some former diplomats. But their English is so strange, it's completely Japanese. Alas, my sister's English is a pure American pronunciation, and Sister Wen Jing's English is pure English pronunciation...... When it was my turn in the future, probably everyone would say - you learned English in Japan, right?

But you are not allowed to laugh at me, you must say that my English is the best.

After the dormitory was divided, I watered the eggshell, and in two or three days it would sprout, and I was curious to see what flowers would grow.

I love you and miss you today.

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2010.9.15

Joleen:

You're settled in a foreign country, and I'm completely relieved. But it's also a bit of a loss, after all, you're fine without me...... So, I also became a useless boyfriend.

After sending you away, I felt like I had lost my soul and poured water into my little eggshell. So, I should have seen the flowers bloom a few days before you. I guess it's cosmos, you like purple!

Beijing is still in the middle of summer, and Yokohama shouldn't be too cold. The one-hour time difference doesn't seem to be too bad, but I always feel that the road is long and obstructive across thousands of mountains and rivers.

I miss you a little more than you miss me.

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.3

Sun Ruiyang:

Today, many international students have gone to Kamakura together, and it seems that for our generation, "Slam Dunk" still has an irreplaceable position.

But I didn't go with them, and I said I would wait for you to come and see it. Although I would love to go there and take pictures, I still keep my promise with you.

Hurry up and praise me!

Alas, my Turkish roommate was about to make a noise to death, and every day as soon as I went to bed, she videotaped home and was super loud. I was angry, and she could see that I was angry, but she didn't care at all.

I miss Murong so much, and I miss my roommate, we have never had a conflict over schedules. I used to hear people say that when the same dormitory had a lot of trouble because of work and rest, I couldn't understand it, but now I finally understand what it's like.

I'm writing to you today because the eggshell fell to the ground. I used to put it on my desk, watering it every day, caring for it like a child, but today it fell to the ground, and my heart was about to break.

When I left, I didn't close the windows, and the wind was strong these days, probably because it was blown to the ground. I close the window when I go out, and if it falls to the ground again, I ask my roommate.

I sat for a long time holding the eggshell before I wrote to you. It's fine, I'm still very uncomfortable, if only you were around.

I still miss you today, remember to miss me!

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.18

Joleen:

A good roommate is hard to come by, and if she seriously affects your life, don't give her a face, talk openly and honestly first, and negotiate a good schedule. If she doesn't listen, you should communicate with your housekeeper in time. Don't be afraid of other people's eyes, and don't be afraid of others saying that you have "too many things", this matter has seriously affected your work and rest, and in the long run, it will inevitably affect your health. I'm worried, and I hope you can solve it soon.

As for the seed in that eggshell, I also hope that it will grow up safely, but it is just a seed, don't pay too much attention to it, and don't let others see that you care. Take it easy, and there will be a lot less worries and hassles.

I took a photo yesterday to show you, the plants in my eggshell haven't bloomed yet, but it's a cosmos, do you want to make a bet with me?

The wind in Beijing is a little cold, I don't know how you are there? I want to fly over to see you as soon as possible, waiting for me.

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.19

Sun Ruiyang:

After listening to your words, I talked to my roommate, and she said that she accepted my suggested schedule, but I didn't think it was useful, because she still went her own way and never thought about whether she would disturb me.

She often talked on the phone at 2 a.m., then slept in her dorm room during the day, often skipping classes, and didn't worry about her grades at all. I don't want to be angry with her, she argues with me, so I will go to the study room to study, and in the past few months, my self-study time has been forced to be extended for a long time.

Also, the plant in the eggshell has already taken shape, and the first thing I do when I open my eyes every day is to see if it has bloomed. I guess it's probably a sunflower.

When the two of us went to buy seeds, the shopkeeper said that they would bloom in 50 days, and anyway, my progress has always been slower than others, and the speed of raising flowers is also slower than others.

I'm used to life here now, and in two months, the semester will be over. Hurry up and set a time in Japan, and let's go to Kamakura together.

I miss you today, too.

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.30

Joleen:

That seed was cosmos, I wasn't mistaken. The moment you see it blooming, it's like seeing your smiling face, and although it's a bleak autumn, it's also a sunny autumn.

Since this semester, I have also gone to the hospital for an internship. The subject of infectious diseases is really too unpopular, and the professor told us that no one will ask you to do things in the future, and you will not make a fortune, but it is a pity that you got such a high score in the exam that year.

The old professor spoke with great humor and also told an indisputable fact. But I remembered what Brother Qiao Nan said at that propaganda meeting, "Please go elsewhere for promotion and wealth, and don't enter the door if you are greedy for life and fear of death." Doctors are also another kind of warrior, Brother Qiao Nan has such feelings, and I have them too.

Don't laugh at me, and don't think I'm poor (you're not like that). Of course, even if you are poor, I will make you feel free and happy, this is a promise I made a long time ago.

I have saved a lot of things to tell you, but QQ and letters are too thin, and I want to see you as soon as possible.

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.10

Sun Ruiyang:

I am very happy to see your letter. Over the years, your ideals have not changed, and I really want to be as determined as you.

Haha, I'll tell you a joke. Two days ago, we went to Osaka to play, and the aunt at the hotel wanted to clean up, so I told her, please clean tomorrow. She looked horrified, but soon laughed and told me that it was cleaning, not "eating".

Alas, I was so ashamed that I couldn't figure out the pronunciation of "cleaning" and "eating", and made a big joke, but I will never forget these two words for the rest of my life.

Also, Nara's fawn almost ate my passport, and it bit me so much that I was holding my head! Sure enough, it's a deer, it's not cute at all, huh!

After the sunflower thanked me, I still kept the eggshell. Such a cute little flower pot, I can't bear to throw it away. As you said, when the flowers are gone, you will almost come, and I will wait for you to come.

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.30

Joleen:

As for the reason why I can't go to Japan, although I told you on QQ, I still want to tell you that I am not as fragile as you think, I am the eldest son in the family, and I have the ability to bear all this.

My dad had already had surgery, and because it was detected early, it didn't spread, but there was an extra scar on his neck. Now he's recovering well and I'm completely able to take care of him alone. My mom has returned to Port City, and she is going back to take care of the baby. Keeping your baby in your home is not a long-term solution. However, I heard from Mr. Li that after my dad got sick, the baby was a lot more sensible.

After this incident, I feel even more that life in the world is just a few things like birth, old age, sickness and death. As for the small things that are gained and lost, don't worry about it. Brother Qiao Nan's open-mindedness is probably because he has figured out this, right?

You don't have to worry about me, our family is very good, and my parents are still optimistic and strong as always. My dad knew a long time ago that we had made an appointment to go to Kamakura, and after I decided not to go, he also said that he would delay our cross-border date, and that next time he would provide funds, we could go wherever we wanted.

By the way, my dad also asked me, can you still write martial arts? When you were a child, you also hooked up with him, and after you finished writing, he was the first to go to the show.

The less you blame me, the more I feel indebted to you. As for Kamakura, let's think of it as an unfinished dream of ours! You said that you want to take a picture of your back at the station at sunset, and I remember it. I will definitely take you to realize this dream.

Sorry again, once again...... I miss you so much.