Although the county seat is not big, but there are more than a dozen alleys in a street, I don't know the specific alleys can also make people dizzy, just when Shu Wei wanted to give up, and wanted to call her mother with her mobile phone, she saw her mother walking out of a fruit store at the opposite corner of the street, Shu Wei looked at her mother, she hadn't seen her for two years.

Mom is wearing a long black coat and a red plaid scarf, Mom has always been very well-maintained, although she is in her fifties, her face still looks fair, her face and facial features are still very beautiful, she looks like a woman in her early forties, and her mother is thinner than the previous two years.

Looking at the mother who was crossing the road with a bag of fruits, Shu Wei's eyes were slightly red, although her mother had been cold to her for some reason since she was a child, but she really always wanted to get her care and love, just like her brother, although she never got it, but in her heart, although she was afraid of her, she had always loved her. She would rather be an adopted person than the truth of the matter as she had guessed.

Shu Yun kept her head down and walked forward carrying the fruit, probably because she was hiding something in her heart, she didn't notice that someone was following her behind, and she walked into a shop selling incense and candles. Shu Wei didn't stop her mother, just pulled the suitcase and silently followed behind her, looking at her thin back, Shu Wei felt complicated.

Shu Yun walked out of the store after buying incense, candles, paper money and other worship things, and then walked forward, and then turned around and walked into an old alley, the alley was much quieter than the street, and the sound of footsteps and luggage behind her finally made Shu Yun realize that something was wrong, her heart chuckled, and an indescribable fear instantly spread throughout her body, her steps stopped suddenly, her eyes looked straight ahead, and then she turned her head suddenly.

Shu Wei was startled, and her heart beat fast when she looked at her mother's expression.

Shu Yun stared at her deadly, as if she wanted to stare her out of a hole, and after a while, she said, "Why are you here?"

The voice was so cold that there was no emotion, and looking at Shu Wei was like looking at a terrible stranger, because only she knew how terrible the cool feeling on her back just now made her feel terrible, as if someone had been standing behind her, watching everything she had done. When she turned around, it was Shu Wei, and she didn't feel relieved, but looked at her as if she was scrutinizing.

"I'm coming for you. Shu Wei's voice trembled with a hint of restraint.

Mother's look was strange and surprised to her, what was her mother afraid of, her expression was pale, her body was in a tense state, if it was her inappropriate behavior with her mother that scared her, then her mother looked back and saw why she didn't breathe a sigh of relief, but ...... Instead, he looked at her as if he had seen something more terrifying.

"What are you afraid of?" Shu Wei asked softly.

What are you afraid of hearing this Shu Yun s expression finally gradually relaxed, she no longer looked at her, nor did she answer her immediately, but turned around and walked forward. She listened to the voice that followed, her heart was very uneasy, the sound of luggage seemed very abrupt in the quiet alley, and she also felt very resistant in her heart, the sound was like a saw working, pulling little by little at the place of her heart, she felt a trace of fear.

Shu Wei followed her mother, and her mother stopped more than 100 meters into the alley, most of the houses here are their own houses, so they are not built high, and stopped in front of a house with only two floors, Shu Yun put the things in her hand on the ground, and then took out the key from her bag to open the door.

Opening the door, Shu Yun turned her head to look at Shu Wei and said, "Why are you coming back here?"

Her expression was much calmer now, but her tone of voice was still the same as before, with a cold distance.

Shu Wei looked at her mother, looked at her sincerely, and said, "I just want to come to you, I have never met my father, I just want to know my own background, can you tell me?"

Shu Yun looked at her eyes, as if she wanted to read something from her eyes, did she know something.

Shu Wei didn't avoid it as before, but kept looking at her mother, her mother was trying to figure out what she was thinking, she was also thinking, and what her mother was thinking in her heart.

In the end, she didn't say anything, Shu Yun bent down to pick up the bag, and then turned around and walked into the house.

At this time, it was four o'clock in the afternoon, and the sun outside was still very warm, but this room was very dark with the light on its back, and it seemed to be colder than outside when she walked in. This is a two-story house, in a rectangular layout, the first floor is the living room, bathroom and kitchen, the second floor is three small rooms, she still remembers that she used to come back with her brother, who was only five or six years old at the time, because he had fallen upstairs, everything seemed to be no different from the impression, but Shu Wei still felt very strange.

Shu Yun took the fruit into the kitchen to wash it, and put it on the table after washing, she sat down and looked at the suitcase that Shu Wei put by the door, the room was full of old objects, only her suitcase seemed different, the alley was very quiet, the house was quieter, but her heart couldn't be quiet at all.

The two didn't speak for a while, until a dog barked in the distance, Shu Yun sighed, she turned her eyes to look at Shu Wei, and then said, "You should tell me when you come back." ”

Shu Wei looked at her, "I'm afraid that if I tell you, you won't be here." "She has a reason why she can't say it, the people of the Su family are also here, does my mother know about them? She really wanted to ask, but she didn't dare to ask when the words came to her mouth.

Looking at Shu Wei, who was a little stubborn, Shu Yun couldn't remember clearly, did Shu Wei ever be so stubborn when she was a child? Although she was raised by her, to be honest, she didn't know anything about her, and she didn't even know what she liked to eat. She said slowly, "Do you really want to know your father so much?"

"Yes. Shu Wei said seriously.

Shu Yun smiled, "Tell me why first, why do you have to be so persistent in this matter?"

Shu Wei suddenly wanted to ask her mother, why she couldn't get close to her since she was a child, but she didn't ask after all, because no matter what the answer was, her mother's attitude towards her would not change. Instead, he said: "I want to know who I am, I want to know, Qin Xuyang is not my father, are you not my mother?"

Shu Yun was slightly stunned, and looked at her with inquiring eyes, she didn't expect that she just used her to stimulate Qin Xuyang, but it caused her to doubt her life experience, and asked her to chase her to this small county town.

Shu Wei also looked at her, she didn't look inquiring, but said a little gloomily: "I'm not your child, am I? That's why you have always refused to care more about me." But I don't understand why you have to raise me in the first place, if you don't love me, why did you adopt me if there was no special reason why you had to adopt me, when you were not married, and you had to live a difficult life with me alone, and you had to suffer from the eyes of others?"

Faced with her question, Shu Yun felt pressure. Yes, when she was taken with her, she went away from home, and how many difficulties she experienced to settle down, but it was very strange that although she didn't love Shu Wei, she never thought of abandoning her for a moment.

She smiled, then lowered her head and sighed, looking up at her: "You are indeed not my child, and you know that my child was gone when he fell that year." I was very sad, I was sad, how much I wanted this child, but he said that if it is gone, it will be gone, can you understand the feeling of a mother who has no child? So I went to the orphanage, and when I saw that you were thinner than the other children, I was like seeing my unborn child, so I adopted you. But I may not have been careful enough in my decision, and I regretted it a little later, but how could I give up my adoption, so I can only keep you up,"

She smiled helplessly, "It may be that the idea of abandonment abandoned, so I have always been intimately close to you, plus my mother's temperament doesn't like to talk much, over the years, I also know that you have been wronged, and my mother is here to apologize to you." ”

Is it only because of the idea of abandoning her that she has always been not close to her? Shu Wei looked at her mother, but her mother did not tell the truth, because her eyes revealed not only her lack of love for her, but also a trace of resentment towards her.

The sky was dark, the north wind outside was blowing, Shu Wei pulled her suitcase and followed behind her mother, the lights in the alley were very dim, only the lights of the street in front were bright.

Shu Yun also came back yesterday and simply cleaned up a small room, and even the kitchen couldn't be used for cooking, and Shu Wei's sudden arrival didn't have time to clean up another room, so she could only live in the hotel, Shu Yun lowered her head and looked at her shadow, thinking about how to dispel Shu Wei's suspicious heart.

Shu Wei followed behind her mother, she didn't have any opinion on staying in the hotel, because there was always an invisible separation between her and her mother, and she usually went back with her brother and stepfather around, but if there were only two people, she would rather live in the hotel, and she also wanted to think about it alone in the hotel.

Opened the door of the guest room with her luggage, Shu Wei plugged in the card and electricity, this hotel is diagonally opposite the mouth of the alley, although it is not big, but it looks quite tidy, she put her luggage in the guest room, and then walked to the bathroom to wash her face.

Shu Yun didn't go upstairs, but waited in the lobby downstairs, she sat in a daze, in fact, she was a little panicked.

She has always been very sad about coming back to this place, this is her hometown, she undoubtedly loves this place, because there are good memories of her, but at the same time, she is also afraid to come back to this place, because of the things she has done, so that she has a belief that this place is as far away as possible.

Shu Wei came back to this place, she never thought of it, she hadn't been back here for ten years, and this time she came back just to pay respects to her parents' graves, she comforted herself, just stayed for two days, nothing would change.

She took a deep breath, then put on her coat, stood up and walked to the door of the hotel, the winter in the small county town is not very lively, there are not many pedestrians on the street, this is not noisy The small county town made her heart a little calmer.

After Shu Wei and her mother went to the restaurant to eat some simple meals, the two came back and separated in the alley, Shu Wei took out her mobile phone, and then called Qin Zhenzu.

Qin Zhenzu was a little noisy when he answered the phone, "Why did you reply to me so late?" ”

Shu Wei hung up one of his calls just now, because her mother was sitting opposite her at that time, although her mother didn't care about her affairs, but she still couldn't naturally answer the call of the opposite sex in front of her, she didn't answer, just asked, "Where are you now?"

"Where is it? I think about it, a very poor place, a very backward place, well, it's still cold. ”

Shu Wei felt that something was wrong at this time, and Qin Zhenzu's voice seemed to have a kind of self-deprecation that he couldn't say what he felt, "Why do you have friends here?"

Qin Zhenzu smiled, "I'll tell you another day, now I don't have the mood to say this, since you are also safe and sound, then I will hang up, rest early, and I will go to you tomorrow night." ”

Before Shu Wei could say anything, Qin Zhenzu hung up the phone over there first, she couldn't help but be stunned, holding the phone and still a little unrelieved.

Putting the phone in her coat pocket, Shu Wei walked into the hotel and returned to her room, she was very tired today, so she just wanted to wash up early now and then go to sleep, because tomorrow she would have to accompany her mother to get up early to pay respects to her relatives.

She took off her coat and was about to take a change of clothes from her suitcase when her cell phone rang again.

It was now nine o'clock in the evening, Fu Yu had just come back from dinner with his family in the old mansion, and there was actually a little bruise on his mouth, but when he returned to the old mansion, he heard Fu Qing say that Shu Wei already knew about the fight between him and Qin Zhenzu, and he thought that he didn't need to go to see her for this injury, so as soon as he came back, he came to ring the doorbell of Shu Wei's house.

What he didn't expect was that Shu Wei was not in the house.

Fu Yu frowned, it was raining heavily outside, where would Shu Wei go? He was a little worried, so he had to take his mobile phone and dial Shu Wei, then walked into the house, closed the door, and came to the floor-to-ceiling window to look at the pouring rain outside. The phone rang for a while before it was connected, listening to the voice from Shu Wei on the phone, Fu Yu's heart settled, and he said, "Aren't you in the house?"

Shu Wei took her pajamas and slowly sat on the edge of the bed, listening to his words, she was a little apprehensive in her heart, because she knew that he must have gone to the other side to find her when he asked this, she should have been waiting for him, but now she is in this place a thousand kilometers away.