During dinner, Jiang Feng also followed Li Zimu and sat down at Li Xiaoxing's table: "Your table is so lively. ”

Now at this table, in addition to the five-person group who get off work every day, there are also Mr. and Mrs. Fang, Li Zimu and Jiang Feng, even if it is placed in normal times, it can be regarded as a big table, let alone at this time. So in the whole restaurant, they are the most conspicuous group.

Li Xiaoxing doesn't care much about this, everyone can come here because they have very rich medical experience. Coupled with the repeated advice of Dr. Zhang and the head nurse, everyone's protection work is much stricter than usual, just look at the blood marks on the muslin cloth on everyone's hands. So even if so many people gather at the same table to eat, it is actually safe.

Smiling at Jiang Feng, she lowered her head and went to eat again. Doctors and nurses are a little clean, chatting during meals, and everyone is afraid of saliva splashing. If you want to chat, after eating, just find a more spacious place.

After eating, seeing that it was still early, everyone simply found a spacious place to sit down. Li Xiaoxing thought for a while and said, "You wait for me." I'll be right back. After saying that, she went back to her room, and after a while, she came back with a few disposable cups and a bag of tea in her hand: "My mother packed me jasmine tea." Although it is not as particular as Fujian's jasmine tea, it is also very famous in Hunan, so let's try it. ”

"Wow, Hyosung, you've gone too far, you have such a good thing, and you didn't even take it out in advance. You don't know, I've been thinking about this for a long time. ”

Li Xiaoxing glanced at her angrily: "If I had taken it out earlier, would I still have it now?" With Cheng Jia's character, she must have been troubled a long time ago.

When Li Xiaoxing said this, Cheng Jia stuck out her tongue in embarrassment, she also understands her character, if this tea had been taken out earlier, I am afraid that there will not even be any scum left now.

A cup of warm and fragrant tea calmed down the hearts together, without the sense of urgency that has been closely pursued by the epidemic recently, and without the pressure of seeing too many patients' pain and life and death, everyone feels that the whole person has relaxed.

After a while, Cheng Jia complained: "I knew that I would have asked my mother to help me pack my luggage." Maybe I can bring a packet of jasmine tea with me. ”

"Be content, O you. If it weren't for Hyosung, you wouldn't have been able to drink this cup of tea today. Chen Ke whispered a lesson to her, in exchange for a roll of her eyes, but he didn't refute it.

After a while, Jiang Feng spoke: "Ice cream, thank you today." ”

Li Xiaoxing just smiled, shook his head, and didn't say anything more. What should be said, she has already finished talking in the afternoon, and if she talks about it, she will be suspected of inviting credit.

But she didn't say it, it doesn't mean that Jiang Feng didn't say: "Actually, before I came here, I was always proud, and there are not many people at my age who have already had training and work experience in the ICU." I also think I can help you in this pandemic. "Nine cakes in Chinese

"But when I really faced this serious epidemic, I realized that my pride, my self-confidence in the face of it is simply insignificant. Even after wearing three layers of protective clothing and three layers of gloves, I couldn't accurately penetrate the patient's blood vessel. Not to mention the fog and goggles, everything is blurry. ”

"When patients leave one after another and never come back, I really feel like I'm going to break down. But I still hold on to my damned, ridiculously proud, and when anyone asks me about me, I say I'm fine. But only I know that I'm not good at all. Especially today, when Mr. Liu was not saved, I couldn't control myself anymore, I really felt that I couldn't do anything, I could only watch him die like that. Even if a new patient comes later, he still needs me, but I feel that I can't do anything to help him. ”

Listening to Jiang Feng say this, everyone was silent, whether it was Li Xiaoxing, who had already experienced this stage, or Cheng Jia, who had not experienced this stage, they were all silent and listened to her words quietly. Because everyone knows that although Jiang Feng has figured it out now, she still needs a way to vent and say all this, so that she can be regarded as truly transformed.

Sure enough, after saying everything, Jiang Feng took a deep breath and put down the teacup that had become cold in his hand: "Ice cream, thank you." It made me understand what my real responsibilities as a nurse are, and what a nurse should do the most. Thank you!"

In the face of such gratitude, Li Xiaoxing smiled: "This is what I should do." At times like these, we should watch and help each other, shouldn't we? After all, we're all in the same armor, and we're warriors fighting side by side!"

"Yes, we are comrades-in-arms!" When he said about his comrades-in-arms, Jiang Feng's emotions were obviously excited again. But this kind of excitement is not a bad thing for her now.

After chatting for a while, Jiang Feng got up and left. And everyone stayed where they were. Li Zimu looked at Li Xiaoxing with an admiring gaze: "Sister Xiaoxing, I still can't fully understand what you and Jiang Feng said, but I still admire you very much." ”

"It's really nice to be able to figure this out in such a short period of time, Hyosung. Old Man Fang also spoke at this time: "A little girl like you, who is only in her twenties, even if she is studying medicine, may not be able to face such huge pressure. At the beginning, I read the news that most of the people who came here this time were post-80s and post-90s, but I was actually very worried. ”

"Yes, in the face of mass death, that great stress and fear are enough to destroy everything. Even medical staff, they are human beings after all, and they cannot escape this fear and pressure. In addition to these, there is also the pressure of responsibility attached to the body. These pressures are nothing to say, but when you are in them, you will understand how terrifying they are. ”

Du Xianglan nodded and said, "Don't talk about you, you and Grandpa Fang and I finally understood this after a lot of things." It's hard for you kids to grow up in such a short period of time. ”

Li Xiaoxing shook his head: "Sooner or later, we have to grow, don't we? Grandma Du doesn't have to feel sorry for us, because we will continue to be strong." ”

"Good boys, all good boys!"

At this time, Dr. Zhang, who was sitting in the booth next door, gently gestured to the head nurse who was about to leave for a while. When the head nurse saw this, she sat back in her seat. In this way, it was not until Li Xiaoxing and the others left that the two stood up again.

"I know what kind of pressure and impact these will bring to them, I am waiting for them to come to me, and even I have figured out how to comfort them and enlighten them. But until now, none of them have come to me. The head nurse sighed softly.