Chapter 190: She Can't Fall in Love Again
Shu Tinglan slept groggily for an hour, his energy recovered, and he was in the study, he was having a video conference with someone, probably afraid of disturbing her, so his voice was very low.
Shu Tinglan didn't want to make any noise to disturb him, so he gently closed the door and went downstairs. On the hotel's private beach, there is a party, a band singing, and guests holding wine glasses or dancing to the music or whispering to each other, the atmosphere is good. Shu Tinglan ordered a glass of juice at an open-air drink shop not far away, and sat there quietly watching. In fact, vacation, is a mood, as long as you are with the people you love, no matter where you are, you will feel very happy.
When Wen Jian sat next to her, she only glanced at Wen Jian with her spare eyes
"What to drink?"
Not surprisingly, Wen Jian appeared. She knew that Wen Jian was coming to this hotel for her, so she simply gave her a chance to see what she wanted to do.
Wen Jian ordered the same drink as her, and sat side by side, watching the bustle in the distance, listening to music mixed with the sound of the waves.
"Tinglan, I sometimes envy you. It's true. ”
"When I was a child, no matter how much fun my dad had at my house, he had to go home with you when it was time. He never shy away from mentioning you in front of me and my mother, in fact, his meaning is very clear, according to the ancient saying, you are a concubine, I am a concubine, and it is very clear in his heart. ”
Wen Jian's tone was very light, and when she talked about the past, she was like a stranger who had nothing to do with her. This was the first time she had mentioned their father to Shu Tinglan so calmly.
Listening to her natural call Dad, Shu Tinglan only had a sense of absurdity and strangeness. Now, what's the point of suddenly mentioning my father?
"When I was a child, I envied you so much, my father took you to and from school every day, and took you to training classes. And I can only call him uncle, like a stranger. Do you know why I don't take piano lessons? Because every time I go back to piano lessons, I see my dad waiting for you outside after class. The teacher praised you for your talent, and Dad stood aside and laughed proudly, and also followed the teacher to praise you for practicing very hard at home. ”
"I studied very hard later, the only thing I can surpass you is in academic performance, every time my father comes to my house, I can't wait to show him the transcript, he praises me every time, but I can see that it is a perfunctory praise, because my grades are good or bad, he doesn't care, he always says that we don't have to study so hard in Wen Jian, and in the future Dad will raise you and your mother for a lifetime. ”
Shu Tinglan was brought back to the past by Wen Jian's words, her father did have a diametrically opposite attitude towards them, her father was very strict with her, and even more so academically, she enrolled in a liberal arts class that year, and her father was angry with her for a long time, feeling that liberal arts students would have few majors to choose in the future, and employment arrangements were also restricted.
"Do you think that my father is very loving and warm when he says these words? In fact, he just didn't regard me and my mother as independent people, just the canaries he kept in captivity, he could keep them for a lifetime, and he could also pet them, and he didn't need any personality. Even if I only had nine years of compulsory education, he would have thought it was okay. ”
Wen Jian was telling the truth. In the past, she also felt that her father doted on her and her mother like this, but when she grew up, especially after studying abroad, she realized that her father had never seen them as a person.
"Wen Jian, you might as well say what you want to say. Shu Tinglan interrupted Wen Jian's words, in the past, everyone looked at the problem from a different angle, and the person concerned passed away again, so there was nothing to say.
Wen Jian felt that her father's love and wealth for their mother and daughter did not treat them as human beings, but she and her mother also felt that their father was too hateful when they were running around in poverty and for a living.
Wen Jian paused before speaking
"I just want to tell you that I envy you and envy you, because Dad loves you and your mother the most from beginning to end. Why is he greedy for so much money, but only his basic salary is taken back to your family? Because he wants to protect you and don't want you to be implicated, his basic salary is his cleanest money, and as long as you live a normal life, this money is enough for your mother and daughter to have no worries about food and clothing. ”
Shu Tinglan was shocked, is this really the case? Dad is there to protect her and Mom?
"Of course, he also wants to maintain the image of the most upright in front of you. After Wen Jian said this, the whole person was empty, looking at the sea in the distance, his expression was blank.
Shu Tinglan remembered that when her father was still alive when she was a child, she had always instilled in her the concept of being an honest and kind person, and he had always maintained this image, so she and her mother trusted him so much and never doubted it.
"Why did you tell me this?" she didn't believe that Wen Jian had traveled all the way to the island, but just talked to her.
"Of course, it's because I don't want you to have a good time, do you know who Zhuo Yu'an's father is? Why did he go to Qi Ning to take up his job back then? And why did he go to Qi Ning for just three years, and his father committed suicide? Shu Tinglan, you are living with the son of your father's killer. Isn't fate particularly ridiculous, you say?"
"What do you mean?" Shu Tinglan's face turned pale after hearing her words.
"It's literal, Dad's love for you, and why Dad committed suicide, he left a suicide note, and that suicide note has been placed with my mother, and now, I feel that I need to make it public. ”
"What suicide note? Dad left a suicide note?"
"Of course, how could he be willing to die without explaining it to you, he has always been very responsible. I've packed all the last things he left behind and sent them to your mother, and she should have received them by now. Wen Jian's words were cold, and his expression gradually lost control, and he was generally hideous, looking at Shu Tinglan and smiling, laughing miserably
"Don't blame me, if it weren't for you snatching Zhuo Yu'an, we wouldn't have crossed paths again in this life." ”
"Oh, also, these things, Zhuo Yu knows safely. Whether he is hiding it from you because he wants to protect you, or whether he has another purpose, you can discuss. ”
After Wen Jian left the big bomb, Shi Shiran left. The sand by the sea was soft, and she simply kicked her shoes and walked barefoot to the excitement of the party over there.
Shu Tinglan's whole person was wooden, and when she heard that she had sent all her father's suicide note to her mother, she hurriedly took her mobile phone to watch the surveillance video. Mom's condition is well controlled, but she can't be stimulated, no matter what is written in the suicide note, I'm just afraid that something will happen.
It's too late, and in the surveillance video, the mother is holding a pile of papers and curling up in a ball of crying. As soon as she saw her mother crying, she also cried, but at this end of the video, she couldn't do anything, so she hurriedly called the nurse, called the doctor, and went to stop her mother from looking at those things, and everything was waiting for her to go back. Today should be preferred