The scores of the college entrance examination are not public, no one knows Yang Lin's results, the school knows but chooses to deliberately conceal it, and when the top winners are announced, there is no girl who combines glory.

Two people outside the school leaned against the wall, chatting about their yearning for the future and the continuation of this college entrance examination.

"Zixuan, did you choose it voluntarily? Zhang Zhe patted Zhou Zixuan's shoulder from behind, he did well in the exam this time, and he should be able to apply for a better university in the local area.

"No, I want to wait. Zhou Zixuan shook his head quietly.

"Haha, I'm waiting for Yang Lin, you want to know where she will sign up for the exam, right? Zhang Zhe smiled on the side, he was very clear about the thoughts of this dead friend.

"Don't talk nonsense, I just haven't figured out where to report yet!" Zhou Zixuan blushed like a big girl and raised her fists.

"But, it's all confidential, so what should you do if she doesn't tell you. Zhang Zhe asked.

"If she doesn't say it, then I might go to another place, go to a farther place, and see a place outside of Jincheng. Zhou Zixuan leaned against the wall and sighed with emotion. At the same time there is an envelope-like item in the pocket,

"Hey, what is this!" Zhang Zhe lowered his head and said that he was about to pick it up.

"Ah, this is!" Zhou Zixuan found that his pocket had fallen out, and he wanted to lower his head first, but it was too late, and Zhang Zhe picked it up first.

"Love letters, this is a love letter, hahahaha, I really didn't expect that you would write love letters when you are so wooden. Zhang Zhe laughed and said, "Come on, I'll miss it." ”

"Don't read it, it's embarrassing!" Zhou Zixuan wanted to snatch it, but he couldn't snatch Zhang Zhe because he was thin.

"Don't worry, there's no other people around here, unless there's a bored person eavesdropping behind the wall, but that's impossible. ”

Zhang Zhe said, and began to read: "Yang Lin, I haven't heard from you recently, I don't know if you're doing well, I don't know how to speak, and I don't know how to write, I just think I miss you a lot, without your supervision next to me, I feel like I'm missing something, I have too many things to say to you, I'm so careful to hide it, I really want to have a special place in your heart...... Many times I hope that time will stand still, still at the moment when you have me, I made an appointment to fly a kite together, I made an appointment to travel together, and now that I have graduated, I want to fulfill the promises I made before with you.

If you can, I hope you can tell me where you have been examined, I want to go with you, with you by my side, I have the motivation to continue to work hard, your dream I want to witness its realization, at the same time, I also want to convey my dream to you in practice, if you see this letter, I hope you can tell me where you will go, before the deadline for filling in, I will be waiting for you, waiting for your reply. ”

Zhang Zhe read it, and then said: "I know that this is the reason why you don't fill in the volunteer." ”

"Do you think she will reply to me?" Zhou Zixuan asked, he had no bottom in his heart, he himself was a person who would blush when talking to girls.

"Definitely, in fact, I think Yang Lin has always been interesting to you, otherwise why do so many people not study, so they urge you every day!" Zhang Zhe patted him on the shoulder again and said: "Let's go, now I'll go with you and put it in her mailbox, maybe there will be a chance encounter, I said Zixuan, if you get off the list, a good girl will also introduce you to me in the future!"

The two of them left, and Zhang Zhe said that it was impossible for a boring person to eavesdrop behind the wall, but in fact, this boring person really was.

On the other side of the wall, there was this girl in a black hooded jacket with a cigarette in her mouth.

"Zhou Zixuan. Yang Lin cried, at the other end of the wall.

Sure enough, when Yang Lin returned to the home that was about to not belong to her, there was indeed such a letter inserted in the mailbox.

She didn't open it because she already knew what was inside. Zhou Zixuan, the boy who was nagged by her every day, and at the same time the hardest working one, Yang Lin closed her eyes, many times she went back to school at night to get things, and she could always see him tutoring alone in the classroom.

Later, he paid attention for a while, because the school was close to home, and he would go around the school for running and exercising at night, which was not accidental, and he always tried to work hard when he was not noticed.

For such a boy, she admires it very much.

They have exchanged dreams at the same table, and they will often work together, tell jokes together, laugh together, and then go to a serious way to urge him to study hard.

Yang Lin covered her eyes, tears dripping down her fingers, she liked such a boy very much. Early love is not allowed, at least in her former heart, this kind of thing that violates the school rules cannot be done.

She also knows that the kind of dislike he shows on weekdays, the kind of laziness he shows on weekdays is an illusion, in fact, he, in fact, wants to be admitted to the same university as himself, he is working hard to get closer to himself, but she has already fallen.

She kept thinking that if Zhou Zixuan confessed to herself after graduation, she might accept it. Then started her own relationship, but that was her in the past, and she was no longer worthy of him now.

Yang Lin raised her head and looked at her appearance, with a blue killer Matt hairstyle, tattoos all over her body, and a necklace of skeletons, she said self-deprecatingly: "Congratulations Yang Lin, you have become the kind of person you used to hate the most." How can you still have the luxury of having love, you are willing to fall, and you only deserve to climb into the eighteen layers of hell little by little in the dark depths of society with your body. ”

In the end, it was thrown into the furnace and burned to powder, "There is no going back, nothing can go back." I'm not clean anymore, and my dreams are gone. ”

In the end, at the moment of filling in the volunteer, Zhou Zixuan still didn't wait for a reply, and he filled in the Shonan University of Technology lonely.

"Zixuan, it's okay, there's no grass at the end of the world, maybe you'll meet a better girl when you get to Shonan. Zhang Zhe didn't know how to persuade him, but he felt that Yang Lin was really too cold-blooded, even if she didn't like Zhou Zixuan, then she would give a reply, it had been a month, and Zhou Zixuan had left so many contact information, and she hadn't contacted any of them.

"It's okay, maybe I'm not strong enough, if I'm better, if I'm stronger. Zhou Zixuan smiled optimistically, "I believe that one day, I will become powerful, able to protect all people, and can give happiness to the people I care about." ”

Zhou Zixuan was carrying heavy luggage, his parents and sister saw each other off before the station, he didn't call his friends, he didn't like that kind of sad parting, and he didn't say that he would never see each other, why be so sad?

In the huge train station, there were these three women in the corner.

"Eldest sister, what are you crazy about smoking today, and you deliberately dyed your hair back, and you wore it so tightly that you wrapped yourself up, and you can't see any tattoos or anything. The girl who looked like a little sister complained helplessly.

"Yes, eldest sister, why are you coming to this train station if you don't lie in bed to make money in such a good time? Could it be that we are here to show love to those homeless people? Another similarly dressed figure was also plucking his ears impatiently.

"You two shut up and wait. Yang Lin stood up and tied it tighter to make sure her tattoo was not exposed, and today she tied it back into her single ponytail.

Zhou Zixuan got on the train, sat in his place, leaned against the window, looked out the window, and suddenly stood alone in front of his window.

"Yang Lin!!" Zhou Zixuan stood up in surprise, he wanted to get out of the car and go to see this tablemate who he hadn't seen for a few months but missed a little.

The train started and would not stop because he was alone, and Yang Lin also shook his head, refusing him to do so.

Through a piece of glass, the two of them were still the same as before.

"Are you okay?" Zhou Zixuan said, but Yang Lin couldn't hear it.

Yang Lin was also talking to him.

The train window was closed, and he couldn't hear what Yang Lin was saying, but he could see the shape of his mouth clearly, "I like you." ”

The train got faster and faster, and Yang Lin trotted a few steps, and finally disappeared into the distance.

"Goodbye, table mates"

This farewell, for Yang Lin, is the best farewell to her past, from now on he is him, she is her, two different paths.

"Yo, what's wrong with Sister Lin today? So sullen, why don't you have some sucking. ”

It's been a few years, and Yang Lin has changed back to that blue hairstyle, but it's longer hair, which is more beautiful and more charming.

Lazily watching TV on the couch.

", bad drugs are trying to tempt me. Then Yang Lin took some from his bag and threw it at the woman, "Here, try this, it's much stronger than yours." ”

"Wow, thank you Sister Lin, or Sister Lin has the means, by the way, Sister Lin, don't you come out of the station today?

"No, my mother doesn't accept guests today, let her body rest, and let her heart rest. Yang Lin stood up, went to the bathroom to look at herself in the mirror, wiped the mirror with a handkerchief, how to wipe it looked unclear, I don't know if the mirror has become dirty, or she has become dirty, she just knows that neither the mirror nor herself can be wiped clean.

Pushing open the balcony door, she was covered in tattoos and had another beauty in the moonlight.

She sang softly

"Will you remember tomorrow, the diary you wrote yesterday, whether you will still remember tomorrow, you used to cry the most, the teachers can't remember it, and you can't guess the problem"

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"At that time, the sky was always very blue, the days were always too slow, and you always said that graduation was far away, and in the blink of an eye, they went their separate ways. ”

Yang Lin sang in the wind, laughed when she sang, and cried when she sang.

That year, I was still a teenager and a girl, that year, I still wore a single ponytail, and that year, I would smile sincerely.

"Na, Zhou Zixuan, let's go kite flying after graduation, okay. The girl looked at the blue sky outside, pointed to the swaying trees, and grinned.

"Okay, when we graduate, we will travel together, play together, and work hard for our dreams. The boy raised his fist and said his imagination.

Winter leaves, drifting away. The past, only memories.

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