She tries to stabilize her emotions without causing too many fluctuations and fluctuations.

She didn't speak until she was almost calm.

"Gao Han, I can tell you clearly that I entered the entertainment industry, became a director, and started filming, for no other reason, just because I like it, and I don't care about the rest. ”

Gao Han's voice came from the phone.

"Don't you want your work to be known to more people?"

Eleven smiled: "Gao Han, I think we are chasing differently, and it will be very difficult to chat." ”

Gao Han did not speak.

Eleven was roughly silent for a moment, then spoke again in a calm voice.

"We didn't say a lot before, because I think when there is Tang, maybe you still don't know a little about me as a person. I am a person who values ideals very much. To tell you this, I didn't come to direct the drama to be famous, just because I had my purpose and my desire. I want to do what I love to do, and I want my plays to be seen, but that's only because of my work, not who I am. ”

Gao Han's voice was raised.

"Why are you obsessed with this, Eleven, this is your first time filming, you still have a lot of reasons you don't understand, and you will find out later that there is actually no difference. ”

Eleven shook her head, she changed her hand to hold the phone, and her voice became more and more flat.

"No, no, no, there's a difference. Gao Han, in fact, people will have a principle, a belief, I think, no matter what time we must maintain this. ”

Saying that, Eleven thought of Zhou Wanlan again.

At the beginning, she really thought Zhou Wanlan was good, and she was willing to learn when filming, and she was very smart.

Before the latter things happened, she really had plans to cooperate with Zhou Wanlan for a long time.

But......

Hey, there is no way, this is probably the feeling of regret, Zhou Wanlan made a mistake, although she felt pity for such a person, but in the future, there will be no name Zhou Wanlan in the list of her cooperation.

Gao Han is not a fool, she has actually seen through a lot of things for so many years, and when it comes to this, she knows that there is no need to say superfluous words.

Eleven didn't think like she did.

"In that case, there is no need to say more. ”

Eleven didn't have any more plans to say more.

"Hmm. ”

Before hanging up the phone, Eleven heard Gao Han ask.

"Are you going to go to the set next? I've heard that you don't have much to shoot anymore. ”

"I don't know, it depends on Tang Shi's arrangement. ”

Gao Han hummed and didn't say anything more, and the phone call ended like this, which contained a lot of content.

After the phone call, Eleven's thoughts fell on Doudou, compared to yesterday, today's Doudou is much closer to her.

So, Eleven once again felt that sleeping with the child was a good way to enhance the relationship.

In the evening, Aunt Zhang started cooking.

Just woke up from sleeping, the child who just woke up was a little unbehaved, and kept pestering Eleven to hug her, and he was afraid that she would be tired, and said.

"Madame, I'll come. ”

Eleven walked around the living room with his pockets in his arms.

"No, no, I'll just hold it. ”

Zeng Xiao wanted to say something, but before the words could be spoken, a voice suddenly came from the door.

"You love this kid. ”

Eleven looked at the door, where Xie Qianen was standing.

In early winter, men wear blue plaid coats and black trousers, and their hair is black at first glance, but blue on closer inspection.

Eleven smiled at the corners of his lips.

"Xie Qianen, why are you here?"

"Let's talk about things around you, it's just right, help Xia Shi bring you something. ”

Ah, Eleven nodded understandingly.

"Come in, Nan Yan hasn't come back yet, he's very busy with work during this time. ”

Xie Qianen put his hands in his coat pockets and walked leisurely towards the sofa.

Eleven didn't know where the laughter came from, so she spoke softly.

"You've dyed your hair. ”

Xie Qianen is very proud of his new color.

"Don't you think it's pretty? There's a blue melancholy. ”

Eleven: "......"

"Well, it's good-looking, it's perfect for you. ”

Xie Qianen stretched out his hand and arched his hand.

"Thank you, Your Excellency, for your compliment. ”

Eleven smiled lightly, I don't know why, she felt that Xie Qianen had changed a lot, compared to when she and Shen Nanyan first got married.

"You've been out filming for a month, how is it, is it going well?"

Eleven guessed what he was trying to say.

So she didn't speak, waiting for Xie Qianen to speak again.

"I saw a hot search, that woman is from your crew? ”

Xie Qianen would have guessed that Eleven didn't have too many surprises.

"It's nothing, it's almost the same shooting anyway, and there's not much work left for me, so I shouldn't have any contact in the future. ”

Xie Qianen nodded with a faint expression.

"That actress's name is Zhou Wanlan, right?"

"Hmm. Eleven wondered, "Why did you think to ask this?"

"No, clear mines in advance, and such people must not have anything to do with me in the future. ”

Eleven was amused by Xie Qianen's words.

"If you don't say it, I forgot, you run a film and television company, and you can be regarded as a peer with me. ”

Xie Qianen raised his eyes, his gaze fell on Eleven, and there were some other emotions hidden in his deep eyes.

"Well, sort of. ”

Eleven thought of Xie Qianen's company's status in the circle, and praised: "You manage the company very well, I see that many of your artists are very popular and have a good status." ”

Xie Qianen said without being salty or indifferent: "It shows that I have a good vision." ”

"Really?" Xie Qianen seemed to be a very interesting person, Eleven thought.

"Stay and eat, Nanyan should be back soon. ”

Xie Qianen looked around and did not refuse.

"It's fine. ”

He motioned for Eleven to give him a hug, but Eleven did not refuse.

"This child doesn't know what to do with you. ”

was in Xie Qianen's arms, not crying or making trouble, but pulling Xie Qianen's clothes to play around.

Xie Qianen looked proud: "Of course, we often come here during the month you are away." ”

Eleven Thanksgiving: "In this case, you should indeed stay for a meal." ”

Xie Qianen didn't speak again, in fact, he couldn't come during this time.

But out of selfishness, he wanted to know the current situation of Eleven, and every time Xia Shi said it, he was reluctant on the surface, but he longed for it in his heart.

……

When Shen Nanyan came back in the evening, Aunt Zhang had already cooked the meal.

Doudou was still in Xie Qianen's arms, and Eleven helped Aunt Zhang again, while Xie Qianen and Lu Lao were chatting.

"Why are you here?" Shen Nanyan walked over and took the pocket from Xie Qianen's hand.

"Xia Shi asked me to bring you something, I'll send it over, just right, Eleven will leave me to eat, and I'll ......" He said this, spreading his hands, the meaning was obvious.

Shen Nanyan pursed his lips.

Didn't say much.

"Your company is busy, and you came back so late?"

Xie Qianen asked casually.

Shen Nanyan hummed: "There has been a big cooperation recently, and it is a bit exhausting. ”

Xie Qianen didn't quite understand what it was like for Shen Nanyan to manage such a big company.

"Eleven is coming back this time, don't you plan to accompany her more?"

Shen Nanyan's eyes fell on the kitchen: "I want to too, but many things can only be put in the back." ”

Xie Qianen pouted, there was nothing to say.

Shen Nanyan is good enough for Eleven, as a bystander, he actually knows it in his heart.

On the way to eat, Eleven mainly takes care of Doudou.

Shen Nanyan mainly takes care of her.

Xie Qianen has been looking at them consciously or unconsciously, probably it has become an instinct.

Especially when his eyes fell on Eleven, he always couldn't help it, and he couldn't help but pause his gaze, and couldn't help but think of many things.

He even thought that if he had been a little faster, maybe there would have been a different ending later.

Perhaps, the person who is accompanying Eleven now is him.

But......

Xie Qianen felt a little uncomfortable in his heart, if, if it could be established, then there would not be so many regrettable things in the world.

……

This meal, Xie Qian'en ate very complicated, he didn't feel so much when Xia Shi came with him before, Xia Shi talked a lot, and they didn't pay so much attention to Shen Nanyan when they were talking to each other.

But today he was the only one, and Shen Nanyan's intimate love with Eleven was like a knife, constantly smashing his heart.

So, after eating, he left.

Shen Nanyan sent him to the door with Eleven, and watched him drive away before retracting his gaze.

"Did you talk to him?"

Shen Nanyan held Eleven's hand and walked inside.

Eleven nodded: "Yes, a lot." ”

"Oh, what did he tell you?"

"I talked about my affairs in the crew, and talked about Zhou Wanlan again, and there was nothing else. ”

Shen Nanyan's deep gaze fell on her, eleven side eyes, four eyes facing each other.

She asked Shen Nanyan: "What's the matter, your eyes are weird, do you have something to say to me?" ”

Shen Nanyan was silent.

"Nope. That's the answer he gave.

Eleven was about to answer something, but Shen Nanyan suddenly clenched her hand.

"You really don't remember?"

Eleven was stunned.

She had a physical problem in front of her, and she had indeed forgotten something.

But because the things she forgot were not enough to affect her life, she didn't take it to heart for so long.

Now that some time has passed, Shen Nanyan suddenly asked, and Eleven subconsciously fell silent.

After about thirty seconds, she finally spoke.

"Did you forget something important?"

Shen Nanyan did not speak.

Eleven tried to guess for himself.

"Is it related to Xie Qianen, who just left?"

Shen Nanyan acquiesced.

He knew she could guess, she had always been a very smart person.

"Since you spoke, then tell me about it, I can't remember, you mind so much, it's good to say it. ”

Eleven minds the two words are used very appropriately, and Shen Nanyan's current mood is like this.

Xie Qian'en's arrival made him realize that he had no way to ignore those things in the past.

Eleven's unremembered and calm appearance made him feel complicated every time.

He wanted to tell Eleven, but he didn't know what to say.

So how many times I want to say it and I haven't said it.

"We are husband and wife, what can you tell me in your heart, we can communicate better than each other. ”

Having said that, Shen Nanyan had no reason to continue to hesitate.

He looked at Eleven, and in the end he still told all the feelings that Xie Qianen had for her.

By the time all the words had ended, Eleven's face had changed.

She didn't expect it to be like this.

didn't expect that she had forgotten such a thing about Xie Qianen.

"Why didn't I notice it at all?"

"He doesn't seem to have anything in mind, but in fact his mind is very heavy and heavy. If he doesn't want to tell others, others won't be able to see through it. ”

Eleven didn't know what to say, she was in a complicated mood at the moment.

"So, he really likes me?"

"Hmm. Even if he didn't want to accept it, Shen Nanyan had to admit that Xie Qianen had a deep affection for Eleven.

"I see. Eleven was silent for a few moments before saying this.

Shen Nanyan's dark and complicated gaze fell on her.

I didn't understand what she meant for a moment.

Eleven didn't say anything, and walked straight inside.

Shen Nanyan spoke when she was about to walk to the sofa, and her voice was very low, ensuring that only Eleven heard it.

"Got what it means?"

Eleven raised his eyes, and the man's face was full of apprehension and uneasiness.

She chuckled.

"To understand is to know, can there be other meanings?"

Shen Nanyan's hand fell on her waist.

"You know, I need a definite answer. ”

Eleven shook her head.

"Let's put it this way, you don't need to be nervous, to Xie Qianen, I appreciate his liking, but you are my husband. ”

Eleven expressed it euphemistically, but Shen Nanyan's erratic heart instantly settled down.

He held her hands tightly.

"Eleven, don't laugh at me, I'm just too worried. ”

Eleven thought that she understood the feeling.

Once, all her thoughts were on Shen Nanyan, and the days of gains and losses were not less.

She is very glad that Shen Nanyan can feel this way because of her now. But what she wanted to say was that it was completely unnecessary, because he was the person she had always loved.

She would thank Xie Qian'en, but she could not give any response other than thanks.

She thought that the enthusiasm of all her lovers in her life should only appear in Shen Nanyan.

……

Early the next morning, Shen Nanyan called up the time, eleven, and the family of three went to Shen Lao's cemetery.

Lu Lao originally wanted to go, but Shen Nanyan refused.

The reason is that he doesn't want Lu Lao to run around so much, and it is enough for Lu Lao to have that heart for Shen Lao in his heart.

Zeng Xiao accompanied him, which can be regarded as taking care of Doudou.

Arriving at the cemetery, Zeng Xiao followed them behind him.

In front of Shen Lao's cemetery, Eleven took the pocket from Zeng Xiao's hand.

"Zeng Xiao, you go down and wait for us first, let's talk to grandpa here. ”

Zeng smiled and nodded: "Okay, madam, if there is something you call me." ”

Zeng Xiao left, leaving only their family of three, and from the moment they came to Shen Lao's tombstone, Shen Nanyan fell silent.

Eleven could understand the complexity of his feelings, and took out a free hand and gently shook his palm.

"Tell my grandfather, this is the first time Doudou has come to see his old man. ”

Her heart-warming movements pulled all Shen Nanyan's attention back.

Shen Nanyan took the pocket: "I'll hug you, don't be too tired." ”

Eleven was very heartwarming to his actions.

Shen Nanyan paused for a moment, and finally spoke.

"Grandpa, Eleven and I have brought our children to see you. ”

"The child's name is Lu Yunnuo, and his nickname is Doudou, I remember you said before that you wanted to see what it would be like for me and Eleven to have a child, and now you see it. ”

Shen Nanyan said these words, and there were no superfluous words.

Eleven looked at him sideways, his head down, and his movements were a little stiff as he held his pocket.

I sighed silently.

Her husband is still so unexpressive, but it doesn't seem to matter.

More words, in fact, she understood.

And she thought, Shen Lao must also understand.

……

Eleven and Shen Nanyan didn't stay in the cemetery for a long time, and the weather today was not very good, and Shen Nanyan was worried that Doudou and Eleven would catch a cold.

After they drove away from the cemetery, another car appeared at the cemetery.

Minglan led Wen Wanrong to get out of the car, and Wen Wanrong's gaze fell on the corner where she disappeared.

"Minglan, was it Ah Yan who left just now?"

Minglan nodded: "Yes, it is indeed the young master's car." ”

Wen Wanrong stood in place, not moving for a while.

Minglan spoke at the right time.

"Madam, let's go up first. ”

Wen Wanrong was silent for a long time before speaking.

"Minglan, do you also think that many things are destined by God and there is no way to do it. ”

Minglang helped her and walked towards it step by step.

"Madame, don't think too much. ”

Wen Wanrong chuckled silently, and the corners of her lips were bitter.

"You see, my son, what is the attitude towards me now, in his heart I am a vicious figure. ”

Minglan pursed her lips and tried to comfort: "Madam, you have been in poor health recently, and you are more sentimental when you think about things. In fact, the young master didn't think so, during this time, he would also call me to ask me if your health was good, and he would also buy us some things we needed, he was actually concerned about you. ”

Wen Wanrong shook her head: "No, this is different. He left me with only the filial piety of his son to his mother, and I knew very well that from the moment he fell in love with Ye Shiyi, the relationship between our mother and son was destined to get worse and worse, and we could no longer be the most important people in each other's hearts as I thought. ”

Minglan moved her lips, and wanted to say something, but before she could speak, Wen Wanrong spoke again.

"Actually, it's been so long, I don't care if he comes to see me, I just hope that he and Ye Shiyi can go on like this forever, and they don't want to know about the past, whether it's good or bad. ”

When Wen Wanrong said this, the expression on her face was very bitter.

Ming Lan opened her lips: "Madame is still worried......?

Wen Wanrong interrupted Ming Lan's words.

"Don't say it, you can't say it at any time, remember? ”