Chapter 356: The Source of Confidence (Part I)
After meeting Xu Wei, Qiao Lu's first trouble came from his fiancée.
Checking her boyfriend's mobile phone is something that almost all girls do, and Xu Wei was restless for a few days, and his fiancée was even more suspicious. Xu Wei's guy was not careful, and the message he sent to Qiao Lu was not deleted in time, and he was almost caught by his fiancée by committing suicide.
When she received the girl's call, Qiao Lu was still staying up late to fill out the form, and she was scolded with her head and face scolded, and she was extremely uncomfortable. After the dumb fire over there, she rubbed her temples and said, "This young lady, you are really too worried, it is impossible for me to rekindle the old relationship with Xu Wei." ”
"And what did you say when you saw him?"
"I asked him why he didn't take advantage of the opportunities that had been given so many times in the last three years. ”
“…… That's all?"
"That's all. ”
Qiao Lu replied calmly, and the other party couldn't think of anything to hit her back.
"I know almost nothing about you, but if you want to marry Xu Wei, I will sincerely wish you. I have a lot of resentment against him, but he is indeed a very good lover, and I will never see him again, let alone rekindle the old love, and you can put ten thousand hearts at that. ”
Qiao Lu didn't want to spend any more useless words, so she simply hung up the phone and wrote down the materials again. She is no longer as honest and fearless as she just said, those past events can't be turned into a passing cloud after all, too many emotions are still presented in front of her.
She wiped away a handful of tears and was stunned for a while before starting to work overtime again. It was already late at night, and Qiao Nan sent her a message, saying that he had just finished working overtime, so that she had time to send him a few IELTS textbooks.
Seeing her brother's message, Qiao Lu's heart softened again, and she quipped: "Your Miss Wen studied in the UK, and your sister is still an English major, why is she still pestering me?"
"My sister is the best!"
In just six words, Qiao Lu burst into tears and laughed.
He and Xu Wei are the same age, Xu Wei is already tired of being a social person, and her younger brother will show such a naughty posture, coquettish with her, and beg her attention. In his heart, there is still a simple little boy living.
Qiao Lu smiled and replied, "I'll go to the bookstore tomorrow." ”
"Don't worry, buy it when you see it. ”
"You asked me to buy it, I must be in a hurry. It's not a hassle for me at all, I bought it and sent it to you. ”
When the graduate admission notice came down, Qiao Nan talked to his sister, and he heard that his major also had the opportunity to go abroad for exchange, so he had to prepare for English in advance.
Qiao Nan was very mature when he was mature, and he was always forward-looking, set his goals very clearly, and did things very planned. He should have a definite plan to go abroad before he let her buy books in advance. Qiao Lu admired him in her heart and was proud of him.
Speaking of which, he mentioned to her in the hospital bed last year that he actually had the opportunity to be sent abroad. But the matter was not yet decided, and he endured it all the time. Fortunately, he didn't tell his family, otherwise, his parents would definitely be even more lost than him.
Qiao Lu asked him where he would be sent, and he said mysteriously, "Peacekeeping!"
Even if it is a dream that has withered, when he says it, only the left eye that is exposed is radiant.
If it weren't for that terrible injury, he would have made a big difference and be unstoppable. But there is no if, what he can do is not to complain, but to seize the next opportunity. All Qiao Lu could do was to help him seize the opportunity.
With Xu Wei's shit, Qiao Lu didn't tell his brother. Qiao Nan has long made it clear that he will never let Xu Wei be his brother-in-law again. If he knew that Xu Wei was harassing him, then he was likely to be impulsive and blow up Xu Wei's dog's head.
After his fiancée called to question Qiao Lu, Xu Wei sent Qiao Lu several messages, just asking her not to be angry, and he would explain it to his fiancée. Qiao Lu never replied to him again, his life has long had nothing to do with him, what else do you have to explain?
But Xu Wei became persistent, and the day after seeing her, he went out to get drunk, and called Qiao Lu with the strength of wine, and kept saying that the person he loved the most was still her, and for her, he could withdraw from the marriage.
Some people say that only when you drink alcohol can you tell the truth, while others say that drunk people are all gibberish and cannot be trusted.
Which one is true?
Qiao Lu resisted the urge to go to the bar to find him, and did not respond to his drunken words. But she was also very uncomfortable, so she went to Wen Jing's house to share her troubles and thoughts in the past few days.
"To be honest, I'm not optimistic about you and Xu Wei getting back together. ”
This was said by Wen Jing, and her reasons are the same as Xu Na - how can a man who came to show favor to his ex-girlfriend before the wedding be reliable?
Qiao Lu drank red wine, her eyes were a little confused: "I understand what you said, but I'm very afraid that I will make the wrong choice again...... I'm also afraid that if I miss this one, I won't find a better one. ”
"Sister, listen to my advice, if he really wants to reconcile with you, then he should also have a showdown with his fiancée first, instead of talking about one here and hanging one on the other side. He was afraid that he would end up with nothing, so he wavered on both sides. Therefore, what he did was really inappropriate. ”
"I know all of this, but ......"
Seeing Qiao Lu's state, Wen Jing also had the same regret as Xu Na - Qiao Lu is obviously so good, but why is she always not confident? What kind of conditions like her, what kind of can't you find? But she always suffers from emotional gains and losses, and is anxious.
Of course, Wen Jing didn't say this in front of Qiao Lu, and only said it to her vegetative father when she was taking care of her father. No matter what Wen Jing said, Lao Wen always pursed his mouth to express his joy. As long as his daughter is around, he is happy.
Once, Wen Jing cut his nails, took his hand and told him: "Sister Qiao Lu told me that she has been used to being pointed out since she was a child, so no matter how good she becomes, she still has low self-esteem. Now I understand, you gave me the best life possible and protected me well, so no matter what the circumstances, I have confidence...... Thank you, Dad. ”
Lao Wen didn't smile this time, but crooked his mouth and cried hideously.
Wen Jing just regarded him as a vegetative person who couldn't speak and had no feelings, and he listened carefully to everything she said. Even though he became a monster, he still felt all her emotions.
Lao Wen is usually fine, but as long as he cries, epilepsy will inevitably occur. Wen Jing was remorseful, she shouldn't have said something sensational to her father. She was so anxious that she cried, and Lao Wen's convulsions became even more severe, and it wasn't until the medical staff were called that his state gradually calmed down.
After this toss, Lao Wen was exhausted, and Wen Jing held her father's hand until he fell asleep, and she didn't let go. The doctor interviewed her more than once to prepare her psychologically. Lao Wen had a seizure just now, and the doctor told her again that his spirit was probably exhausted.
She can share other pains with Qiao Nan unscrupulously, but this one, she can only bear it silently.
Although Lao Wen suddenly collapsed when he was in high spirits, and almost all his property was swept away by a dusty woman, which can be regarded as a complete misfortune, Qiao Nan's attitude towards him has always been the same - don't meet, don't ask, what's the love.
Not only Qiao Nan, but also the Qiao sisters are also an attitude. Thinking about it, the Qiao family has a clear love and hate, if Wen Jing's mother is still alive, they will definitely forgive her, but for Lao Wen, they have absolutely no reason to forgive.
Wen Jing did not complain about them, and silently took on the responsibility of taking care of her father. Sometimes, she also complained to her father half-jokingly: "I'm so embarrassed now, isn't it all because of the trouble you made when you were young?
Lao Wen was not angry at all, and still showed a weird smile, indicating that he understood his daughter's words.
By 2011, the logistics industry had developed rapidly, and it was much easier to send things. Lao Qiao sent three boxes of cherries to her eldest daughter, and in addition to giving her sister a box, she also asked her to give another box to Wen Jing.
She was lonely, and Qiao Nan was not around. We can take care of as much as we can!"
Qiao Lu relayed her father's words to Wen Jing as they were, and Wen Jing was so moved that she didn't speak for a long time. In order to maintain her figure, she doesn't touch high-calorie food all year round, but she still eats a big pot of cherries sent by Old Joe. Those that can't be eaten, she made cherry pudding, and Qiao Lin and Sun Ruiyang have a good taste again.
The big cherry has also become a business card of the port city, and Wen Jing went to pick it with Qiao Nan last year. Qiao Nan told her that those that were pecked by birds were more delicious, but she felt that it was not clean, even if Qiao Nan brought cherries to her mouth, she didn't dare to eat them.
The two had a fight, and Qiao Nan put on a posture of pretending to be × again, and boasted to her: "If I throw you on the wasteland and don't give you any food, if you find a wild vegetable, you can treat it as a delicacies of the mountains and seas." ”
She just stuck her tongue out at him, only to realize later that it was the life he had been through. When making pudding, she deliberately set aside some to eat when he was on vacation. She was eager to ask him, did he still have a chance to eat wild vegetables now?
Qiao Nan told her that he planned to take a vacation in August, and as soon as the vacation was over, he would go to Beijing to report, so that he would not have to toss back and forth.
Before the vacation, his life was no different from before, and he was even busier than before because he had to hand over work. After the books his sister sent him arrived, he taught himself English. He also forced himself to be busy, and only when he was so busy that he flew up would he not think that Miss Wen would go crazy.
But Miss Wen became more and more perfunctory with him, and by the end of June, she was sending fewer and fewer text messages. At the end of a training session, he looked through his phone, and Miss Wen sent him one last MMS message - a box of attractive cherry pudding, which read: "Do you want to eat it? Otherwise, I'll feed Jolene!"
The tone is still as gentle and playful as ever, but it was already three days ago.
Qiao Nan's heart was itching, and she sent several "Wenwen is the best" in a row, begging her to keep the delicious food for herself. After a long silence, Qiao Nan called her again, but she didn't answer, sent a message, and didn't reply.
This is the first time that Miss Wen has lost contact since they dated. Qiao Nan's palms were sweating all the time, and uneasy emotions spread everywhere. Do you want to take a leave of absence again and go to the capital to rescue her?