Chapter 553: Awakening in Pain

When all the hustle and bustle has ended, perhaps the person who seems to be the calmest in the hospital bed is the saddest.

Hearing the news of Wan Chenxi's death, Shangguan Qiuhan fell into an endless coma, which was not only a testimony of his love for Wan Chenxi, but also a punishment for his powerlessness against himself.

For more than a month, except for the nurse who could occasionally see the tears flowing from the corners of Shangguan Qiuhan's eyes, Shangguan Qiuhan had no other signs of waking up, as if Shangguan Qiuhan would have slept like this for the rest of his life.

No matter who came and said something to Shangguan Qiuhan, Shangguan Qiuhan still didn't react.

Shangguan Luocheng, who thought that Shangguan Qiuhan would wake up soon and recover his memory, felt even more helpless.

His original intention was not to get involved in the emotional dispute between Lin Yuexi and Shangguan Qiuhan, in order to avoid this embarrassing situation, he listened to Dr. Hu's words when Shangguan Qiuhan was in a coma for the first time, and left alone and returned home.

Even he booked a ticket for the next day, preparing to return to the foreign country, and after dealing with the affairs abroad, he returned to the East China Sea to find the woman he had deeply hurt.

It's a pity that before he left the East China Sea, the hospital once again came with bad news about Shangguan Qiuhan.

Shangguan Luocheng had also heard about the news that Wan Chenxi had died, and he knew a lot of inside information, and he, as the eldest young master of the Shangguan family, knew a lot.

Even from some clues, he found that Wan Chenxi's matter seemed to be involved in his father, but there was no evidence, and he couldn't speculate more.

At this time, Shangguan Luocheng sat next to the hospital bed, looking at his younger brother who was lying motionless on the hospital bed, Shangguan Luocheng's face was full of bitterness.

"Xiao Han, I didn't expect that girl to have such a big impact on you, I thought it would be good for you to help Yuexi hide from you, it was also good for Yuexi, and even for the Shangguan family, but I didn't expect that you were so persistent with that girl named Wan Chenxi, and your feelings had reached such a point, but she was dead, what's the point of you being in a coma and sleeping like this?"

"Is it really proof of your love for her that you are sleeping like this? Not at all, you are just making excuses for your cowardice, and you are afraid to face the news that she is dead, is the way you look that she wants to see? I think that if she loves you as much as you love her, then she must not want to see you as you are. ”

"How long will your cowardly appearance last, can't you face everything like a real man? Be a coward who can only escape, coward, presumably she will look down on you very much. ”

"Wan Chenxi, this girl I have also learned, compared to her in such a bumpy growth environment can still be optimistic about life, did not give up at all, and can stubbornly change her destiny through her own efforts, she is good, I also know that she is kind, simple, I have seen her a few times before, it is indeed a simple and generous girl, compared to her, you are simply a dou who can't be supported, what qualifications do you have to give up on yourself?"

"After all, you just don't dare to face the fact that she is gone, you say that she knows the way you look, will she regret loving a coward like you? ”

Shangguan Luocheng said to himself sentence by sentence, and when he said that Shangguan Qiuhan was not worthy of Wan Chenxi's love, Shangguan Qiuhan's fingers trembled slightly obviously, as if to refute.

But no one noticed the subtle movements, of course, in the ward, only Shangguan Luocheng accompanied Shangguan Qiuhan in front of the bed, and the two full-time doctors in the ward had been removed, leaving only four nurses to take turns to take care of Shangguan Qiuhan's eating, drinking, and Lasa, and these nurses were all ordered out by Shangguan Luocheng.

"Actually, I envy you for having a girl you love so much, when you were so old, I didn't know who I loved at all, there was a very good girl, just like the girl you loved playing with Dawn, simple and kind, her eyes were so clear and moving, without a trace of flaws, at that time I thought that I had always liked Yuexi, ignoring that girl's feelings, in order to test Yuexi's feelings for me, I was with that girl, and during the time I was with her, we were very happy and happy, and then I did that kind of thing, and even dropped out of school because I was pregnant, and I pretended to be nothing。 ”

"That time, my father warned me not to be with such a civilian girl, not to lose the face of our Shangguan family, and I also explained that the person I like is Yuexi, not such an ordinary girl, and she is just having fun, but I didn't expect that at that time, she came to give me a hand-knitted scarf, and happened to hear the conversation between me and my father, and when I reacted, she was gone, leaving only the scarf with her residual warmth. ”

"At that time, I didn't pay much attention, and then I heard that day, because she was heartbroken, the whole person was walking on the road in a trance, there was a car accident, and her life was saved, but the child was gone, at that time my heart suddenly hurt heartbreakingly, when I rushed to the hospital, she had already left, and since then, she has never appeared again, as if she evaporated in the world, disappeared without a trace. ”

"Over the years, I have been inquiring about her news, but it is like a stone sinking into the sea, there is no news, compared to you already know that the person you love is gone, you can put it in your heart, and even go to her cemetery to talk to her, but I can't know her situation, she is now alive or dead, I don't know anything, I only know, in this life, I can't find her, I can't live my life, and it is difficult for someone to enter my heart. ”

"However, I seem to have seen her again recently, I feel as if she is right next to me, and it seems to be my hallucination, I don't know if it is affected by the deep love between you and that girl, I have also become Shinto, but, you are different from me, you already know the facts, you have to face it, you must let that girl know that she is not in love with the wrong person, you have always loved her deeply, even if you find a new lover in the future, she will bless you with happiness in heaven. ”

When these words were finished, Shangguan Luocheng's eyes were already moist, his eyes were red, and tears were falling silently.

It's hard to help yourself in the depths of your feelings.

Shangguan Luocheng's seemingly cold appearance is actually rich in emotions, but he has a love debt, and it is the time that he regrets to this day, and the time that he misses in his heart is not unforgettable but makes him extremely memorable, the former lover who has been looking for no result for a long time, the girl who has been deeply hurt, is his eyes still so clear and pure and flawless?

Perhaps, the damage to her back then was enough to make her extremely resentful of herself.

A girl who would rather give up her future for her lover, dreams of building a beautiful and warm home with her lover, and all this is her wishful thinking, and in the end, in exchange, a car accident, miscarriage, the child is gone, and her future is ruined.

It can even be said that Shangguan Luocheng ruined this girl's lifelong happiness.

"Xiao Han, wake up quickly, eldest brother doesn't want to see our brothers live in pain because of self-blame, eldest brother has decided, stay in the East China Sea in the future, no matter what, I have to find the girl who owes, I want to tell her, I love her, I want to be with her for the rest of my life, you are the same, you must cheer up, no matter what the future holds, at least for now, you should go and send the girl you love deeply, don't let her go alone." ”

"I think that girl should have many unfulfilled dreams, and since she is no longer there, you should cheer up and help her fulfill those dreams, only then will you be worthy of her. ”

Shangguan Luocheng raised his hand, wiped the tears from his face, got up from the chair, took a deep breath, as if he had said everything in his heart, and felt much better.

Then, after Shangguan Luocheng tidied up his clothes, he shook his head, glanced at Shangguan Qiuhan, who had no reaction on the hospital bed, and turned around and walked outside the ward.

"Xiaohan, be a real man, don't let the big brother look down on you, and don't let that girl look down on you. ”

Before walking out of the ward, Shangguan Luocheng's words came over again.

However, just as Shangguan Luocheng finished saying this and left the ward, Shangguan Qiuhan, who had been lying on the hospital bed and was motionless, suddenly opened his eyes, and then, tears soon came to his cheeks.

Shangguan Qiuhan's stiff body, which had been lying for more than a month, also moved, and his movements were a little slow, and at this time he not only woke up, but also sat up from the hospital bed by himself.

Pulling out his hand holding the hanging bottle nutrient solution from the bedding, he pulled out the infusion needle tube suddenly, and the other hand held the hand that had been injected with a little puffiness and numbness by the hanging bottle needle, and at the wrist of that hand, there was a red knot woven hand rope, which was woven by Wan Chenxi himself and sent to Shangguan Qiuhan.

Shangguan Qiuhan still remembered what she said when Wan Chenxi tied the red bracelet to him.

At that time, Wan Chenxi said: "This is our concentric rope, encircling your heart and your people, and we will be together forever in the future." ”

Rao lost his memory before Shangguan Qiuhan, but he cherished this concentric rope so much that no one could touch it, even Lin Yuexi.

Shangguan Qiuhan recalled what Wan Chenxi had said, the time they spent together, Wan Chenxi's face that was not afraid of the sky and the earth, and her big grinning but shy smile, Shangguan Qiuhan felt a heart-wrenching pain in her heart.

Silently stroking this concentric rope, tears welled up again, his bearded face was sad and painful, first silently weeping, then sobbing in a low voice, and finally biting his hand to prevent himself from crying, his voice seemed to be roaring, as if he had been in a coma for more than a month, and his voice function was gradually waking up.

"Ahh

Finally, Shangguan Qiuhan still couldn't help it, hugged the concentric rope, and cried sadly.