part141

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Shen Banxia and Mi Ke listened very quietly, listening to those about Tang Siqi's past, as well as her childhood memories, and some lingering painful pasts.

"The dean always said that I was a very sensible child, that I would always think about others, I was still just a child, where do I know what the meaning behind these words is, I just know, I am always alone, I see the snacks I like to eat, I can't eat, I see the toys I like, I can't play, even if I am wronged, I can't cry, because I am always alone, no one helps me, no one comforts me, so I have to force myself to put away all my weaknesses, but at that time I was just a child。 Tang Siqi said, reminiscing about the past.

Shen Banxia could imagine that Tang Siqi had to disguise himself since he was a child, and he didn't even dare to show his true emotions, so now that he recalled the past time, he really had enough power to drown people.

"I close my eyes now, I can't recall whether I was a child who once had a warm family, so in the depths of my memory, some are just me stumbling, all the way to grow up difficult, I used to be so miserable, now life seems to have a glimmer of light, I can boldly welcome happiness, but now I am facing something, ridiculous family, let me know that I still have a family, as well as father and mother. Tang Siqi said, her voice was very calm, but it was very sad to hear it in her ears.

"Two days ago, I received a call from the orphanage saying that my mother had come looking for me. Tang Siqi said: " But I don't know how to answer, I rushed over to meet her, and then gave her a warm hug, and told her, Mom, you finally came to pick me up, or hung up the phone, as if I had never answered the phone, just like when I was young, those experiences and pasts I experienced were all part of my life, those past that could not be humane to outsiders, and now it is still an unacceptable fact for me, but now, now everything has improved for me, and now suddenly a mother jumps out and tells me that the previous hardships are a last resort, and she still loves me, so she can't take good care of me, and they didn't bring me around me to grow up like any other child. Tang Siqi smiled bitterly and said, "I hung up the phone because I didn't know how to say something that didn't make me uncomfortable or upset the other party." ”

Shen Banxia still looked at her.

Tang Siqi hidden under the mask, she closed her eyes, like a dreamer, talking about other people's dreams, Shen Banxia looked at her, she knew that she was crying, because her voice had begun to tremble, so sad and trembling, but no matter how much emotion Tang Siqi's tears came to naught.

"What happened later?" Shen Banxia thought she wouldn't ask such cruel words, but she still asked.

Tang Siqi sighed indifferently and said, "Later, the orphanage called again, but it was not the voice of the current director, but a very strange voice, but I heard it once but it was enough to make me cry. ”

Mi Ke is not very good at appeasing people, but when she heard Tang Siqi say this, her tears were like a faucet that had opened the floodgates, and her tears kept flowing.

"She called my name on the phone. Tang Siqi said, then opened her eyes, as if she was trying to look towards the ceiling, and then said: "She said it was my mother, she said it was her fault back then, and now she wants to claim me back." ”

Tang Siqi glanced at the time, then took the mask off his face, and then said with a smile: "Today I just think we have no topic, and it's too quiet, so share it, what happened to me before, you must not be too distracted, tomorrow we will attend beautifully, we are the protagonists, so today such a beautiful mask and sauna ......"

"And then?" Shen Banxia took the initiative to interrupt what she wanted to say, and asked directly: "Then, did you ask what was going on in the first place?"

Shen Banxia believes that no mother will easily abandon her child, unless there is something unavoidable, otherwise, which mother in the world can easily abandon her child.

"I asked, and she said that her husband wanted this baby to be a son, and I was born a daughter. Tang Siqi said.

Shen Banxia's heart suddenly cooled for most of the time, and she was really in no mood to ask any more questions for the next words, but she also followed Tang Siqi's example, took off the mask, and then took a deep breath and said, "Are you going to recognize her?"

Shen Banxia asked out of curiosity, although she knew Tang Siqi, she knew that Tang Siqi would definitely recognize this mother, but she still wanted to know what happened.

When I heard that, I didn't know whether I wanted to cry or laugh, because it was so cruel to me, but I asked why she came back now. Tang Siqi smiled indifferently and said: " So I said an address, and then said to meet and talk, because I want to see, what my mother looks like, whether she is the face that I have vaguely appeared in my memory, so I said to meet, she also happily agreed, I sat in the agreed place and waited, but it was already the appointed time, I did not wait for her, that feeling is really uncomfortable, but I am still waiting in the same place, I thought, maybe I am waiting in the same place, she will appear, since then I have her company in the future of my life, but I forgot, she is just a person who does not know the road, and very poor, when I received a call from the police station, I just knew that she was lost, so I went to find her, and when I saw her in the crowd, I knew that I couldn't help but forgive her, because this mother, I wanted. ”

Tang Siqi said a lot of things next, Shen Banxia and Mi Ke also listened quietly, they never even knew that there were still some people whose lives could be lived like this.

Tang Siqi's mother is a remote rural village, when she married Tang Siqi's father, their family's patriarchal thinking was too serious, so when Tang Siqi was left, her father said to give it to other villages, or throw it away, Tang Siqi's mother was reluctant, and she tossed and turned to the big city with the child overnight, but there was no place in the big city where their mother could stay.