43 June 2004 (1)
June 5, 2004 Sunny
It was a sunny day.
We chose the alpine meadows 15 kilometers from the city center.
Originally, there was a shuttle bus that could go directly, but Meng San proposed to ride there.
The car was found by the god because his family runs a consignment shop.
The three motorcycles were comfortable on the sun-drenched avenue.
But the fart god was clearly not happy.
Because Meng San's back seat sat the deputy squad leader, and my back seat sat Su Qingqing, and his back seat was empty......
Su Qingqing actually has a lot of sisters, but as soon as she heard that she was dealing with people like us, she used the excuse that she didn't come.
Brother Feng and Zou Long also didn't come, so the five of us traveled.
The scenery along the way is not bad.
Su Qingqing, who was sitting in the back seat of me, was very happy, pointing to all kinds of flowers and plants and talking to me all the way.
I didn't pay much attention to what she said, because she had one hand around my waist, slender and soft, and it made me think about it.
Why is it proposed to come out and play?
Because I want to be one step closer to Su Qingqing.
Although we have already made kissing a daily routine, I can't find a chance to start with the closer action.
I think I'm actually quite a jerk.
On the one hand, I don't believe in love, but on the other hand, I have various expectations for the subtle physical contact between men and women.
Actually, I'm quite sorry for Su Qingqing, but not everyone can control the desires in their hearts.
No matter what, let's talk about that step!
The alpine meadows under the breeze on a sunny day in June are indeed beautiful.
The mountain stretches for more than 100 kilometers and has an average altitude of more than 1,500 meters. The mountain highway winds through the trees to the top of the mountain.
The natural grassland on the top of the mountain is green and grassy, and there are herds of cattle and sheep, which is a rare grassland scenery for southerners.
It was almost noon when I rode to the top of the mountain, and the early summer sun was really sunny.
So we chose to park under a big tree, then took out a variety of snacks and sat on the spot and started the picnic.
Look, there are horses!
Su Qingqing suddenly pointed to a few horses in the pasture in the distance and shouted in surprise.
I'm pretty excited, too.
Although I'm from L City, I'm honestly the first time I've come to this alpine meadow.
I've long heard that there are horses to ride here, and this is a rare opportunity to experience galloping.
The career of a horse on the grassland is the dream of every man, and the primitive impact of riding a horse against the wind is not something that can be replaced by riding a motorcycle.
So Su Qingqing and I decided to give it a try.
Thirty dollars for half an hour, to be honest, quite expensive.
Perhaps the same expectation for horseback riding, Su Qingqing did not hesitate to pay for it.
What are you doing?" I asked.
Take the money. Su Qingqing looked at me and said.
When do you need to spend money?" I was a little displeased, and then I reached out of my pocket and took a fifty-dollar note and handed it over.
To be honest, I'm not a macho person.
Maybe it's because I feel guilty about Su Qingqing in my heart, so I don't plan to let Su Qingqing spend money.
With the guidance and help of the horse breeder, Su Qingqing and I finally climbed onto the horse's back.
Carrying a horse rope in his hand, kicking the stirrup with his feet, and behind him is his own woman.
I fantasized about myself and Su Qingqing as swordsmen and heroines who drove horses to the ends of the world thousands of years ago.
But the reality has disappointed me a little.
Because no matter how much I shouted, "Drive, ride," the horses under the seat ignored me.
The breeder looked at me, then silently took the leash in front of me and tugged at the horse, and the horse began to pace forward slowly.
Can't this horse run?, I asked in disappointment.
You are beginners and it is dangerous to run. The horse breeder replied.
This......
Just when I was disappointed, I suddenly heard an exclamation behind me.
When he turned his head, he saw a man on a horse, holding on to the horse's rope with both hands and looking terrified.
And the horses under him were galloping like a gust of wind, whistling past us.
Why can he run?, I asked dissatisfied.
Only then did the horse breeder react, and hurriedly chased and shouted, stop!
The fart god's horse had already run away, and Meng San stood in place with the horsewhip, licking his lips a little nervously. And the deputy squad leader had already laughed to the ground.
Afterwards, the fart god fought with Meng San again.
Meng San said, how did I know that the horse would rush out as soon as it was pumped.
I'll give you a kick and see if you can soar!" said the fart god holding his ass and roaring.
Hahaha......
Although the slow ride between the meadows is a little different from the galloping horse I fantasized about before, the leisurely feeling is also quite nostalgic.
Su Qingqing hugged me from beginning to end, tighter than on a motorcycle.
The mountains, the sun, the meadows, the horses, and this lovely woman make up a picture that I could never have imagined before.
For a moment, I thought it was love.
But when I think back to when I was with Shen Sijia, isn't it so sweet?
The result?
I turned my head to look at Su Qingqing, the breeze blowing her hair up, and it looked as soft as a ribbon in the sun.
She's so exciting.
It's ironic to think that I rejected her so many times for Shen Sijia's sakelet.
I really shouldn't compare her to Shen Sijia. But I couldn't let go of the mustard in my heart about that incident.
How many times does it take for a person to stumble in a lifetime to learn to be strong?
I don't know, but I don't think I'll ever be able to be strong for something like that.
Fortunately, Su Qingqing didn't ask me if I loved her or not, she only cared if I was by her side.
So when the ride was over and we walked alone into a grove, she didn't refuse my request.
We didn't taste the forbidden fruit, but we needed each other more.
My desires were released in a way, and she seemed to be immersed in them.
I love you......
Su Qingqing whispered in my ear.
I couldn't respond to her, but stopped my hands exploring her.
Xiaoyang, let's go!
Meng San in the distance was calling me.
So with his call, I pulled Su Qingqing up.
Let's go. I say.
Well...... She replied as she straightened her clothes.
She really doesn't care if I love her or not......
It's not a disappointment, but it's a bit of a fluke.
This woman is what I need most right now.
Well, it must be.
June 6, 2004 Overcast
Since I came back from my trip yesterday, I have really gotten closer to Su Qingqing.
Originally, I was worried that Fu Minghao would get into trouble after he found out, but now I am not so afraid.
I told Brother Feng Meng San about Fu Minghao and Su Qingqing, and Brother Feng scolded me.
He didn't scold me for not provoking the woman Fu Minghao liked, but scolded me for being more and more cowardly, why should I care about other people's eyes for my feelings.
I said I'm worried about getting my brother in trouble.
But Brother Feng said that if he can't even protect his brother's woman, we don't have to mix it up anymore. He Fu Minghao is very difficult, but it doesn't mean that I'm afraid of him.
I was a little embarrassed and smiled.
Brother Feng glanced at me and said:
Xiaoyang, when did you think of your Brother Feng and me so flat?
No, no, I just ...... I don't know how to answer.
Don't worry, I'm still the same Liu Chuanfeng.
Brother Feng smiled confidently.
Since the last time I met Fu Minghao, I haven't seen Brother Feng like this for a long time.
Somehow, his confident smile reassured me a lot.
So there's no need to hide it, Su Qingqing and I walked on campus generously, and we don't have to worry about this or that.
Of course, the teacher still has to hide.
This afternoon, we went to the cafeteria to eat, and when we returned to the classroom to kiss me, me, you, and me, the math teacher suddenly came back to the classroom.
He seems to have come back to find what he left behind. Seeing that Su Qingqing and I were feeding each other at the back of the classroom, our eyes were glazed.
Su Qingqing and I are also in a relationship.
But fortunately, the math teacher is not our homeroom teacher, and he chooses to turn a blind eye to this phenomenon of early love.
He just said something when he was about to go out: pay attention to the impact.
And then it was gone.
was so frightened that Su Qingqing and I stuck out our tongues to each other, and our little hearts were pounding.
I can understand the math teacher's astonishment at the audacity of our young people, just as I am at the madness of my cousins.
When I went home last week, I heard from my mother that Li Mufeng's kid has a girlfriend.
Children's games should not be taken seriously. My dad laughed.
You know, the more children are, the more sensitive they are to emotional matters. Now boy, that's enough. My mom said and looked at me.
I'm actually quite weak-hearted.
Because my mother only knew that I had a girlfriend named Shen Sijia, but she didn't know that I had a girlfriend named Su Qingqing now......
Even though my mom was more open-minded than my dad, I can't guarantee that she wouldn't be mad when she found out about this.
So I quickly chimed in, yes, yes. Then he went into his room and hid.
In fact, I believe that when they are our age, they will also be troubled by the relationship problems between men and women. It's just that their era was not as open as ours, and everyone's feelings would be suppressed in their hearts and would not be expressed.
But I believe that the feelings of their era were purer and more true. What they see in their eyes is not romance and passion, but more responsibility and responsibility.
So I was a little worried about being seen by the math teacher that the two of us were intimate, but Su Qingqing was much calmer.
We didn't do anything, we just fed each other, and the school couldn't do anything with us if they found out. She said.
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So what?" I asked, putting my arm around her waist.
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