June 15, 2004 Cloudy

Chongshu didn't meet Zhen Songni when he came back this time.

Several times I tried to say something.

I want to ask Chongshu how he feels about Zhen Songni now.

But I wasn't too embarrassed to ask.

First, it's because I don't want to remind Chongshu of unhappy things at this time, and secondly, I really don't know what identity to use to care about this matter.

So after returning to school, I didn't tell Zhen Songni that Chongshu had come back.

When I was bored in self-study, I looked around with my chin propped up and doing nothing.

His eyes unconsciously looked at Zhen Songni in the first few rows.

She wore her signature ponytail and bowed her head to write something.

All I could see was the back of her head and her white neck.

I suddenly remembered the days when I sat in front of her and looked back at her smiling at me.

It's only been less than two years, but it's like a lifetime away.

In less than two years, we've missed it again and again. is very similar to the heroes and heroines of those bloody Korean dramas.

recalled the two relationships after missing her, the first time because of Shen Sijia's tears, and the second time because of Su Qingqing's kiss.

In both relationships, I was either passive or impulsive, and I never calmed down and looked back.

But principle and reason tell me that it is impossible for me to leave behind Shen Sijia at the beginning or Su Qingqing now, and then turn around and hug Zhen Songni.

The reason why people are human is because they do something and do not do something.

I can't bear to hurt anyone.

But if you can't get it, you can't stop me from thinking about it in my heart.

So looking at Zhen Songni, my thoughts drifted to I don't know how far.

There were trees, flowers, and her......

June 16, 2004 Cloudy

I was amazed at Fu Minghao's shrewdness.

I never thought he wouldn't come to me for trouble, after all, Zhou Xiaowei's example was there.

But given that I am Liu Chuanfeng's person, even if I am arrogant like Fu Minghao, I don't dare to do it easily.

Although Brother Feng was already ready to clash head-on with Fu Minghao, he couldn't stand this guy from coming to Ming with us at all.

Heaven and earth count, I can't count Chen Jie, it turns out to be Fu Minghao's person.

Last night, because of a fight in the second shift, there were so many things involved, enough for me to digest it for a whole day.

Let me take a look.

First of all, the two people in the second class fought because of discord over words, and the two not only started fighting, but also scolded.

I don't know how bad the scolding is, but one of them seems to have failed to keep his mouth shut, scolding an unknown fact.

He scolded, you are just like that Chen Jie, so many people can only be a dog of the Fu family!

The speaker has no intention, but the listener has the intention.

One of our brothers in the second class was very surprised when he heard this, so he led people around him and asked him about the matter.

Unable to withstand the pressure, the man shook out a fact.

Chen Jie made enemies everywhere in the school, but he always found the reason for the convergence, and the backer behind him was Fu Minghao.

Wan Longxing's girlfriend, as well as many other similar girls, were all taken advantage of by Chen Jie because Fu Minghao was operating behind his back.

I clenched my fists when I heard this.

What about Shen Sijia?

Could Shen Sijia also be arranged by Fu Minghao, and then forced to fall into the clutches of Chen Jie?

I can't wait for others to tell me the answer, I plan to ask Chen Jie for clarification.

Chen Jie is Fu Minghao's person, if you ask him directly, isn't it tantamount to declaring war with Fu Minghao? Zou Long grabbed me and said.

Dragon, it's okay. Do you see when Chen Jie was beaten up at school Fu Minghao stood up? Brother Feng waved his hand and said, Fu Minghao just treated him as a dog, and only called him for help when he needed it, and didn't take him seriously at all afterwards.

Zou Long thought about it and nodded.

So we found Chen Jie.

After all, it's a soft bone, and his mouth was still very closed at first, and after a few punches, this guy did everything.

What is the matter between you and Shen Sijia? I grabbed Chen Jie's collar and asked through gritted teeth.

I actually hope that Shen Sijia's incident is not ** at all.

I can accept that Shen Sijia dedicates himself to love, I can accept that Shen Sijia loves him and doesn't love me, but I can't accept that Shen Sijia's loss is just because of a conspiracy!

Chen Jie's next words completely made me go berserk.

Pay...... Fu Minghao asked me to give Scarlett to ...... Gave it ...... Say...... Said yes...... Let you taste the pain of your loved one being taken away......

What a desperate answer.

Shen Sijia lost her body, became pregnant, and was forced to change schools, all because of me???

But at that time, Su Qingqing and I weren't together at all, was Fu Minghao mistaken?

He...... He knows...... Su Qingqing...... Like you, so ......

Before Chen Jie finished speaking, I punched him.

I've never been so impulsive, never so desperate and miserable.

I remembered what Shen Sijia said to me: "I will choose a good day after graduation and give myself to you".

What courage and determination a girl mustered to speak!

turned out to be taken away by someone so ruthlessly, and it was not at all that I took for granted to dedicate myself to love before!

She doesn't love Chen Jie at all, she is calculated!

Thinking of this, I couldn't get angry, and punched Chen Jie again and again.

Ahh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hh

Meng San finally pulled me away, because Chen Jie had already been beaten to death by me.

My unassailable tears came out of my eyes like this.

I haven't been so sad and wept since my grandmother passed away.

Even if I was beaten in a fight and my nose and face were swollen, I never shed a single tear.

But now I can't stop those tears from pouring out of my eyes.

My heart hurts, it hurts so much that I can't breathe.

June 21, 2004 Light rain

Chen Jie was admitted to the hospital by me.

I also shot too hard, even under the protection of Brother Feng, but I was still sentenced by the school to leave school for a week to reflect.

In order to prevent my parents from knowing about this, Brother Feng arranged for me to stay in their hotel, and he paid all the expenses.

The hotel environment is good, there is food, drink and computer play.

But I couldn't be happier.

If I had to choose, I would still choose to beat Chen Jie, even if it was to gamble the rest of my life.

But I also understand that the real mastermind behind the scenes is not him, but Fu Minghao.

So before leaving school, Brother Feng said to me, Xiaoyang, you can leave school for a week of rest with peace of mind. Leave the rest to me, I will definitely make Fu Minghao pay the price!

I shook my head, Brother Feng, thank you. But I did it. I have to find Fu Minghao to solve this matter in person. I don't want to drag down my brothers.

What are you talking about? Meng San shouted on the side, we are brothers, and your business is our business!

Yes, yes, yes, the fart god chimed in.

Only Zou Long frowned and didn't speak.

I'm grateful to my brothers, but I really don't want to drag them down.

Since Fu Minghao can plan so many conspiracies, it shows that this person is really difficult to deal with.

Although Brother Feng is strong, Meng San Zou and the Dragon Fart God are also first-class good players. But seriously, if you want to play scheming, I don't think we are Fu Minghao's opponents combined.

So I'm very worried about them.

Su Qingqing came to the hotel to look for me several times, but I didn't see her behind closed doors.

I don't know what kind of mood to use to face her.

If it weren't for her, maybe Shen Sijia and I would still be together, Fu Minghao wouldn't have come to deal with me out of jealousy, and Shen Sijia wouldn't have lost his life because of this, let alone be forced to transfer to another school.

But she is also innocent.

So I didn't know what to do with her and our relationship.

I sat in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows of the hotel and watched the traffic on the street, completely out of idea.

The ins and outs of the matter are basically clear.

Shen Sijia was really angry because I hit Wu Chinese, but she never thought of breaking up with me.

Chen Jie happened to appear at this time, and pursued her in various ways.

But Shen Sijia didn't like him anymore, so he decisively refused.

After that, Shen Sijia has been thinking about how to renew the relationship with me, but by chance I saw me walking with Su Qingqing.

She thought I was with Su Qingqing.

Just as I thought she was with Wu Chinese, sadness, distress, loss, and all kinds of negative emotions occupied her thoughts.

So she began to fall, she began to feel that love was fake, and a man's 100,000 determination was not worth a woman's chest. Since I failed to keep my promise to her, then she no longer has to keep this relationship that she once cherished so much.

So she agreed to Chen Jie's pursuit and began to appear in front of me frequently with that bastard.

If I had known the truth by then, it would not have been too late to save it.

But stubbornly I thought she didn't love me at all, and threw herself into the arms of her ex-boyfriend again.

So two people who no longer trust each other missed it like this.

This miss could be a lifetime.

Later, under Fu Minghao's arrangement, Chen Jie had a relationship with Shen Sijia for the first time through deception, drunkenness, etc.

Although Shen Sijia was full of hatred for Chen Jie after sobering up, the matter has come to this point, and what has been lost can never be recovered.

So she can only hope that Chen Jie can treat her well and not let her lose more.

But Chen Jie, that bastard, is the one who can keep the bottom line!

Because Fu Minghao had many enemies, Chen Jie used the same means to forcibly occupy Wan Longxing's girlfriend and several other girls under his arrangement!

When I learned the truth of the matter, I was heartbroken, but I was full of helplessness.

We missed out because of mutual distrust.

No relationship is indestructible unless two people communicate with each other and trust each other.

I was annoyed that I hadn't given myself a chance to find out the truth, to find out what was really going on in her heart.

I was like a worm wriggling on the ground, thinking that the butterfly was flying in the sky because it was in love with the sky. But I don't know that because of its wings, if it wants to move forward, it can only flap its wings hard.

I'm such a bug, a bug who doesn't understand anything at all.