Don't give up hope of life.

Xia Jin squeezed her phone tightly.

Why did she want to give up hope of life? Just, just, ......

- The chance of recurrence and metastasis of my disease after surgery is too great, and I am afraid.

- I am afraid that after the surgery, there will be repeated surgery.

- I'm afraid I'll end up dying on the operating table, and I won't even see the person I want to see.

After these three sentences, a tear slowly slipped from the corner of Xia Jin's eyes.

The phone vibrated twice, and it was a reply from the other party.

- Is that the boy you talked about earlier?

- If so, you might as well share your thoughts with the boy.

- Two people who like each other will become each other's greatest courage.

Si Xiao wrote these few words, and his heart was very complicated.

He knew the reason why Xia Jin was reluctant to undergo surgery.

Just like Xia Jin was unwilling to delay him. He didn't want to be an obstacle to Xia Jin.

She didn't want to die on the operating table and never see him until the last sight.

He also didn't want her to thank her, and every year after that, Xia Jin never appeared again.

Xia Jin didn't know how to reply, her fingers trembled a little, and the words were typed and deleted.

There was another message from the other end.

- Life is like a reverse journey. To live is to go to death. No one knows which one will come first, tomorrow or the accident. But what matters in this world is never the result, but the process. It's rare to meet someone you like in such a big world, so why don't you try to catch them? You have a chance to survive. Even if there is only one in 10,000 chances, you have to be confident that you will win.

It's a long paragraph, and every sentence is true.

The other party is sincerely trying to persuade her.

Xia Jin was blurred with tears in front of her halfway when she saw it.

It's all chicken soup phrases she's heard and seen before.

I didn't feel anything before, but now I am touched to my heart.

- Uncle. What would you do if you were in your twenties and faced with a situation like mine?

Si Xiao looked at the news and only felt a little bitter.

It's not if, he's one of the main characters.

didn't answer Xia Jin directly, but asked her a question.

- If you only have one day left in your life, will you tell that boy that you love him?

Xia Jin looked at the phone silently and thought for a long time.

- I will.

- Or if, on the last day, what would you do?

Such questions and substitutions made Xia Jin a little scared.

It was as if she really saw what it was like to have only one day left in her life.

Instinctively I want to avoid it, but I can't help but think about it.

- If that were the case, I would probably tell everyone who loves me that I love them. I will also tell him that I really love him.

- If I could, I would like to spend the last bit of time with him and die in his arms.

Xia Jin thought about it, and finally added another sentence.

- Probably every girl has thought about such a thing and wants to close her eyes in the arms of the person she likes. That's pretty romantic, isn't it?

Si Xiao smiled, his fingers flying and typing a line on his phone.

- What if, in the last hour of your life, someone tells you that you have any hope of living? Would you have surgery?

Yes!

Seeing this line of words, Xia Jin came up with the answer in an instant.

If it really comes to that time, no matter how slim the chance of survival, she will definitely work hard to catch the last ray of light.

She burst out laughing.

She knew the good intentions of the people on the other end of the network to ask these questions.

On the last day of her life, she would have been so courageous.

Now that there is more time and more opportunities, why should she be cowardly?

- Thank you, uncle.

Si Xiao was also laughing.

- You're welcome.

- Live each day as if it were your last, and you will find that life is beautiful.

He typed the last sentence in the voice of an old man.

- Little girl, after breaking through the darkness, there is a light. You have to have the courage to look.

- Got it, thank you, uncle!

Xia Jin smiled and turned off her phone.

She was poured a meal of chicken soup for the soul by an old man, and she didn't feel any discomfort, but felt very good.

I can't think of it.

But sometimes the Internet is just that.

Sometimes a stranger's words can bring great courage.

This night, Xia Jin slept very soundly.

She had a good dream and woke up with a smile on her face.

Early in the morning, she put on her coat and went downstairs for a walk.

The rising sun and the fresh air are proving that this is a new day!

She, too, is her new self.

"Xiao Jin, I can't find you anywhere, why did you come down? How windy it is in the morning, go back quickly, Mom brought you your favorite xiaolongbao." ”

Mother Xia looked anxious, and pulled her to go to the building.

"Mom, I just want to get out for a walk and get some fresh air. Don't worry too much. I wore a coat. ”

Xia Jin smiled and pointed to the coat on his body.

Xia's mother looked at her daughter in a daze.

She always felt that Xiao Jin was a little different today.

The whole body exudes spiritual energy.

But it's good that she's so optimistic now.

Thinking of the doctor's instructions, Xia's mother nodded.

"Okay, then mom will walk downstairs with you. ”

Walking in the back garden for a while, Xia Jin saw a blooming rose.

There are also dewdrops on the petals.

I lowered my head to smell the flowers, smiled and turned my head to ask my mother: "Mom, do you think I am called a tiger in my heart and smell the rose?"

Xia's mother began to worry again.

It's a good thing to be optimistic, but Xiao Jin suddenly became so optimistic, she always felt that something was wrong.

"Xiao Jin, you tell Mom, is it your illness that has a problem again?"

Xia Jin was stunned, then laughed. "No, Mom, I just figured something out. ”

Live each day as if it were your last, and you will find that death is not terrible.

Since death is not scary, why should she be afraid to live?

Why be afraid of the problems you face while you are alive?

This is the truth that the uncle in the forum wanted to tell her yesterday.

Born to die.

Accept death calmly and face life bravely.

"Alright, Mom, let's go upstairs, I'm hungry. "Take the initiative to take my mother's hand and go upstairs.

When she arrived at the ward, Xia's mother was still confused, looking at Xia Jin, she had a feeling that she couldn't speak.

Xia Jin didn't open the thermos box for the first time, and gave her mother a hug with a smile.

"Mom, thank you. I love you. ”

Mother Xia was scared and nervous. "Xiao Jin, tell your mother honestly, what happened? Is your condition getting worse? You tell your mother!

Xia Jin was embarrassed. "No, Mom, I just want to say I love you and hug you. ”

"Xiao Jin, don't hide it from your mother. What's going on, mom is on your side, okay?" Xia's mother was full of disbelief.

"Mom! It's nothing! I don't believe you can ask the doctor. Xia Jin was a little crying and laughing.

It's just a hug to express your heart, why don't you believe her?

"Then you have nothing to say that only people who are about to die would say, you scared your mother to death!" Xia's mother complained, gladly wiping the tears from the corners of her eyes.

Xia Jin is a little unpleasant.

Indeed, the subtlety flowing in the bones of Chinese people makes them unable to say anything about love and gratitude to those close to them.

It is only when death is close that these concerns are abandoned.

But because of this, how many misunderstandings have been caused?

If you really wait until death is close to say these words, isn't it all too late?

"Mom, if you really want to be like this, then I have to say I love you every day" Xia Jin made a move.

Laughing a little mischievously. "Give you a hug every day so that you can get used to it. ”

"What to love or not, these should be said to your boyfriend. Tell your mother this kind of thing, isn't the flesh numb?"

She got mom a roll of the eyes.

"Isn't it just getting used to the numb flesh, isn't it?

The sudden coquettishness made Xia's mother hold her arms and shake twice.

"Okay, didn't you say you're hungry? Hurry up and eat breakfast! It's cold again!"

When Xia Jin opened the thermos box, Xia's mother turned her back and raised her hand to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes.

Her Xiao Jin said she loved her. Hate her no more.

It's good, it's good.

"Wow, Mom, this xiaolongbao is delicious!"

"Don't you eat it a lot? What a fuss about? Eating can't match your mouth. "Stern reprimand.

Xia Jin smiled absently.

Mother Xia sat down. "It's delicious, and Mom will bring you this tomorrow?"

"Thank you, Mom, Mom is so nice!"

After packing up the thermos box and returning home, Xia's mother still talked to Lu Xuan about it a little strangely.

"Xiao Xuan, today your sister said that she loves me, but I listened to it, why is this so upset?"

Lu Xuan is a young man, and many of his classmates always talk about love and love, so they don't think it's strange.

leaned over to Tang Wan: "Mom, I love you too." ”

Tang Wan was taken aback.

"Go, little one, say what you don't love. Do you know what love is?" waved his hand impatiently.

Lu Xuan touched his chin. "I don't know, but Dad does. ”

Lu Zhen had just come back from outside with a bouquet of flowers when he heard his son expose himself, and his beard shook. "What do you say, little ones?"

"Dad, do you say you love your mother?" asked Geng Zhi.

"The old man is old, what do you say about loving or not?" Lu Zhen glanced at his son.

took off his coat and hung it up, and stuffed the bouquet in his hand into Lu Xuan's hand. "Take it and ask your mom to find a place to put it away. ”

"Dad, I bought it for my mom again, right? If you want to apologize to mom, just say it!"

Lu Xuan smiled.

After beating Tang Wan that day, Lu Zhen would come back with a bouquet of flowers from time to time.

I couldn't pull my face down and apologize, I just said that I bought it by the way.

Today is no exception.

"I saw it on the road and bought it casually. Lu Zhen's voice was hard and could not be refuted.

Lu Xuan played with a bouquet with a sign with the florist's logo on it.

"But this flower shop seems to be quite far away from our house and our company?"

ran to Tang Wan with the flowers, pretending to kneel on one knee.

"Mom, give it to you!"

Tang Wan glanced at Lu Xuan. "Take it and put it in a vase. ”